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I’m a caring, soft, kind heart human being. But I’ll also slap the bitch out of someone for being a dick to the wrong person.

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I want to be with you.

It's as simple, and as complicated as that.

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"Does it hurt to always be right?"

He looked at her, thinking carefully.

"When you were a kid. Do you remember going to the doctors for shots? Remember how it would scare you, how the thought of a needle in your arm was the scariest thing to you? Do you remember how the shot was never actually something that hurt very much?

That's kinda like that. The anticipation of knowing pain is coming is the worst part. When it's all said and done however, it's just not as bad as you had lead yourself to believe.

My advice. Whatever it is you're scared of. Get it over with fast. Because the longer you wait, the worse you'll feel."

-Grimmxl (convo w/friend about painful times)

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"Everything happens for a reason. Not every reason makes sense, but everything will be fine in the end."

-Grimmxl

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"Can the world still spin when you aren't around?"

-Grimmxl

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We often forget how hard it is for some people to be social. How much it drains them just to be around people.

Introverts don't hate being around people.

They just need to recharge alone.

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You're not the only one who wants to die.

You're not the only one who thinks they're alone.

You're not the only one who needs to get rid of the nothing you feel inside.

You're not the only one who does stupid shit to feel better.

You're not the only one who feels like a waste of space.

The one thing you should know about yourself is you're not alone, you're never alone. Don't forget your strength is the reason you're getting through this.

We all want to have meaning.

We all want someone to hold.

We all want to belong.

You mean everything to me, and I guarantee someone else too.

I'll hold onto the thought of you every night. Whoever you are. I think about you, not because I have to. I think of you because I want to.

You belong, right here with me and everyone else. In fact you belong here more than anyone else. Why? Because you fought to be here.

Never forget your worth.

Because if you're gone, who's going to have your ideas? Who's going to have your thoughts? Who's going to speak your words?

You belong here, and I love you.

-Grimmxl

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“How can you watch the person you loved, be with someone else and still smile? Doesn't your heart need a break too?"

-Grimmxl

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"What's wrong with pretending?"

He looked back at her.

"What's wrong with caring?"

She flinched at his serious tone.

"I do care.."

He starred at her and sighed.

"Pretending to care? Or caring and pretending you don't?"

She stayed quiet.

"Doesn't matter which one is pretend, they're both bullshit. At this point I'd be better off pretending this never happened."

As he walked off, a tear fell down her cheek. She felt her weight double; the gravel digging into her knees as they kissed the group.

"I wasn't pretending to be happy..."

But he was already gone.

-Grimmxl

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"No one's forcing you to do anything. You chose him, because you wanted to forget your pain.

Do you know how I feel? For being the only one who can honestly forgive you, when you can't forgive me? Being the one trying desperately to be a better person for you, but have nothing in return. To have nothing going for me because you'd rather blame our problems on me; rather than take responsibility for your own thoughts and actions.

Makes me wonder who really deserves the other.."

- Thought of the day - Grimmxl

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He stared at her for a few moments.

"How can you miss me, when you can still feel his tongue?"

She looked down, "I was tired of feeling yours.."

-Grimmxl

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He could feel himself falling apart; from his heart shattering, to his soul ripping into pieces. He stood up, walked to his old safe, opened it then grabbed his revolver. Walking slowly back to the bed, he sat at the edge.

He pondered how many countless mornings he’d sat there, and felt her wrap her arms around him. Her smell envelop him in her sweet aroma, coming from the bottle on the dresser, an aussie plum scent.

He looked over his scrap book, the tears never stopped. He put the barrel of the gun to his temple, looking to the picture on the dresser.

“I’m sorry, It looks like I will never be as strong as you wanted me to be.” His final words to the empty house. He pulled the trigger.

- excerpt that I'll never finish

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My feelings are hard to understand..

Stupid things are really important, from what I'm told.

Can't get rid of them, probably stuck with them forever.

Although I don't mind how I feel vulnerable when I surrender to it.

Everyone tells me how to be, how to live. They say to stay far away from me because they think I might lose my mind. Listening to music helps me forget.

"Improve your mindset."

"Voice your emotions" but get silenced everytime you're ready to jump.

"Suicide is preventable" Sometimes.

-Grimmxl

(when no one else will)

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What if: "At the end of everything. When the light fades, and things go dark. What would say with your last breath?"

I fucking made it - Grimmxl