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@ganja-shimadu Hello Ray, this is Cammy/Vris/Greed/Shiba, or as you know ‘the monster if my life oh no’.

To start this I want to say: I don’t fucking care what you might be doing right now. It is your life and I don’t give a single flying shit about whatever you are doing or with whoever you are talking to.

Second: When I ever literally came to you and told you “don’t talk to any fucking one do you understand?”. I was jealous, yes. But you choose to close yourself out from others. So don’t go blaming on me.

I’m only making this fucking text bc of this:

What are your proofs that I don’t have BPD? You are ableist. My mood swings are just for the funs of it, of course! Ableist. That is what you are. No matter what you may say about how you are a grown up and you can deal with yourself on your own because life fucked you up so many times you are the king of motherfucking everything but let me tell you a thing: You are not. I am not an adult, I am not wise, I am not the best person in the world, but there’s something you never realized yourself isn’t: You aren’t the best. You keep praising yourself. You think you know literally everything. While you are smart, you are very childish for many reasons. Pathetic even.

You aren’t able to ignore or block artists that do not approve of Shimada/cest? Ridiculous. You kept getting worked up on that and I followed the same path trying to not look bored or annoyed about it but it did annoy me. While I love the ship, you just couldn’t stop getting worked up on that and that is… very shitty? Also, my old friends warned you? When? You never even met my old friends you bastard.

You asked “why me? The one who only ever did good to you?”. The decision to send those asks to you wasn’t mine and yes from my fam/squad/friends being protective.

You also insulted me for my weight and sign. Because, of course, personality is based by such things and only skinny people are nice, and geminis are the best sign. Also aquarius, how could I forget aquarius being the best fucking sign in the world?!

This is my last word that I will ever give to you. I hope I don’t see you around ever again. You wished that I would suffer from now on so I “would learn”... Guess what? Remember when I told you I had the best time of my life with you? I never actually laughed at any of the things you showed me. I found them funny, yes. But something inside me didn’t let me laugh. We were never meant to be. And that is good. That was never the best time of my life. No matter what you think, the time I am having right now, this new start, is the best time of my whole life. And you know what? I don’t care if you suffer or if you are happy. I don’t give a fuck.

About the blog thing: you deleted 15 blogs of mine. I don’t care if they were “just blogs”, there were important things on them. I trusted you. You could have blocked me everywhere that day. But you decided to do such thing. That was childish. But if you are trying to start some kind of dumb circle of revenge, alright.

You calling my datemate an idiot in response to their ask is ridiculous. The only idiot here is you. “Miss Know It All” is you here and well you think you know everything. You may think I am dumb. That you are better than me or something. But you are not. The thing that made me more furious was you saying I was never dedicated to us.

I spent hours, days, weeks and months on you. On us. It was all wasted. And honestly? Destiny did well. I have never been so fucking happy in my life.

Also breaking down because of your narrative was extremely weak. You were going to leave me because your narrative was bad? Ridiculous. I asked why it wasn’t worth staying there without the good narrative and yes I do understand what is living for projects, but if you really loved me, you would have never said that you couldn’t. I really wish I hadn’t begged you to stay that day. I wish I didn’t spent nights awake thinking about what would be of us. I regret everything. Unless for one thing: Making me stronger. That night when you messaged me to tell my friends to stop sending the asks and you said that I must have felt like the luckiest person in the world for you messaging me… Was ridiculous. I literally panicked seeing you messaging me. I didn’t feel lucky. Neither guilty. I felt disgusted.

You are right. You do not know any of my friends or my datemate. You said “do you think they will do the same I did to you?”. Of course they won’t. They will do even better, they all have been doing, especially my datemate. I’m not bragging you know. This is not something to brag about, as happy as I am about it and I feel like I’m on heaven. I am just really lucky you know, I just wanted to make it clear after you told me such thing. But it seems as if you have come back to your old artsy friend, congrats.

So go. Live your life. You look like you are having a blast. Congrats. I am too. I am so happy that it doesn’t even feels like myself, and things are just looking even better everyday. I don’t want you to suffer or anything. Destiny has its own tricks, as I saw in the last few months. Have a g’day, g’night, whatever.

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「写真で悩んだら水辺に向かえ」の法則

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in commemoration of this beautiful day, scoop this old fmastuck au @kirbysfriend and i made up when we tried to figure out what players the kids would be 

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Matching icons for you and your (possibly drunk) bff

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For GreedDays 4/9-4/11 on Twitter (#グリードの日企画). →https://twitter.com/noripiyo_419/status/845956062347866112

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rare moments

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stress relief drawings, also practicing rendering and lighting

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redrew a really shitty olivier i did at one point in my life

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★ びーこ | 鋼log⑨ ☆ ⊳ various (fullmetal alchemist) ✔ republished w/permission

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Day 2134  - 20 April 2017

✿  May Chang   ✿

Commission for Monica Rial!

.//projectTiGER