goraen

[goraen]

!!!! I hope you’re okay. Take your time in replying. I’ll wait for you. I have a.. not so great condition myself , so i can understand. I just wanted to tell you, so i sent an ask. My apologies if I made you disclose that because of what I said , I hope I didn’t make you uncomfortable. I’m here for you if you need any type of support. You don’t need to reply to this one either if it’s too much.

No, no, don't worry. I don't mind talking about it. Thank you for understanding, I'll respond to your previous ask in some hours.

[goraen]

Goraaa I miss talking with you. I hope you’re well.

- musical note anon

I'm terribly sorry. I have a certain condition, and unfortunately, I'm recovering after going through a horrible episode. I'll likely reply at the latest Tuesday.

[goraen]

Hello Gora ~ Strangely, you were in my dream last night! I don’t remember what happened . . but I do remember talking to you. It’s like I knew you’d be back. I’m happy you wont be dying. I know! I’m as sweet as sugar. Ahh that’s good news! Hopefully you’re better now.

That does sound nice, a lot more fun of a life. I don’t think I worry on things, I think for me people disinterest me so much i’d rather do anything than talk to them. Hm. . . If you don’t like it, you could always stop being their friend! Okay! I’ll try to call you that instead! I’m sorry about whatever it was that happened to you. You won’t be, if i ever grow to hate you, i’d rather psychologically damage you so it would be harder for you to get over. ♪ I don’t see myself hating you any time soon though, so you needn’t worry. That’s true! I don’t recall ever being happy about having it. I’ll try to manifest yours into going away too. It really is a nice word! They should give conditions less aesthetically pleasing names. Oh my! Why is your life so interesting ? ? I have never met anyone who’s had to go to that sort of event. I hope you had fun. Did you have to.. do anything? Or do you just go there and talk to people? Head tilt. Aha! That’s sweet. Maybe it is just a thing girls like to do. Although, I don’t think i’ve ever actually even touched someones face before, in honesty. Awww! Thank you for still staying up to type a reply to me, you’re very kind. it’s more effort for me to attempt sleeping early . . staying up is natural to me. We are complete opposites! I sleep late and wake-up late and you sleep early and wake up early! given our timezone gap (which, only i know.), we’re practically awake at the same time most days. I can’t decorate my room right now! We’re thinking of leaving this place soon, so if i decorate there’s a chance it’s getting taken down. I just have all of them placed on a shelf, near my crystals. A fun fact, I actually have a crystal ball! but it’s made of amethyst and cost. a fair bit of money. it was my birthday gift for my eighteenth. It’s so beautiful! I’d send you a picture of i could, it has some pretty patterns formed onto it, I wiiiilll be careful, fret not dear. Ahhh… that does sound lucky! I think all schools should start later. Who is even awake enough at the early hours to learn anything ? Oh my god ! ! ! How do you wake up so early. I am in shock. My jaw has hit the floor. Five ! ! ! I naturally wake up at 11:30 ! And that’s because I get woken up. because my parents don’t want me to miss eating both breakfast and lunch. You are insane . . . oh my goodness. I do hope you can start sleeping in more. No wonder you sleep so early! Ahh I only have one! My beautiful old man. His name is bella, because, we thought he was a girl, his full name is belladonna. but we liked the name so much we kept it! He’s so adorable. Yes! I Haven’t been sick in a few months luckily. Winter is usually when my immune system decides it wants to no longer work for me. That’s very stressful, I hope your finals still went well. I remember a few years back i got severe food poisoning which prevented me from walking when i needed to do the exams that would get me into college, it was living hell, so i think i can understand. ! I hope you enjoy your time off! Do you have any plans? It should be! Or i hope it will at the very least. I’ve been fine ! Honestly i’ve been weirdly irritated the last few days, outside of being sick, how about you?

- 🎼

That's nice to hear. Glad I'm in your mind even out of Tumblr. I am, thank you. A minor cough is still lingering, but not a big deal. That should mean I'll regularly respond now.

I think if I wanted to, I could easily be extroverted enough around people, but I just overthink... A lot. It doesn't matter much to me, being in university and all, but I should probably get better at speaking soon. That's true, I always could. And thank you for respecting my wishes, I appreciate you. That doesn't sound very nice. Luckily for us, I don't plan on making you hate me any time soon, so that's good for me. I do hope your manifesting works, my eczema was actually flaring up today. Not fun at all. No clue at all why it is so interesting. It's not very fun, too much energy is required into something I have no interest in. It wasn't bad, more so tolerable. They had this one appetizer I enjoyed. I have no clue what it was though. I don't really touch people's faces either. Mine gets touched a lot though, I get my cheeks pinched quite often actually. Of course, always. It's 8 PM now, and if I'm being honest, I'm exhausted. I would like to stay up a bit tonight though, so I hope it goes well. Oh? That's nice to hear then. I assume it's a good thing you know my time zone then. That's a shame. Well, I hope at your new place you'll be free to decorate your room as you'd like. Crystals are nice, I don't have any of my own however. Yeah? That sounds beautiful, I'm glad you got a birthday gift that you were able to enjoy. I do wish I could see it one day. I couldn't even think of waking up at 11:30... It's practically impossible for me to stay asleep for so long. It's good you wake up for breakfast, makes me wonder how much you'd sleep in given the opportunity your parents didn't wake you up. Aw, that's lovely. I would love to have my own cat one day. Kittens are very silly. I like them a lot. That's good, I get sick year round, unfortunately. They were intense, that's for sure. Luckily, I did good on them. I think I averaged roughly a 90%? Some classes I did great, while others I did perform a bit weaker. Oh yikes, that does not sound fun at all. I hope you still did well on your exams after that, I don't know how I'd even be out of bed. I plan on going to the neighboring country tomorrow. I don't know if I've told you which country I live in, but you do know my time zone, so you do know the two countries that are there. However, my passport is two weeks expired, and as I'm driving to the border, I had to call both countries to see if I'd be able to cross as it was only a day trip, however they both told me it was the other countries problem! So troublesome. Oh no, I hope you feel better soon. That's not fun at all. I've been okay, just tired. I don't have much to do, since I've been home sick since finals. I hope you've been doing better.

[goraen]

Gora! I had convinced myself that you died. I’m glad you’re well, or, better! I would have nursed you if i were there! Are you feeling okay now? I missed talking with you.

I mean, I am always right ! It’s funny that you were able to forget , considering it was how you lived naturally.. i can’t even imagine what being one would be like though , so i’m not much better. Perhaps if I asked someone who was an extrovert, they’d tell me, but i find them too loud and annoying most of the time, so i’d rather not engage. Aww ! You’re so . . . ah. I don’t know what can replace the word cute. endearing ? I’ m as sweet as sugar , no need to remind me ! I’m happy you’ll accept my strange affections ! I’m not the type to physically attack someone when i feel hatred, so you wouldn’t need to worry about that. Hah, I know what you meant! I’m glad it went away, I’m not sure how it did so, i don’t remember how having it felt at all. Maybe not! But i do have burning feelings internally ( not in that way . . in a bruised lung sort of way ) so! I have yet again been smited! I think eczema is a very beautiful word, despite what it actually is. Ah . . . I hope you’ll be able to not do! I’ll wish for it in the stars. What kind of event? That sounds like fun! I don’t think i’ve ever been to anything that could be labelled an event. ! Tugging your cheeks that is adorable . . you get tired easily! Almost nothing tires me out, so i’m the opposite, but i don’t have energy either. I’m just usually awake at most given times. I never get headaches, but that’s probably because i’ve been staying up late for all of my life. Oh! That’s younger than i envisioned. I suppose it’s right to ask for money at that age. I’m sorry to hear that, you’re so sweet for being so kind to her. Bankrupcy is no fun, it’s good you wouldn’t let that happen. So many . . I don’t need that many. I haven’t even done anything with them, they are just on a shelf. They do make me happy! I love them dearly. My cute straps. . . . Ahaa. . I cannot deny I may have a little hoarding problem. It’s not bad though. Nothings cluttered and nothing looks a mess in my room either, so, i’m reigning it in well. It was horrible! I hate being up early, travelling just made it even worse. Since I sleep so late i was practically a zombie out there. That’s nice! The train is such a good method of transport, besides when l they get delayed for an hour and you miss the start of your class and you question even going in. That’s not long! My train journey was around an hour, and with walking to the college, and also the car-ride back , the whole journey was two hours. Getting home when it’s dark is awful, i do like to see the scenery at night sometimes. it can be pretty. It wasn’t fun! I’m happy about no longer needing to do it. I love cats! I have one myself. I did! I’ve watched a lot more since we last spoke. I’m not! I don’t rememeber what I was feeling when I messaged you.. but i don’t recall being sick! Thank you for worrying anyway. It did go well! Ahh.. studying is very boring, at least you were able to do it, given it’s important. I’ve been okay! A little worse, but, nothing I can’t live with. I have the feeling a big thing will change in my life soon , the universe is telling me so !

- 🎼

Don't worry, I don't plan on dying anytime soon. That's very sweet of you. I just started getting better today, so I got enough energy to finally respond. I'll be better tomorrow, likely.

It was easier to live, in my opinion at least. Of course I thought about what I said before I spoke, but I was never worried about what I was going to say. Now, I always overthink everything. Most of my friends are extroverts... So unfortunately I have to deal with that. Endearing is okay, I just don't like being called cute due to something in my past. Then I'm happy to know I won't ever be attacked out of hatred by you. At least you no longer have to live with it, it truly isn't enjoyable whatsoever. I think it's a nice word. Not a nice condition. My father's side of the family runs a business, and being the eldest son amongst my cousins, I had to go. It was meeting some other people in a similar world, but small, which I was thankful for. Ahh, that hurt. My younger sister tugs my cheeks a lot too... I think she stretched my mouth at this point. It's 10 PM as I'm typing this, and I am exhausted. I'll probably be completely out in like... 5 minutes. Hate staying up, too much effort for me to put in. Yes, yes, bankruptcy is not fun. I'm sure there's some way you may be able to decorate your room with them? I suppose if your room isn't an actual mess, it should be fine. Just be careful with your purchases. Indeed. Oh no... That's not fun at all. While I was attending grade school, my school started later than all the other ones in my city, which I was so grateful for. Now that I'm in university, I'm trying to avoid early classes as much as I can. I somehow wake up really early naturally though, staying in isn't easy for me. I wake up at 5:30 AM or 5. I don't like to wake up so early but it is what it is. That's good, I'm happy to hear, both about you having cats and watching more of your show. Good to know you're not sick, I'm finally feeling better, which was a pain since I was mainly sick during my finals. Hooray, no more school till September for me. Oh, really? Well, I do hope this big change will be a positive for you. How have you been during my disappearance?

[goraen]

It does suit me, you’re right! I haven’t changed at all. I wonder ehat happened! Maybe you realised how terrible people are and your brain rewired itself.. not that i can speak on it, i have no idea what it’s like being an extrovert. Yes! Just keep me happy, I doubt you could upset me, you’re just so sweet. I’m more likely to harm you in affection than wanting to cause you genuine pain! Is that so? I used to have eczema, my mother had it severely, so i inhereted it, but it just? went away one day. it was strange. I think it would be good if you’d pick your skin less, since you already have a condition, but it’s not really in your control.. perhaps you could go back to biting your nails instead! That’s good to hear! You should rest more today, you deserve it for all of the things you have to do. Maybe! It would be nice, but i fear even hibernation would not leave me feeling well rested. ! ! ! ! What! That is so early! The earliest i’ve ever slept has been 12AM, and that was when i was more tired than i ever have been, even when i was younger i’d be up until around 2am, i still am now, usually i get ready to sleep at around 2-4am. I wonder why… you could have upset them, or something. Awww! That sounds.. a little annoying honestly, unless she’s young, shouldn’t she buy her own things? Please tell me you’re not giving in every time! It’s.. not that great, I slip up a lot, a few weeks ago i spent.. a fair bit on some character merchandise, which i do not have the room for! What’s a girl to do with over fifty rubber straps… ? I did not need them. Those are so short.. you’re lucky. I barely managed to do it, each morning waking up at 5:30 made me feel a little bit more like jumping on to the train tracks instead of getting on the train, i wss barely awake enough to pay attention to anything! Then it would be dark walking back to the station, and the only route back was not only through a cemetary, but then through a long dark alley which only had one streetlamp! It was so stressful. I always brought a long parasol of mine with me on longer days just so I felt safe. There was a cute kitty I used to see in the alleyway sometimes, though. I could be considered strong mentally! I’m definitely stronger there than anywhere else, but, that’s not really a tough battle. ! How kind of you! Keep taking care of me ~ I watched a few more episodes today, which was nice. I hope your show is good! My day has been.. a day! I’ve felt like throwing up the entire day, it’s been awful! And then my head’s been killing me too. I fear it is it for me. I will be dying. I do have plans for tomorrow though! More shopping! Has your day been good?

- 🎼

I am terribly sorry for replying so late... I had become very ill.

I suppose that's true, I wouldn't doubt that being the reason why. I feel like I forgot everything about what it was like being an extrovert, really. Don't know how, but I couldn't tell you much about what it was like. I'm glad that I can keep you happy. Is that so? Very sweet of you then. I'll gladly accept being attacked affectionately rather than being attacked over hatred. Lucky you then. Not the part that you had eczema, but now that it's gone. I'm glad it left for you, at least now you have no skin that feels like it's burning. I could, but I've always done both together. I'm trying not to pick my skin right now, as I have an event to attend soon... and want my skin to look somewhat decent. 12 AM is late for me, I get tired very easily. It's very hard for me to stay up so late, since I usually end up with a headache the next day if I dare try. She's 12, so I don't mind much. She's had a rough school life, and she's homeschooled so she's alone most of the time. I just try my best to entertain her, but I don't actually buy stuff for her all the time. I would be bankrupt. Oh my. Fifty rubber straps are indeed a lot. As long as it makes you happy though, I see no problem. Unless you end up getting a hoarding problem. Which is kind of a problem. That must've been horrible. I don't enjoy traveling so early. Luckily, we have a train where I live, so I was about to take that to school without any traffic on my way. Only like... 35 minutes? I hate getting home when it's still dark though. Oh yikes, that is definitely not fun. It's good you no longer have to deal with that now. Aw, that's sweet. Cats are nice animals. I'm glad to hear you got to watch more of your show, and I hope in the time I was gone you got to watch even more. Oh no, are you sick? I hope you feel better soon, if you don't already. I hope your shopping went well. Today has been boring for me, I just studied, really. How have you been while I was gone?

[goraen]

Sorry to 🎼 anon. I won't be able to respond till tomorrow.

[goraen]

Apparently I was closed off as a kid, according to my parents. I have a collection of photos from when i was younger in school where my teacher had written that i played alone because i didn’t want anyone else touching what i wanted, i was only six… Some things never change! I’m exactly the same now. That makes sense, you probably have a lot more experience socialising. Awww! You’re flattering me, Thank you. I suppose I can’t stop you from thinking that of me. Indeed I can! Death is scared of me, actually. It is so terrible. It should be deleted from everything. You will! Keep your dear anon very happy. Though, if worst came to worst, i think if you saw me coming you could easily evade. I’m sure your skin is still nice, don’t fret over it! That is no good! Make sure you get some more rest soon. Unless, you’ve already started before you read this message, then, well done. Thank you, but i doubt it. I’ve been unable to sleep for around twelve years, staying up has just became natural to me at this point! I don’t think it needs worrying over. Would you dream-kill them back if you could remember? I usually remember anyone in my dreams, but not often what actually happened. I’m a little better! That sounds so lovely! I’m happy you could go out, and had a nice time. It is good! I love settling in to my bed knowing it’s clean. I was happy with it! I love ordering things, i’ve been trying to be a little more financially sensible lately, though. I hope your classes went well! I remember back when i had an eleven hour day of classes twice a week… it was hell. Especially on my four hours of sleep! That sounds like a good plan, you deserve the sleep. So i hope it finds you well, I think I’ll sleep soon myself. It’s so sweet that you always ask! It’s been okay, I’ve been trying to rewatch a show, but i keep getting distracted and i’m getting nowhere at all!

- 🎼

From at least everything you've told me about yourself, that suits you. That's funny, in a good way. Despite being an extroverted kid, I was like that. I still don't get how I suddenly became so introverted, it was a complete 180, really. Oh, yeah? That's very nice to hear then. I'll just have to make sure to keep you the happiest anon there ever is. I'll just make it easier for you to attack me then. Thank you. I don't think it's that bad, really. I just have some mild eczema so it makes my skin picking issue seem worse in my opinion. I did get some rest, thank you. Not as much as I wished, but I did definitely get some. Ah, I see, maybe one day at least your sleep is a bit better. It's very hard for me to stay up, I'm usually out by 10 PM. Perhaps I would, although I do not know why they killed me... I was scrolling around an airport and was just suddenly attacked, oh well. Thank you, I did. My sister always begs for my card to order stuff online, I could only wish she would be financially sensible, so I'm sure you're doing great. Oh, yikes. I usually have 4-5 hour class days. I don't think I would be able to handle that, so you're strong in that category, in my opinion at least. Of course, I have to care for my dear anon, don't I? Hopefully you won't continue being distracted. I'm currently watching a show myself. I hope your day has been good so far.

[goraen]

I didn’t! If i meant any harm, you’d definitely be aware of it. Ahh, that makes sende, I’m completely the opposite, I can think up things to write quickly, but in real life i get scared most of the time when i’m spoken too, so i can never think of what to say! I still did it throughout college, I never really took that sort of thing seriously, it didn’t interest me! I’m awful! I never put my all into something that I don’t honestly want. It’s a wonder how my grades were fine. Well, you sound like you’re smart, so i’m sure you don’t need to worry about anything. ! You were worried ~ How sweet! I’m not going anywhere, dove. Death is no feat which I cannot conquer! You do? Perhaps we should work together on abolishing dust, then. It would be! You’d better not get on my bad side, you may just lose your vision. Exactly! You’d just have to go through the trouble of getting someones skin, then yours would have plenty of time to heal over! Have you been able to rest yet? I do hope so, few things are better than resting. It’s not your fault, you have no need to apologise! That is a little funny.. your body didnt want sleep so badly it resisted sleep medicine. I’ve never tried anything like that, i’ll usually just stay up until i feel like passing out. Most of my dreams are a little weird, so don’t worry about it! My rest was pretty much the same, except i didn’t dream last night. Really? I wonder why that is! Usually I start dreaming more if something special is about to happen. I wonder who, or what killed you! Usually I never die in my dreams, i have had a few broken limbs in them, though. That’s alright, I know you’re busy! I was a little sick yesterday anyway, so i wouldn’t have been able to reply quickly. You can take your time replying to me! I do type a fair bit. Did you ag least have a good time outside, sweet thing? My day has been alright! I changed my bedding, it’s not fun, but i make sure to do it every week, and an order i made arrived! How about yours?

- 🎼

That's understandable. I used to be very extroverted when I was younger, so I guess that's why it's easier to talk in real life for me. I'm more introverted now, but those skills still help me. It's a good thing that you ended up passing then. I think that just proves even more that you're smart, in my opinion at least. I'm glad that you can beat death, makes me happy to hear. Yes, yes, dust is a terrible thing. Doesn't deserve a space on Earth. Oh my, then I suppose I'll always have to keep my dear anon happy to keep my eyes. That does sound like a great plan, my skin will eventually become much nicer. Not much, unfortunately. I mean I did sleep last night, but barely enough to last through the day. I'm probably getting a headache now. I used to stay up too, but eventually I was able to fall asleep much, much earlier. I hope you're able to sleep quicker soon. I wish I could remember who killed me. Never had a dream where I was dead, but other people have been in my dreams. Oh no, I hope you're feeling better now. It was nice, I went to the city. Lots of walking. I had some nice food though, was thinking about it mid class today. That's good, at least you'll have some fresh sheets and such, and I'm glad your order came. Were you happy with it? My day has been alright, I had classes today and nothing special has really happened. I'm pretty tired, so I might sleep soon. How's your day been?

[goraen]

Ah, really? I’m sorry. I tend to call everything and anything cute, it’s my default compliment. I’ll try to not call you it again! I just find so many things cute. I see. I’m awful at conversations that aren’t online, I can never figure out what to say. We’re complete opposites in that regard. I suppose you don’t text people the way you reply to anons, but from what i’ve seen you don’t seem bad at it! Yes, yes, you will continue on! You’re so sweet. Oh my…. that’s an awfully long time! How did you even survive? Usually if I go out it’s only for three or four hours, I guess there must have been quite a few shops. ! Even worse. I hope you’ll still find time to do your homework, i always did mine the day before, or the day it was due, but i never got bad grades on them, so procrasting didn’t really cause any problems. I am! Trust me! I will never die, unless i decide in a situation that i will. Ah! you’re right! I didn’t need to worry about that in the first place, i would’ve been fine! If a meteorite ever crashes into me.. help the meteorite. It does suck! I feel like no matter how often i clean, dust is still here. They should ban dust. Yes! I probably wont have one for a few weeks, sometimes foods are only good if you have them on occasion. Thank you..! I think it’s stopped growing because it’s too long, but it could definitely cause damage if I poked someone in the eye with it, which is an achievement. Ahh, it’s difficult to stop something you don’t realise you do.. perhaps you should start wearing a skin suit, so you’re picking someone elses skin. ! Why are you anxious? Head tilt ! That’s true, I know what time it is for you now, which is lovely. I hope you that can sleep in much more in the future, it’s one of lifes greatest joys. It’s alright! I’ve had sleeping problems since i was around seven, unfortunately it was worse, i got woken up twice, overheated myself, and i had a strange dream! I was being chased, which usually i would enjoy, but it was just by some weird looking creature. Did you have any dreams? I don’t dream often.

- 🎼

No, no, I'm sure you meant no harm by it, don't worry. It usually takes me longer on what I should write, my brain doesn't work as quickly, unfortunately. Thank you though. That's very understandable, and I did pretty much the same in high school. I think I procrastinated throughout all of high school though. I don't want to risk procrastinating now, as I'm on scholarships and need my grades up. I see now. That puts all my worries away, knowing that my dearest anon won't die unless they wish so. Yes, I also wish dust becomes banned. Yeah? Sounds like a convenient weapon, my violent anon. That does sound like a good idea, at least someone else will carry the scars on their hands instead of scars being all over mine. You did ask if it was a good idea to give you my time zone so easily. I've been exhausted all day, so I do wish I could get some rest soon. Oh no, I'm sorry to hear that. I used to have really bad sleeping problems, and the only thing that really helped was melatonin, but I eventually grew a resistance to melatonin. I'm sorry you couldn't enjoy your dream either, and I do wish for you to have a nice rest tonight. I don't dream often either, but recently I've been having more dreams than usual, it's strange, but I don't mind. In the most recent one that I remember, I was killed once in it. Not fun. Sorry for the late response, I've been out nearly all day, and I'm still outside. I hope to go home soon. Has your day been nice?

[goraen]

I don't need permission to love you. I was made to. Even if you forget me, hate me, beg me to leave- I'll still be there, watching, waiting. Because you're not just mine. You're meant to be. And I won't stop until you finally understand that.

[goraen]

I didn’t realise I typed that much.. i’m sorry! As the kids would say, i am a bit of a ‘yapper’.

Oh? That’s surprising! I wouldn’t have expected you to be more evil.. that’s cute. I think I text well, I’m terribly awkward and less articulate in person. ! ! ! You’re supposed to say you’re not going to ! You shouldn’t stop, I find it amusing too ~ Oh dear.. thats no fun at all, but, it means we both went shopping today, we’re matching so often. I hope it’ll be fun, let me know how it goes. Right? It’s so annoying when others get in the way of my schedule, people are the worst. It’s good knowing that you wouldn’t want me dead, how sweet of you. Fear not, I am immortal, death will never bite at my heels! It does! I mean, you’ve already told me you’re different, so, i’m the same. That’s good news! I’m just always sniffling a little, the world is practically my enemy, where is dust not? I did! Usually i don’t, they’re not really a ‘me’ food, but they were weirdly nicer than usual. Ah, no no, i’m definitely not! I just have a small appetite. Trying to consume heavier things is really takes the life out of me. It’s a shame! At least now i know you are, I feel like I know so much about you already, it’s fun! I don’t mind its taste, which is the problem. I can bite off any nail… I do one (1) growing longer right now though! An achievement. ! You probably should stop that, I mean, unless you like bleeding, then by all means, continue. I’ve never picked my skin before, my hands are too busy being near my mouth. so i can gnaw my nails. Ooh! I know roughly where you’re from now! Was it really a good idea to give me that so easily darling? I won’t give you mine just yet ~ My bed is always comfortable, I wish i could lay in it forever! Usually i give myself half an hour before actually getting out of it, even if that means waking up half an hour earlier than i needed to. I slept okay! I had a pretty unpleasant dream, but i’m over it, usually my sleep isn’t too good. I’ll probably be sleeping soon, actually.

- 🎼

It's okay, I don't mind replying to your long messages.

I would prefer not to be seen as cute... But oh well. I understand that. I feel like I can better understand how to lead conversations in person, I'm not the best at texting though, in my opinion anyways. My, my, I guess I'll just continue on then. Indeed, we really are matching. I'm finally back home after... 7? 8 hours? Not sure. But it's been a while at least. Truly troublesome. I had a lot of homework to catch up on but... I do not have the energy for it at all. Immortal, you are? I guess that would also make up for if a meteorite ever hits you. Dust sucks. I have to clean my room often due to it, or else I just feel horrible. Yeah? I'm glad they were better, and hopefully they can continue that way. Ahh, that makes sense. Good job, and hopefully it can continue to grow. I probably should, it's not like I like the bleeding or anything, I tend to do it unconsciously. Sometimes out of anxiety. Now I might just pick my skin out of anxiety. Joking, joking. That's fine by me, at least you know what our time difference is. I can very much agree with that. Unfortunately due to university, I often sleep in as much as I can now. Oh no, I'm sorry about that. I hope that tonight your rest can at least be a bit better.

[goraen]

How kind of you! You’re bending to so many of my whims, it’s cute.

You are? That explains why i’m here, i do love evil. I think i’ve exhibited more evil behaviours in our conversation though, i don’t think you’ve threatened to do anything bad to me once! Aww, well. if you keep doing it, they’ll just become worse, which will be your fault, and also your problem! Me neither.. I wouldn’t have. So do i, i do the exact same things at the same times everyday, i try to do it without fail, sometimes i can be minutes off and it ruins my day. It’s nice knowing that regardless of life, that will remain the same. I think i’d have died by now if not for my routine. You should have! We could’ve been matching clubs. If only you hadn’t been so important! I do! You really are sweet. It’s good that you don’t mind my violence! I have no idea why I’m so violent online, i’m really not like it in person. Aww! I don’t, i’d be sneezing more than usual if i did, and i sneeze a lot anyway, i unfortinately have a dust allergy too. It’s alright! It’s over with now. It was well! My mother cooked burgers, they were nicer than usual, so i was surprised! It was lovely, I can’t have milkshakes too often, they make me feel sick afterwards because I don’t think i’m made to have that much ice cream in me, but they sure do taste nice. I sometimes paint my nails, but then i bite them anyway, no paint can stop me. it’s better than me scratching myself with them when i’m stressed. That’s alright! We must have very different timezomed if you only woke up now.. did you sleep well, dear?

It’s such a cute name, i adore cute things. Gora!

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I know, I know, I'm just too kind.

I suppose I'd say I'm more... evil in real life. Not over text. I barely know how to properly text anyways. Oh no, does this mean I should stop feeding into your tendencies? What a shame, I found them very amusing. I planned on studying today, but my family wanted to go shopping, so that threw me off completely. I try to follow my schedule as much as I can, but that gets ruined by other people often, unfortunately. It's good you have your routine then, I wouldn't want a dead anon rotting in my inbox. Matching clubs do indeed sound nice. It's okay, I'm likely very different in real life too. I used to sneeze a lot around dust, but not anymore, which I'm very thankful for. I'm happy you enjoyed your burgers, and maybe you're lactose intolerant? I know I am, which sucks. I don't like the taste of nail polish, so it's stopped me. I pick at my skin a lot though, but it's not too bad for me personally that I feel like it's something I should stop immediately or anything. Although, I probably should stop picking my skin, considering I bleed a lot from it. To be fair, I woke up quite late. My time zone is PST, if that gives you an idea. I slept well, didn't get out of bed for an hour since I was very comfortable. How did you sleep?

I'm glad you like my new name.

[goraen]

A little , but not too much.. since you’re already more athletic than me you’re probably stronger than me , which would be unfair!

I made you think of me, how lovely ~ So you admit that you’re evil….. even more evil of you. You really shouldn’t let me be so violent, you’re feeding into it! You’re just so sweet I can’t help myself. I get that, I have no energy for anything, it’s a little funny hearing you say that after knowing how busy your life was up until now, though. I have a routine i follow everyday too! I always have had one, i don’t know how i’d live without it. It was the best club! I just got to leave whilst everyone else stayed, i can’t fathom why you’d want more school, after being at school for eight hours. I just wanted to go home and sleep, so that’s just what I did! I’ll happily be slower one then! There must be soem things… I can try and help you find them out. That’s very sweet of you! Why are you such a sweetheart?? I am going to blow you up. I can’t smell flowers.. my allergy is a but too severe, i imagine they’d smell nice. ! We match again. Mine’s always bad, I wish it wasn’t, I find flowers so beautiful. They did go well, I went shopping again! I had to buy a present for a relative whom i don’t particularly like, and also buy some dinner food that only one store there sells, i also got a milkshake as a treat, i had strawberry flavour. Aww, that’s cute! You’re still doing it despite it being troublesome. I hope you still have some fun going. I can never get my nails done, I bite them too frequently, it’d be a waste of money.

Only for me! You’re such a sweet-talker. I didn’t expect your real one! Just one i can call you. I mean.. i have been calling you gora in my head, because of your username, if that works.

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Alright, alright. I'll struggle only the tiniest bit against you.

Maybe I'm just the evilest person around. I think it's nice to feed into your violent tendencies. I don't even know how I had all the energy for that... I'm glad I don't have to worry about all of that now. I feel weird without a routine. Helps me feel less overwhelmed. That does sound great, I should've joined that club back in high school. That would be nice, really. Haha, I'm happy to hear you view me in such a way. Very violent, no complaints though. I have a few plants around my house because I enjoy them. Oh no, I'm sorry you had to do that. I hope your dinner was well, a good strawberry shake is the best too. I get that, I used to bite mine too. My sister then started applying a clear coat of polish on my nails and that helped. I just woke up, so sorry if I typed anything weird. Still super tired.

I do try my best. Gora it is then.

[goraen]

D’awww! How sweet of you. I mean, you could always fight sometimes, doesn’t that make it more fun ~ ?

Ahhh… didn’t i say that exact thing to you? ..using my own words against me. Evil! I.. wouldn’t mind it though. That makes sense, it can be hard for me depending on how i’m feeling. It’s nice that you’ll reach someone if they’re close, aren’t you a dear? ! ! You address me so fondly, i just want to rip your limbs apart ~ ! Sorry. I am not good at channelling feelings of happiness. I sure do hope it doesn’t resort to that, i wouldn’t enjoy sinking anywhere, unless it’s in my bed. I think it’s better boring than too busy, but, that’s just how I feel. I was never in any clubs, outside of the going home club. I always just wanted to right leave after classes! That’s good news! I have generally slow reflexes, so at least one of us is fast. I can be fast sometimes, usually only in situations where i’m about to become injured though. I should’ve known! You’re indifferent about many things. I can understand that, usually stores where i am never have anything new that i’d actually like. Ooh! interesting! Who, or what is the bouquet for? I have a pollen allergy, so i typically don’t buy flowers on any occasion. My day has been well! I haven’t really done anything, in honesty, i don’t have as much going on as you do. I do have plans for tomorrow though, which is exciting!

Another set of lovely answers, I was going to thank you, but i realised I have no clue what i should call you. What can I?

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Yeah? You want me to struggle against you?

Haha, you were just the person I thought of while writing that. I'll never deny being evil. I get that. Mostly same for me, I'd say. It's okay, I don't plan on stopping you from ripping my limbs apart if that's what you'd like to do. I would prefer my life boring, lol. I don't have enough energy for anything other than my daily routine. I get burnt out easily, unfortunately. The going home club? Sounds like the best club among the rest. Then I'll be the quicker one among the two, and that's fine by me. That's probably true, but I'm sure there's some stuff I'm not that indifferent to. They were for my mother, I buy her a bouquet every month. I like the smell of flowers, they're nice. Unfortunately, I also have a pollen allergy. Mine gets really bad at times, which is painful. I hope your plans for tomorrow go well. I have last-minute plans, as my younger sister wants her nails done and only I will be able to drive her, so that's a bit troublesome, but oh well.

Of course, only for my dearest anon. I don't know if I'll reveal my real name on Tumblr anytime soon. If you'd like, you're free to decide my name.

[goraen]

i’ll go with…… camellia, and sunflower… sounds interesting. and wisteria! three of them.

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Camellia - I'm going to assume there's a reason why they won't. I'll be patient at first, but I'll probably get more frustrated as time goes on.

Sunflower - My first priority would be getting them back. Lock them in a room...? Just leaving them alone there for a few days. I'll drop food by when they're asleep. That's what I'd want to do, and I'd probably do it realistically.

Wisteria - I journal a lot. So I can imagine myself writing it all.

[goraen]

Even if you did complain.. i’m not sure it’d stop me. If worst came to worst i’ll just have to stare at you with my big ol’ eyes until you gave in !

Aww! Getting praise from you is so sweet ~ You’d be one of few who considers me. I’ve been fine with it, as long the person is someone who i Want to be closer with, if not I just wont bother, or if I want attention i’ll wait for someone else to reach out to me first. I’m also awkward! I just make it other peoples problems. I hope that they are…! If not, i’ll just sink into the ground and die. It’s so impressive! You had such a drastically different school life to me. Really? We are so mangoful. Nodding! it would be fun. We should do it! I am quite messy though, i’ll warn you. I’m prone to dropping things, so just make sure none of your stuff is near where i’m working ~ is that so? I’ll remember! I’ll have to try it sometime. It was good! I enjoyed them. It’s not late at all, don’t fret, sweetheart! You actually reply quite quickly, sometimes i’m surprised when I check and see you’ve already gotten back to me! Was your trip fun? I hate grocery shopping.

Ah! Okay. let me go re-read them and pick some more.

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I guess I'll have to give in every time then.

Then I'll praise you whenever it seems fit. That's understandable, makes sense. I personally never reach out just since it's hard for me. I sometimes reach out first if it's one of my two closest friends though. I'm sure they will, I wouldn't want my dear anon to sink and die now, would I? My school life is fairly boring now. In some clubs, but that's about it. Indeed, very mangoful. I have quick reflexes, so I'm sure it won't be much of a problem. I'm glad to hear that. It was alright, I'm pretty indifferent to it. I like seeing anything new the grocery store may have though. I only picked up a flower bouquet, fruits, and some Korean fishcake for a late breakfast. How has your day been so far?

[goraen]

Ahh.. that’s joyous news for me! You’re so kind. I’ll twirl you around until your brain explodes like a cola bottle !

I wouldn’t call myself smart.. i probably could have been if i chose to put effort in, but i’ll accept the compliment from you ~ I’ll reach out first if someone grabs my interest, but usually friends are people i use to pass the time, i never find myself attached ! I can’t…believe it. That is so insane to me! I’ve never spoken to someone so important before. I should drop to my kneees and pray to the heavens in forgiveness for addressing you so casually! Just teasing… It does sound like a lot of work though.. but if you got through it, that’s even more impressive. No, no, don’t worry, i’d rather not be surrounded by people, i prefer quietness anyway. ~ ! It’s my favourite as well! It’s such a good fruit, isn’t it? I would die if mango asked me to do so. That sounds so lovely! I wish I could have tried some.. I’ll let you try my muffins if you’ll let me try some of that. We could bake them together, that’d be so much fun! I don’t think you have to be the best, as long as it taste nice and your hearts in it. I’ve never tried that before! I haven’t tried many foods actually, i’m glad it was good. I had some fajitas with chicken.

Those were lovely answers! I can ask you some more if you’d like.

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Sounds like a great plan to me. No complaints from me.

Well then, at least you're smart to me. Reaching out first has never been something I liked, I'm definitely painfully awkward at times. Haha, we'll just have to see if your prayers are forgiven. Glad to hear I could be impressive to you. It truly is, drinking some mango juice as I type this. Yeah? Does sound fun, wouldn't mind baking with you. Really? It's probably one of my favorites, if you ever want to try. That sounds good, haven't ate those in a while. Sorry for the late reply also, I saw this earlier but I was mid grocery trip.

Of course, and go ahead. Feel free to ask anything you'd like.