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Late night thoughts

Okay, so since I'm a Frosh, I know my journey has just begun. Pero, sa mga susunod na panahon ba, ano-ano kaya ang mga bagay na mare-realize ko? Na kinakaya ko pa rin ba ang pinili kong career? Na hindi ba para sa'kin ang napili kong desisyon? What does God have ahead of me?

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always and forever yours, Sun. ❤️☀️

Me with you <3

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Theme Song ng bohai q,,,

Sinong mapalaaad?

Sino ang kaawa-awaaaa?

Kami bang halos ang buhay ayyy inialay sa bansaaaa?

Bagong bayaniiii~

na ang sandata ay luhaaa~

Bigyan naman ninyo kamiii kahit na konting awaaa

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Who Am I Gonna Be? (7 Years From the Present)

Honestly, I still cannot clearly picture myself 7 years from now. Like, who knows? Maybe I finally got my Bachelor's Degree in Accountancy, or maybe I decided to change my mind (which I hopefully wouldn't do because I can't afford to lose my progress), or perhaps, I got a stable job and saved up enough to pursue a Juris Doctor Degree, marry my significant other, and maybe have 2 kids with him too. For now, this is all I'm planning to do, and hopefully this is somehow gonna be the outcome of my future.

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College Main Character Syndrome

Two years ago, I've been stuck in a pace where there's a lot of paths in front of me. I was never certain which path I really wanted to take. But, just a few months ago, when I graduated high school, I had to wipe my tears and loosen up my grip of the past—my high school journey, my teachers, my class, and even my high school friends. Plus, I had to accept the fact that my lover and I have different dreams to chase, but at least here I am, giving him my love and support from afar, like he does to me as well. It was hard, but I had to do it. Now, here I am, on my own, facing the approaching challenges ahead of me as a college freshman from the field of Accountancy. I know it was gonna be a struggle for me, since this is far from my interests and I graduated Humanities and Social Sciences back in my senior year. But, I knew I had to do this, for the betterment of my life, for the sake of getting a degree in Law a few years from now, for the sake of the less fortunate people in my country. Honestly, as cliché as it sounds, everything only goes smooth and easy at first. Not really stressing much, I was still able to catch up with my classmates, my schedule, and our lectures. However, as times passes by, I'm starting to feel the real struggles. It was hard for me to the point that I spent my weekends crying alone or ranting to my boyfriend about it. I once thought that maybe this degree wasn't really meant for me because I slowly lost my grip and I couldn't understand everything anymore. However, Soleil (that's how I call my lover), insisted that this is just one big struggle and that I can still make it up to myself. One failure may affect me, but it could never define me as a whole. Despite doubting or hesitating to trust other people, he told me to at least once ask for help from my peers and professors. It may have been a bit difficult for me to accept all of Soleil's words, but I'm taking it crumb by crumb, step by step. From then on, I had to breathe deeply, and put all his words in my mind and heart, and let it serve as my inspiration. For now, I'm slowly trying to get up again, and pick up where I've left off. Hopefully, someday, I'll be able to say that I finally succeeded, and he, along with the people deprived of justice, are the reason behind my success.

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Who Am I?

Howdy, folks! My high school friends call me Gigi, but my lover calls me Grace (my first name) or Luna (his special endearment for me). Nonetheless, this is just me, an 18-year-old girl who's taking a bachelor's program in Accountancy—a Freshman, specifically. However, I feel like my scope of knowledge/interests are different from my chosen field. But anyway, here I am, connecting the dots between each of them. I'm really much more into social awareness, legal matters and judiciary, and poetry; and it's literally what my small world is composed of aside from my romantic life. To perhaps describe myself, I am really just a simple person who tries to uplift herself, wants to love and to be loved genuinely, and full of curiosity which is why I like observing the world around me. While I look around the environment outside of my household, I like listening to music, to cope with the stresses that I absorb through immersing myself outdoors. I could be nosy, talkative, and a lover girl. All I could dream of is to have an Atty., a CPA, and J.D. titles (tapos pwede na ring maging “Rabina” ang last name ko EME) 👉🏻👈🏻 I love my hometown, but sometimes, I also embrace the progressive and busy environment of Manila. I'm wondering where should I live if I became independent...