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goddessofdawns · 2 years

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Can't lose you -L.L

Word Count: 851

Warnings: Violence, Blood, mentions of injury, open ending (you decide how you want it to end), mentions of the New York attack, angst, I think that's it.

Summary: When you get hurt during a mission, Loki can't help but admit how he feels.

Prompt: You’ve just been hurt, you’re bleeding out, and your enemy is freaking out, dropping the “I love you. I can’t lose you” card, begging you not to close your eyes.

For @heloisedaphnebrightmore's writing challenge.

It wasn’t supposed to happen like this. You were never supposed to get hurt so badly. Loki had a small feeling that something in this mission would go wrong, and it had; in the form of you lying on the floor, blood covering your abdomen as you let out shaky breaths.

Ever since New York Loki had been working with the Avengers, not by his own choice of course, but Tony thought that Loki would actually be able to help, he was good at fighting, after all.

Tony originally had Loki still locked up when he began working with them, however, after a while of Loki actually behaving for once, Tony gave him one of the rooms in the compound. Unfortunately, the room was the one right next to yours.

To say you and Loki disliked each other was an understatement. Ever since you first met each other you’d been at each other’s necks, snarky comments and dirty looks were thrown towards each other often. You tried to avoid each other as much as you could, but sometimes it was unavoidable, the meetings with the team and the missions were two instances where you couldn’t avoid each other. But even on missions you two would be arguing over comms, causing the entire team to tell you both to be quiet.

It was during one of Tony’s parties when Natasha and Thor had come up with a reason why the two of you seemed to hate each other.

“It’s definitely just sexual tension.” Thor chuckled, taking a big swig from his drink, laughing loudly when he saw the stunned look on your face.

Natasha chuckled behind the bar, sliding a drink to you which you quickly drunk “He’s right y’know. You two just need to fuck and get it over with.” she chuckled.

You shook your head, rolling your eyes at the two Avengers in front of you, “I’m not listening to you two anymore.” you chuckled, standing from the bar stool and walking away, shaking your head lightly as you heard them both chuckle.

You didn’t really see what the two of them were saying, there was no way your hatred towards each other was caused by sexual tension, right?

You’d been given another group mission, it wasn’t uncommon now for life from other worlds coming down to earth and trying to attack everyone, and that was what was happening again. You didn’t have long to get ready, you had to rush to put on your suit and grab your weapons before joining the rest of the team on the quinjet, listening to Steve talk about the tactics and teams for the fight.

It was near the end of the fight when you messed up. You didn’t notice there was someone behind you until it was too late, Loki had called out to you, hoping to get you to turn around in time. You turned slightly before feeling a knife go through your abdomen, an instinctive gasp left your lips, your eyes widening at the feeling.

Loki had cleanly thrown a knife at the thing that attacked you, the fight was over, you’d won, but it had cost everything. The team had stopped, noticing how badly you were injured. Loki was the first person to run over, the rest of the team following close behind.

Loki gently placed his hand on your back, falling down to the ground with you. His hand moved to your head, brushing your hair out of your face, his other hand clutching at your wound, trying to keep pressure on it. Tears were welling up in your eyes, and Loki was clearly crying, the first time you’d ever seen him cry. Your breathing was shaky as you looked around at the rest of the team, Tony was talking on the radio, clearly trying to get some medical attention to where they were, knowing that they probably wouldn’t be able to move you whilst you were like this.

Loki was the first to speak, “come on, love. I can’t lose you.” he whispered, loud enough for you to hear.

You swallowed deeply, a groan falling from your lips as you slightly shifted your hips, a shooting pain coming from your wound. “I love you. I always have. I never truly realised it until now, but I never hated you.” he spoke, louder this time, loud enough that the rest of the team could hear him in the deafening silence.

“I, I can’t.” you whispered, your breathing becoming increasingly worse every second.

Loki sobbed harder at your words, leaning down to quickly kiss your head, “please, sweetheart, just try. I can’t lose you, please. Don’t you dare close your eyes.” he whispered, his forehead resting against yours.

Your hand reached out to hold his, your fingers lacing with his, you smiled lightly at him. “I’m sorry.” you whispered, your eyes beginning to close. “I love you too.”

#loki laufeyson #loki x reader #loki laufeyson x reader #loki angst #loki imagine #loki laufeyson angst #loki laufeyson imagine #writing challenge #angst #marvel x reader

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goddessofdawns · 2 years

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No one else - B.B

Word Count: 735

Warnings: mentions of cheating

Summary: When Steve cheats on you, you have no where else to go. Bucky's surprised to find you waiting outside his apartment drenched from the rain.

Prompt: You’re upset one night, and you don’t know where to go, so you end up at your enemy’s house, and as they open the door, you stay silent for a second, before saying “I don’t know where else to go.” Your enemy doesn’t say anything, instead they pull you into their arms, giving you a shoulder to cry on.

For @heloisedaphnebrightmore's writing challenge

You’d had a feeling this would happen for a few weeks now. Ever since Steve met Sharon you could tell he wasn’t truly yours anymore. He clearly wanted her, it was almost like he completely forgot about you from the second he met her. Years of your relationship were just thrown to the side. You were heartbroken, and you had no idea what to do.

You stormed out of the house you’d shared with Steve for almost a year, the rain pounding down onto your head causing your clothes to stick uncomfortably to you. Tears were streaming down your face, loud sobs leaving your lips - you’d caught Steve with Sharon, breaking your heart into a million pieces as your worst fears were confirmed. Instinctively, you jumped as a loud bit of lightning came from the sky, the rain seemingly getting heavier. You struggled to see in the dark, carefully walking along the streets in despair.

It took you a moment to realise you had nowhere to go. You had no family in the area and none of the other Avengers lived anywhere near where you were, all of them living hours away from you. Well, except for one.

Bucky Barnes, you met him because of Steve, they were best friends after all. You knew he lived close by, but there was no way you could go there.

He hated you, and you hated him. Neither of you had gotten along with each other from the moment you met - and you never fully understood why. From what Steve had told you once when you asked him about it, apparently Bucky just didn’t think you were suitable for Steve, he thought that Steve was too good for you, you think that’s when your hatred for Bucky started. You also figured that you hated how he was the Winter Soldier, you hated that he killed people, even if he didn’t have a choice.

But right now, you didn’t really have much of a choice. You sighed lightly before walking to Bucky’s apartment, trying to rush before the rain became even heavier. The whole way to his apartment, you were internally arguing with yourself, trying to think of somewhere else, anywhere else you could possibly go. You knew you had no other choice as you walked onto his street.

Bucky was sitting on his couch, a beer in his hand as his eyes were trained on the television in front of him when he heard a knock on his door. He furrowed his eyebrows, his eyes flicking to the clock on the wall - who the hell could be knocking so late at night.

The shock was evident on Bucky’s face when he saw you on the other side of his door, water dripping onto the floor, your whole body shaking from the cold. He noticed the tears falling from your eyes, and how red your eyes were, showing him you’d been crying for a while.

“I’m sorry.” you mumbled, looking down at the floor, “I know it’s late. I, I don’t know where else to go.” you stuttered out, sobbing lightly.

“What about Steve?” He asked quietly, wondering why you weren’t with him.

You shook your head, sobbing harder, “I found him with Sharon, I can’t stay there anymore,” you paused, quickly glancing up at Bucky, “can I stay here? Just for a few days.” you asked hopefully.

Bucky didn’t say anything, instead just pulling you into his arms, his arms wrapped tightly around you, one of his hands buried in your hair, gently massaging your scalp. You cried onto his shoulder, your face buried into his neck.

Carefully Bucky pulled you inside, shutting the door quietly. He pulled away slightly, his hands still on your shoulders, “C’mon, let’s go to sleep. I can take the couch.”

You shook your head “Don’t leave me alone, please.” you whispered. Bucky nodded, kissing the top of your head quickly, almost like he didn’t realise what he was doing

“Of course, love.” he mumbled, gently beginning to pull you into his bedroom.

You both climbed under the covers, Bucky pulling your body closer to his as you rested your head on his chest. “Get some rest, love. I’ll be here when you wake up.” he whispered, kissing your head again.

You fell asleep to the sound of Bucky’s heartbeat, realising that he was nowhere as bad as you first thought he was.

#bucky barnes #bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes fluff #bucky barnes imagine #bucky x reader #marvel x reader #bucky imagine #bucky fluff

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goddessofdawns · 3 years

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A Night at the ball - L.L

Word Count: 970

Warnings: A few smutty mentions but no explicit smut

Summary: A masquerade ball is held for Thor and Loki to both find wives, Loki knows he has to search for you at the ball since you're the only one he wants.

Prompt: Masquerade ball.

For @jillys-feral-fandoms writing challenge

Balls were a common occurrence on Asgard. Huge, elegant dances were often held in the royal palace, Thor usually being the centre of attention at these balls.

Odin was hosting a special masquerade ball this year, one that would be held specifically for both Thor and Loki. Thor needed a queen, he was going to become king soon and Odin wanted someone to be by his side through it. Odin also wanted Loki to find himself someone too, even though he was never going to be king, at least not permanently.

Thor loved the idea, he loved attending these balls, dancing with all the women, eating and drinking all night long. Loki, however, didn’t like them as much, he used to, but recently he’s begun to hate them. He didn’t see the need to find a wife so he didn’t see a need to go to this masquerade ball, talking to people behind a mask all night long. Thor and Loki both weren’t having to wear masks to the ball, after all, both of them would be too recognisable even with one on.

You’d been attending these balls for as long as you could remember now, your parents would always take you with them when they attended and as you grew older, you began to love them. You loved the elegant gowns, the gentle music and watching the whole of Asgard come together in one night. You were just as excited for this ball. Your mother had a dress made up for you, a beautiful green split leg dress with a matching green mask, you loved the dress, you loved the way it hugged your body, you loved how you felt in the dress, and you were hoping Loki would love it as well.

It was a surprise when you and Loki first met each other, you were roaming around the palace during one of the balls, your feet aching from how long you’d been standing when you bumped into Loki, he was annoyed with you at first, pushing you away from him before walking off - but as time went on, Loki found himself unable to get you out of his mind, your smile, the gentle tone of your voice, he couldn’t stop thinking about you. Which was how the two of you began ‘seeing’ each other. Loki had never really had anyone to himself, so he decided to have you to himself. The nights spent alone, your body underneath his, they were the nights you kept to yourself.

You and Loki weren’t in a relationship, but you definitely wanted to be, and when you were told that this masquerade ball was to find Thor and Loki a wife, you knew you wanted to be Loki’s, so you needed to try and stand out.

Loki had you on his mind the whole time he was getting ready for the ball, he was wearing his Asgardian robes, like he did in every ball. He was wondering what you’d be wearing tonight, he wanted to dance with you all evening before asking for your hand in marriage at the end of the night. He knew he wanted you, you were the only Asgardian he had his eyes on, he would search for you tonight, he had memorised everything about you, he knew he’d find you in the crowd.

You slid the mask down onto your face, the fine lace tickling your skin lightly. The ballroom was packed, elegant, gentle music was playing, a few people already dancing with each other. You looked to the front of the ballroom, noticing Thor and Loki standing there, both talking with each other quietly. Thor was looking towards his brother, whilst Loki was looking around the room, his eyes scanning over everyone. You didn’t know, but he was searching for you, he glanced over to where you were standing, a small, unnoticeable smirk moving onto his face as he spotted you.

It was a few hours into the ball and it was fully underway, Odin had made a speech at the start, showing Thor and Loki to the crowd in front before making them go and dance with people. You were sitting to the side, a drink in your hand as you watched everyone dance. A smile graced your features as you saw Loki approaching you,

“You’ve barely danced at all tonight.” he smiled at you, extending his hand to you “would you do me the honour?” he asked, a mischievous glint in his eyes that you missed.

You placed your glass down on the table before placing your hand in Loki’s, smiling gently at him as he helped you stand, leading you gently to the centre of the room. He kept your hand in his as his other went to your waist pulling your body closer to his as he began gently swaying you to the music.

Loki’s lips ghosted your ear, his hand squeezing your waist “Did you really think I wouldn’t recognise you with that thing on, hm?” he spoke, a smirk on his face.

You chuckled lightly “I hoped you would.” you admitted, pulling back slightly so you could look at Loki. His hand came to your mask, gently pulling it away from your face, his gaze burning into yours.

One of Loki’s hands came to your face, cupping your cheek as his thumb ran across your bottom lip. “Let’s go somewhere private, my love.” he smiled.

You nodded your head, smiling widely, “Lead the way,” you leaned up to his ear before whispering “my king”. You chuckled lightly as he dragged you away from the ballroom.

#loki laufeyson #writing challenge #loki x reader #loki laufeysdottir #loki laufeyson x reader #loki imagine #loki fluff #loki x reader fluff #masquerade ball

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goddessofdawns · 3 years

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oh no why are you leaving us ?

I just have no inspiration to write anymore and doing this is just really draining me emotionally.

#anon ask

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goddessofdawns · 3 years

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I really miss you and hope you’re doing well

Hi love, thank you so much, I've been doing pretty good recently.

#anon ask

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goddessofdawns · 3 years

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𝑺𝒏𝒊𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 - 𝑭𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝑯𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝑨𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏

Sugar Daddy!Hotch au Bonus Chapter

Word Count: 964

Warnings: Mentions of kidnapping, nightmares, mentions of having kids (i know some people hate that), mentions of Haley's death

Summary: A few months after the kidnapping, Aaron realises he has everything he could ever want

It had been 6 months since you’d been taken, and it had been hard for you. You’d been staying with Aaron since it happened. He’d asked Jessica if she could keep Jack for a little while longer, just until you were a little better.

Every night you were awake from nightmares, Aaron would often wake up to an empty bed and he’d find you in the lounge, sitting on the windowsill, a blank look on your face. He’d sit with you, holding you close to him as you cried.

Aaron stayed by you every day, through every nightmare, through every memory and every panic attack, he made sure to stay with you, slowly helping you get back to normal.

It was nearly a month after it happened when you got to meet Jack, you had told Aaron to bring him home, telling him you felt bad that he hadn’t been able to stay in his own home because of you - so Aaron listened, bringing Jack home to meet you. Jack was nervous at first; you didn’t blame him there, but overtime, he warmed up to you

As you started to get better and Aaron went back to work, you’d spend your days with Jack, taking him to the park after school, watching movies at home, baking and playing with him until Aaron got home. He loved seeing it, he loved seeing his new love getting along with his son so well.

Aaron was putting Jack to bed one night, you were watching a movie in the other room, unaware of the conversation happening between the two.

“Is y/n staying?” Jack asked. He tended to ask this quite a lot, always wondering whether you’d be home the next morning. Aaron hadn’t told him about the two of you, he’d asked you to be his girlfriend a few weeks after the attack.

Aaron smiled, tucking his son into bed “Yeah bud, she’s gonna be here for a little while.”

Jack smiled widely “Is she your girlfriend?” he asked excitedly. Whilst Aaron had never told him about you two, he knew that Jack knew about girlfriends, purely because of Beth.

Aaron nodded “yeah, she is.” he smiled

Jack’s smile grew even wider. “I like her,” he confirmed.

“I know you do bud.”

Aaron had always considered starting a family with you, he never asked you after everything that happened because he didn’t want to rush or overwhelm you.

It was 8 months after when he brought it up, both of you lying in bed together, your head resting on his chest as one of his hands played with your hair.

“How would you feel about having kids?” he whispered.

You hummed lightly, looking up at him “I wouldn’t mind. What brought this on?” you smiled

Aaron chuckled “Jack always speaks about wanting a little brother or sister. And I’ve always wanted another.”

You smiled up at him, both of you falling back into a comfortable silence. Your response stayed on Aaron’s mind from then on.

Aaron fully realised his love for you when he came home late one night from work. The lights in the lounge were still on, the tv still quietly playing a movie.

He walked around the apartment, pausing when he got to Jack’s room, his lights were still on and he could hear light muttering, hearing both yours and Jack’s voices.

He creaked the door open, peeking in, his heart warming at the sight. He had told you a little while ago that he and Jack would speak to Haley most nights before Jack went to sleep.

You were sitting by Jack’s bed, the candle in your hands. Jack was telling Haley about his day, his excitement evident in the way he spoke. Jack had told Haley about you, he wanted to speak to her about you, telling Haley how much happier his dad was because of you.

You’d never spoken to Haley before, Aaron never wanted to make you in case it made you uncomfortable, but hearing you speak to her now, telling her about you and about how much you loved Jack, he knew you were perfect for him.

“I promise I’ll keep them both safe, Haley.” was the last thing he heard before he walked away from Jack’s room, pouring himself a glass of whiskey, waiting for you to leave Jack’s room.

If anyone had told Aaron that he would ever get over Haley fully, he would’ve told you that you were insane. He never imagined finding someone who would make him as happy as she did. But he found you, he found you in a dark time and you lit his world up. He knew he wanted you to stay in his life forever, he was never going to let you go. He was finally happy again, and he knew Haley would be perfectly fine with you, he knew that she would’ve loved you. He was finally happy again, and it was all because of you.

#snippets of a growing love #aaron hotchner #aaron hotchner x reader #criminal minds #criminal minds x reader #aaron hotchner fluff #criminal minds fluff

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goddessofdawns · 3 years

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𝑺𝒏𝒊𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 - 𝑫𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝑾𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝑳𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒀𝒐𝒖

Sugar Daddy!Hotch au final part

Word Count: 2.5k+

Warnings: Dark Content, Mentions of torture, kidnapping, burning, dislocating joints being used as torture, stabbing, whipping, blood, violence, murder, strangulation, canon typical violence, i think that's it. MINORS DNI

Summary: Aaron realises the true extent of his feelings when you end up being the next victim of an unsub.

The writing in this chapter is kind of shitty, please only read this if you know you can handle the warned upon topics.

JJ walked into Aaron’s office with urgency, a case file in her hands, her eyes were clearly full of panic and regret which caused Aaron to stand from his seat quickly “we have a case” she spoke.

“Get everyone in the briefing room.” he nodded to her as he walked out of his office.

He met everyone in the room a few moments later. JJ still had the same look on her face confusing Aaron slightly, he knew these cases were always bad but JJ could normally hide her expressions when it came to the briefings.

Aaron nodded to JJ as he sat down, signalling for her to start. She clicked a button on her remote, causing pictures of some women to come up on the screen.

“We have a home born killer.” she spoke, allowing everyone to know that they were staying in Virginia for this case.

“So far we have 3 victims, Sarah Holland,” she continued nodding up at the screen, pulling up each picture as she said the victims' names, “Chloe Declan and Alicia Leigh.” she paused slightly before continuing, pulling up pictures of the girls bodies “they were all tortured and murdered and all found off the I-64.”

“How were they killed?” Emily asked

“Suffocation. Alicia was found with wire around her throat.”

“What are the words on their stomachs?” Derek asked with a small scowl on his face.

JJ sighed lightly “All three of them had the words ‘Gold Diggers' carved onto their stomachs.” The team all looked at her with slightly confused faces.

“That’s weird, why gold diggers?” Rossi asked.

“All of the girls were sugar babies.” JJ spoke, glancing at Hotch quickly. He straightened in his seat slightly, looking at JJ.

“Have we got any new victims?” he asked, part of him already knowing the answer, he hoped it wasn’t what he thought, but why else would JJ be looking at him the way she was.

She nodded her head slowly, everyone seeing the tears building up in her eyes, her voice shook slightly as she spoke, pulling up pictures at the same time “Y/n y/l/n, her roommate reported her missing after not seeing her or hearing from her in 48 hours. She told police that y/n often checks in, even when she’s staying at someone else’s, she would always tell her.” JJ spoke, her voice nearly a whisper at the end.

Hotch looked at the screen with wide eyes, his mind running into overdrive. Everyone else looked shaken, glancing between the screen and Hotch.

“Aaron,” Rossi spoke, placing his hand on Aaron’s shoulder gently, he quickly glanced around the table before he spoke again “when did you last speak to her or see her.” he gently prodded.

Aaron shook his head lightly, his eyes beginning to fill with tears, how could this happen to you, how did he let this happen to you, “3 days ago. We’ve both been busy. God if I had just texted her.” he almost shouted as he got to the end, slamming his hand down on the table, standing up forcefully enough that his chair fell over. The rest of the team jumped slightly, they hadn’t seen Aaron this upset about a case since Foyet.

“We’ll get her Hotch, you know we’ll do everything we can.” Penelope spoke, her own voice slightly shaky.

“I can’t lose her too.” Aaron whispered just loud enough for everyone to hear. “No one outside of this room is allowed to know of my relationship to her, okay? I have to be working on this case.” he spoke, the team nodding at his request.

The team came up with a plan, everyone going off to do their jobs as Hotch took a moment to himself. He realised now that he was wrong in what he thought about his feelings for you, he wasn’t just falling for you - he’d already fallen for you, a long time ago, he just never knew how to admit that to himself until now. He loved you, and he was going to do everything to get you back.

You woke up in a dark room, wincing as you felt a sharp pain in the back of your head. You squinted your eyes, trying to see anything in the room to no avail.

Your eyes widened as you began to remember what happened. You were walking home from work, you’d been working a late shift. You had a weird feeling for a few hours, a feeling that somebody was following you, you constantly turned around, checking if you could see anybody, but you couldn’t. You flinched at the sound of a loud engine, your head flicking to look at the road. The next thing you remember is being hit on the head and falling to the floor.

Your mind began to run to Aaron. How long had you been here? Did Aaron know you were missing? Was he coming to help? You tried to slow your breathing, telling yourself that Aaron would find you, he had to find you.

It felt like you were waiting in the dark for hours before you heard the sound of a door creaking open. Your breathing picked up as you heard it - you knew it would happen at some point, and you knew that whatever was going to happen would hurt, you just had to hope Aaron would be quick in finding you.

“We don’t have long to find her, all the other victims were killed roughly 5 days after they were abducted, that means she has around 3 left.” Hotch sighed.

Aaron and Rossi had come back from speaking to your roommate, trying to find out if she knew anything about what could have happened, seeing if there was anyone who would want to hurt you, anyone who would know about you being a sugar baby - but she knew nothing about that, only knowing that you were working late the night you didn’t come home.

“Okay, surely he would have had to create an account on one of these websites to be able to find the girls who were sugar babies. So maybe looking at accounts that were recently created around the time of the first disappearance could help.” Spencer suggested.

So far the case didn’t really have many leads, the only thing that everybody knew was the fact that this guy hated sugar babies - that was it.

Hotch was getting worse every minute, he was clearly upset, he was clearly worried and everyone on the team knew that the only way he’d be okay again was if they found you.

“Okay, just give me a few minutes and I should have a list of people.” Garcia spoke.

You don’t know how long it had been since you’d been taken, there was no way of knowing what the time was, the room was always dark. Your whole body was aching, you knew it would be painful, but you didn’t realise it would be this bad. Your body was bruised, your fingers had been dislocated and popped back in. Your wrists were burned from how tight the rope around them was, the ropes rubbing your skin raw as you struggled to get out of them. You hadn’t eaten anything, you’d only been given water occasionally, just enough that you could survive.

You winced as the burns on your thighs were still fresh, it was only seconds ago that a burning cigarette had been pressed against the bare skin. You’d been stripped to only your underwear since you’d woken up. Your head lolled backwards against the chair, your breath weakening slightly, your head spinning as the pain nearly overwhelmed you.

You just hoped Aaron was close.

“Okay, there were 53 accounts made on multiple reliable websites the day the first victim went missing.” Garcia sighed “that’s going to be hard to limit down.”

Emily had walked in from the coroner's office, going there to see what injuries the other girls had faced, “All three girls were heavily tortured.” she sighed, sitting down on the desk, running her hand over her face “they all had old dislocations that hadn’t been replaced properly. Burns on their thighs, rope burns on their wrists.” she paused

“Was there any evidence that they had medical experience from the injuries?” Hotch asked, his tone desperate.

“Yes there was actually. Not only from the words carved into their stomach, they were clearly not deep enough that they would kill them, but they all had stab wounds, all in places that are non lethal, he knew they’d survive it.”

“I’ll take everyone off the list that doesn’t have medical experience.” Garcia spoke, quickly typing on her computer.

Hotch had gained a little bit of hope there, he prayed that they could eliminate most of the list. He knew you didn’t have much time left to find you alive. He’d never forgive himself if he lost you.

You’d passed out, you don’t know for how long, but the pain had gotten too much. You could still feel the blood running down your body, hearing it drip onto the floor. The last time he’d come in, he’d whipped you till you bled, your stomach being torn up from the whip, you also knew he’d stabbed you, the knife slowly digging into your skin before being torn back out. That was the moment you’d passed out.

Aaron was standing in his office, standing by the window, his arms crossed over his chest, a blank look on his face.

Rossi walked in, placing his hand on Aaron’s shoulder. He was slightly shocked to see Aaron’s face stained with tears, light sobs spilling past his lips. “We’ll find her Aaron.” he whispered.

“I never told her.” Aaron whispered, his voice breaking, turning towards Rossi

“Told her what?”

“That I’m in love with her.” Aaron cried silently. “I should thank you, y’know,”he turned back to the window, Dave moving to stand next to him “you were the reason I went on that site, you were the only reason I met her.” he chuckled sadly, “I wouldn’t have met her if it weren’t for you. I wouldn’t have fallen in love again if it weren’t for you.” he whispered.

Dave turned to look at Aaron, a small smile on his face, he gripped Aaron’s arms, turning him so that Aaron was looking at him “I promise you, we are going to do everything we can to find her. We’re not going to let you lose her, not if we can help it.”

Aaron nodded his head, wiping the tears from his face just as Spencer came into the room. “We got the list down to two names, David Peterson, a 27 year old med student who never went on to have a medical job, owns a warehouse 3 blocks from here, we think that’s where she is.”

Aaron moved quickly, picking up his jacket as he walked out of his office, Dave behind him as he addressed the team. “I want a team going out to the address of the second man as well. Rossi and Morgan, you're coming with me to the warehouse. Reid, Prentiss and JJ, you go to the other address.” Hotch spoke as he kept walking down to the suv’s as quickly as he could.

The drive was agonizing. Morgan insisted that he drive, he didn’t want Hotch driving with how nervous he was. Aaron didn’t really care, so long as Morgan got them there quickly. He had no idea if you’d be there and if you were, he had no idea what state he’d see you in.

Aaron jumped out of the car before Morgan even had time to stop fully, Rossi and Morgan running to follow him into the warehouse.

“Aaron, let us go in first.” Rossi spoke, reaching out to grab Aaron, “please”

He nodded, stopping to let the other two go in first. They were only walking for a moment before they saw someone, the dim light showing the outline and vague features of a man, a bloody knife in his hands. He quickly dropped the knife as he saw them, the metal clattering to the floor.

Aaron watched as the man reached into his waistband, pulling out a gun. Aaron didn’t have time to shoot as Morgan did it first, shooting his shoulder causing him to fall to the ground.

“She has to be here, find her.” Hotch ordered, his face stern. Rossi stayed with the unsub, making sure he didn’t move anywhere, whilst Aaron and Derek went to find you.

Both of them were calling out your name, hoping you’d be able to hear them.

“Aaron!” you shouted as loud as your tired body would let you. Morgan was the one who heard you, following your voice until he came to the room you were in, finding the lightswitch on the side of the wall and flicking it on, letting out a small sigh of relief as he found you alive.

“Hotch I got her!” Morgan shouted, loud enough that he knew Hotch would be able to hear him. Morgan walked up to you, quickly untying your wrists, “you’re okay, sweetheart. Hotch is coming.” he smiled sweetly at you.

“Morgan” he heard Hotch shout.

“In here”

Aaron ran in, his eyes softening as he saw you. Morgan had helped you stand up after you insisted that you could walk, your body was leaning on Morgans. Aaron stepped forwards, hugging you loosely enough that he didn’t hurt you, he pulled away quickly, his hands cupping your cheeks as his eyes ran over your body, some tears falling from his eyes as he looked at the injuries and blood covering you.

“I’m okay.” you whispered “I’m okay.” You cried, quickly leaning forward to kiss him. Aaron quickly took off his jacket, wrapping it around your shoulders

“I’m never letting you go again.” he whispered.

Aaron helped you walk out of the warehouse where there was an ambulance crew waiting outside along with some more cop cars. Rossi was waiting outside, smiling at you as you walked out.

You were helped onto the ambulance bed, your body being covered by a sheet as you were looked over. Aaron leaned down quickly, kissing the top of your head “I love you, angel.” he whispered, loud enough for only you to hear. You looked up at him with tears in your eyes as you whispered,

“I love you too Aaron.” you smiled.

You all knew it would take a while for you to recover from the trauma. They knew you’d be plagued with nightmares for months to come. They knew you’d need a lot of love and support for you to be able to come out and see the other side, and they all knew that they’d be by your side through it all, and they knew Aaron would be too. They knew he’d look after you. They could see how much he loved you, and they knew that he’d never let you go again.

Aaron promised you that he was going to be by your side throughout the entire process. He promised that he would do anything he had to to make you feel normal again, and he promised that he’d always keep you safe from now on, never wanting to see you get hurt like that ever again.

#snippets of a growing love #aaron hotchner imagine #jays dark thoughts #tw dark fic #aaron hotchner x reader #criminal minds x reader #criminal minds #aaron hotchner

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goddessofdawns · 3 years

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𝑺𝒏𝒊𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 - 𝑵𝒆𝒘 𝑭𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔

Sugar Daddy!Hotch au part 7

Word Count: 812

Warnings: Sugar daddy/baby relationship, mentions of Haley's death, mentions of Aaron's job

Summary: Aaron starts to realise his feelings for you when he comes home to you in his bed

It had been another long day at work for Aaron, they’d been in Las Vegas for the past week, hunting down someone who was killing homeless people, something they’d seen so many times in their careers, but it was something that never got easier to solve. They’d managed to save the last victim, thankfully and the murderer was behind bars for the rest of his life.

Aaron wanted to call you when they landed but he knew you’d be asleep and he didn’t want to wake you up.

Aaron had been thinking on the plane, when your arrangement started he never thought he’d actually fall for you, he always thought it would just be something that would help him relax after work. He knew that he was always stressed out and knew that he could be a little harsh at work because of it, but he’d never expected to meet you.

When he first saw your profile he thought you were gorgeous, and when you met in person, he knew instantly he wanted it to be you, but he never expected to become so open with you, he never expected to trust you as much as he did.

He took a while to tell you fully about Haley, but eventually he did. You never got jealous that he was in love with her, and you had told him with a smile on your face that he would always love Haley no matter what and that you were completely fine with that, you never wanted to replace her, you just wanted to help him learn to love again, you wanted to help him feel like himself again, and you managed to do that.

He wouldn’t necessarily call what he felt for you ‘love’ even though the two of you had been in this arrangement for nearly a year and a half now - he knew neither of you considered this a proper relationship, sure you both cared about each other but you’d never referred to him as your boyfriend. However Aaron knew he’d been feeling something for you for a while now. Ever since you’d met the team he knew there was something deeper for you, something that was more than just this arrangement, he just didn’t know what.

Aaron was still in his thoughts as he drove to his apartment, constantly questioning what it was that he felt for you, questioning if you felt similar in any way to him.

He unlocked the door to his apartment, quickly turning off the alarm. He’d normally have a quick drink before going to sleep but he was too tired for that tonight, so instead he took off his blazer, hanging it on the back of a chair before pulling off his tie, making his way to the bedroom.

He paused as he looked into his room, smiling lightly at the sight. The blinds were open enough that he could easily see the shape of your body, the features of your face as you slept peacefully. Your head was buried in Aaron’s pillow as you laid on your stomach, one of your legs bent to the side.

He’d never known you to sleep at his apartment when he wasn’t here. You’d normally stay around when he came home from work, but it was always after he invited you. He’d given you a key a few weeks ago, telling you that you were always welcome to stay in his apartment when you needed to.

His heart warmed at the sight of you like it always does. The fact that you felt safe enough to fall asleep in his apartment even though you knew exactly what Aaron did, even though you knew the dangers of his job, even though you knew you could get hurt if someone bad knew about you, you still felt safe around his apartment.

Aaron quietly walked into the bedroom, the moonlight giving him enough light to be able to see where he was going. He quickly changed so he could get in bed with you, wrapping his arms around you lightly watching as you stirred slightly, your body cuddling up to him instinctively.

“Aaron?” you mumbled sleepily.

“It’s me, sweetheart. Go back to sleep, we can talk in the morning.” he smiled, kissing your head lightly. You nodded your head before laying it on his chest humming as you began to fall back asleep.

Aaron realised it now, he realised how he’d felt about you for a long time now. He was falling for you, and he knew he would do everything to keep you safe, he’d risk everything to keep you in his arms.

#snippets of a growing love #aaron hotchner #aaron hotchner x reader #aaron x reader #aaron hotchner imagine #hotch x reader #aaron hotchner fluff #criminal minds x reader #criminal minds fluff

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goddessofdawns · 3 years

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𝑺𝒏𝒊𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 - 𝑶𝒇𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝑹𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒛𝒗𝒐𝒖𝒔

Sugar Daddy!Hotch au part 6

Word Count: 1.1k+

Warnings: sugar baby/daddy relationship, Minors DNI, smut, oral (M receiving), semi-public sex, Daddy kink

Summary: You bring Aaron some lunch in the office just to end up under his desk whilst he’s on a phone call

Since that day you’d met the team at Rossi’s, you’d gotten a lot closer to them all. You’d often go out with Penelope, JJ and Emily for drinks, you and Spencer had spent may afternoons talking about your favourite books, spending time in libraries and bookstores together, you and Derek spent a lot of time watching movies together, and Rossi had invited you and Aaron around for dinner a lot.

You’d also started coming to Aaron’s office a lot - you stayed away from it at first, purely because no one knew about you, but now that they did neither of you really cared anymore and Aaron told you it was perfectly fine for you to come round to the office any time you wanted to see him.

Recently, you’d begun bringing Aaron lunch whenever you had time, you knew that work tended to stress him out and you knew he forgot to eat sometimes when he was too busy, so you made sure to bring him some food whenever you could. You’d either make him something at home, but more often than not you’d pick something up from the local cafe.

You’d made sure to grab a visitors pass before getting in the elevator and going up to the floor Aaron’s office was on.

“Hey sweetheart.” Derek smiled as he saw you walk in “you brought lunch for Hotch again?” he asked, nodding at the takeaway bag you were holding in your hands.

“Yeah, you know how he can be sometimes, I’ve got to make sure he eats.” you smiled.

Derek chuckled at that “I won’t keep you any longer, you know where he is.” he smiled, nodding towards Aaron’s office, you looked over, noticing the blinds were closed - that always meant Aaron was invested in the work he was doing, you knew he didn’t really like distractions, but he didn’t mind it when it was you.

You knocked on the door, only walking in once you’d heard Aaron mutter out a rough “come in.” You could tell that he thought it was just someone else in the office because even after you’d walked in, he kept his head down, looking at the reports he had on his desk. You could see the stress and exhaustion on his face, his eyebrows were furrowed, his eyes tired.

He ran his hand over his face “What do you need?” He asked, looking up, his eyes softening when he saw it was you standing there, “oh, sorry love, I didn’t realise it was you.” he spoke, finally putting his pen down and leaning back in his chair.

You put the food down on his desk before walking around to him, sitting down on his lap, your knees either side of his hips. You slung your arms around his neck whilst his went to your hips, tugging your body closer. You kissed him slowly, one of your hands coming to his cheek, cupping it carefully. You pulled away first, smiling gently at him.

“I can help you feel less stressed.” you smirked as you climbed off his lap, going onto your knees and tucking yourself under his desk, smirking at him as you sat.

Aaron smirked as he knew what you wanted to do, he rolled his chair forward, his legs going either side of your body. He quickly undid his trousers, only pulling them down enough for him to be able to pull his cock free. He smirked down at you, chuckling as he slapped his cock against your lips. “Open up princess, you want to make daddy feel good don’t you?”

You nearly gasped at his words, quickly sheathing Aaron inside your mouth, hollowing your cheeks as you bobbed your head quickly. Aaron groaned loudly before realising he had to stay quiet so no one else outside heard him. “Jesus, princess.” he smirked, one of his hands going to your hair, the other managing to pick up his pen and continue with some of the reports. You nearly pulled off his cock in confusion, you didn’t want him to carry on with his work, you were here to destress him after all.

Aaron could tell you were trying to pull off, his grip in your hair tightening and keeping you down “You’re going to keep putting your pretty mouth to work angel, but I’ve got to finish these reports. You’ve got to be a good girl for me again.” he smirked, he raised an eyebrow at you, quickly pulling you off his cock watching as you gasped and spluttered slightly, trying to get your breath back. “Yes daddy.” you whispered, your voice already slightly hoarse. He smirked at your response, guiding your head back to his cock, watching with dark eyes as his cock slipped past your lips.

“Good girl.” he chuckled as he went back to his work, one of his hands still buried tightly in your hair.

You kept bobbing your head, your hands resting on Aaron’s thighs, your own thighs rubbing together to try and relieve some of the pressure.

You paused as you heard Aaron’s phone ring, once again you tried to pull off his cock but you were stopped by his grip in your hair again pulling you back down, “I didn’t say you could stop” he sneered, a small smirk on his face “keep going” he commanded as he answered the phone.

You didn’t listen to what Hotch was saying on the phone as you listened to what he said and kept going, bobbing your head even quicker, hoping that you’d be able to make him lose his composure.

You tried as hard as you could, hollowing your cheeks, one of your hands went down to his balls, your tongue swirled around his tip, but Aaron never showed any signs, his face remaining stern as he continued his call.

Aaron clearly wasn’t as composed as he was letting on, you looked up at him when you heard him quickly put the phone down, his other hand coming down to your hair, pushing you down further as his cock twitched, your only indication you’d received that he was close.

You hummed as he came, continuing to bob your head and work him through his orgasm. You’d pulled away from him once you were sure he was finished, looking at him with a smile on your face.

Aaron quickly pulled you up and back onto his lap, kissing you harshly, his hand at the back of your head keeping your lips on his.

You were breathless when he pulled away, your face hot. “I won’t be late home tonight, so long as I get all this work done.” he smirked as he finished speaking.

You smiled at him, standing up from his lap “I’ll see you at home then.” you spoke, walking out of his office with a wink.

Aaron leaned back in his chair again once you had left, chuckling to himself, how had he gotten so lucky to have you in life after everything bad that had happened to him?

#snippets of a growing love #aaron hotchner #aaron hotchner x reader #criminal minds x reader #aaron hotchner smut #aaron hotchner series #criminal minds smut #aaron hotchner imagine

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I need you to hate me - L.L

Word Count: 980

Warnings: Mentions of the New York attack, mentions of death

Summary: You and Loki hated each other, so why did you feel this way when he kissed you

Prompt: “I’ll kiss you right now to prove that I don’t feel anything for you.” “Okay.” The two characters kiss, and whoops they felt something, followed by lingering, as they’re catching their breath, trying to make sense of what just happened, and the feelings rushing through them, and then there’s this urge to dive back in for another kiss.

For @heloisedaphnebrightmore's writing challenge

It wasn’t exactly a secret that you and Loki hated each other. He took almost everything from you when he came down and attacked New York, you lost your home, your family, everything, and you blamed him for it all.

You were made an avenger after New York, Tony had gotten you out of harm's way on that day and after finding out about your powers and what you could do, he made you an Avenger, giving you a new place to live, giving you a new purpose. However, he also made Loki become part of the team, claiming it was the best way for them to be able to keep an eye on him.

His room was a few doors down from yours, you both did anything you could to avoid each other, both of you knowing exactly when the other would be somewhere. If you knew Loki would be in the kitchen you made sure to be somewhere else. The only time you couldn’t avoid each other was during missions, you didn’t really have much choice there.

Tony was hosting yet another party, something he tended to do quite a lot in the compound now. You tended to spend your nights with Natasha at the bar, which was exactly where you were now, a strong glass of alcohol nestled in your hands, Sam and Bucky were sitting with you, both holding a glass of beer in their hands.

“I know we all hate him, but you could at least try to be civil with him.” Sam spoke. Somehow the conversation turned to Loki and you. You rolled your eyes at Sam

“You know why, Sam.” you almost spat.

Bucky sighed lightly, “I know you lost almost everything because of him, but you know it wasn’t him doing it, right?”

Slowly, you nodded your head “yeah, I know, but I still hate him.”

Natasha nodded, sliding another drink to you “Besides, we all think Loki actually likes you.”

You chuckled loudly “Fuck off, no he doesn’t.”

“It was Thor who said it first, y’know. He knows Loki better than anyone.” Bucky chuckled.

“I’m not listening to you anymore.” you rolled your eyes, downing your drink quickly before standing up and leaving the main room deciding to walk down to the library where you knew it would be quiet.

What you weren’t expecting was to see Loki sitting in the library, a book in his hands, his eyes scanning the pages. He looked up at the sound of the door opening, sighing as he saw you walk in. “I thought you’d still be at the party.” he spoke, looking back at his book.

“Well I decided to leave early.” you spoke, chuckling lightly at the end. You began scanning the shelves, trying to find something good to read.

Loki hummed “any reason you left early?”

You looked towards him, “Bucky and Sam told me something very interesting, but I couldn’t deal with their teasing.” you explained, smiling lightly.

Loki put his book down for a moment, looking towards you “What were they teasing you about?” he asked, a small smirk on his face.

You looked at him, letting out a short chuckle “you actually.”

He furrowed his eyebrows, standing up from the couch he was sitting on, “Me?”

You nodded your head, watching as Loki stepped closer to you, “they were saying you liked me.” you spoke, laughing as you noticed the slight shock on his face.

“Clearly they were lying.” he shook his head.

You hummed lightly “clearly” you chuckled.

“You don’t believe me.” he stated

You shook your head “Thor was the one who had the idea first. He’s your brother after all, are you telling me he’s wrong?” you smirked.

He stepped even closer to you, you gulped lightly as you noticed how close the two of you were, if you leant forward just the smallest amount, your noses would be touching.

“I’ll kiss you right now to prove that I don’t feel anything for you.” Loki whispered, looking at you expectantly.

You smirked at him lightly “Okay.”

Loki moved impossibly closer, one hand coming to your hip, squeezing it tightly as he pulled your body closer to his, you could feel his body heat against yours, the smell of his spiced oil that he wears as cologne invaded your senses. His other hand came to your face, cupping your cheek as he leant in and connected his lips to yours gently. Your hands were pressed against his chest, one hand running up to the ends of his hair, tangling your fingers in it. Your lips moved against each other gently, your heart felt like it was pounding out of your chest.

Loki smiled into the kiss, pulling away slightly, his forehead still resting against yours, both of you breathing heavy, you could feel that your face was hot and you could see a light blush on Loki’s cheeks.

You didn’t expect to actually like the kiss, and you definitely didn’t expect that you’d want to do it again. Loki never expected it either, both of you knew at that moment that you clearly didn’t hate each other, in fact it was the exact opposite.

The next part happened so quickly, you didn’t even have time to process it. Loki's lips were back on yours, kissing you fiercely, the hand that was on your face was now buried in your hair, keeping your face close to his. You were too shocked to kiss back until you felt your back hit the wall hard, you opened your mouth slightly, letting Loki lick into your mouth, his other hand coming to your leg to hitch it by his hip.

His lips moved to your jaw, biting and sucking harshly, “let’s go back to my room.” he whispered, grabbing your hand in his to pull you out of the library.

#loki laufeyson #loki x reader #loki laufeyson x reader #loki fluff #loki imagine #loki laufeyson fluff #loki laufeyson imagine

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goddessofdawns · 3 years

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Announcement

So I wasn't going to make a post announcing this but I'm planning on leaving this account.

Writing just isn't fun for me anymore and I need to focus on college and uni from now on so I don't want to keep tiring myself out by running this account.

I'll post the writing challenge works that I have and the rest of snippets of a growing love, but after that I'll be completely inactive on this account, this account will stay up however so people can see my works.

#jaymie's rambles

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goddessofdawns · 3 years

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𝑺𝒏𝒊𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒐𝒗�� - 𝑩𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒉𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝑻𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕

Sugar Daddy!Hotch au part 5

Word Count: 760

Warnings: Sugar daddy/baby relationship, oral (M receiving), Minors DNI, Mentions of alcohol

Summary: Aaron insists you don’t have to do anything for his birthday, but you couldn’t have that, right?

Aaron didn’t necessarily hate his birthday, it’s just since he started getting older, it wasn’t something he necessarily wanted to celebrate. Since Haley’s death, he hadn’t really had anyone do anything for his birthday, other than going out with the team for a drink, and he was perfectly fine keeping it this way, even while he was with you.

You were lying in bed with Aaron, your body tucked into his as your fingers drew patterns on his chest, his hand gently running over your arm.

“What do you want for your birthday tomorrow?” You whispered, glancing up at Aaron.

He shook his head “you don’t have to get me anything at all. Just having you with me after work is present enough.” he spoke, kissing the top of your head.

You pouted lightly “but I wanna get you something.” you whined, smiling lightly.

He sighed lightly, squeezing you tighter “I really don’t want anything, angel.”

You frowned lightly, “okay” you hummed.

You settled back down, but you knew you were going to do something tomorrow. Even if you didn’t buy him anything, you had to do something.

Aaron came home from work later than usual. His team would always go out for drinks after work on his birthday, he didn’t stay for long, knowing that you were going to be waiting for him.

He poured himself a glass of whiskey when he got home, sitting down in his chair. He put his glass down just so he could quickly pull off his tie, rolling his shirt sleeves up to his elbows.

He leaned his head back on the chair, only looking up when he could hear you coming into the room. His breath hitched as he saw you, his eyes roamed your body, his eyes darkening as he looked at the way the lacy pink set sat on your body.

He hummed lightly, his other hand reaching out to you, gripping your hip once you were close enough, moving your body between his open thighs, your hands coming to rest on his shoulders. “What’s this for?” he smirked, his hand squeezing your hip as he took a sip of whiskey.

You smiled sweetly, “I wanted to do something for your birthday,” you explained.

He shook his head lightly “I told you, you didn’t have to do anything.”

“I know, but I want to. Will you let me?” you asked as you let go of Aaron’s shoulders, your hands now running down his chest as you slowly began to fall to your knees.

Aaron let go of your hip, nodding lightly as he watched you go onto your knees, his hand now running through your hair.

You made quick work of his trousers, undoing the fly and pulling them down enough for you to be able to pull his cock out, your hands pumped him a few times, making sure he was fully hard before you wrapped your mouth around him. Your hands stayed on his thighs as you bobbed your head, making sure to hollow your cheeks.

Aaron was groaning above you, occasionally sipping at his whiskey, his other hand still buried in your hair, tugging on it slightly as he helped you bob your head.

“God what did I ever do to deserve you?” Aaron mumbled, his voice considerably deeper than before.

You hummed around his cock, your movements speeding up as you tried to push him over the edge. Aaron practically whined as you did so - one of your favourite noises you heard from him, and one of the most unexpected.

His grip in your hair tightened “you’re doing so good for me sweetheart. Gonna let me cum in your mouth?” he smirked, his teeth digging into his bottom lip slightly as his hips thrust up into your mouth, your gags echoing around the room as he constantly hit the back of your throat.

He used the grip in your hair to stop you from bobbing your head as he felt his balls tighten up, stilling you as he came, groaning loudly as he did so. You kept your hand on his thighs, looking up at him through your eyelashes as you swallowed, pulling off of his cock once he’d finished.

Aaron quickly downed the rest of his drink, smirking at you as he stood, pulling you up with him. “I’m definitely not finished with you.” he chuckled, pulling you into the bedroom.

Let’s just say, Aaron’s birthday was now one of his favourite days when he got to spend it with you.

#snippets of a growing love #aaron hotchner #aaron #criminal minds smut #aaron hotchner smut #criminal minds #aaron hotchner x reader

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