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mikael mikaelson is the dumbest fucking name ever

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okay yeah that was definitely freaky, i actually remember reading that book ! i think i still have a whole shelf full of my old goosebumps books...

rewatching goosebumps makes me realize i was scared of EVERYTHING when i was younger, i cant believe i was scared of the intro of all things 😭

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rewatching goosebumps makes me realize i was scared of EVERYTHING when i was younger, i cant believe i was scared of the intro of all things 😭

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i just want an unseasoned peanut. where does a girl go to get a plain peanut.

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heads up for this summer — im not sure how often i'll be getting fics written because i'm gonna try to work a ton so i can buy a camera ive been wanting 🙏

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Shauna took the hat in the divorce

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hello another mini rant/vent below ! (warning if you read it, i’m gonna be on the topic of suicide/suicidal thoughts 😓)

on nights like these where i genuinely want to kill myself, i realize i’m too much of a pussy to ever go through with it on the times i’ve actually considered attempting. maybe that’s my brain telling me that i don’t really want to die, i don’t know, all i know is that living is really fucking tiring. my hesitance also brings up the idea that maybe my mom‘s right, maybe this really is all for attention, maybe this is all solve big fucking act. i seem to always be fucking things up, it’s like people would actually be better off without me. and, like, i don’t know, i can never open up about this shit to anyone because it always scares them off, i’m tired of causing people to leave because of my own problems, ughhhggr yikes sorry to anyone who reads this

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shauna shipman & travis martinez… flip sides of the same coin

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anyone else think howling at the moon would be fun or am i just fucking weird…

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don’t even wanna think about how devastated travis must be that he played a role in mari’s death… he couldn’t even go through with the hunt yet still has blood on his hands

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just realized melissa more than likely had to watch gen die :’(

(unless they both make it out and gen dies post rescue, hard telling what’ll happen after nat made contact with the outside world,, i do think shauna’s gonna be even crazier tho considering the way everyone just like. completely disobeyed her. ESPECIALLY hannah, i would not be surprised if she’s the first death of s4 we see if it’s renewed!!)

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i keep thinking its friday wtf

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𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐞, 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐞 | 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐮𝐧𝐚 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩𝐦𝐚𝐧

i am not the one you want, babe . i am not the one you need .

▸ it ain’t me babe - joan baez

— dating s3 shauna (who is not yet over jackie, but shes trying!)

w.c : 670 / c.w : brief smut at the end (fingering, switch!shauna ??), probably a bit ooc... / request status : open!

a/n: sorry if there’s any grammatical errors—i’m tired as hell but cant sleep 😭 this one's been sitting in my drafts for a hot minute, figured i'd finally start it! (also... my first time writing anything remotely sexual, hope its not too bad)

sfw

⌗ ever since jackie's death and everything with her baby, shauna obviously hasn't been doing well. thats when you come along.

⌗ you'd been eyeing her for a while, even had a crush on her before the crash, you just never acted on it because you didn't think she'd ever be into you in a million years — she was jackie's, whether she'd admit that or not, and you respected that.

⌗ seeing how much she was hurting after jackie's passing, you took it upon yourself to try and cheer her up. you gave her little handmade gifts here and there, stuck by her side on everything, and just sat in silence with her when she needed company but didn't want to talk. you were fine with not talking, it seemed to be making her happy, and that's all you cared about.

⌗ at first, she didn’t understand what you saw in her. she was mean, aggressive, closed-off… everything you weren’t. but as the days went on, she realized you had no bad intentions and just genuinely liked her, and she stopped trying to push you away.

⌗ things seemed to be going okay for a while, but you couldn't help but notice the way she'd zone out while talking with you, or while you were talking at her, it was practically every conversation — whether she was bored, completely uninterested, or her mind on something/someone else, you didn't know, you just tried to brush it off.

⌗ once she finally let her walls down a bit with you, she started letting you sleep in her hut. she'd never say it out loud, but it helped having someone with her at night. a living, breathing body she could hold onto and seek comfort in. often times at night, when it was just the two of you in your hut, she would either hold you close or rest her head on your chest, listening to your heartbeat as you ran your fingers through her hair.

⌗ on days she was more stressed than usual, the two of you would go into the woods and sit near the lake, taking comfort in each other's presence. that was all she needed — to simply be near you. her mind sometimes wandered to jackie, wishing she hadn't made the mistakes she did. if she hadn't made them, then maybe it would be jackie sitting next to her, not you.

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⌗ one day, shauna was in a particularly rough mood, so she seemed out the one thing that made her feel better. you. you were sitting in your now-shared hut, etching something into a piece of bark when shauna came in.

⌗ she looked pissed off, no doubt that it was about mari again, this has been a common occurence lately — practically part of your daily routine at this point — shauna would come in frustrated, expecting you to fix it, which you did every time. she'd give you her signature sad, brown eyes, practically pleading for you to make it all better.

⌗ you'd bring a hand up to cup her face, then she'd slam her lips onto yours. her hands would find your waist, slipping under your top as she kissed you hungrily.

⌗ some days she preferred to take control, others she just wanted to lay back and let you take care of her. this was one of those days. she laid back and panted softly as you pressed gentle kisses to her neck, your fingers making their way into her underwear. as your fingers finally got to work, she let out a low moan, and you swear you heard jackie's name fall from her lips.

"fuck, jackie..." the words were breathless, nearly silent, but you heard them. her hand made it's way into your hair, giving it a slight tug as your fingers plunged in and out of her dripping cunt. "yeah... just like that, baby." she praised softly. feeling her hips buck against your hand, you brought your thumb up to rub her clit, bringing her closer and closer to the edge.

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a/n again : ok hi i hope the last bit wasnt horrible. im beyond inexperienced. (tmi...?) so.

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need to start learning french again

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When people say Natalie hates Misty but she’s in reality the only one besides Jackie who didn’t judge her for being an outcast who didn’t fit in. And eventually she began to love her and her company since they accept each other’s flaws.

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