grayishcatbird

[grayishcatbird]

I have so much to say about what it’s like to be questioning regarding gender, especially when you were raised in a strongly conservative Christian household that was very not affirming. Like I have a lot of thoughts on how what TERFs are saying speaks to me because it lines up with what I’ve learned young yet I also know it’s oppressive because of what I learned afterwards. It’s a weird tension to be in.

[grayishcatbird]

Today I finally had the courage to ask a friend’s trans friend if they knew places or people that could help someone AMAB who’s interested in looking more feminine.

[grayishcatbird]

I’m starting to realize that I have no idea how to use at least half the features.. this is going to be long.

[grayishcatbird]

Oh also I think I’m queer but I come from a super conservative background and I have a lot of internalized transphobia and I want to work on that and having a place to just publish my thoughts/journey is something I want. Like trying to figure out what the heck I am, like am I a wannabe gnc femboy, a bi/gay dude in denial, or a deeply repressed trans gal, a non binary person, or simply all of that all at once.

So heck I just want to have a place to rant about it in peace because obviously I’m deeply closeted in my “normal” channels.

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So I know absolutely nothing about Tumblr except that it’s supposed to be dead, yet I keep seeing funny/relatable and/or insightful/progressive content reposted from here onto other social media. So maybe there’s stuff going on?… If so I want in