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i’m posting this quietly and without much fanfare, and i’ll only be announcing it this once, but i’m moving blogs.

the URL will be totally different. i won’t be posting any link to the new one, and i won’t be publicly redirecting anyone towards it anytime soon.

i won’t be en masse refollowing everybody right away, either – it’ll be a slow trickle over a period of time. so if i don’t immediately resurface, that’s why. 

i don’t like being on this particular blog anymore, but i don’t want to stop writing achilles.

i don’t like feeling as though people are scrutinizing every single thing i post or reblog, and i don’t like feeling as though i’m under a microscope. despite obviously writing a greek myth muse, i was always kind of resistant to getting too deep into the greek myth rp community – and these past couple of weeks have reminded me of why that is. 

i’m not having fun here anymore, so i’m gonna be proactive about it and start over. 

** most ongoing threads will be carried over to the new blog because i’m genuinely enjoying them and don’t wanna lose them, so don’t worry, some of y’all will see me pop up right away. **

other than that, see ya on the other side.

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quite awhile ago i’d considered remaking achilles’s blog from scratch & i’m considering that again tbh

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ensavaged replied to your video: in case y’all didn’t know, THE ENTIRETY OF LUCAS...

i remember watching this with a friend a while back and i can’t remember anything except that sarah is so pretty and the movie had a great soundtrack

that’s pretty much the entire movie anyway lmao

although i will say!!! i was def intrigued by the end & didn’t see any of that coming

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in case y’all didn’t know, THE ENTIRETY OF LUCAS TILL’S 2013 FILM ‘CRUSH’ IS ON YOUTUBE.

the quick summary: “A secret admirer's crush on a high school athlete takes a fatal turn.”

stars: lucas till, crystal reed, sarah bolger.

genre: thriller

perks: lucas till’s arms, crystal reed’s acting, lucas till working out, sarah bolger’s face, lucas till shirtless.

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my roommate: [about lucas till] he looks like chris hemsworth but like.....30% deflated

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eternity burns inside of me / raw and violent with stars.

Ilona Karmel, from A Wall of Two; “The Demand” (via luthienne)

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updated my theme a teeny bit c:

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“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”

hurt meme | accepting !

                    ❝ Well don’t, ❞ Achilles snaps, his words harsher than he’d intended them to be, but it’s his gut reaction: since when has anyone cared about Achilles the man & not Achilles the weapon? When was the last time anyone had taken an interest in how he was feeling without some ulterior motive?

                    But it’s been years – centuries, even – since those days. It feels like less to him, as time continues to crunch by, but lashing out at Zinda won’t help things. & it won’t make him feel better in the long run. 

                    ❝ I’m...fuck. ❞ He hangs his head, rubs his face in his hands. ❝ Forget it, I’m just...can we not talk about it? ❞

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virgogirl:

no offense to positivity but i love holding grudges and i’m not going to forget about someone who hurt me

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“you’re either with me or against me.”

hurt meme | accepting !

                    ❝ Is that so? ❞ His voice is cold, each syllable clipped & short as he stares down Agamemnon, unblinking & unrepentant for his actions. 

                    ❝ Then I suppose I should thank you, for making it easy for me to say exactly where I stand. I’m against you. If this is what it takes for you to respect me as more than another soldier under your boot heel, I am against you. ❞

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“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”

hurt meme | accepting !

                   Achilles shakes his head once, but it’s more like his head just lolls to the side; every body part feels too heavy, as though he’s being weighed down by an invisible force. He no longer feels the pain of the open wound in his stomach – it’s just warmth, warmth from the blood. ❝ Just...just one minute... ❞ he murmurs – begs – as his eyes start to flutter. 

                    Sleep sounds nice right about now. 

                    Sleep sounds nice.

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i’m watching the new macgyver ep so i’ll answer all the memes when it’s over!!

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hurt meme.

“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”

“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”

“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”

“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”

“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”

“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”

“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”

“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”

“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”

“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”

“i fucked up, why do you not care?”

“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”

“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”

“i have no idea how to do cpr.”

“whose blood is that?”

“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”

“don’t you dare fucking let go!” 

“what the hell happened to you?” 

“are they dead? did you kill them?” 

“do you know what you’ve done?” 

“you’re either with me or against me.” 

“who the hell did this to you?” 

“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…” 

“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 

“when was the last time you ate?” 

“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!” 

 “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 

“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“ 

“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 

“are you… throwing up in there?” 

“why aren’t you eating?” 

“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 

“i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 

“i woke up, & you were gone.” 

“just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 

“it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”

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aahahahhahjfhadsljh i hate to do this but i’ve been gone for a bit and ~

if i owe you a reply can you ‘like’ this post? i gotta collect them all so i can work on them soon c:

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Lucas Till gives an awesome performance in Sins of Our Youth.

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‘the hannah montana movie’ is on netflix

‘troy’ is free to watch (with ads) on vudu

i might host a rabb.it stream tonight if there’s enough interest

which one would y’all rather watch lmao