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u ever wonder if ur associated with a character forever to someone else. like. when ur scrolling ur dash and u see a url u don't recognize and after going to their blog ur like ohhh this is the Character person. yeah ok i remember now.

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in waiting

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I'm done.

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That one panel of Qifrey We're not gonna talk about how much I cried while drawing last picture of Carlo (ignore the fact I drew hand wrong please)

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Lies of P fan art. Sorry for late to draw about DLC. I can't wait to play it!

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Sprout, bloom, and then

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I made an art/anatomy tutorial about birds! I hope people will find it helpful!

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"oh i really love xyz character-" really? outside the context of shipping?

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She go nyoom

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LIES OF P: OVERTURE 2025・dev. Neowiz

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Wylder WIP because i am slow

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procrastinated posting this one so long the dlc trailer came out ywy

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Keyboard smash

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I have gone by it/its exclusively for 13 years. I have identified as this xenogender for 13 years. I have not once gone back and forth on this. I picked a different name, I settled on it, I made it legal, and I moved on. Not once in my life have I ever used other pronouns after I came out. But of course, remembering my pronouns is too difficult for everyone around me - my family, my coworkers, etc. - who then have no problem remembering a binary transwoman's pronouns at work. These people haven't been able to get my pronouns right in over a decade. My coworkers have NEVER heard me introduce myself with anything over than it/its. But they he/him me all the time (not even they/them, which would at least not be so attached to a gender, they explicitly he/him me), while also miraculously adjusting to the binary person's she/her in under a month.

Genuinely, I think about killing myself more and more with every year this drags out. They all want to say they support me and they support trans people and they're against Trump's anti-queer legislation. They apparently think I'm so stupid I'll believe them when they say that. I cannot recall a single time anyone I know has used my pronouns. They insist they love me. "My pronouns are it/its," I point out. The second I turn away, they say to each other, "Ugh, he's doing it again." They talk about me like I'm a Ken doll, fun and pretty to have around, but annoying when it won't conform to their imaginary ideals for what a Ken doll should be. My own family won't use my now legal name or pronouns. They get angry when I don't go to family events or holiday dinners. After all, they love me, just like my coworkers, so they're entitled to my time. They're so supportive, they insist. They love me.

With love like this, who needs hate?

this is exorsexism.

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