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I remade! again! feel free to dm me if you would like the new url ♥♥

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imagine i actually crawl my way back on this fucking hellsite like... for real though.

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im alive. i promise. 

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claudedue sketches + by n khalid 💛

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im permanently emotionally damaged but it’s chill, I’m chill

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she’s been writing for minutes now :/

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@baracafee​ - dedue

he waits for claude to say something but all he had was silence. dedue was about to release himself from the other’s grip and be on his way until he spoke.

‘do you not want to find a reason to stay, then?’

the question had him look at the other. no, he didn’t thought of the question as something out of line. he didn’t realize that what he is doing is running away, not wanting to find a reason to keep going or more like to stay. what else should he do now? dimitri is gone, he failed to serve his liege and keep him safe. if he were to stay with claude…. would the same happen too? would he also fail the other male and see how he gets killed before his eyes? no, he won’t stand for that. maybe he is just punishing too harshly. what happened back then with dimitri wasn’t his fault. it just happened that he and dimitri were weak and were overwhelmed by edelgard.

his revenge is sated. he has no one to serve and all he had right now is his home. maybe with dimitri gone they will attack them again, there’s no way he can prove how innocent they are now. will they find the answer they thought was there? can he now prove how innocent the people from duscur are?

‘please… don’t go.’

he heard the man’s plea. he wants him to stay so badly for some reason. maybe… maybe he should stay. something tells him that he should, the thought of going home is giving him quite the bad feeling as if something would happen to him. call it a hunch but something deep inside him is screaming for him to remain here.

“why? why do you want me to stay?”

☪ //:   ➵   EMERLAD HUES FLICKER carefully at the other. Struggles to stay firm. ( oh ! its far more than a struggle ! ) There is pain in those eyes. They are enough to express sentimentality && then some. It is almost SUFFOCATING for Claude to hear Dedue’s response - he doesn’t know what to say! The noble is at a loss for words. 

          ❝ a - ah ... ? ❞

     DOESN’T complain about it but he may as well have just gotten punched by the retainer for the fallen kingdom. It would have HURT far less than what he asked.

dedue , why much you cut me like that ?

     THOSE words sting, yes, though perhaps he should be more forgiving, more understanding! Dedue’s feelings are more than valid, && maybe the taller male doesn’t WANT to stay. 

oh , but why do you want to leave , dedue ?

     NEVER considered the thought that perahps the other HAS plans for some other life. ( no ! that’s not possible , not with how he had so recklessly fought back there . ) Claude KNOWS better than that. Dedue’s life was GONE - he had nobody left. but... that wasn’t true either.

          ❝ because ... ❞     trails for a brief moment. understands && knows that a simple ‘ because ‘ in not a good enough answer. though, why does claude need a reason?     

          ❝ i would miss you if you left . ❞

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haha actually, here. A teeny promo post i guess? Feel free to like / reblog if you’re interested in interacting with a Claude / Khalid Von Riegan of FE3H !! I cannot promise a whole ton of activity all the time, but I can at least promise some really good content for the sunshine boy ~ 

Honestly, really though, please feel free to spread the word. I’d like to at least get some plots going. I’m gonna probably work on a reply && work on my rules as well. 

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every once in a while i come on tumblr to prove a point that... yes, i still exist. && yes, i still write claude. quite actively actually. i just dont post anything. 

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oftempest​:

               the distracted look clinging to the other’s features hasn’t gone unnoticed - a solemn and serious aura clinging to the air around his betrothed that feels suffocating and oppressive.  dimitri sits with his chin resting atop a closed fist, barely able to focus on the task at hand.  paperwork.  something administrative.  his pen bounces in the air, lips a fine line.  should he ask?  perhaps he ought to ask.  but if something is bothering claude, then certainly– 

              ah.  there it is.  the blonde’s head lifts, shoulders rolling back as his posture shifts to something more serious.  a subtle way to indicate he’s listening, gaze jumping immediately to meet his partner’s sharp emerald eyes.  a sense of nervousness pervades the moment, afraid that the subject matter might pertain to him and an dissatisfaction claude may have.  he is trying his best, but… whatever consequences there are to be for his actions, he must take them.  

              ❝ what is it, my love? ❞  he shifts, turning more of his attention to his partner, hands in his lap spinning his pen between two fingers.  a minor distraction, but it’s enough to keep his thoughts from getting the better of him.   ❝ you can tell me anything that you need to, regardless of the severity. ❞

☪ //:   ➵   HIS LOVER’S RESPONSE causes him to pause. He was ready for it. Dimitri was WAITING for him to say something. ( was he becoming that readable now ? ) Granted, after all of this time spent with him, trying to RECOVER together from the war && trying to MAKE something better for themselves, it seemed only NATURAL that the man whom he was engaged to would be able to PICK up on such subtleties. Didn’t mean that it didn’t UNNERVE him any less.

     AT THIS rate, Khalid would not be able to hide ANYTHING from Dimitri.

          ❝ it’s not -- … ❞     heart skips beats . sun - kissed arms move to reach for the other . it wasn’t about him . it’s not about dimitri .     ❝ it’s not about you dima ... ❞

     RARELY would any subject be pertaining about his fiancé. At the very least, Khalid wouldn’t have been bringing it up like THIS. In reality, he’d NEVER discuss concerns or worries he has about Dimitri to him directly. Why would he? He’s getting BETTER anyway.

     IT ISN’T about him.

         ❝ there’s somebody ... ❞     a sigh . saints ! how would he tell him ? how can he tell the man without him overthinking it ?     ❝ i need to ... leave for a bit . to tell her goodbye . ❞

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this is a social experiment reblog this if u were rping on tumblr before 2016

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What if sunshine boy && flower girl? @floraheart

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➵ @oftempest​​ //: [ src. ]

for dimiti

☪ //:   ➵   CEASELESS THOUGHTS ALMOST kept the Almyran from noticing the other’s approach. Had been far too busied to pay attention. Really SHOULDN’T be doing that, but... unfortunately, he is. Still LINGERING on the past, it seems, && wonders if, maybe, he made the right decision. 

     COURSE, the young male knew he had, but... still. Can’t HELP but to feel the slightest tinge of regret. ( does dimitri see it ? ) Wants nothing more than to be here. To be WITH the other! && yet... Well, perhaps his BELOVED partner should know.  Thankfully, Khalid was not that far LOST in thought to be startled.

          ❝ mitya ... ❞     voice low . is pulling himself out of musing enough to give the other man a look . the look . this is something serious .     ❝ i need to say something . ❞

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&& with that! who wants a starter?

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@drakonig followed.

D - Dragons....?

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Hi, hi. KHEPPIE here ( honorary name given to me by an amazing toddler ). I don’t particularly have a promo, nor will I probably have one, but.. I don’t suppose.. Well, if anybody is interested in writing with a, uh... very fandom - removed Claude / Khalid Von Riegan of FE3H then could you go ahead && like / reblog this for me? While i don’t normally follow first, i am merely trying to see would would LIKE to, at the very least, interact with me && the deer boy.

I’m... VERY sporadic in activity though, just fyi. Because im a tired && stressed && nervous little bean. But also, i’m simply just... not always in the mood to be here a lot anymore ( too busy working on my fanfics, ngl ) 

That being said!! I do have plenty of VERSES that I like to throw this young man in, including, but not limited to: naruto, bnha, final fantasy, dragon age, as well as a standard modern verse in general!

a fair warning dears! please refer to my PINNED post for more information, but I do come with a warning label. I need people to understand this, && also know that I will not always be on tumblr. Though I will always be more than happy to plot, && I do have a wire for Claude as well!

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➵ @oftempest​​ //: [ playlist ]

a special crossover shipping playlist because we decided to make our own interesting && wonderful universe for our very unique interaction. yes, i have included songs for both Fuyumi && Dimitri when it comes to being with Claude. because they just hit different. 

                🤍 - Fuyumi │ 💛 - Claude │ 💙 - Dimitri 

Run Into You - Clara Mae  🤍 💛  ❝ I'm a little drunk; Saying what I'm thinking; Maybe I'm too much?; Or maybe it's a good thing?; Running my mouth like I always do; But I wasn't ready to run into you; And up until tonight I've been keeping secrets; Now you know the truth; Tell me how you feeling.

Clean Eyes - SYML  💛 💙 ❝ Take me home when I lost myself; Love me better than I love myself; Well, my head is the room and the room's full of broken glass; Blood on the pieces the pieces you can't put back

Lifeline - We Three  🤍 / 💛 / 💙

don’t worry, you will - lovelytheband  💛 💙 ❝ "I can't find a thing I don't like about you"; And I'm like, "don't worry, you will"; "I don't wanna find a reason to doubt you"; And I'm like, "don't worry, you will"; I'm a freak, I'm a fraud; I'm a child, I'm flawed

you were good to me - Jeremy Zucker, Chelsea Cutler  🤍 💛 💙

I Fall Apart - Hayd 🤍 💛 💙 ❝ You don't know how beautiful; The melodies are that you quietly sing; That you think go unnoticed but I hear them // And you know doubt is your best friend; Along with the voices in your head; That you think go unnoticed but I know them // When you are weak, I'll be so strong; When you can't sleep, I'll sing our song; When you feel cheap, Don't worry my love will be free.

Hold On - Chord Overstreet  🤍 💛  ❝  Can you hear me screaming? Please don't leave me // Hold on, I still want you; Come back, I still need you; Let me take your hand, I'll make it right; I swear to love you all my life; Hold on, I still need you.

The Enemy - Andrew Belle  💛

All The King’s Horses - Karmina  💙

Alive - Dabin, RUNN  🤍 💛 ❝ I didn't think that I could make it; Came close to giving up every day; The fact I'm here is kind of amazing; Funny how destiny brought out the best of me // So darling, why don't we get high on love and let it in? [ ... ] Oh, I've never been so alive

Erase Me - Said The Sky, NÉONHÈART  🤍 💛  ❝ Erase me now and wash all my stains away; Erase me now and give me strength to stay

Believe - Hollywood Undead  💙

Fallen - Gert Taberner  🤍 💛 💙 ❝ Tell me things you've never said out loud; Just try and go there if you can; Show me the parts of you you're not that proud of; I want to know, I'm just a man //  I'll have you know that I have good and bad days; Come on now love, don't be naive

Home ( older vers. here ) - Cavetown  🤍 but also mostly 💙

I Love You - Woodkid  💛 

Sinner - Andy Grammer  🤍 💛 💙

i want you to stay - Tyzo Bloom  🤍 ❝ It's  only my mind that I'm losing; So I hope that you know what you're doing; I can tell that you're thinking 'bout leaving; Don't you see that I want you to stay?

Gemini - The Unlikely Candidates  🤍 💛 💙

It’s Alright - Mother Mother  💛 💙