haedonghae

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic pt. 19

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long

This part includes: Staying with Heechul

Heechul and you got a taxi to go to his home after leaving Donghae’s house. While driving there, Heechul explained why he decided to also fly back to South Korea and get you. Heechul said he could sense something was suspicious between Donghae and you for a while and seeing the way Donghae forced you to come back to Korea with him made Heechul feel uncomfortable so he felt like it was his duty to fly over to get you and protect you from Donghae. You felt your cheeks go red as he talked about how he wanted to protect you. You would’ve never thought in a billion years that your ultimate bias would be saying such things to you. 

The taxi eventually stopped in front of an apartment building that looked extremely fancy. It looked like one of those skyscraper business buildings you see in New York City or something. Heechul and you exited the car and he scanned his key card to open the door for you both to enter the building. You two took the elevator up in silence which just made your heart race even more than it was. Even though Heechul talking to you and you thinking about your response over and over again made you a nervous wreck, the feeling of awkwardness pressing against you when it was quiet was worse for you. 

Eventually, the doors opened and Heechul led you down to his place that was in the corner. Right when he opened the door, you were hit with the smell of cookies. For some reason, his house was doused in the scent of just baked cookies, even though there was none anywhere. Looking around the house, you felt very cautious about where you would step. His furniture looked expensive and you just didn’t want to put your clumsiness in that equation. His didn’t really live in an apartment though. It was more like a studio since the only other room he had was the bathroom. Everything else was one room. His bedroom was a little weird though. There was a small staircase that led up to his bed. It was kind of cool though.

(visual of Heechul’s studio) 

It wasn’t as big as Donghae’s house, obviously, but that didn’t bother you. You were in Kim Heechul’s place, there would be no reason for you to complain.

“Make yourself at home! I know we didn’t bring your stuff but feel free to sit or sleep up in my bed if you’re tired,” Heechul told you with a smile before making his way over to the fridge, “want anything to drink?”

Suddenly, you felt your phone buzz in your pocket and you pulled it out to see it was Donghae calling you. Sighing, you hit the decline button and dug the phone back down into your pocket before shaking your head, “no... t-thank you though.”

Heechul nodded before getting himself a soda and cracking it open as he took a seat at his dining room table. You looked around, not knowing where to exactly go which Heechul seemed to notice since he shouted at you to come sit by him. You did as he said and took a seat next to him, feeling your palms becoming drenched in sweat. 

“Want to play checkers?” Heechul asked, placing his soda down before getting the checkers box that was conveniently placed by him. You nodded, seeing in his eyes he wanted to play checkers and obviously you weren’t about to go against Heechul’s wish. He began to set up the board and automatically gave you the red pieces without asking.

Heechul let you have the first go and you two sat in silence for the first five minutes as nothing was really going on in the game. It wasn’t until Heechul cleared his throat and spoke up.

“Y/n... do you mind if I ask you a question?” He asked, looking straight into your eyes.

You looked at him and shook your head, even though you didn’t think you were ready for a random question thrown at you by Heechul.

“Has Donghae ever hurt you?” Heechul asked, still looking at you with his eyes locked. You gulped down a wad of nervousness and began to fidget around, not knowing exactly how to answer that. Donghae did hurt you last night. He did hurt you in the beginning when he bought you that maid outfit. He did hurt you many times by many of his remarks and the way he’d treat you when he was with Dara. But were you going to tell Heechul that?

“No,” You answered quickly, moving one of your checker pieces forward without making any eye contact with Heechul.

Heechul was silent for a little bit and you could just feel his eyes were stinging into you. Soon, he broke the silence with a sigh and moved his checker piece, “good. You see, Donghae had a girl before you that was also doing sexual favors for him. But, she ended up running away from him and then suing him for domestic and sexual abuse. Supposedly Donghae would beat her if she didn’t do what he asked and he would sneak into her room and tried to have sex with her without her wanting to. She won the case, won a bunch of money and was about to make it public but SM paid her millions to not release anything about this. So, it’s only a thing that’s been in all of Super Junior’s minds. We’ve also tried to get Donghae help by making him go to a psychologist, but he stopped going after he only went for a week. He doesn’t think he’s a sex addict when if you really think about it, he is. Even when we are on tour and we’re waiting to go on stage, we catch him watching porn. It’s ridiculous.”

You eyed Heechul as he tsked and looked off to the side. He started to look angry, yet concerned. You could see that Heechul really cared for Donghae and hated that he makes such foolish mistakes. Heechul shook his head and looked back at you, “I don’t really like that you live with him. You seem like a really nice girl, well actually an amazing girl since you like me.”

You couldn’t help but giggle at his comment. He seemed to enjoy that he got a crack out of you since he watched you laugh with sparkling eyes and a wide smile, “am I wrong?”

You shook your head and started to blush as he continued looking at you with joy. Heechul then resumed playing the game and moved one of his pieces over yours, letting out a huge laugh as he took your piece away. You pouted but deep down inside you really didn’t care. You actually wanted Heechul to win.

“I don’t want him hurting you like he hurt that girl. I would offer you to stay here, but I feel like for a girl to be living in this small place with me, we would have to be awfully close. I’m talking, nearly dating status,” Heechul said which made your eyes wide.

“So, I’m assuming Taeyeon lives with you?” You asked him suspiciously.

“No, we’re having a falling off. I don’t even know why I thought her coming to Japan with me was a good idea. We continuously fight and we don’t connect at all. Hell, we haven’t even kissed yet!”

Your mouth dropped at that comment. How could Taeyeon not want to dive into those lips of Heechul’s?

“I think I’m going to break up with her, there’s no reason to stay with a girl that doesn’t make me happy, right?” Heechul asked you with a tilt of his head.

You gulped, “uh, yeah.”

Heechul chuckled and hit you lightly on your arm, “are you just agreeing with me because you like me?”

You shook your head rapidly, “no, no I really think you should break up with her if you don’t like her! I... I’d rather see you happy than not.”

Heechul gave you another wide smile before wiping his hand all over the checker board which sent all the pieces flying. You gasped at the sudden action but before you could say anything, Heechul stood up and leaned over you, your back digging into the counter top behind you. He leaned in very close, your lips inches apart. You wanted him to stop that, it was literally killing you inside by each time he’d inch closer. But, before your lips could touch, he whispered to you, “give me your phone.”

You felt yourself shaking and your face sweating like no tomorrow. Rainstorms got nothing on you at that moment. You dove into your pocket and respectively handed Heechul your phone like he asked. He then took it, stood up and waved it at you.

“Bzz, Bzz, that vibrating sound is getting awfully annoying,” he said, hinting at the fact that Donghae was continuously calling you. You watched Heechul carefully as he walked over to the kitchen sink and began to fill it with water. What was he doing? Did he suddenly want to do the dishes?

“Let’s make a deal,” Heechul began with a low voice, sounding almost... creepy, “if I forget about Taeyeon, will you forget about Donghae? He might be constantly knocking on my door, but the least you can do is get rid of one source that he can contact you with.”

You suddenly looked at your phone that was in his hands and shook your head, even though you didn’t mind entirely focusing on Heechul instead of Donghae, “if you’re going to try to ruin my phone, please don’t. I need to contact my parents with that.”

But, Heechul didn’t listen. Instead, he plopped the phone into the sink and let the water submerge into every crevice of your device. You shrieked and launched towards it but Heechul grabbed at you and looked at you with a smile.

"Don’t worry, we can get you a new phone. I’m stacked, ok? You might not sense it with this small place, but I am. I just don’t want Donghae blowing up your phone while you stay with me,” He said and looked down at your phone that was ruined.

“I’m staying with you?” You asked, your heart pounding so loud in your chest that you were convinced Heechul could hear it.

“Well, yeah. I don’t want you to go back to an abusive guy, especially hearing about what he uses you for. And maybe once we start staying together for a while... something could happen?” Heechul asked, knowing exactly that those words would make you collapse.

“U-u-u-uhhh.”

“I did say I feel like for a girl to live with me we’d have to almost be dating. So if you’re going to be living here all the time, then we’d have to eventually get that close, right?” Heechul kept pushing at you.

“... I, uh.. uh... I don’t... I don’t know. I-I was only g-g-going to li-li-live with Dong-Donghae for only f-f-f-four month-months,” you somehow managed to say.

Heechul looked at you, crinkling his eyebrows, “soo you want to go back to Donghae’s place?”

“No!” You shouted too loud, quickly covering your mouth from the sudden outburst, “I mean, I’d like to stay with you. It’s just, I couldn’t live here. My parents are expecting me back home within four months.”

“How old are you?” Heechul suddenly asked, moving closer to you to eventually take a seat.

“18, my parents don’t want me to officially move out until I’m older,” you nervously confessed.

“ah,” Heechul nodded, “ok. Well, that’s fine. You can still stay here for four months?”

“Well, there’s also... the factor that... if I lived with Donghae, he’d give my parents money. Well, if I did... favors for him, he’d pay me to give that money to my parents. I really really don’t want to go back to Donghae, but if it’s for my family then I’d go back,” you sighed out, hating saying that to the man you loved with all your heart. You heard Heechul chuckle softly, brushing back a lock of your hair that was starting to cover your face. Your heart literally jumped out and burst onto the floor. How could he think doing that to you was ok?

“Don’t worry Y/n. I can give you money for your family. I got money, money that I don’t know what to do with it except for spending it on a pretty girl.”

You gasped, disbelieving your ears. Did Heechul really just call you pretty? What was his plan? Who let this guy say what he was saying? 

“No, Heechul I could never let you do that. I... I don’t want to come off as that girl. Don't... don’t spend your money on me,” you said shyly to him.

“Alright,” Heechul said, “you know how to do makeup, right?”

You looked at him with your eyebrows crinkled. What was he on about? Why would it matter if you knew how to do makeup? You nodded slightly and he nodded with you.

“Ok, then I hire you as my makeup artist! Make me look pretty before shows. It will give me an advantage. You can do my makeup here and then when I show up to the concert, I will have more prep time since I won’t have to do my makeup beforehand. Deal?” Heechul asked, holding out his hand.

“Are you serious?” You asked him with wide eyes.

“Do I look like I’m joking with you?” Heechul questioned with a stern look. You shook your head and looked down at his hand. Did you really want to do this? Even if Heechul was offering you money to do his makeup, what about the broadcasting job Donghae gave your dad? Would he take that away?

No. Donghae couldn’t be that heartless. If he did, you would find Donghae and beat him up. You nodded, feeling your heart race and sweat running down your face. You took Heechul’s soft hand and gave it a little shake, suddenly feeling a sense of joy run up through your body as you realized you agreed to live and work for your ultimate bias, Heechul.

[*Additional noteeeee, hey so yeah I’ve been gone... for a while... I’m really sorry. Honestly, I’ve been working my butt off this entire summer with no time to do anything except eat and sleep. Hardly did I get time to do anything in my spare time. But, my work schedule is back to not being crazy due to school being around the corner. But still... school is about to start so that might factor into any delays with more parts. I will try my hardest this time to write more though! I really do like writing fanfics and I love sharing them with everyone. It’s just, life loves to slap me in the face. Also, I’m sorry that this part contains hardly any conversations or whatever with Donghae. Don’t worry, Donghae will be back in the story, literally in the next part. We just gotta give our boy Heechul some parts. But yeah, again I’m really sorry about the lack of posting. I’ll try my best to keep on posting more though!]

[*Another additional notey, so I posted this part yesterday, working really hard on it and tumblr decided to just delete it all or something. So, I was mad about that. Was up very late last night writing it. But it’s whatever now, hopefully, nothing will happen to this part. Otherwise, I’ll... I don’t know what I’ll do but something will happen]

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic - pt. 18

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long

This part includes: Confession

You woke up the next morning in Donghae’s bed. Your body felt tired and disgusting. The first thing you could think of was taking a shower. You rose your body up and looked to your side to see Donghae fast asleep next to you. The sunlight from his window streamed in slight lighting that hit his face. He did look handsome but at the same disgusting as you thought of what he did to you last night. You got off the bed, noticing you were still naked and that your clothes were nowhere to be found. You grabbed the door knob and opened it up to exit. You walked into the bathroom and took a warm shower, trying to not think about what happened last night. It just couldn’t leave your mind...

You couldn’t help think about how commanding and rude Donghae was being to you last night. It made you angry, but at the same time, you knew if you were to riot against him he would fight back stronger. You sighed and turned the shower off, exiting with a towel wrapped around you. You walked into your room and went straight to the closet to cover your body that was exposed for too long. You put on some sweatpants and a plain cotton t-shirt. As you were looking for something to wear and your fingers brushed over your clothes, the thought of packing everything and leaving grew in your mind. The suitcase underneath your clothes made you consider even more. But your thoughts were suddenly interrupted by Donghae knocking on your closet door. You looked to your right to see him standing in the doorway, his hair completely messy and his eyelids fully not open all the way.

“Look, Y/n... we need to talk.”

You huffed and shook your head, looking straight towards your clothes. “And what? You’ll act nice to me for a day then go back to being whatever the hell you were last night. No, not just last night. For the past couple of days! Making me sleep out in the hallway? Really Donghae? Starving me?” 

“Y/n you don’t get it!” Donghae shouted and walked closer to you. You grit your teeth together and faced him.

“No, I do get it! You’re a psychopath Donghae! and I am done dealing with your shit every single day. Go ahead, tell all your fans whatever the fuck you want about me. Tell all your celebrity friends to ban me from their concerts. Or you know what? Make me homeless if that’s what you so desire! But I am so done now and I would rather have all that happen instead of me continuing to live in this circumstance I’m living in now.” You yelled at him, your eyes not leaving his. He sighed and turned his head away, his fist gripping together tightly.

“I am forced to be with Dara, Y/n.” Donghae said with a tint of anger in his voice. You looked at him curiously, wondering if what he said is correct. You saw a twinkle in his eyes, some water forming in them and poured down his cheek. He bit his lip and sniffed in before looking back up at you.

“SM... they made me be with her. They said Super Junior would become more relevant again if I’m with her. They said if I married her one day, I would get promoted more and get more money. I am not happy Y/n. I dont like being in this relationship with her. But if I’m not, I could ruin Super Junior. That’s why I act like I do to you! I don't want to lose you, I don’t want to lose the connection we have,” Donghae began, moving closer to you, “when you act like you like Heechul more than me, it hurts because if we got together, it would be something true. It wouldn’t be forced.”

You stepped back and eyed Donghae, considering what he just said to you. Deep down you did feel bad when hearing this. You felt bad that he was getting forced to be with a girl he didn’t necessarily love. But how he treated you and threatened you all the time, it made you not believe him entirely.

Sighing, you opened your mouth, “Donghae. You starved me. You made me sleep on the cold ground. You’ve embarrassed me. You’ve raped me. You have threatened me. You said yourself you don’t see me as anything else. And now you’re here telling me that you have always liked me? How am I suppose to believe you?”

“I understand that,” Donghae said as he stepped closer to you once again, “but I get very angry easily and I act out. When you act all submissive to Heechul but not to me, it makes me angry. I know I won’t be able to be with you but just to keep you here as someone I can make love to, it makes me happy. Just to have you nearby makes me happy. I don’t want you to leave. I don’t want you to be with Heechul. Just please, be mine. Be mine... in secret.”

“How about you consider how I feel?” You shouted at Donghae, getting angry as he clearly only thought of himself, “what if I don’t want this anymore? What if me being by you doesn’t make me happy? What if I don’t want to be your fucking sex slave anymore? Will you respect that? I think not! Because you’re only thinking of yourself!”

“I am not only thinking of myself!” Donghae shouted back, clear anger starting to rise up in him.

You pushed him out of the way with all your strength and walked out of the closet, hearing him call your name but you didn’t care to stop. Just as you were about to exit your room, you were stopped by someone in the doorway. You stepped back and looked up to see... it was Heechul.

Now what was he doing here?

Donghae approached your side hurriedly before stopping dead in his tracks as he saw Heechul standing there. Donghae gulped and looked from you to Heechul rapidly.

“Sex slave?” Heechul asked, not only directing that to you but also to Donghae. You bit your lip and looked down, feeling slightly embarrassed that he knew this information. Heechul looked over to Donghae and shook his head, “I knew it. I knew this is what you were up to Donghae. Her, as a maid? Bullshit. I knew it from the start you were fucking her. Man, you are seriously a disgusting sex addict.”

“I am not-”

“Don’t even argue with me,” Heechul pointed his finger at Donghae with his jaw locked, “you always have to go to a psychologist. Plus, you’ve done this before and remember how that turned out?”

“Done this before?” You asked, eyes wide as you stared at the shameful Donghae.

“Past is in the past, doesn’t mean I’m still a sex addict,” Donghae said quietly, defeat showing on his face.

Heechul laughed and looked at Donghae as if he was stupid, “’doesn’t mean I’m still a sex addict’, continues to have another girl that gives him sex when he wants it. Nice try with your cheesy lines of how much you love Y/n, but didn’t you use those exact ones with the last girl?”

“No! I never liked that bitch!” Donghae shouted with his fist clenched once again.

“Whatever. I’m not going to let you harm another girl. Especially one I’ve taken a liking for. Come on Y/n, stay at my place for a little while to let this guy think of what he’s done,” Heechul said and grabbed your hand, pulling you towards the staircase. Donghae ran after you and grabbed your shoulder, tugging you back.

“No! Do not take her away from me Heechul! Y/n, don’t go, stay with me. I promise you won’t have to do anything sexual for me anymore, just please stay!” Donghae cried out loudly, begging you with all his might.

You turned around and looked at Donghae, seeing how sad he looked. It pained you a little in your heart. Tears were streaming down his face and he was slowly turning a shade of red. You sighed to say, “let’s have a break. Both of us need to figure out what exactly we are doing and try to fix any bad ends. I’ll come back... just not soon. Don’t cry Donghae.”

Donghae wiped his tears away and nodded, letting you go. Heechul gently pulled you behind him and made his way to the front door. You gave a final look back at Donghae, seeing his shoulders were limp and he was still rubbing his eyes. You didn’t feel like comforting him, though. Instead, you grabbed the front door Heechul opened and shut it behind you.

But wait... what about your clothes?

[haedonghae]

When you fail at being a fanfic writer...

I haven’t posted in like what... over two months? I do apologize! I’ve been so busy lately and a lot of things has been going on so that’s taken away from my writing time. But I’ll try to get back on schedule. 

I’ll aim for posting every weekend but it may be every other... idk. Or maybe I’ll go on a writing spree... idk.

I’ll put out part 18 of submissive tonight or early tomorrow. Stay tuned~

Here’s one of the many cute gifs of Donghae to add on to my apology:

Didn’t work? 

...

well shit.

[haedonghae]

Where have you gone?

been busy, I’m back though! (hopefully)

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic - pt. 17

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long

This part includes: Flying Back Home

“No,” Donghae answered with his bowed head, “I don’t like her, and I never will.”

{*just a warning, this part may be a little sensitive to some so take caution before reading this}

You sat in silence as the airplane glided through the air, back to South Korea. Donghae didn’t care to make any small talk or anything, just rather kept his eyes closed and pretended to be asleep. It felt kind of lonely without any other of the Super Junior members around, especially Heechul. Before, when you two were back in the hotel, Donghae managed to shoo everyone away from you two and convinced Dara that you couldn’t be there anymore. Everyone surprisingly gave in quickly and allowed you and Donghae to start packing and leave. 

Now you were there, sitting next to Donghae as still as you could be and was bored out of your mind. You would occasionally play a game on your phone or listen to music, but that wasn’t enough to get you from not feeling bored. 

Eventually, after 2 hours of flying, the plane landed and woke up the obviously sleeping Donghae. He looked around before locking eyes with you as if he was going to say something but never did. As soon as everyone started to unbuckle their belts and stand up, he jumped up to his feet and signaled for you to start moving also.

After exiting the plane with your suitcases and getting through the crowd of fans that were at the airport, you two hopped in a van designated for picking you guys up and drove off to his house. Donghae stayed silent here too, just looking out his window and moved his eyes rapidly as he would stare down passing cars. You didn’t really know what to do in that situation. You felt like saying something to break the tension, but at the same time, you were too scared to. Eventually, you decided to distract your mind from your dilemma by looking out the window like Donghae.

The car soon arrived at Donghae house and he was out in a flash, not even waiting for the driver to open the door for him. He went to the trunk and grabbed his suitcase, with you following close behind. He was going very fast, though, as if all he wanted to do was get inside his house and lock himself in his room. That was what you wanted to do too so that’s fine. You two entered the house, and just as you guessed, he walked straight upstairs and slammed his bedroom door behind him. You sighed, looking around to see the house looked the exact same as it did when you left. You walked over to the stairs and went up to your room, set on just watching TV the whole time until Donghae says anything about eating. (that is if he doesn’t starve you again).

You didn’t care to unpack your suitcase, just throwing it to the side and face planted into your bed. Your bed has never felt comfier, the sheet’s coldness and the softness of your mattress making you cuddle up and smile from comfort. Eventually, you did get up and sat normally on the bed, clicking on the TV with the remote that so happened to be right by your side. Hello Counselor was playing, which was one of your favorite shows, so you instantly got into the show and everything that happened before faded from your mind.

It was around an hour and 30 minutes when the show ended and your bedroom door swung open. When you looked over to see who opened your door, you saw Donghae standing there with his shirt off, revealing his toned body to you and in his hands he... had a... whip.

Before you could say anything, he ran over to you and pushed you up from the bed. He dragged you away from your bedroom and told you to shut up as soon as you started to scream at him to let you go. He raced to his door quickly, gripping onto his bedroom doorknob and swung it open, revealing his room that was dark with a few candles on his bedstand. He pushed you off onto the bed and turned back to the door to lock it. You yelled at him to unlock the door but he didn’t care to say anything except walk over to you and smash your back to the bed, holding both your arms above your head. You kicked your feet and screamed at his face, but he took one of his hands off of yours and got a gag from his pocket, putting it on you so quickly you didn’t have the time to stop him. You squirmed and screamed into the gag as much as you could but nothing worked to stop him from moving you to the front of his bed. He put handcuffs on both your wrists and around a pole on his headboard. Your hands were completely useless at this point, having one defense mechanism leave the picture. His hand grabbed the hem of your shirt and ripped it open to reveal your stomach and bra to him. You could make out his expression slightly from the lit candle. He was smiling as if he was crazy and his eyes were opened wide like he was insane. Why was he acting like this?

He then grabbed at your jeans and unbuttoned them as if he was in a hurry. You kicked your legs and started to pound on the bed, screaming as hard as you could even though there was no one in the house. You knew you came here for sex. You knew you agreed to do it with Donghae when he wanted to. But you never knew you came here to have this kind of sex, the angered, rough, sex. Plus, any human would try to refuse when they aren’t feeling it, no matter how in power the other person may be or what type of position they were in. Donghae seemed to become very annoyed by your reaction since he lifted his hand up high in the air and struck you across your face. The pain of the slap hurt so much, you could feel the pain spread on your face. You felt tears coming out of your eyes and saliva started to form on the gag as you kept trying to scream at him. He slapped you once again, this time with him saying, “Shut the fuck up, this what you signed up for you little whore!” 

You started to flail your body rapidly, hating the name he called you and how his tone sounded very furious. He didn’t seem to give in, though, instead, he continued to tear down your pants and revealed your panties to him. He wasn’t hesitant to pull those down in a flash also, struggling with you kicking your legs around. He growled and yelled out to you, “do you need me to tie your legs down too?” You shook your head furiously and screamed out some more as you didn’t want him to restrain you even more than you were right now. He huffed and reached over to his side, the object he was grabbing not visible since the darkness filled the whole room except for the right side of you. Suddenly, you tied a blindfold around you and your vision cut off which made you squirm and flail even more. There was no way you would allow what he wanted to do to you happen so you continued to try your best to defend yourself. He yelled at you to stop but you didn’t give in, kicking your foot as hard as you could into his thighs. 

“That’s it!” He shouted and the weight of the bed became lighter. It wasn’t a while longer until your felt something sticky attach to your ankles and held your leg still on the bed. You tried to pry out of the material that was restraining your legs, but you had no luck. It felt like tape, but if it was, wouldn’t it have come off already?

Snap. A sharp pain stung onto your stomach and made you scream out loudly. Snap. Snap. Another two hits to your stomach which sent the pain up to another level you never knew existed. You tried to squirm and scream at Donghae, but this time, nothing was possible. You could not stop him, no matter how much you tried to struggle out of it. You were trapped against your will, with no way to get out. You felt your palms getting sweaty and your cheeks becoming soaked with tears. Why was Donghae being like this? Why couldn’t he go back to how he use to be, all sweet and nice to you? You thought that after you got back from Japan, he would just be all quiet and you two wouldn’t speak for a while. You never would’ve thought he would be this rough and angry with you.

You then felt something hard go inside of you and started to move in and out of you very quickly. You tugged your hands forward, the chain of the handcuffs creating noise as it slid on the pole. The hard object in you glided on your walls with speed and sent that sensation you’ve experienced while having sex with Donghae all across your body. You heard Donghae grunting and his hands held both sides of your hips, gripping you harder as the speed of what seemed to be his dick, grew faster. You felt the sides of his legs touch your bottom as his hips rocked into yours. This time, him inside of you felt a little different. As if something was missing from the equation. You couldn’t look down and see though since your vision was cut off from the blindfold Donghae put on you. 

He suddenly started to slap your face again and went in and out of you very rough and fast. You screamed into the gag and tilted your head to the side in hopes he would stop hurting you. He grabbed your hair and pulled your head away from the pillow so your whole face was facing him. He slapped you rapidly over and over and grunted each time you would let out a shriek. His breathing was growing faster and faster and his hands were becoming very sweaty as he didn’t take any breaks with pumping in and out of you fastly. 

“This is what you get for disobeying me and acting like a bitch,” Donghae screamed at you and gave you a huge slap across your left cheek, “you are so fucking dumb, you make me fucking sick. How could you treat someone like me with such disrespect?”

He gave one last slap before refocusing on your hips. He pumped in and out of you fastly with the sound of your bodies hitting each other filled the air. You continued to scream, even though your throat was starting to hurt a lot. You wanted him to stop so badly and wanted to lock yourself in your room. 

“You are bleeding so fucking much, what the fuck,” Donghae shouted and stopped moving in and out of you. He slapped your stomach and began moving his tip in you only an inch. You felt his hand rubbing around you as if he was cleaning your blood with his hand and smearing it on the sheets. He huffed out loudly, seeming frustrated with your blood so he moved forward to your face. His fingers reached down for your gag and tugged it off lightly, seeming hesitant whether to do it or not. But once he did, your screams filled the air and you told him to stop repeatedly. 

“Donghae! Donghae! Please stop! Please let me go! Don’t do this, please, please, please!” You screamed with tears streaming down your cheeks and your voice started to crack. He tilted your chin up and wiped his thumb across your lips.

“You probably wish I was Heechul right now, right? You probably wouldn’t be trying to fight him off if he was fucking you, right? It’s all because I’m Donghae, the guy you’d never like, right? ‘Cause I’m not good enough for you, right? Because I’m just worthless, RIGHT?” Donghae screamed at you and pulled down your jaw to the point it felt like it was going to snap. You cried loudly from the pain and tried to lift your mouth back up by stabbing your bottom teeth into his finger. He didn’t seem phased, though, instead, he grabbed his dick and held it to your mouth. He dragged his tip along your top lip, wetness starting to form on your lip and drip into your mouth. The taste was salty and the texture felt very slimy. Not pleasant at all. You tried your best to yell at him yet he didn’t stop himself from stuffing his dick into your mouth. He quickly put all of him into your mouth and started to make you gag. You couldn’t say anything since you were gagging so much from him being in your throat. You wanted to slap him away so badly but that wasn’t possible at all. He didn’t care to lift himself up, though, even though your gags were getting to the point where you felt like you were going to vomit. 

He began moving himself up and down your throat, triggering even more gags. This was the worst feeling ever, how your gags wouldn’t stop and how some salty liquid began to fill your throat. You wanted it to stop so badly and you began to pray in your mind that Donghae would stop acting so insane. Your head started to spin and your eyes began to roll back in your head. Your heart was pumping so hard in your chest that it felt like it was going to leap out at any moment. Suddenly, your whole body became weak and your mind completely shut off. 

To be continued

[*______ note, first off let me just address how long it’s been since I’ve posted. I am very sorry for such the delay with this part, I’ve been super busy these past few days and I will be busy for a while now so I apologize in advance for if I continue to lack on posting these. Most likely a new part will come up every weekend or earlier. Also, I do apologize for this very VERY vulgar part, but in the beginning, Y/N did see these “toys” in Donghae’s room and they had to play into the story somehow.]

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic - pt. 16

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long

This part includes: Chilling with the other Suju members

After returning to the hotel, you once again sat down on your hallway bed and waited hours for them to return. It took them a longer time to return this time, all the way until dinner time, therefore you missed breakfast and lunch. Your stomach grumbled so loudly and you felt so bored by just sitting there or going on your phone. You grew angry as you thought of Donghae and how he was treating you. This was wrong. He should not be making you starve and he should not be slapping you around. That was pure abuse. Yet, you didn’t know who to turn to and how to tell someone everything. Even though you were starting to feel comfortable around Heechul, it felt like it wasn’t the time to let out all your feelings and explain to him what Donghae was doing. So,  you gave in and tried to deal with it.

Around the 1,000ths grumble from your stomach, you finally heard the elevator ding and out came everyone. They all were talking with one another, holding cameras to their faces and laughing at a joke Leeteuk said. Donghae, Dara, and Kyuhyun both turned to their rights, making their way down to where you were. Donghae didn’t care to even look at you, same with Dara. Kyuhyun did stare, though, seeming a little surprised to see you just chilling there. 

“Oh, how long have you been here?” Kyuhyun asked, stopping before you.

Donghae stopped and turned around, facing Kyuhyun as he said, “don’t worry about her, she didn’t want to tag along so she’s been here the whole time.”

Kyuhyun stared at you for a little while before turning around and went into his room. Dara made her way into Donghae’s and her room, while Donghae stayed outside in the hallway. As soon as Dara shut the door, Donghae walked closer to you and stared into your eyes. He gave you a glare as if you did something that triggered him.

“Are you hungry?” he asked plainly with the same expression. You looked down onto the bed sheets and gave a little nod, scared to look into his eyes any longer. He sighed and folded his arms across his chest, giving you a little shake of the head, “why do you think I’m going to feed you? If you’re starving, get your ass up and get something yourself. Don’t expect me to baby you any longer.”

Without you responding, he turned back towards his room and closed the bedroom door behind him. You sighed out, disappointed in yourself for not bringing any spare money. Donghae probably knew you didn’t bring money since, as you were packing, he did come in to check how you were doing and asked if you had money. You didn’t have any money then so you told him no and he did say he’d pay everything for you. But now, that was out of the picture.

You decided to do what you did yesterday and tried to fall asleep since it seemed like you weren’t going to eat anytime soon. You laid down on the solid ground and snuggled your cheek to the comforter, slowly drifting off into a deep sleep. It felt like it was only 5 minutes you were able to sleep since you felt someone suddenly shake your arm and call out your name. You slowly opened your eyes again and squinted at the bright lights from the hallway, seeing that Heechul was squatting down in front of you. He smiled as soon as you opened both eyes and told you to get up and follow him. You looked around, seeing if Donghae was around but as soon as you saw he wasn’t, you got up and followed Heechul. Heechul led you to his room, where nearly everyone was hanging out. Eunhyuk, Ryewook, Siwon, Sungmin, Leeteuk, and Shindong were scattered around his room, eating some pizza that they seemed to just have gotten. There was luckily no sign of Donghae, which made you feel more relaxed. As soon as you entered with Heechul beside you, everyone greeted you with big smiles and Eunhyuk patted the ground, signaling for you to sit next to him. You were surprised at the sudden warm welcoming since you’ve never really gotten to talk to the super junior members and they always seemed to feel neutral about you.

You sat down respectively and eyed the pizza with hunger pouring out of your eyes. You would die for just one slice of that pizza. You hadn’t eaten anything all day and you were on the verge of fainting. Just as you were about to ask for a slice, Heechul plopped down beside you and put a pizza box on your lap. You looked at him with curiosity, wondering what he was doing but before you could ask him, he opened the box open for you to reveal a delicious looking pizza. Your mouth watered and your eyes turned wide as you looked at all the toppings on it. There was pepperoni, onion, and olives, all the toppings that you liked. How did they know those were your three favorite pizza toppings?

“We all noticed you were here the entire day and seemed to not have eaten anything so we ordered you your own pizza. Dig in,” Heechul said with a smile before reaching over at the pizza they all were sharing. You eyed everyone with shock, seeing they all looked over at you with bright smiles. You thanked everyone quickly and without hesitation, you grabbed at the pizza and ate up the slice within seconds. It was so good, all the oils, toppings, cheese, dough, sauce has never tasted so good before. You reached for another slice and gobbled that one up to, not caring that nearly everyone was looking at you with surprised facial expressions.

“Hey, Y/n, can I ask you a question?” Leeteuk asked, looking towards your direction. You looked at him and nodded, a little cautious about what he was going to ask since he did seem a little secretive about his words. “How is Donghae treating you? Like, are you being neglected in any way?”

You widened your eyes, surprised at his sudden question. Where... did that even come from? How were you suppose to answer that? You wanted to say everything, with how he’s suddenly snapped and started slapping you and starving you. But you knew if you did, Donghae would get his revenge and it wouldn’t be good. You hunched your shoulders, fear overtaking your mind and you started to nibble on another slice of pizza as you thought of what to say.

“Yah,” Shindong said, looking over at you with curiosity, “I think something’s up...”

“It’s weird how you have to sleep out in the hallway and how you’ve never gone out with us. We’ve just all been a little... suspicious.” Siwon added in as he reached for a slice of pizza from the box everyone seemed to be getting their pizza from.

“I...” you began, swallowing sharply as you tried to respond without saying what you wanted to, “I’m fine. Thank you all for worrying, but... uh, there... wasn’t any spare rooms... and he didn’t want me to be on the camera because... because, the fans might uh, be suspicious. I’m totally ok, though.”

“Are you sure...?” Sungmin asked, looking over Eunhyuk to look at your face.

You nodded, putting on a fake smile only for them to believe you. Why were you even doing this? They all turned away, seeming to let go of it and continued to eat their pizza. You sighed out, relaxed that the conversation seemed to slowly leave everyone’s minds. Everyone was quiet, eating their pizza and letting out a couple “mm” if they enjoyed the bite they just took. Heechul eyed you from the side of his face, smiling as he watched you eat your pizza with speed.

Breaking the silence, Ryewook then suggested that you’d all play a game since nobody was really tired and everyone was already gathered into Heechul’s room. You all decided on the game “Mafia” and Siwon was chosen to be the one to pick the mafias. 

As soon as you all ducked your heads and closed your eyes for him to pick, you heard someone knock on the door. Heechul grunted and stood up to answer the door, dragging his feet as he walked and opened it slowly to reveal it was Donghae. Great... You had the pizza box in front of you and you forgot to wipe your mouth so some crumbles were probably still on your face. Would he be mad you wandered off on your own and started eating? As soon as he saw you, his eyes got firey and he locked his jaw from anger.

“Hey Donghae, come join us, we’re playing Mafia,” Eunhyuk said, scooting away from you to make space for him to sit. What the hell Eunhyuk! Was he trying to set you up for Donghae’s glares? Did the suspicion everyone had about Donghae neglecting you just suddenly fade away that fast? Maybe what you said made them all believe you and change their thoughts. But what you said wasn’t even that powerful or believable. Maybe you should’ve told them the truth after all.

Donghae didn’t even hesitate to move over to you and sit right down. His knee automatically went on top of yours and he smashed yours down on the ground, the pain of your inside thighs stinging as you hadn’t stretched your legs like this before. You looked at him with wide eyes, seeing he had a slightly angered expression on his face. He suddenly snatched at the pizza box that was in front of you and started digging into it.

Heechul sat back down but before he signaled to restart the game, he looked at Donghae with disgust. “That’s Y/n’s pizza, you can have a slice from the pizza in the middle,” Heechul said, pointing over to the box that was in fact in the middle of the circle. Donghae gave a little look at the box before taking a slice from your box and took a big bite from it. He chewed slowly before looking at everyone and crinkled his eyebrows.

“Can’t she share? I don’t like the toppings on that pizza anyways,” Donghae snapped back before gobbling up the rest of his pizza, “come on, let’s get this game started.”

Everyone stared at him with long stares, looking from you to him but no one cared to remark on what just happened. Heechul did open his mouth but he shut it and bowed his head as Siwon told everyone to close his eyes. After a minute of keeping your eyes shut, Siwon told everyone they could open their eyes. Siwon didn’t tap you on your head so you luckily weren’t the mafia.

Everyone looked around at each other, seeing if they saw anything suspicious in anyone. You looked around but everyone seemed too busy studying everyone else to show any signs of being the mafia. Suddenly, Donghae raised his hand and pointed at you, smiling at you with the fakest smile you’ve seen yet.

“I think she’s the mafia, I heard Siwon stopping right behind her,” Donghae said, looking at everyone to see if anyone else agreed with him.

“I don’t know, she seems pretty innocent to me,” Eunhyuk began, looking you in your eyes, “maybe it was you Siwon stood behind since I did hear him stop over here too.”

“Yeah I think it’s Donghae too, his accusation seemed very inaccurate,” Heechul said, looking over at Donghae with his eyebrows furrowed, “he also seems a little panicky.”

“No, I’m not the mafia, I can promise it’s her,” Donghae said, pointing back at you with a laugh.

“Donghae’s seems suspicious to me, he’s awfully chatty,” Shindong said as he rubbed his chin, “but if they all heard Siwon stop over there, it could be either the girl, Heechul, Eunhyuk or Donghae.”

“Limits our options,” Sungmin added in.

“Here’s a hint, the mafia is making distinct observations,” Siwon said, looking over at Shindong.

“Yah,” Shindong said with his finger pointing at Siwon, “why are you looking at me?”

Everyone started laughing, except for Donghae. He breathed our angrily from his nose and shook his head rapidly. 

“I can promise you all it’s her, I 100% heard Siwon stop behind her. Siwon’s hint is meaningless,” Donghae tried at it again as if he was trying to plead for them to believe him. 

“Donghae seems to really want to get her out. He’s probably trying to cover up himself. I think he’s the mafia,” Ryewook said, looking at everyone to see the majority nodded.

“Everyone thinks Donghae is the mafia?” Siwon asked and watched as everyone nodded, “Donghae, give us your last words.”

“Everyone, she is the mafia. I guarantee you I heard Siwon stop behind her. If I was the mafia, I would be trying to keep quiet right now. You all will regret this if you don’t believe me!” Donghae tried, looking at everyone’s hands that were outstretched to vote whether they would let him go or not.

Nearly everyone put their thumbs down except for Shindong. Even you had the guts to put yours down. Donghae sighed out angrily and looked down at the ground as Siwon slowly told everyone if he was. Donghae stood up and Siwon said with joy that Donghae was, in fact, the mafia. Everyone yelled with happiness, high fiving each other as everyone was shocked they got him so fast. Donghae shook his head and folded his arms before reaching down and grabbed at your arm.

“Ok, we should go now. This little game was fun, see you all in the morning,” Donghae said, tugging at your arm to get you to stand up. Heechul quickly grabbed at your other arm and held you down, looking up at Donghae to give him a shake of his head.

“I’ve seen her sleeping out in the hallway and it looks really uncomfortable. She can sleep in my spare bed. Taeyeon had to leave due to her schedule so it’s open,” Heechul said to both you and Donghae.

Donghae was quick to shaking his head in denial, automatically not liking the sound of that. He tugged at your arm, even more, wincing your eyes as it was getting a little painful. “There’s cameras all over your room and I don’t want to risk her being caught. She’s fine out in the hallway.”

Everyone seemed to be listening to the conversation as they cleaned up the pizza mess they made in Heechul’s room. Heechul then stood up, gently lifting you up with him and continued to hold onto your arm. He shook his head and looked Donghae dead in the eyes.

“Having her sleep on the solid ground with one blanket is not comfortable at all, stop lying to us Donghae. Just let her sleep in here for one night, all the cameras turn off during this hour and don’t come back on until we’re all ready in the morning. It’ll be fine.”

“No,” Donghae snapped at Heechul, tugging your arm so you moved closer to him, “I don’t want to risk anything. It’s ok.”

Heechul tugged at your arm so that you moved back closer to him. Eunhyuk walked over to you three and put his hands on Heechul’s and Donghae’s shoulders, “guys, quit it. Donghae, just let her sleep in here for a night. What Heechul said was true, the cameras don’t come on until we all are dressed and ready so we could get her away in time.”

“No!” Donghae shouted, moving his shoulder away from Eunhyuk’s grasp, “she’s my maid and if I want her to sleep out in the hallway then she has to sleep out in the hallway. I pay her to follow my commands so you guys need to lay off. Come on Y/n, let’s go to bed.”

“I... I want to sleep in here,” you suddenly said, feeling anger fill up inside of you as you were about done with Donghae trying to pull you away from the better things. You knew spending the night in the same hotel room with Heechul would make your heart stop and your breathing would weaken, but it would be better than sleeping on that hard ground. Donghae looked at you with wide eyes, anger causing him to shake throughout his body. He huffed out with disappointment before shaking his head.

“Heechul lay the fuck off of her, will you?! I am sick and tired of having to deal with you guys slowly becoming closer by the second. Just leave her be, leave her be! Go away! She’s my maid and I can tell her what to do! Stop worrying about her, get out of my business and just go away! Do you hear me? GO AWAY!” Donghae yelled, everyone looking at him in shock. Tears spilled out of his eyes as he said each word, his voice sounding hoarse as he screamed. He sobbed loudly before opening his mouth and screamed again, “STOP LOOKING AT ME! Is it wrong for a man to cry? To yell? My god! Y/n, let’s go.”

Before you could say anything, he pulled you away with all his strength and dragged you out of the room. He threw the door behind him and stormed down the hallway. You told Donghae to let go of your wrist but he wasn’t listening. Heechul called out his name and yours, following you two closely as he tried to get you away from Donghae. When Donghae approached your bed, he started to stuff all your clothes into your suitcase and tried to zip it up as fast as he could, his hands shaking as his sobs worsened.

“Donghae, what are you doing?” You asked, falling down beside him and grabbed his hands. He twisted his body around and pushed you from him, your bottom falling flat on the ground and stung from the sudden contact. He didn’t even care, though, instead, he tugged at your suitcase zipper and lifted up the handle on your suitcase. Heechul eventually approached you two and grabbed at you, helping you stand up and held you close to him. Donghae looked at you two and grabbed at Heechul’s shoulder, hitting his chest to get him away from you. He then snatched at your wrist as Heechul’s grasp weakened from the hits and tugged you away from Heechul hold, freeing you from Heechul. Donghae quickly got his key card from his pocket and slid it into the key slot, yelling at Heechul to go away. Heechul didn't listen, though, instead, he grabbed at your arm and tried to get you away from Donghae. The pain you were feeling from the tugging was almost unbearable that you were about to cry. 

Donghae flung the door open and stormed into the room with his hand still holding onto your wrist. He somehow pulled you from Heechul again and went over to his suitcase and began stuffing his clothes into it, zipping it up as fast as he could. Dara sprang up from her sleep, squinting at Donghae and asked him what he was doing. Donghae looked at her with tears in his eyes and told her it was nothing.

“Donghae, let her go, what are you even doing? What’s wrong with you?” Heechul shouted at Donghae, trying to pull you more towards him, “sorry if this is hurting you Y/n.”

“No!” Donghae shouted, springing up from his suitcase and glared at Heechul, “you let her go! We’re leaving tonight, move out of our way.”

“Wait, you’re leaving?” Dara asked, looking very confused by the whole situation. Donghae didn’t even care to respond, instead he went back to his suitcase and grabbed ahold of the handle. As he fully turned around, looking over Heechul’s shoulder to see everyone was behind Heechul, just watching him in shock. You then felt tears leave your eyes, the whole situation being too much and you were lost with what to do. Donghae tssked and shook his head, more tears spilling down his cheeks.

“Y/n and I are leaving, can everyone please move out of the way?” Donghae asked as calmly as he could even though it looked like he was going to burst again at any time.

“You aren’t leaving, Donghae. I don’t understand why letting her sleep in my room is turning into a big deal. Do you have feelings for Y/n? Is that why you always freak whenever she’s a little far from you?” Heechul asked, tilting his head to the side. One tear rolled down Donghae’s cheek, sliding down onto the edge of his face and fell down to the ground. He looked at everyone with sad eyes, seeming a little defeated from trying to leave.

He then looked down at you, deeply into your eyes as tears rolled out of your own. All you saw on his face at that time was sadness, defeat, and numbness. He didn’t even open his mouth to respond, just stared down at you with the same expression. Everyone stood around you all and looked with either confusion, curiosity, anger or fear. You didn’t know what to do at that moment, what to say, what to think. And it seemed like Donghae didn’t know either.

To be continued

[*Hey it’s one of these additional notes, yes I know this may be a little too much drama and like “woah writer slow down with the screaming and yelling,” but I guess I’m just trying to quicken the pace of the whole main plot of this story. Donghae is hiding a secret in his life that is going to be revealed soon and again, I’m just trying to get to that point. Also, it may seem like Donghae is going from mad, happy, mad, happy and you may be telling me to chill with Donghae’s character, but I promise it will all be explained once his whole secret gets out. I’m not positive when this series will be ending but the ending is nearing. This series may go up to part 20 or 25, I’m not sure. There’s still quite a few ideas I want to put out there. Oh yeah, and about the lack of smut, I apologize! I know this is a smut series and there’s not a lot, but there can’t exactly be any smut with so many people around in the hotel, usually the smutty parts are when Donghae and Y/n are alone. So that’s why. But there will be more coming up.] 

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic - pt. 15

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long

This part includes: Donghae getting a little extreme

You were woken up abruptly by someone hitting your legs constantly. You lifted yourself up rapidly and looked over to see Donghae was hitting your legs repeatedly with his hand. You moved your legs away from him as fast as you could and stared at him with wide eyes as he looked over at you. He gave a bored expression before standing up and looking down at you.

“We are getting breakfast, you need to come along,” Donghae said. You felt your heart jump and you felt excited since you didn’t eat a lot last night and your stomach almost felt hollow. You got up and Donghae went back into the room, closing the door behind him. You bent down and picked out an outfit in your suitcase to wear that day but suddenly you stopped. Where were you going to change? You felt a little scared to knock on Donghae’s door and ask him and you definitely weren’t going to change out in the hallway. You looked down at the opposite end and saw a bathroom sign with an arrow pointing to the right. How convenient. Kind of weird how they’d have a bathroom when all the rooms already had one. Whatever.

You walked down the hallway and followed the arrow, seeing that there was, in fact, a bathroom at the end of that hallway. You entered and saw that Taeyeon was in there, applying her makeup. Crinkling your eyebrows, you cautiously caught her gaze in the mirror and saw that her eyes were slightly red. She glanced at you before giving a weak laugh and started to apply some red lipstick on her lips.

“I know, so weird seeing a celebrity cry right?” Taeyeon asked to the mirror, smacking her lips as she finished applying the lipstick, “just remember, I’m a human too.”

“Uh.. sorry for staring, I just wasn’t expecting to see you in here,” you said before bowing and made your way into a stall.

“You know, guys are really stupid,” Taeyeon began to say, stopping you in your tracks as you were about to close the door, “they just don’t care about girl’s feelings, do they? I swear I haven’t met one guy where I don’t fight with him every single day. It’s getting very tiresome.”

You looked around, making sure she wasn’t talking to anyone else but when you checked, you two were the only ones in here. You looked back at the mirror and swallowed sharply before shrugging, “I don’t have much experience with dating so I can’t really say. But I’m sorry to hear that you’re going through a rough time. Wish I could help out.”

Taeyeon turned around and gave you a fake smile, tears running down her cheeks, “It’s all him, it’s all Heechul. Nothing you say to him can change his mind. I try telling him at the top of my lungs that he isn’t always right but he won’t listen. I’m sick of it. Do you think I should break up with him? Tell me, this what you can help out with. Should I end the sleepless nights that is filled with crying?”

“Taeyeon I...” you said, gripping onto the door tighter, “I don’t fully understand what you guys are going through so I can’t really be the one to tell you what to do. Again, I’m sorry. Maybe you two should talk it out with each other, that could possibly help.”

Taeyeon tssked before turning away and started to stuff all her stray makeup in her makeup bag, “I know you’re a fan of Heechul’s, I’m very impressed you didn’t tell me to break up with him like any other fan would. But, I can’t talk to him since he won’t listen. I guess I’ll just go with my instinct. Thanks... I guess.”

You watched her as she left the bathroom in a hurry, wiping her eyes as she lifted the door off of her. You stared down at the ground, still confused by the sudden interaction. What was going on between Heechul and Taeyeon? It looked pretty serious. But, you are already going through so much drama and you didn’t want to butt into something that will add onto it all. Shaking your head, you closed the stall door and changed into your new outfit for the day.

When you left the stall and fixed up your hair, along with washing off all of yesterday’s makeup, you patted your outfit straight and left the bathroom. As you turned the corner and looked down the hallway, you saw Donghae pacing around the hall, looking around as if he was searching for something. You moved in closer and approached him slowly, seeing he had a very angry expression on his face. When he caught onto your eyes, he raced over to you and lifted one of his hands, slapping you straight on the face, sending you back a couple steps while a gasp left your throat. You held your face, looking up at him to see he was now furious. He grabbed your wrist and tugged you along with him, knocking on each of the doors as he shouted that it was time to leave. You staggered behind him, holding your face with your hand and started to feel your eyes beginning to sting. 

When you reached the end where Donghae’s room was, he spun himself around and let go of your wrist. Looking straight into your eyes, he grit his teeth and breathed out sharply, “never go anywhere without me giving you permission, got it?”

You eyed him with confusion, tears starting to form in your eyes as you dared to continue to look at him, “I-I-I can’t e-e-ev-even go t-t-to the ba-ba-bathroom?”

“Not without my permission. I never know when you will decide to make a run for it, so, I always need to know where you are. Is that clear?” Donghae said with an angered tone before quickly looking up and saw that people were starting to exit their rooms. He automatically put on a smile and walked over to them, whispering to you to follow him. You held your face again as you respectively followed behind him.

When everyone was gathered in front of the elevators, you looked around and noticed Taeyeon was nowhere to be seen. Heechul looked like his normal self, no signs of tears or crying on his face. Nobody really cared to ask where she was, just talking amongst each other and waited for the elevators to arrive. As you were looking around, you accidentally looked at Heechul and, soon enough, he came right beside you and looped his arm around your shoulder.

“Ah, good morning Sasaeng! It was boring last night since you weren’t there. I’m glad to see you’re here today,” Heechul said with his loud voice, giving you a warm smile. You smiled back, blushing at his kind words as you let go of your face. The elevators arrived before you could respond and Heechul walked in right beside you, not seeming like he was going to part anytime soon. You wanted to know if Donghae was bothered by Heechul’s actions but after getting slapped by him, you were too scared to look at him. You felt almost safe being beside Heechul like you wanted him to always be there to protect you from Donghae.

Everyone was extra chatty this morning, different conversations being said throughout the elevator as you stood with hunched shoulders, your heart racing every time you would accidentally brush your hand on Heechul. When you all arrived on the main floor, everyone rushed out to get out of the cramped elevator. It would be smart for some people to take the other elevator, but obviously, no one cared to think of that. As you exited, Heechul walked right beside you, asking you questions like what you wanted to do today and if you rested well last night. You tried your best to answer him as normally as you could, but that was extremely hard. As you two kept talking, you looked forward and saw that Donghae didn’t seem to be phased by you two talking at all. He had his arm around Dara’s shoulders and was having a normal conversation with Eunhyuk. Was he suddenly alright with you being close with Heechul? Donghae was being so weird...

Supposedly the restaurant you all were going to eat at was close by since everyone started to walk down the sidewalk instead of getting into cars. That was fine by you since the weather was nice and even though you were nervous beyond words, you liked talking to Heechul at that moment. He didn’t seem to be bothered by your constant stutter, rather laughing if you stuttered too much and would nicely ask you to repeat yourself. It was kind of unbelievable that he was the same guy that yelled and sworn at you at that one party.

As you two walked side-by-side on the sidewalk, you glanced to your left and looked into a shop window to see that there was a bunch of little, cute souvenirs that were bright in color to catch anyone’s eyes. You must’ve stopped for a little too long since Heechul stopped as you two walked on and backed up, calling to you and stood before the window. He pointed at one of the souvenirs, which was a pink cat figurine, and smiled at it.

“All this stuff is so cute... or ‘kawaii’. Do you want to ditch the group and explore the shop?” Heechul asked, not leaving his finger from the window.

You looked back and saw that the group was far away from you two. But, before you could answer and be free from angry Donghae, you suddenly saw that Donghae was looking over his shoulder, back at you two and had an angry expression on his face. You widened your eyes and quickly looked at Heechul, shaking your head even though you secretly wanted to ditch the group.

Heechul looked behind you and bit his lip before standing up straight. He turned his head to you and looked at you longingly, as if he was studying every move and expression you made at that moment. He then breathed out loudly and shook his head, starting to say something but before he could say what he wanted to, Donghae came up behind you and asked you two what was taking you so long. Heechul looked away from you and looked over at Donghae, telling him you two were just talking about something that wasn’t his business. Donghae glared at Heechul and looked over at you, seeing you were looking scared and confused about what was going to happen.

“Heechul, Dara wants to tell you something. You should run ahead, it’s important,” Donghae said, looking back at him with a stern expression.

Heechul eyed him suspiciously before shaking his head, “Dara and I hardly speak, so why would she suddenly want to talk to me?”

“She just needs to, ok?” Donghae snapped, “besides, I need to talk to Y/n in private.”

Heechul grabbed your wrist and shook his head, “Dara can tell me in the restaurant. If you need to talk to Y/n, I’ll just cover my ears, but I like walking with her so I’m not going to leave.”

“Ok, since you’re clearly not going to listen to me, Heechul,” Donghae began, looking over to you quickly, “Y/n, will you tell him we need to talk without him being here? Since you two seem so close now, he will surely listen to you.”

You eyed Donghae and Heechul, your face becoming red and your heart racing faster than it ever has before. You didn’t know what to do, what to say, who to side with. Obviously, you wanted Heechul to stay since you felt safe with him, but at the same time, you knew if you sided with Heechul, Donghae will do something to you. You looked down at the ground and bit your lip before responding, “H-heechul... I’ll c-c-catch u-up with y-y-you l-la-lat-later ok?”

Heechul stared at you with disbelief, wondering if you really meant what you said. He looked from Donghae to you, seeming to be hesitant at first but shook his head and started to walk away. You breathed out sharply, preparing for whatever Donghae was going to say or do to you. Donghae was silent for a little bit, staring at you as he listened for Heechul’s footsteps to get quieter. When he felt like Heechul was at a good distance, he grabbed your chin and tugged your head up, making you look into his eyes.

“Go back to the hotel, you’re not going to eat with us today. You screwed up, ok, this was all you. I told you-you need to get my permission to go anywhere and I know you were planning to distance from the group with Heechul. You are disrespecting me and what I tell you to do which makes me fucking mad. Get out of my sight before I give you a slap to match the one on your right cheek,” Donghae said, whisper-shouting at you with anger.

“Why are you acting like this?” You shouted at Donghae, feeling a sudden burst of anger fill up inside of you and release at him, “you are being so rude!”

“Because of you and your fucking obsession with Heechul, it makes me fucking mad. Plus, you never listen to me, no matter what. I told you I was done being Mr. Nice guy and you need to deal with it. You’re not a princess, I’m not going to be all sweet anymore, I am done! I’ve already told you all this yesterday, so there’s no need to repeat myself. Go back to to the hotel, stay there and rethink what you’ve done. I’m done talking now,” Donghae said and quickly turned around, leaving you all alone on the sidewalk with tears falling out of your eyes. You suddenly sobbed loudly, a huge wave of sadness overflowing inside of you. You cupped your face and felt all your tears spill into your hands, the tears making their way in between your fingers. You moved to the store’s wall and leaned against it, sobbing as you rethought all of Donghae’s words.

You wanted him to be like how he was when he came into your bedroom that one day. Where he was all sweet and complimented you and seemed like he actually liked you. Where he would apologize when he would be mean. But he just snapped and you didn’t like it at all. It seems like he has no boundaries anymore, nothing that will tell him it’s enough. He’s at that stage where if you don’t listen to something little he tells you to do, he will hurt you. You were scared, you were frightened and you just wanted to go back home. Go back to living a normal life at your parent’s house, watching your favorite kpop bands, smiling at the Heechul poster’s on your walls and laughing at the jokes Suju would say on variety shows. You hated all this, having to pleasure Donghae and him yelling at you when you would speak a word to Heechul. You wished you didn’t accept the offer.

But you knew if you were to turn back, Donghae will keep his word and spread rumors about you. At this point, you only felt safe with one person and that was Heechul. When he stared at you longingly, it seemed like he knew something. It seemed like he had a feel for what was happening and it seemed like he wanted to help. Maybe he was the one that could help get you out of all this...

To be continued

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic - pt. 14

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long

This part includes: Getting settled into the hotel

After having to sit still for an hour and being constantly watched by Donghae, the plane finally landed. Heechul quickly left his seat and grabbed his suitcase as if he was in a hurry. You went at a normal pace, grabbing your suitcase and walked down the aisle, but behind you, it sounded like Donghae was going as quick as he could to be behind you. When you exited the plane, you checked over your shoulder and saw that he was in fact, no joke, chin to your neck close. You bit your lip and looked away before hurrying out of the plane’s perimeter with discomfort.

When everyone got through all the crowds of cheering fans and got divided equally in each of the cars, you all were on your way to going to the hotel SM picked for all of you. You had to sit in the middle row, on the left side window next to Donghae. Dara was to the right of Donghae, and Eunhyuk, Sungmin, and Siwon were behind you all. You felt calm at that point, well... a little calm, because Heechul wasn’t there trying to talk to you only for you to become nervous by each second. But, Donghae was beside you and he’s been giving this angry vibe all day today that made you uncomfortable. Ever so often, you would look to the side of you to see Donghae glancing at you with anger still in his eyes. You would flinch away and try to distract your mind by the scenery outside.

Eunhyuk was the chatting one in the car, asking you all questions, suggesting games you could all play (only for no one to participate) and poking the back of Donghae’s neck occasionally. Sometimes Donghae would turn around and snatch his finger while letting out a “Yah!”.

After what seemed like 15 minutes of driving, the driver pulled up to this pristine looking hotel. The building seemed like it was made of marble and there was bright green plants surrounded it to compliment the colors. There was also golden lining to the windows and guards standing at the front doors with wrinkle-less clothing. You all stepped out of the car before grabbing your suitcases and was directed to follow one of the guards. The other cars arrived just as you all were entering the hotel, Heechul’s voice prominent as everyone shouted out how beautiful they thought the hotel was. 

You all waited in the lobby as Super Junior’s managers talked to the people at the front desk and got all your room keys. The two other groups came and joined you all in the lobby, squishing into couches and booting each other off. You were stuck in between Sungmin and Eunhyuk, Donghae ending up at the end of the couch with Dara sitting on the arm rest. Heechul sat on the glass table in the middle of all the couches, with Taeyeon by his side, and Siwon, Kangin, Ryewook, Leeteuk, Yesung, Shindong and Kyuhyun all situated themselves amongst the two other couches. 

“This hotel is so beautiful,” Eunhyuk exclaimed, looking around with bright eyes.

“Yeah, we’ve never been in any hotel as fancy as this,” Kangin responded before looking at everyone, “do you have any idea as to what we did to deserve this?”

“Well, we’re here for a variety show so maybe the managers of that show set this all up for us to film in,” Leeteuk said as he looked on to everyone at the front desk.

“In something as fancy as this?” Kyuhyun asked.

Leeteuk shrugged and watched as one of their managers walked over towards everyone. He had a bunch of room keys in his hands and a man behind him had two suitcases. He then began to distribute the keys, starting from Eunhyuk and went the opposite way of where you were sitting. When he gave Sungmin his key card, you looked into the manager’s hands and realized there was no more. You didn’t have a key card. You looked around and saw that Dara and Taeyeon didn’t have one either. But they were clearly staying in the same room as their boyfriends. So... whose room were you staying in?

“I... I didn’t get one,” you said quietly, looking up at the manager to see he peered down at you.

He then looked over at Donghae and Donghae said, “and you won’t get one. You’re sharing a room with Dara and me.” You breathed out, relieved that you at least weren’t going to be sharing a room with someone you weren’t close with. 

The guy with the suitcases placed them on the table and opened them up to show it was filled with cameras. He began to distribute them amongst everyone, except you and told them they all were to vlog themselves during the trip. You felt a little panicky since you didn’t want to be caught on camera and for all the fans to ask who you were. You started to mentally plan out where you would hide, what disguises you would wear and how to avoid the camera at all costs. But, your plans were interrupted as soon as everyone got up and went to the elevators.

The elevators soon were jammed pack with everyone. Shindong and Kangin, who were in the back, were yelling at everyone to move and as soon as someone would move, two different people would yell at everyone to move. You tried to stay silent, though, even though your face against the elevator wall wasn’t quite comfortable. Luckily, the elevator ride up to the third floor wasn’t long. Everyone rushed out of the elevator with sighs of relief from being crammed up together. Eventually, everyone recovered and eyed their keys, the staff of the variety show they were going to be on was already there and helped direct everyone to their rooms. You looked to your right and saw Donghae and Dara walking side by side to the end of the hallway. You staggered behind, your suitcase dragging on the floor behind you as you tried to rethink your plans of hiding from the cameras.

When you three arrived, Donghae slid the key in the slot and opened the door. Dara entered behind him and held the door open for you to come in, surprisingly not dropping the door on you like she did at the mall. The room was big but not huge. There was two queen sized beds, a table with a TV to the right and right when you enter, the door to the left leads to a bathroom. Donghae and Dara both decided to occupy the bed closest to the door, so you moved to the other bed that was yours by default. They began to unzip their suitcases and unpack their clothes into the drawers of the dresser the TV was sitting on. Dara grabbed a dress and walked into the bathroom, saying she’s going to change her clothes and closed to door to leave you and Donghae alone. 

You looked over at Donghae, seeing he was looking through his suitcase that was nearly empty. You grabbed the zipper of your bag and started to unzip your suitcase before you suddenly felt Donghae’s hand grab you. You looked up at him, seeing his eyebrows were furrowed as if you were doing something horrible. He then let go and started to tear the covers off the bed you thought was yours. He pushed your suitcase off the bed and bundled the blanket up together in his arms. 

“Grab two pillows,” he commanded before turning around and opened the room’s door. You eyed him with curiousness, wondering what he was up to and why was he stealing your blanket. You decided to not follow his command and walked out, seeing he was spreading out the blanket next to the right wall of the hallway. 

“What are you doing?” You asked, watching Donghae as he whipped his hand at all the wrinkles in the blanket. He stood up straight and looked over to you, seeing you didn’t have any pillows in your hands.

“I told you to grab two pillows,” Donghae said with slight anger. He stormed past you into the room and fetched two pillows. When he came back out, he threw them down on the blanket and kicked at a crinkle in the blanket. 

You repeated yourself, watching his foot as he tried to straight out the blanket more, “Donghae, what are you doing?”

Donghae gave an angry sigh before looking over at you, “you’re sleeping out here. You seriously thought you would share a room with Dara and I?”

What... sleeping out here? In the hotel’s hallway? Kyuhyun was staying across from you guys so if he were to come out and see you, wouldn’t he be weirded out? Excluding his feelings, you didn’t feel good about sleeping out in the hallway. No one comes to a hotel and has to sleep out in the hallway, that’s just weird and abnormal. The ground would be hard and you would practically be out in the open. Was Donghae joking? He had to be...

“Are you serious? There are two beds in the room,” you said, a little bit of annoyance in your voice. You couldn’t take him serious. He lifted up one of his eyebrows and folded his arms across his chest.

“I’m serious, you can’t be caught on camera and there’s camera’s surrounding the room. Also, since I’m not even close to being your bias or anything, what’s the point of you being close to me? If you want, you can move your bed over to Heechul’s door, I know you’d probably enjoy sleeping by his room,” Donghae snapped at you.

You gasped, disbelieved by how much Donghae’s behavior changed ever since you and Heechul talked on the plane. Could you not even say a word to Heechul without Donghae getting annoyed? What did the word ‘freedom’ mean to Donghae?

“You are kidding, you understand you are forcing me to sleep in the hallway, on the ground, right?” You told Donghae, wondering if anything you’d say would snap him to his senses.

“Yes, I fully understand that. And you should too. Look,” Donghae said before he came in closer and whispered in your ear, “ever since I realized your feelings for Heechul will never change, I decided I should just treat you like who you really are to me. You’re a prostitute to me, a girl I have sex with and give money in return. I’ll be treating you like who you are from now on, so get use to this.”

“What the hell Dongh-,”

“And don’t think about returning back to your parents because if you do, I’ll tell all my fans shit about you and trust me, you’re going to wish you didn’t ever try to disrespect my commands after I do so,” Donghae growled under his breath and looked back at you with a glare.

“Why are you suddenly being like this?” You stammered, shocked by how rude Donghae was being at the moment.

“I was only sweet because I thought you liked me, I thought you liked me more than Heechul but obviously not so I wasted all my time being sweet to you and I’m done doing that. Everything I said and did for you was a lie. Let’s just have the relationship you signed up for. You pleasure me, I give you money, that’s it. No being sweet and acting like we’re friends, no more complimenting each other. Nothing like that anymore. Ok?” Donghae whisper shouted in your ear before looking up and seeing Dara come out of the room. She looked over at you and Donghae before eyeing the blanket on the ground.

“What’s going on?” Dara asked, looking very confused. You looked at her, wondering if she heard anything, yet she looked as if she just came out right when Donghae stopped talking.

“She’s sleeping out here, she can’t be caught on camera,” Donghae said, totally excluding his other reason as to why you were out here. He then walked away from you and told you two he was going to get dressed into something new also. Dara stood at the doorway, looking over at you before walking up next to you.

“I can get you a room if you’d like,” Dara said with almost a whisper. You looked at her and gave a weak smile before shaking your head.

“No, it’s fine... I’ll... I’ll be ok,” you said before feeling your eyes starting to sting. You wiped them quickly and looked towards the door, remembering that your suitcase was still in the room. “Dara... uh, could you get my suitcase for me? Donghae might be changing and I don’t... want to walk in on him doing that.”

Dara was silent for a little bit before she nodded and walked into the room. She quickly came back out with your suitcase rolling behind her. She handed it over to you and gave one last look to the blankets.

“You sure you don’t want me to get you a room?” She asked you, seeming a little concerned about your new bed.

“I’m sure...” you said, almost hesitantly since you truly wanted a room but you were scared to see Donghae’s reaction if he were to find out you got a room. Dara nodded before walking into the room and closed the door behind you, leaving you alone out in the hallway.

You then plopped down on the blanket, feeling the hard ground underneath you and wincing as it hurt when you plopped down. You rubbed your back before pulling down your suitcase by your side. You began to unzip it and looked inside of it for who knows what. You were just rummaging through your suitcase with no intention of getting something. Your eyes began to sting again and your throat started to close up. You closed your eyes as you thought of what Donghae said to you.

It really confused you as to why he was so upset with you liking Heechul. Is his goal to make every fan have him as a bias or something? That would be weird, that’s probably not it. But maybe what he was doing was reasonable. You were a girl who pleasured him for money. No. It wasn’t reasonable to force someone to sleep on the cold ground of the hotel’s hallway when there are better options to where you could sleep. 

You sat on the blanket and fiddled mindlessly through your suitcase for a good 30 minutes before Donghae and Dara exited their hotel room. They both eyed you, especially Donghae who decided to glare while Dara gave a glance. They were dressed in fancier clothes as if they were going out to a fancy restaurant. Not even a minute later, Kyuhyun exits from his room and stepped back as soon as he saw your bed.

“What...” Kyuhyun began, scanning the area of your bed as if this was the most shocking thing he’s ever seen.

“There are cameras in our room, she can’t be seen,” Donghae said plainly before grabbing ahold of Dara’s hand and started to walk away from you. You watched them as they passed you by in a hurry to wherever they were planning to go. Kyuhyun watched them from afar before looking back down at you with the same shocked expression.

“Are you going to tag along for lunch?” He asked.

“Lunch?” You asked, not knowing that they were planning to eat out for lunch, “uh... I don’t-”

Donghae was obviously a good distance to hear Kyuhyun’s question since he was quick to say, “she already ate, don’t mind her.”

Kyuhyun looked from you to Donghae, confused about who he should believe since you made it obvious that his question was abrupt. Yet, he seemed to shrug it off and walked past you and followed Donghae and Dara to the elevators. You looked behind you, seeing that everyone else was coming out of their rooms and also going to the elevators. When Heechul left his room, he so happened to look your way and saw that you were just sitting there. He pointed his finger to you yet Donghae told him something you couldn’t hear. He gave you a final look before walking into the elevator.

There you were, all alone, just sitting there with nothing to do. You didn’t realize it before, but you were hungry at that time. Your stomach grumbled and the rush of hunger hit you. You fell back onto the wall and closed your eyes, sighing out as you tried to take in all that happened. Basically, you had to sleep out here and starve because Donghae is upset Heechul is the one you like and is now treating you with disrespect. Cool, totally the best trip you’ve ever taken.

They were gone for a long time, and when you say a long time, you mean 5 hours. You sat there on the hard ground, twiddling your fingers, checking your phone, playing games on it, then hunted for an outlet to charge your phone when it was about to die. You could’ve gotten up, told one of the staff how you were kicked out, or you could’ve called your parents and asked them to help you get out, yet Donghae’s threat really scared you. If Donghae told his fans anything about you, they’d probably believe it. Even if you were in their shoes and heard Donghae say anything about some random girl, you would believe whatever he said. It was usually like that for all the fanbases out there. So, you were just scared and didn’t want to risk anything that would cause him to spread rumors about you.

As soon as you started to charge your phone and sat back down on your bed, you saw Donghae walking down the hallway with Dara’s hand locked with his. They were smirking, giggling and pushing each other as they walked down the hallway. Donghae didn’t even care to look at you, neither did Dara. They both just went inside their room with a giggling fit and slammed the door shut behind them. You sighed, feeling your stomach let out a loud grumble and you clenched onto it. You were at that point of hunger where you felt sick and weak, craving for at least a bite of something. But it didn’t seem like food was going to come your way anytime soon. You fell back onto your blanket and looked up at the ceiling, your hand resting on your stomach as you thought about everything that happened today.

If you didn’t talk to Heechul, would Donghae be acting like this? Would he be sweet to you like he has been? You bowed your eyes as you heard Dara and Donghae giggle inside the room, their words audible to you. You heard them talking about something Kangin did at the restaurant and giggling their heads off. It was then silent, nothing being said from either of them. You turned your head away from the wall and closed your eyes, not knowing what to do except to go to sleep. It was a long day and maybe this would distract your mind off of your hunger.

You eventually fell asleep and after what seemed like an hour of sleep, you felt something hit your leg. You snapped your eyelids open and looked up to see Heechul standing to your side. He looked down at you, his eyes glistening from the hallway’s lights and his makeup he once had on was all off. He looked so handsome, every feature of him glowing and his pajamas looked amazing on him. You lifted off from the blanket and looked down by your leg to see there was a sandwich. You quickly looked over to him and he put his finger to his lips before walking away from you. Your eyes followed him, seeing that he was walking back to his room. As soon as you heard his door close, you looked back at the sandwich and your stomach growled loudly to it. You snatched it and ripped it out of its plastic covering, chowing it down in what seemed like 3 bites. It was so good as if this was the best sandwich in the world. 

After you swallowed down the last bite of you, you noticed that it was once in a Ziploc bag. From the couple glances you gave the sandwich before gobbling it down, you thought about it and realized that it looked homemade as if someone made it for you. Did Heechul make that sandwich for you? It didn’t seem like a sandwich he bought from a store or anything.

Your heart fluttered and your cheeks began to feel hot. You gave a little smile down at your blanket as you thought about Heechul making this sandwich for you. That’s really sweet of him if he did. It was also really sweet of him to realize you haven’t eaten anything in hours. Yet, Donghae probably told him you ate already. How did Heechul even know you were hungry? You curled your knees up to your chest and wrapped your arms around them, looking forward at the hallway’s end as you thought about an answer.

You were soon distracted by Donghae’s and Dara’s voices again, sounding like they were speaking right next to you. You leaned your ear on the wall and tried to focus on what they were saying.

“Oh yeah, I’m sorry I couldn’t make it that one night you wanted to watch a movie,” you heard Dara say, “I saw the whole set up in your backyard as I was walking to my car, it was beautiful. I feel bad I couldn’t make it.”

“It’s fine, the whole set up was cheesy anyways so you probably would’ve cringed too much,” Donghae said with a laugh before you heard the TV be turned on.

Wait... that one night Donghae wanted to watch a movie. The whole set up was in his backyard. Donghae thought the set up was cheesy. Why was everything matching up with that one movie night you spent with Donghae in his backyard? Could Dara be talking about that same night...?

You gasped as you flinched away from the wall and widened your eyes. Did Donghae set up that movie night for Dara yet she couldn’t make it so he decided to get you to watch a movie with him there? All this time you thought he set that all up for you, but in reality... it was for Dara. 

Even though it was something that should be expected, it hurt. You did think it was sweet, you were happy he did that for you and it made your heart flutter. But it was just a lie. Donghae was right. Everything sweet he said and did before was all a lie...

To be continued

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic - pt. 13

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long

This part includes: Flying to Japan

“What do you mean I have to sit between you and Heechul?” You shrieked as Donghae handed you the plane ticket. He eyed you up and down before crinkling his eyebrows.

“What’s so bad about it? Can you not be this close to me? I thought you hated Heechul since he always calls you sasaeng,” Donghae said to you quickly, quicker then normal.

“I-I...I can be close to you... it’s just, why won’t Dara be sitting by you? And with Heechul, why won’t Taeyeon sit next to him? Why me?” You whined before hearing the worker at the front desk say the plane is now boarding. Donghae ignored what you said and started to walk over to the line with his suitcase dragging behind him. You sighed out and stomped behind him, just wanting to get on the plane and fall asleep. It really weirded you out how you guys weren’t taking a private jet or at least were in first class. Since all of Super Junior and Dara and Taeyeon were famous, isn’t that expected?

You shrugged and gave your ticket to the lady at the front desk before following Donghae. All of you guys were the first ones to board, with the flight attendants guiding you down the obvious path into the airplane. Donghae was the first to enter the plane, greeting the plane driver, with you following behind. A flight attendant that looked like a model smiled at Donghae as she asked to see where he was sitting. She then nodded as she eyed his ticket and lead you all down to the rows where you all were going to be sitting. It was weird since whenever you flew the plane before knowing Suju, no flight attendant helped you find your seat. But then again, they are famous so this must be a “celebrity benefit”. 

She led you to the middle of the plane and gestured towards the row of three seats where you were going to spend about 2 hours of your life trapped between your bias and your bias wrecker. Great. 

Donghae handed his suitcase to the lady before scooting to the window seat. You did the same but sat in the middle seat and huffed out as you waited for Heechul to sit next to you. He was still far down in the suju/Dara+Taeyeon line, the second to last after Shindong. You breathed out and tried to think of how to be a normal human being when he arrived. But, you suddenly felt Donghae’s hand land on top of yours, squeezing you a little bit.

“Don’t tell me you are going to have another episode like you had at lunch a couple days ago,” Donghae said, looking into the side of your face with a small glare. You looked over at him and swallowed sharply before responding.

“I-I-I won’t,” you stuttered before seeing Heechul was getting closer. He was looking studying his ticket, looking up at the seat numbers and started pointing at each of the numbers until he landed on the row number Donghae and you were sitting at. His face lit up and he gave you a wide smile as if this was the most exciting thing he’s seen in his life.

“Hey, I’m by Sasaeng and Dong! How about that?” He said very loudly that the flight attendants at the front of the plane looked back at him with shocked faces, “Bye Taeyeon, seems like you are across the plane from me.”

Taeyeon was behind him, looking up from her ticket and looked at the row numbers to see she was at the right side of the plane, while Heechul was going to be on the left. She sighed and shrugged, “at least I don’t have to listen to you nag the whole time.”

“Whatever,” Heechul chuckled, finally reaching his seat and quickly gave his suitcase to the flight attendant that was helping you all. He then slid into his seat and smiled straight ahead before whipping his head over to you.

“Ah,” he said, pointing his finger at you as you tried to keep your eyes forward, “I see the red creeping up on your face. 1... 2...”

“Heechul,” Donghae said with a stern voice. Heechul looked over you at Donghae and laughed, his finger still pointing at you.

“Don’t tell me you can’t notice her slowly growing red. It’s obvious,” Heechul said before looking back at you, “this will be a fun airplane ride, right?”

You felt his elbow lightly jab into your side which made your heart beat even more. You then began to breathe out quietly, well, you thought you were breathing out quietly but as soon as you looked over at Heechul, you noticed he was laughing at you.

“Be quiet, Sasaeng, I can’t concentrate on keeping track of how long it takes you to be fully tomato-faced,” Heechul joked which made Donghae grunt.

“Why are you staring at her? That’s creepy,” Donghae shot back, not even caring to look over to Heechul but instead just looked forward.

“Why are you sticking up for her? That’s suspicious,” Heechul began before looking over to his right to see Dara, “I think your boyfriend has feelings for his maid.”

“Heechul!” Donghae yelled and looked over to see Dara had her earphones in so she didn’t even hear Heechul. Donghae rolled his eyes back and slide in his seat before opening his mouth to speak again, “why would I have feelings for her when I have Dara as a girlfriend? Dara is perfect and someone I wouldn’t ever cheat on.”

Heechul looked from you to him before tilting his head, “are you saying Sasaeng isn’t as good as Dara?”

Donghae shot his eyes over to Heechul before looking over at you, “I mean... yeah. Dara is a celebrity and all, plus she’s beautiful. Y/n is just... a regular girl.”

Heechul widened his mouth and put his hand on your shoulder. You looked over to Donghae to see he was looking at you with a straight face. You crinkled your eyebrows and was about to speak before Heechul interrupted you.

“So Y/n isn’t pretty to you?” Heechul asked, leaning in more which meant he was practically on you. You squirmed in your seat and tried to not freak out at that moment while starting to become mad at Donghae. 

“No,” Donghae said plainly before closing his eyes and folding his arms, “she’s around a 5 outta 10... maybe 4.5.”

What the hell? What was this sudden new Donghae? Why was he being so rude to you all of a sudden? Even though you knew he wouldn’t compliment you in front of everyone, wasn’t this pushing it a little far? You stared at him in shock before sitting your head back in your seat. You looked straight forward but slowly felt your eyes looking down. What he said... it kind of stun. He basically offended you by saying you weren’t pretty at all...Your face slowly started to get back to its normal color and your heart beat started to turn normal. You could feel Heechul’s eyes on you yet you didn’t have any reaction to it this time. 

“I think Sasaeng is around an 8. She’s definitely not that low of a rate,” Heechul said, still trying to carry on the conversation even though both you and Donghae were over it. Donghae gave a loud sigh before opening up one his eyes.

“Should I tell Taeyeon that you called practically called another girl hot? Do you think she’ll appreciate that?” Donghae asked Heechul.

“I don’t think Sasaeng’s hot, I think she’s pretty like what we were originally discussing. Is it wrong of me to think other’s are pretty but have no romantic feelings for them? It’s like seeing a model on a magazine, you think she’s pretty and/or beautiful, but you obviously don’t want to be her boyfriend or husband. That’s the situation now. I think Y/n’s pretty but I don’t want to date her, therefore there would be no reason for Taeyeon to be mad. So, go ahead, tell her. Tell everyone else too while you’re at it,” Heechul snapped at Donghae, not taking his eyes off of him as Donghae closed his one eye.

You gulped and unbuckled your seatbelt, standing up and looked down at Heechul. “I have to go to the bathroom,” you told Heechul as he slowly looked up at you. You didn’t like the intensity that was between the two, plus you had no idea as to what to say that wouldn’t make it seem like you were taking sides.

“We're not supposed to be getting up right now, the plane is about to take off,” Heechul said, eyeing the seatbelt sign yet you held your stomach and wheezed. 

“I need to go badly,” you said as calmly as you could as you talked to your ultimate. Heechul gave in and stood up to let you out. You thanked him before skipping down the aisle and went into one of the bathroom’s, not caring to explain yourself to the flight attendants that stared at you with confusion. Once you entered, you locked yourself inside and ran water into your cupped hands, splashing the cold water onto your face.

You then eyed the mirror and looked back to see the water dripping off your face. Did Donghae really think that? It would be shocking if that was the truth since he’s called you pretty before and all those times you were really talking to each other, it seemed like he... cared about you. Before you entered the plane, he seemed like his normal self. But once Heechul sat down, he instantly snapped. Could it be how you always freaked out over Heechul?

After that one day you all had lunch together, Donghae glared at you the whole time and yelled at you once Dara left. He asked why you were still like that even when Heechul told you off. He asked you why you liked Heechul so much that you’d ignore everything he said to you and continued to like him. He asked you if you liked Heechul more than you liked him which really got you thinking. You looked down from the mirror and put both your hands on the counter. You were living with Donghae to pleasure him for money. But when you thought about it, there is more days you spend with Donghae that doesn’t involve sex, rather than days that do. Did Donghae like it like that? 

No. That would be weird. Ever since you saw all that kinky stuff in Donghae’s bedroom, it seemed like he enjoyed sex a lot. He has also reminded you before on why you were living with him plus he’s dating Dara. Maybe he’s mad that you aren’t pleasing him as much as he may want. But why would he suddenly get mad about that at this moment?

Your head spun and you scanned the countertop as if that had answers. You bit your lip and felt the plane starting to go faster, signaling that it was going to take off. You opened up the bathroom door and went back to your seat, seeing that Donghae’s head was turned away towards the window and Heechul was scrolling through his phone. Heechul quickly got up and let you back into your seat. You buckled your seatbelt and sighed out before letting the back of your head rest on the seat.

“Yah,” Heechul said to you, you not even realizing you started to drift off, “I’m bored, play cards with me.”

You crinkled your eyebrows and looked at Heechul’s hands to see he did have a pack of cards. You blushed, feeling a little shy as you didn’t know how to respond to his sudden request. It seemed like you didn’t have to since Heechul started to deal out the cards equally between you and him. Where did he even get the pack of cards from?

“Let’s play go fish. Even though it’s a simple, original game, I’m the best at it,” Heechul said and placed the rest of the cards on his tray.

You smiled at him, feeling the blush was burning on your cheeks as he stared back at you. You grabbed the stack of cards he put on your lap and scanned them to see you had no pairs. He looked up from his cards to say, “you first.”

“Uh...” you said as calmly as you could, “d-d-do... do you... uh... seven... do you have a seven?”

Heechul chuckled before shaking his head, “I find it funny how nervous you get around me. I love it. Uh, but no, go fish!”

“Oh my god, shut up. I’m trying to sleep,” Donghae said, glaring over at you two and landed his eyes on Heechul. Heechul raised one of his eyebrows before deciding to respond to cranky Donghae.

“I’ve seen you sleep with death metal blasting in your ears, so stop being an ass and chill out,” Heechul snapped back before looking down at his cards, “do you have a 2?”

Both Heechul and you continued to play go fish, laughing whenever the other would have to draw from the deck and sighing when you’d be the one to draw from the deck. Heechul and you played three rounds of go fish with Heechul beating you every time. Afterward, he decided to tell everyone on the plane he won all three rounds and made the Suju members clap for him. Donghae would grunt and glare at you two occasionally but as the time ticked by, he drifted off into a deep sleep. Heechul stacked all the cards evenly with one another and put them back into their case. He slid them into his carry-on bag that was under the chair in front of him. He came back up with an Ipad in his hands and earphones plugged into them. He leaned the Ipad on the seat in front of him and pressed on his settings to pay for wifi. You looked away once he typed in his credit card number and looked over at Donghae to see he was still sleeping, his mouth hanging open and he was breathing deeply. You looked down, thinking he was cute yet you didn’t want to admit it since you were kind of mad at him for what he said about you. It’s just... that didn’t seem like Donghae. What he said didn’t seem like something he would say if Heechul wasn’t around.

“Hey, wanna watch a movie with me? It’s always better watching a movie with someone else,” Heechul asked, elbowing you in the side again. You looked over at him and your eyes instantly shot into his. He grinned at you and grabbed his headphones, untangling them as you didn’t know what to say.

He then handed you one of the headphones, catching your eyes as you looked from him to the headphone. He turned his grin into a smirk and watched as you slid the headphone into your ear. He turned his attention back to his Ipad and clicked on Dramafever. Before he made any more movements, he stopped tapping on his Ipad and looked back over to you.

“I’m sorry for swearing at you at that party,” Heechul said to you, catching you off guard as you didn’t expect him to suddenly apologize. You looked at him with wide eyes before looking back down as fast as you could. Even though it was obvious with what your response should be, you still didn’t know how to say it. He quickly interrupted your thoughts, though, “when Donghae told me you were his maid and just plainly a fan of mine, I realized that I accused you of being something you aren’t. That was really rude of me. I shouldn’t have sworn at you also. I just... don’t like when people use my friends for fame or to get at another member. It’s happened more than you would expect. I just didn’t want that to happen to Donghae and I thought that a random girl being randomly introduced would pull something like that. But, when we all were eating lunch together and I saw how shy and nervous you were, I realized you aren’t a bad person at all. You’re fun to tease and joke around with because I get a funny reaction out of you. Also, I like calling you Sasaeng because every time I say it, I remember how stupid I was for yelling at you. Uh, but yeah, I look at you as a fan I can be casual with and joke around with. I want to talk to you more because it could be my way of thanking you for making me your ultimate and being a dedicated fan. So... please forgive me?”

You couldn’t help but smile at Heechul, seeing that he looked to be telling the truth. The blush on your cheeks was spreading wider throughout your face and your hands began to feel shaky. To hear that from your ultimate was so amazing to you and you couldn’t even speak after he said all that. He then looked away and started to tap on his screen, going to the movie section and scrolled through the movies. You swallowed sharply, knowing you had to respond no matter what.

You cleared your throat and looked at Heechul’s finger, your heart pounding more rapidly than before, “I forgive you... I-I-I... I apologize for... uh, for... seeming, er, su-su-su-supscious... a-a-nd I apologize for... act-act-acting the wa- the wa- the way I.. do.”

Heechul chuckled towards the Ipad and smiled, “no need to apologize for that, the way you act is fun and cute. I love seeing my fans like that, nervous and stuttery. It makes me want to talk to them more and make them feel comfortable.”

You scrunched up your shoulders and looked down as you felt even more shy from what Heechul just said. You wanted to respond again but you feel like that’s all you could say. Luckily, Heechul tapped on a movie and turned up the volume for it to blast in your ears. You shrieked under your breath and held your ear as he quickly turned down the volume, laughing to the Ipad.

“Sorry for blowing your eardrums out,” he said with a laugh. You smiled at him and told him it was ok, seeing that he smiled back at you. The movie started and he got more comfortable in his seat. He reached his arm out and shifted the Ipad so you could see better. You moved a little closer to him since the glare on the Ipad made it hard to see, even when he shifted it around. Just as soon as you got comfortable in your seat, you felt Donghae’s arm reach across you and tug the earphone out of your ear. You quickly looked over at Donghae and saw he was clenching his jaw together. Wasn’t he sleeping just a minute ago? He let go of the earphone and glared into your eyes, seeming very angry for some reason.

“I want you to stop talking to him and stay silent, got it?” Donghae hissed at you with anger popping from his eyes.

Heechul was quick to notice since he tugged the earphone out of his ear and looked over at Donghae, “what the hell man, let her have a little fun. We still have an hour left of this plane ride and you expect her to just sit there?”

Donghae didn’t leave your eyes, just keeping his glare and locked jaw expression on his face, “she’s my maid and I hired her to follow my commands. So yes, I did, in fact, tell her to stop talking and stay silent therefore I do expect her to just sit there. Are you going to continue to argue with me, Heechul, or will you leave me and her alone?”

“Even though she’s your maid, you need to stop being so stiff. We can’t watch one movie?” Heechul continued to argue back at Donghae, making Donghae clench his jaw even tighter. He then looked over at Heechul and sighed out heavingly.

“Shut up, she’s my maid, I can tell her what to do and I told her to stop talking to you. So, Heechul, I don’t know how to say this any clearer but, no movie for her. Got it? Or do I need to repeat myself?” Donghae growled at him. Heechul crinkled his eyebrow before tssking under his breath and went back in his seat.

“Whatever,” Heechul said before grabbing the other earphone and stuck the earphones it his ears. You watched on, looking at the Ipad screen before Donghae dug his nails into your hand. You shot your eyes at him and saw that he was still very angry.

“I said no movie,” Donghae said with an angered tone. He then released his hand from you and dug into his carry-on to get out a sleep mask. He then threw it over to you and eyed you once again, “I’ll let you sleep though.”

Before you could respond, Donghae turned his head away from you and closed his eyes with his arms folded. You grabbed onto the sleep mask and held it up to your face, yet stopped and glanced over at Donghae.

Why was Donghae acting like this?

To be continued

[**Additional blah, just a warning, I was so tired when I made this. Like, I have never been this tired in my life. So, this part may seem repetitive or some scenes may be “all of a sudden” and it’s all because I was so tired. But I have been bad with posting, and I wanted to get another part up. I do apologize for the delay. Again, I’ve been so busy and my sleeping schedule has been wack so a lot of times I’m just so tired. But I’ll try to get back on track!] 

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic - pt. 12

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long

This part includes: Eating lunch with surprise guests

The next morning you woke up to the sunlight beaming down on your eyelids. Birds were chirping and a light breeze whipped across your face. You opened your eyes and saw the cover of the setup Donghae made when you two watched that movie. You then gasped and looked around. It all just hit you then. You sprang up from the bed and covered the lower half of you that was bare. You reached over to your pants and underwear and slipped them on in a flash as if someone was going to appear any second. You jumped off the mountains of blankets and planted your feet onto the grass, looking around to see if there was any sign of Donghae around. There wasn’t. All you could see was trees, the piles of blankets and the tent-like cover, also the projector behind you. You totally just fell asleep butt naked outside. Your face turned red and you ran into the house, seeing that Donghae’s car was parked outside. He must be inside. That made your palms sweaty and your heart pound against your chest. You don’t know why but you were embarrassed about last night. You didn’t want to face him and act like all that happened last night didn’t actually happen.

When you opened the front door, you saw Donghae and Dara sitting in the living room, the TV was off and the house was silent. They both looked back at you as you entered, closing the door softly behind you before you bowed and raced towards the stairs.

“Y/n.” You heard Donghae’s voice call you in a stern tone as if he was angry with you. What did you do now? All you did was wake up and race through the house. Wait, is running in this house banned? No... you ran away from Donghae when he tried to do it with you in the dining room. But why else would he be angry with you?

Wait... did Dara find out about last night? Was he angry that you didn’t do anything to hide it? If so, what the hell. You were sleeping the whole time so you had no control on what to say or do. If he was truly angry at you, then you were angry at him. 

You stepped into the living room and looked at both of them, noticing Dara’s expression wasn’t angry, neither was Donghae’s. They both looked normal, it was just his voice that made you think he was mad. He gave a look to Dara before opening his mouth to speak, “we’re all going out for lunch with a few other people. Get ready, we’re leaving in 5 minutes.”

Um what? Why exactly did you have to go? You would think Dara would want you to not be there since she hated you, yet now Donghae was telling you you were to have lunch with them and some other people? Wouldn’t the smart idea be hiding you and if you were exposed, you could then act as a maid, other then dragging you to places and the chance of you being identified as your true self, is higher? Donghae’s way of thinking wasn’t the best but you weren’t about to decline his command. You went upstairs, washed your face, ran to your room to get dressed into something new and went back downstairs. How was Dara not questioning why you were outside? Also, how is it already lunch time? So many questions.

You all instantly left as soon as you went downstairs. You sat in the back of the car and looked out the window as everyone was silent on the way to wherever you were having lunch. It was odd. Usually, couples chatted at least a little as they were in the car, or anywhere. But it seemed like Donghae and Dara rarely talk. Maybe say a couple words to each other but then they’d both go silent. It always seemed like they were fighting, even if they were laughing since, in the end, they would both turn straight-faced. 

Donghae parked the car into the back of the restaurant that looked extremely fancy. Too fancy for what you were wearing. You were wearing just a normal white t-shirt with jean shorts. Maybe you should’ve noticed Donghae’s suit and Dara’s black dress and changed into something to match their appearances. But you were too flustered over last night and the sudden command Donghae gave you that you didn’t have time to think. You swallowed sharply and saw they both opened their doors. You opened your own and hopped out to hear Donghae greeting someone. As soon as he said the person’s name, your heart stopped and you felt your knees go weak. You nearly fell on the ground, having to grip onto the car to catch your breath. You looked up and saw Dara looking at you, yet she didn’t look at you with a glare. She walked over to you and tilted her head a little.

“You ok?” She asked, her voice almost sweet. You looked at her, crinkling your eyebrows as you were taken aback by how nice she sounded. You lifted yourself off from the car and nodded, looking down on the ground as you began to feel embarrassed for what you just did.

“Let’s go over to the others,” she said and started to walk away from you, yet stopped as soon as she saw you weren’t following her. The reason for why you didn’t move was because when you looked back, you, in fact, saw Heechul chatting with Donghae. Heechul was here. Donghae said his name and he was clearly standing a couple feet behind you. This is no dream or your eyes playing tricks with you. He was here. He was “the few others” Donghae was talking about when telling you to come with. You felt like you were going to be sick, all the flashbacks of the party flashing through your mind. You then felt someone put their hand on your shoulder, gripping it softly to get your attention. You looked up and saw it was Dara. She was staring straight at you with a little confusion in her eyes.

“Are you sure you’re ok? We can drive you back,” Dara said, her voice too sweet and her words to kind to be true. You eyed her, more confusion in your eyes then there was in hers. Why was she so nice all of a sudden? What happened to her thinking you were useless? What happened to all those glares she was giving you? What the hell was going on? Before you could answer her, you heard Donghae call her name and yours. You widened your eyes and breathed rapidly as you knew Heechul was looking your way.

“Here,” She began and grabbed your wrist, “let’s both walk over to them. If you feel sick just let me know.”

You looked at her and was about to respond but she looked away and moved you along with her over to them. As soon as you laid eyes on Heechul, you gasped and hid your face with your hand. You heard someone chuckle yet you were far too scared to check. Dara then stopped and greeted both Heechul and the other person who was Taeyeon from SNSD. Why was she here? Ah, no time to think about that. Heechul was literally staring at you! You looked between your fingers and saw not just Heechul but Donghae too, staring at you with little smirks on their faces. You shrieked and turned around, Dara’s hand releasing her grasp on you. You uncovered your face, but just as you did you saw a tall, strong looking man in a suit charging towards you. You yelped and ran a couple feet behind Donghae, not having any idea as to what was going on. Heechul looked behind his shoulder at you and laughed.

“She’s all jittery, did you take any drugs before you came here?” Heechul legitimately asked you which made your face turn into a red bulb you’d put on a Christmas tree. 

Donghae tssked and looked at you also, “no, I don’t know why she’s acting like this.”

The tall man then stopped next to Dara and put his finger to his earpiece before speaking up, “ok, we cleared the space for all of you, yet they might crowd in any second. Just follow close behind.”

Who was going to crowd in? Why was this tall man here? Why did he have an earpiece? What was going on? Nothing was registering in your mind at the moment and you felt yourself breath heavingly. Donghae then reached behind him and grabbed your sleeve, pulling you in front of him and pointed forward.

“Start walking ahead of us, they don’t know who you are so they won’t try to get at you,” Donghae said before giving you a final push. You tried to stutter out a protest yet nothing came out. You gave up and sprinted ahead of the body guard.

When you reached the front of the restaurant, everyone was crowding around it. There was a bunch of girls, women, boys, men, holding their phones in their hands and snapping pictures like there was no tomorrow. You covered your face and ran into the restaurant, hearing multiple people ask who you were. Some people accused you of dating Heechul or Donghae, but then someone else in the crowd would tell them to stop being stupid. As soon as you arrived inside, you looked back and heard everyone screaming, pushing forward to get a closer view of the four stars. Donghae, Heechul, Dara and Taeyeon all huddled closer to one another, grabbing each other’s hands as the bodyguard stood in front of them and told people to move away along with another bodyguard (who magically appeared behind them). The crowd started to close in and they all shouted their names, some confessing their loves for them and complimenting them. The flash on their phones was blinding and Donghae covered his eyes with the other hand waving at them. Some girl dove straight towards Donghae and hugged him, yet the front bodyguard pushed her off of Donghae in a flash. 

Eventually, they reached the door and they all sprinted inside as the bodyguard behind them held the crowd back. Once the door was closed, you could still hear everyone screaming and they pounded the windows to get the idol’s attention. Donghae looked back and gave one last wave before looking towards you.

“Made it in safely?” He asked you, walking by you as a host lead you all to a table.

“That’s my question for you,” you said, looking at him with wide eyes as you tried to imagine how he felt out there. He chuckled and slide into his seat as you all arrived at the table the host distributed menus. You looked around as if you were lost. Were you suppose to sit by Donghae? You felt like if you did, Dara would glare at you and you’d feel bad for doing that after how sweet she was being. Dara passed you by and sat right next to Donghae, interrupting your thoughts. Heechul and Taeyeon took the seats on the other side. Both sides of the booths looked like they could fit three people yet your heart raced as you stood in front of the table, not knowing which side to sit on.

Either sit on Donghae’s side and have the chance of Dara glaring at you or sit by Heechul which you knew that wasn’t physically possible for you to do. Taeyeon was sitting on the inside so you’d have to sit next to Heechul while Donghae was sitting on the inside and you’d have to sit next to Dara.

“Aren’t you going to sit down?” Heechul asked before patting the seat next to him. You gasped, feeling your hair stand up straight as you imagined you and Heechul sitting next to each other. You would for sure accidentally spill something on him. Your legs would bounce the table up and down and you would shake furiously to the point they would bring you to the hospital. You felt yourself get sweaty as soon as Heechul patted the seat one more time. He wanted you to sit down there. Heechul... yeah... he, uh, wanted you to... sit there. O...K. 

You tiptoed over to the seat, grabbing the edge of the table and slid as slow as you could to sit next to him. As soon as you sat down, you legs were hanging off the edge of the booth and your back was facing Heechul. You heard Heechul chuckle behind you, yet he didn’t care to say more.

You all ordered your drinks and Donghae ordered Bulgogi to grill on the grill that was in the middle of the table. They all chatted about they schedules and what concerts they were going to be attending while you continued to sit on the edge of the booth. 

Don’t move. You repeated in your head over and over again. You gripped the edge of the seat and breathed out heavingly, closing your eyes as you did so. Just as you took your 20th breath, you heard Dara speak to you.

“Do you feel sick?” Dara asked you, almost whispering but failed to keep quiet as everyone stared at both you and Dara.

What the hell Dara? Can’t you see the guy I’ve dreamt of looking at for 10 years of my life was sitting right next to me? How he casually patted the seat to get me to sit down next to him and I respectively sat down to not upset the one I’ve written multiple fanfics about? Can’t you see the memories of the party flashing through my eyes and how horrified my face is as the word ‘sasaeng’ echoed in my ears? Do you really think this is the time to ask me if I am sick only for me to feel even sicker and potentially throw up on Heechul’s lap and then I’d have to run away to fly to Antartica to forever live as a polar bear? Do I feel sick? Oh my- How about do you feel sick in the brain to ask me such a question at this moment!

“No, I’m fine,” you responded quietly and let go of the edge of the booth.

“How about you turn around then,” Heechul said, grabbing the sides of your body and twisting you around with his own two hands. He was too strong to believe. You suddenly were facing Dara who looked at you with the same confused face. You widened your eyes and stared at her, Dara looking rather uncomfortable then at your expression. Heechul just laughed again and took a sip of his coca-cola.

“What’s wrong with her?” Taeyeon asked, speaking for the first time.

Donghae looking at Taeyeon and shrugged, “I guess she’s just nervous being around so many celebrities. Don’t worry, she usually doesn’t act like this. She’s usually normal...”

“Oh,” Taeyeon said and looked over Heechul to you, “doesn’t look like she’ll go back to being normal today.”

The only thing that’s not normal is how you dressed today, Taeyeon.

“I’m fine,” you peeped out and took a sip of the cold water you’ve hardly touched.

“I figured that a sasaeng would be more comfortable with stars since she does stalk them,” Heechul said and eyed you. Heechul still thinks you are a sasaeng? Oh my god. How were you going to get him to stop thinking that?

“She’s not a sasaeng,” Donghae said to Heechul, his eyes glaring at him before he took a sip of his water, “she’s my maid and there’s no way I would hire a sasaeng as my maid.”

“Doesn’t seem like she’s helping you out a lot today, though,” Heechul said with a sneer before looking at you, “plus, where is your maid outfit?”

Does everyone know about this maid outfit? And why is everyone talking about me?

“What would she need to help me with right now? She spilled on her outfit and I’ve been too busy to wash it,” Donghae responded.

“Stop bothering her Heechul,” Dara said, looking at Heechul with a little glare before looking at you, “let’s just enjoy this lunch without any name calling.”

“Namecalling? I decided to nickname her Sasaeng, that isn’t name calling. Right, Sasaeng?” Heechul said and hit his elbow lightly to your side.

“Uh...” you said but before you could say more, the food arrived.

It seemed like the food distracted everyone since the topic about you drifted off back to talking about schedules. Donghae grilled the meat and distributed it equally. When you reached for a piece of lettuce, Heechul grabbed it before you could and gave you a big smile. You would look away quickly and nibble on your piece of meat as you reconsidered your whole life. You all ate with small talk and eventually the meat was almost gone. Heechul placed his chopsticks on his plate and sat back on his seat, groaning out as he patted his stomach.

“Full,” he plainly said and looked over at Taeyeon to see she still had meat on her plate, “are you going to eat that?”

Taeyeon eyed him before giving him her plate and he quickly gobbled up the meat. He.. just said he was... nevermind. Donghae gave a little laugh before wrapping his arm on the back of the booth, around Dara’s shoulders. He then relaxed his head and looked over to you, giving you a little smile. You looked at him then quickly looked away, feeling extremely nervous around everyone today for some odd reason.

“Ah, I almost forgot, we’re all flying out to Japan this weekend. Our manager said it’s a little trip to film a variety show there. He made sure Dara and Taeyeon’s schedules weren’t full so you two could go too,” Heechul said as he swallowed down the rest of the bulgogi.

“So sudden,” Donghae said with a shocked face, “uh... I mean I have this weekend free and since it’s for a variety show then I guess we have to go.”

“Correct, so pack your bags. He said to gather at SM building on Friday at 5 am then we’d head to the airport at 6, got it everyone?” Heechul said, looking at everyone’s faces except yours.

“I guess, I just have to double check if I’m not busy,” Dara said as she twisted her chopsticks with her fingers.

“Same,” Taeyeon responded as she folded her napkin.

“Ok,” Heechul responded before looking over at you to see you were picking at the wood the table was made out of, “is Sasaeng going?”

You sprang your head up and looked at Heechul with wide eyes. Why would you go with? They had to film a variety show and if you appeared on screen, fans would ask who you were. You were about to shake your head before Donghae responded.

“I don’t know who Sasaeng is, but Y/n is going too,” Donghae responded and looked at Heechul with angered eyes. Heechul chuckled and crinkled up his napkin before placing it on his plate.

“Great, we’ll have fun, Sasaeng,” Heechul said, his eyes peering down on you as he gave you a smile.

You squirmed before standing up and telling them you had to go to the bathroom. You ran to the main entrance and followed the bathroom sign, running as fast as you could as if someone was chasing you. When you got inside, you went straight to the sinks and looked into the mirror, seeing your face was a new shade of red. 

What even happened today? You woke up butt naked, was forced to come eat lunch with Heechul, Taeyeon, Dara and Donghae, then had to run through a mountain of fans, sit next to Heechul, get called Sasaeng by him, then had to go back home to pack for a trip to Japan that all of Super Junior and Dara and Taeyeon were going to be attending. What was your life? 

When you moved in with Donghae, you were expecting to just stay at the house and pleasure Donghae when he needed it. But, you were wrong. You were in the celebrity lifestyle, having to travel with celebrities and eat lunch with them. You never would’ve thought as you were watching Super Junior’s videos on your phone late at night that you were going to be this involved in their lives. But now you were here and you don’t know whether you liked this or wanted all this to stop...

To be continued

[Additional no-, I just want to apologize once again for the lack of posting, I was super busy these past few days but I’ll try to get back on posting. The next few parts are going to be longer so expect that to be coming soon]

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic - pt. 11

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long

This part includes: Netflix and... Donghae (or chill)

It was a week after the whole situation at the mall. Nothing really happened. Donghae was busy with Super Junior stuff and wouldn’t come home until 1 am so you were left home alone a lot with nothing to do. You would think that with how rich Donghae was and how big his house was, there would be a lot of things around his house that could get rid of your boredness. But there really wasn’t. All you did was watch TV, go on your phone, or go into the study room to browse websites or watch videos on the computer. You grew to become very bored and some nights you wished Donghae wasn’t so busy. Even though you knew this would come with living with a celebrity, you just felt like when he was here it was... fun (other than the stressful situations you’ve encountered with him).

There was one night where you were laying on your bed, browsing channels as you normally do, until Donghae knocked on your door and opened it as soon as you said ‘come in.’ Donghae had a suit on and his hair was styled perfectly. He seemed to have some light makeup on and the smell of his cologne spread throughout your room. You eyed him, wondering what he was doing here since you were pretty sure it wasn’t already 1 am. 

“You came home early,” you said, knowing he had to see the curiousness leaking from your eyes. He must’ve since he nodded and looked down at the doorknob before speaking.

“I’d like to spend the night with you. I’ve noticed we haven’t been talking much these past few days and I miss our conversations,” Donghae said before looking back at you, “would you like to watch a movie with me?”

You blinked at Donghae, feeling the redness slowly growing onto your cheeks. Even though you still felt a little angry about Donghae’s behavior towards you when Dara was around, you couldn’t help but melt at his sweet comments. He really seemed like he wanted to hang out with you which was touching. You quickly accepted and got up, walking closer to him as you watched him smile at you.

“What movie will we be watching?” You asked, stopping a couple steps away from him. He shrugged, not leaving his eyes off of you. 

“I’m in the mood for a scary movie, but it depends on how much of a scaredy cat you are,” Donghae responded with a little chuckle and tucked his hands in his pockets.

“Nah, I want to watch the notebook,” you said, trying your best to not crack a smile when he looked at you with wide eyes.

“Uh... alright,” Donghae said, clearly showing he wasn’t up for this romantic movie that Dara probably has forced him to watch many times. You laughed and gave a little push on his shoulder before walking to the hallway. He turned around and watched you as you headed towards the staircase. You stopped right at the first step and looked back at him with a smirk.

“I’m joking. If anyone was a scardey cat, it would be you. You looked terrified when I said the first syllable of The Notebook,” you laughed at him and he looked back at you with a wide smile.

“Hey, I was not terrified, I was disappointed!” He said with a fake angry expression and started to walk towards you with speed. You laughed once again and walked down the stairs as Donghae followed close behind. You led him to the living room that had that very comfy couch, getting ready to sit on it and chill until Donghae told you no.

“I have a better place to watch a movie, it may make you cringe from the cheesiness, though,” Donghae said and before you could respond, he grabbed your hand and led you outside. It was nice that night, the stars twinkling bright and a light breeze blowing across your faces. You could hear crickets and see fireflies wandering around the air. Scratch that, it was really beautiful that night, not just nice.

Donghae led you to the back of his house, going a little far from it to an area that had several trees with a hammock tied between two. But that’s not it. There was an open area where piles of blankets, pillows and what looked like to be a tent cover was above all the blankets to shield out any bugs. [*I honestly don’t know how to describe it, I guess it’s kind of like an umbrella with drapes that surrounded the big pile of blankets and pillows]. In front of all of that was a projector screen and a projector that hung from one of the trees. It didn’t seem like this all was set up within a couple of minutes. This looked like it was set up in an hour, maybe even an hour and a half. It was so beautiful to look at and the piles of blankets looked like the most comfortable thing in the world. There was lights surrounding the area of the whole movie night set up and there was already popped popcorn on the blankets. It seemed like Donghae really wanted to watch a movie with you that night which was... sweet.

“Uh... I guess you could say this is my apology for how I behaved at the mall. I know, it’s very cheesy, but... I guess it was just when you said you’d leave that really shocked me and I just... want you to stay... so this could also help bring us closer to one another and make sure a situation like that never happens again,” Donghae said, seeming very shy when he said that. You looked at him and smiled, noticing his hand still wasn’t letting go of yours.

“I don’t think it’s cheesy, I think it’s sweet. Thank you... Donghae. I... I didn’t know that hurt you when I said that. I’m sorry. But, yeah I agree. Let’s make this a time we get closer,” you said with a smile. He smiled back down at you and added a nod before starting to walk over to the blankets. He grabbed the remote and sat down. You followed him and sat right down beside him, watching as he started to click the remote towards the projector.

“I picked a movie, sorry. But I promise it will be good and scary,” Donghae said and looked over at you to see your eyes were shining from happiness. You don’t know why but the whole situation you were in with Donghae at the moment and how it was finally just you two spending time together made you happy. 

“How dare you,” you said jokingly before scooting back into the pillows and rested your back against them. Donghae soon did the same and started to pull up some covers on him as the movie started. You’d think from a projector, the volume wouldn’t be the best and the quality wouldn’t be that great, but Donghae must’ve bought the world’s greatest projector since the volume was clear and the quality was above HD. Donghae grabbed the bowl of popcorn and set it between you two before clapping both his hands. After he did that, the lights that surrounded you two turned off. You looked at him and chuckled, Donghae quickly noticing your reaction.

“I feel like I’m being super cheesy right now,” Donghae laughed out loud before stuffing his mouth with popcorn.

“No, I’m just amazed at all these high tech things you have around here,” you said before copying Donghae with the popcorn. The movie started and you felt the need to grab covers and pull them on yourself. Once you got settled into your spot, you laid down and watched on as the movie played.

Throughout the movie, there was little jump scares and then there were big ones that made you nearly jump out of your blanket. Donghae would also think that it would be funny to grab you suddenly when there was an intense moment on the screen; which would make you shriek. You tried to do it back but Donghae just jokingly glared at you.

It was halfway through the movie when Donghae started moving a lot under his blanket. He swallowed sharply before looking over at you, watching you as you watched the movie. You didn’t notice at first but as soon as you caught on, you looked back at him. He bit his lip before quickly looking away. You crinkled your eyebrows from slight confusion but a couple seconds after you looked away, he started to scoot closer to you. He scooted so close to you that the sides of your body’s touched. He then moved his lips to your cheek, kissing you deeply which shocked you. You were not expecting he was going to do that. As soon as he pulled back, you looked into his eyes and saw the lust that signaled he wanted you. You didn’t have time to think about anything since he quickly pressed his lips up against yours and brought his hands up to hold the sides of your face. You gave in, pressing your lips with his too and breathing out as soon as he’d pull back a little. He was quick to move to action, reaching down to your pants and started to fiddle with the button. Something inside of you made you want him at that moment. You didn’t know what it was. You never felt this in need to have him. But you wanted him so badly.

You reached down and helped him unbutton your pants. You slid them off as both of your lips locked with each other and you could feel his tongue starting to move into your mouth. He reached down for his pants at the moment and started to unbuckle his belt. He then slid of both his pants and boxers at the same time, seeming very quick at getting undressed at this moment. He then stopped kissing your lips and started to grab your hand, slowly moving it over to his area. You knew at that moment he wanted you to please him first. You’ve never experienced this before since, again, Donghae was your first and you haven’t done this with him. Yet, in the pit of your stomach, you felt all tingly and wanted to feel the sensation of him in you again so you grabbed at his dick and held it before moving up and down. He didn’t take off his hand from yours, moving along with your slow movements.

“Faster,” he pleaded with a whisper and started to lift up his shirt with his free hand. You followed his command and started to speed up the pace, moving from his tip to the bottom with quick speed. You then started to squeeze it a little harder, hearing a little moan escape his mouth. You continued on moving at this pace, looking up at him to see he was looking straight down into your eyes. You could feel the lust trickling down his face and onto your body. It was intense at this moment, more lust than what he’s ever had. Suddenly, he grabbed your hand to signal to stop and he pulled a condom out of his pocket. He looked at you as he unwrapped the condom and gave a little smile. In a flash, he put it on and made his way on top of you. He grabbed at your underwear and without any regrets, he slide them off of you and put them to the side with his pants. He then took his dick and slide it into you, not even caring to please you first then go in. You let out a little sigh of pleasure, looking up at him then examined his top he was still wearing. How was he even able to wear a suit and be all comfortable beforehand? You’d think it would be uncomfortable laying down in a suit.

But you didn’t care to think any more of it since Donghae went fast as he did last time. He slid in and out of you and grinded his hips closer to you than before. His legs spread out to push your legs farther apart so you were more open. As soon as he pushed your legs as far as they could go and started to pick up his pace again, you moaned out constantly, feeling his dick pound into your walls that sent sensations throughout your whole body. You lifted your back off from the blanket-bed and grip the sheets to your sides. Donghae pulled himself down to the point yours and his stomachs touched and moved in sync. He placed his lips lightly on yours, still giving you space on your lips to moan out. His pace started to slow down as his main focus went to kissing you. His hands went up to your face and he gripped some of your hair that was sticking to your face as you felt him getting harder inside of you. It was to the point where he stopped that he flipped off of you and started huffing besides you. Yet, you didn’t feel complete. You wanted more so you turned over to him and went on top of him, holding onto his dick and slid it into you. He moaned out your name and grabbed the sides of your stomach, also pulling you down on him. You then started to gradually move up and down, not going as fast as he usually did but still felt the sensations he would give you going fast.

You switched off from moving up and down to moving side to side as he was fully inside of you. This position felt really good to you, the sensations roaring in your body and making your legs shake from the feeling starting to be too much. The noise of you two meeting contact as soon as you slid down filled the sounds in the air and the wetness from you started to leak onto his body. You then gained speed and moved up and down on him as your arms held his legs behind you. He didn’t let go of the sides of your stomach, whispering your name and winced his eyes as you went faster. You then let out a frenzy of moans and said his name in between them as he helped you slid up and down. He started to pump in and out of you and you stopped as soon as you felt him take over. You lifted yourself off of his legs and went forward, your body laying on top of him and listened to him as his breath grew rapid and the sound of your bodies clapping together once again filled the air. 

“You... feel s-s-so good... Y/n,” Donghae said with a moan escaping his mouth. You lifted your head off of his chest and reached his lips with a kiss, his lips automatically kissing you back. His hands then reached down towards your butt and started to squeeze it as the pace of him sliding in and out of you continued. This time, you stuck your tongue into your mouth and felt for his own, wiggling it on top of his. It wasn’t long since you two were kissing like that when he then pulled back and pushed your back on the bed, going on top of you as fast as he could and slammed inside of you with no warning. You nearly shrieked from the sudden impact, feeling the bones of Donghae’s legs piercing into your legs. He moved really fast into you, pounding into your walls once again and started to hit a spot that sent fireworks throughout your body. You gripped onto the covers and started to wiggle your legs as it got to be too much. 

The blankets started to twist around and got caught up between you two, gripping onto the sides of your body like Donghae’s hands once were. He grabbed your legs and stretched them as far as they could as he kept grinding into you. Everything seemed to get fuzzy in your stomach and the fireworks just kept going. Your heart raced faster than it has before and your breathing was so fast that you felt like you were running out of breath. You then started to hit Donghae’s stomach very lightly, telling him that you couldn’t do it anymore. He didn’t listen and he rather picked up his pace even more as if that was possible. He started to moan out a lot too and grinded his teeth together, the sweat forming on his face in seconds. He then said your name one last time before slamming into you and pulled out to fall on his back. 

You just laid there, breathing in and out loudly and felt your body shaking as the sensations rocketed throughout you. You felt very wet and sweaty, also extremely tired at that moment. You wanted to put on your underwear since you felt weird just laying butt naked outside, yet you were so tired too. Your eyes slowly drooped down and you felt your body get weak, automatically falling asleep in a blink of an eye. Donghae soon recovered, breathing at a normal pace and his heart slowing back down to it’s normal pace. He sat up and looked down at you, smiling as he caught you asleep. He pulled off his condom, putting it back into the wrapper then put back on his boxers quickly before grabbing the covers he was using when you two were watching the movie. He walked over to you on his knees and covered you with the blanket. When he looked down at you, he couldn’t help but smile down at you again. His eyes twinkled and his heart started to speed up as he continued to look on. He then got under the covers he put on top of you and huddled up next to you, looping one his arms under your head and placed his other arm on your stomach. He shut his eyes and you two slept the whole night outside, the movie still playing as you two fell into your dreams. 

To be continued

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic - pt. 10

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long

This part includes: Shopping with Donghae and a “special” guest

The rest of the day, Donghae never came back. Even when it turned pitch dark outside and the stars started to come out, there was no sign of Donghae. You wandered down to the kitchen and found a snack to eat, not knowing if you could cook something without Donghae getting mad you were eating his food. But you did live with him so didn’t that give you a right to eat out of his and now your kitchen? You were too scared to risk it though so you just ate your snack as slow as you could to stop the hunger that made your stomach shriek. You went the whole night just curled up in your bedroom, holding your stomach as it let out sounds every other minute. 

You somehow fell asleep again while watching TV and grasping your stomach as it would let out another gurgle. You were woken up abruptly by a man’s voice. At first, you were frightened, always thinking that it was Heechul. When Donghae knocked on your door the night before, you thought it was Heechul. When you heard Donghae in the kitchen, you thought it was Heechul. Now you think this man’s voice, who sounds just like Donghae, was Heechul. Heechul seems like he could never escape your mind. 

“Get up, we’re going somewhere,” Donghae said, patting your leg until you opened your eyes and met his own. You crinkled your eyebrows, rubbing your tired eyes as you tried to adjust to the situation. Donghae repeated himself before walking out of your bedroom and shut the door behind him. At first, you just laid there, not fully taking in what Donghae just told you. But suddenly you became alerted and jumped off your bed to change into new clothes. You accidentally fell asleep in the clothes you wore yesterday. Man, ever since you moved in with Donghae your sleeping schedule has been wack. 

You quickly changed into a new outfit and left your room in a hurry, not caring to close the door behind you. When you walked out, you saw Donghae downstairs, waiting by the doorway while playing with his car keys. You gulped, remembering the whole situation yesterday and how curious you were about if he was dating Dara. You wanted to ask him as soon as you got downstairs, yet something inside of you told you to not question it. When you approached him, he eyed you up and down before opening his mouth to speak.

“We’re going shopping with Dara today. She wants me to prove to her that you are just my maid and not a girl I’m hooking up with. So, I expect you to be a good girl and act like you are my maid. If you ruin this, I swear on my life I will ruin you. Do you understand?” 

You gulped, not exactly knowing what he meant by “ruin you”. Was this another “I can punish you” situation? Should you back out of it? Yet, when you looked into Donghae’s eyes, he looked like he wasn’t taking no for an answer. He glared at you, not showing any sign of his sweetness he had yesterday. He looked almost evil as if he came back as your hater. You looked down at the ground and nodded, not wanting to look into his eyes at the moment. You then saw his feet move away from you and his hand open the front door. You looked up and followed him, yet he didn’t even care to hold the door open for you. Instead, he dropped it right on your face which made you fling back a little. You stared at the door in shock, wondering why he was so mad at you. You should be the mad one. He never told you about his relationship with Dara. He is forcing you to be something you aren’t. He has no right to be the mad one. You gripped your fists and huffed out your anger. 

When you looked outside the window that was to your left, you saw Donghae staring back at you with an eyebrow raise. You knew you couldn’t decline. He would find his way to get you to come with. You sighed, feeling defeated yet still frustrated. You opened the door and followed behind him, seeing he was leading you to a car that was already running. He opened his door and sat down in his seat. You went around the car and was about to open the passenger door until Donghae told you to go to the back since someone was sitting there. You couldn’t see who was in the passenger seat since the windows were tinted almost black, but you assumed it was Dara. When you hopped into the back, you, in fact, saw Dara sitting in the passenger seat, just staring ahead with a straight face.

Donghae backed the car out and started to drive away from the house. When he was on the road, Dara sighed out and looked into the rearview mirror.

“I thought she was your maid. Where is her maid outfit?” Dara asked, looking into your eyes as you stared back at her with wide eyes.

“It’s in the wash, she spilled something on it yesterday,” Donghae responded, clearing his throat as he clearly just made that up in his head. You nodded to add more authenticity to it. 

Dara just looked away and stared straight ahead again. She seemed like she was mad, not only at you but Donghae too. What even happened when Donghae left? You thought with how long he was gone, they would’ve made up by now. Guess not.

It was silent the whole way there. No words were said from Donghae, Dara and definitely not from you. You just sat in the back, all huddled up as you could feel the intensity of the situation smother you. When you all arrived at the mall. Donghae pulled up into a parking spot, parking the car before quickly hopping out. You opened the car door, also hopping out on the same side as Donghae. There was no way in hell you were going to be close to Dara. Yet, your hopes of being distant from her were crushed. As soon as she saw how close you were with Donghae as you all were walking to the mall, she squeezed between you two and clearly pushed you away from him. You stopped in your tracks, looking at her with disbelief. No, you also looked at Donghae with disbelief. You knew he knew what happened yet he didn’t even seem phased by it. How could she do that? How could Donghae not even react? You huffed out, feeling the frustration build up inside of you. You stomped behind them, not caring that the only sound in the air was your shoe stomping.

When you three made it to the mall entrance, Dara and Donghae quickly got masks out of their pockets, putting their disguises on without looking both directions. You felt awkward since there you were, all bare face while these two looked like spies undercover. Or maybe they should be the awkward ones...

You three then entered the mall, this time, Dara slamming the door on your face which made you shake a little from anger. You felt the need to just ditch them and run back to your house. But you had no idea where you were. You didn’t recognize this mall.

Donghae and Dara walked side by side while you staggered behind, watching them with your arms crossed and your eyes dimmed. As you looked at them two walking in front of you, you saw Donghae grabbing onto Dara’s hand and held onto it, Dara accepting his hand holding invitation right away as if her angry attitude was a lie. 

Dara then looked behind her shoulder at you and tssked, looking back at Donghae and said, “why did you even bring her? She’s useless.”

Donghae just gave a little smile and shrugged before they moved along with their hands still held together. Um... excuse me but what? You thought, disbelieving that she practically just called you useless. No, she did. She flat out called you useless. What a... what a...

You watched their hands with even more boiling anger. How could she say such a thing? How could Donghae just smile about it and not yell at her for being rude? What... what... even happened. You were in such disbelief that you stopped right in the middle of the mall, just standing in the while people passed you. Donghae and Dara didn’t even seem to notice you weren’t there, just moving along to wherever their destination was. 

You just looked on to the ground, hearing people stop or go around you, with the occasional whisper of “is she ok?”. You didn’t feel like you were in your senses. You turned around, looking towards the entrance where there were several benches. You slowly walked over there, just wanting to sit down and not get in the way of everyone who was walking. You sat down on the bench, gripping the edge of it and continued to look down at the ground. 

Suddenly, questions raced through your head. What were you even doing? Why were you even living with Donghae? Why did you even have sex with him twice? Why couldn’t you just go back home, help out your mom with the dishes and chat with your dad about your dad’s day? Why did you have to leave your average life to get involved with this stressful one? It’s been 3 days since you moved in with Donghae and everything is already stressful. This shouldn’t be how it is. You thought it would be calming to live with him. But you were wrong.

“Y/n?” You heard Donghae say from a distance, his eyes wandering left and right before he looked over to where you were sitting. You eyed him for a little bit before looking back down at the ground. You heard his shoes moving closer to you, your heart pounding as the sound came closer. He then stood in front of you and, what you assumed, stared down at you.

“You are already messing up, you know? I told you to play along or else I would ruin you! Did you not hear me?” Donghae said, trying to hold back on yelling since there was obviously people around. You started to feel a little choked up as if you were about to cry. You gripped onto the edge of your skirt you decided to wear today, trying to hold back from releasing any tears.

Donghae must’ve realized since he whispered your name and sat down beside you. You could feel his eyes watching you as you bit your lip and sniffed in a little bit.

“Look, I know this may be hard for you bu-.”

“I can’t do this,” You said, looking up at him with watery eyes. He stared at you, fully registering you were about to cry. He then looked to his right before looking back and gripped onto one of your hands.

“I know this is all of a sudden. I should’ve told you earlier I’m dating her but I thought if I did you would drift away from me. Look, you’ve already got into this. You already have a lot of money from the past two times we’ve... uh. [*he doesn’t want to say since they are in a public setting] Anyways, You are just going to give up because you found out I’m dating her? She hardly comes over, yesterday was a surprise to me even. She wouldn’t ever find out,” Donghae said, looking deeply into your eyes as he watched a tear slip.

“No,” you said with a stern voice, “I am not going to keep this up. I am not going to do it with you while you have a girlfriend. I am not that type of person, no matter if it clears up any debt. Besides, did you not hear what she said to me? I am not hiding myself and acting all innocent with someone like her. That’s not happening.”

“Y/n, I know what she said and I did tell her it was a little harsh, but listen, please don’t give up. Look, you can just stay with me for 3 months. How about that? I can cut your time by a month. Does that help?” Donghae asked as if he was desperate. You looked into his eyes before slowly shaking your head, not wanting to let him win this time.

“No, I am not going to do this anymore. I’ll just... find a job to cover up my debt,” you whispered, looking down as you saw Donghae was slowly getting sad.

“Y/n, I need you. I am not just saying that to keep you from not quitting. I am saying that because I truly need you. I can’t tell you why, not here... not now. But I promise, down the road, I will tell you why I desperately need you. But for now, trust me. Help me out. I will help you out. You need me to help out your debt. A job wouldn’t simply help cover it. But I will.” Donghae said, his voice giving out desperation as his eyes looked into yours. You shook your head but he just gripped onto your hand harder.

“I will make sure ‘she’ never comes over again. It can be just you and me at our house. You won’t have to act like a maid anytime soon. How about that?” Donghae said as he tried to get you to look back at him. You just looked away and stared to your side.

“Why do you need me?” You asked, feeling your tears starting to dry up. He released his grip on your hand slightly and gave out a sigh.

“I really can’t tell you right now. Just... trust me... please?” Donghae pleaded, letting go of your hand yet held his eyes on yours. You sighed out, not knowing what to think other than you thought Dara was extremely rude and that you weren’t sure if you could hook up with Donghae while he was dating Dara. That just felt wrong... you felt... dirty? 

Before you could respond, Dara approached you two and eyed your sitting positions. Donghae wasn’t holding your hand anymore yet his whole body was turned towards you and his eyes were locked. She folded her arms and looked down at you, curiousness and anger shown on her face.

“What is going on here?” She asked with a raised eyebrow, shifting her eye contact with Donghae and you. Donghae got up from you and went to her side to grab her hand.

“She was having a problem and I was just wondering what was up. Let’s go back to the store we were in, ok? I’ll buy you whatever you want,” Donghae said, not even looking back at you as he said that. She gave an annoyed sigh towards you before eyeing you one last time before turning away and started to walk with Donghae by her side. He didn’t even care to look back, just looking straight forward as he walked with her. You swallowed sharply, not wanting to get up yet felt like you needed to for some odd reason. 

Maybe it was the desperation in Donghae’s voice. Maybe it was how tight he gripped onto your hand when you said you would leave. Maybe it was how he said there was a reason why he really needed you and you were itching with curiosity to find out what that reason was. You don’t know but you eventually stood up and staggered far behind them, watching as they held hands again and looked to be talking with one another.

To be continued

[*woah, an additional note! I don’t hate Dara at all. Dara is actually my favorite member from 2ne1, true fact. I am not giving her a bad persona because “I’m a hater”. It’s just a persona that adds more... drama, I guess? To the story. And it had to go to someone. Also, I apologize for the lack of smut since this is a smut series. There are just parts I need to cover up and this was introducing Dara and also showcasing how Donghae treats Y/n around Dara. I promise more smutty parts will be coming up.]

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic - pt. 9

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long

This part includes: Donghae apologizing for what he did

You stayed in your bedroom and just watched TV for a good hour. You curled up and put a blanket on yourself as you tried to not think about what just happened. Maybe it didn’t seem like a big deal to anyone else, but Donghae was just so forceful and seemed so angry at the time that it scared you. You weren’t sure if he was going to hurt you with the kind of expression he had. Even though Donghae said he was in command and would do it the way he wanted, you still had to pull yourself away from him since you wouldn’t let yourself do it like that. You weren’t going to go to the extent where Donghae would hurt you. That would be the last straw.

As you were flipping through channels, your stomach let out a loud growl and it clenched together tightly. You held your stomach, almost forgetting that you didn’t eat at all that morning. You were starving, that’s a given, but you didn’t want to go downstairs and face Donghae at that moment. You just wanted to distance away from him for a couple hours and gradually bring yourself to speaking to him again. 

But as you were agreeing with your own thoughts, you heard a knock at your door. You looked at it, noticing you forgot to lock your door so whoever was at the other side could just fling in. You hopped off of your bed and tiptoed to the door knob, hoping the person on the opposite side of the door wouldn’t hear you. Yet, as soon as you put a finger on the lock, the door swung open and Donghae appeared from the other side. He stopped as soon as he noticed the door was pushing you back and then bowed his head. You eyed him, wondering if he was going to say anything since it looked like he was clenching his lips together. You suddenly noticed the tray he had in his hand and how it had the bowl of good smelling soup on it and a side plate of rice and bread. You gulped, your mouth starting to get watery as the smell pounded into your nose. Your stomach let out a loud roar which you quickly grabbed your stomach and looked down just in case he heard and would stare at you.

But it didn’t even seem like it phased him. He continued to look down, seeming as if he wasn’t ever going to speak before surprisingly opening his mouth and sighed out, “I... I made you breakfast. Figured you would be hungry by now.”

You looked up from the ground, seeing that he was moving the tray closer to you. You looked down at the soup, noticing there were chicken pieces and peas in it. You weren’t quite sure what it was but again, it smelled good. You took the tray slowly and thanked him before turning away to sit on your bed. Yet, as soon as you did, you noticed Donghae was not moving. He just stood there, his hands on both of his sides and his face filled with guilt. You stared at him, not knowing exactly what to say. You can’t just tell him to go away. Yet, you didn’t want to really talk to him at that moment so you weren’t going to invite him in. You didn’t know what to do.

“Can we hang out for a little bit?” Donghae asked so quietly that you wondered if he said exactly what you heard. You eyed him before biting your lip and looked back down at the ground. Without you answering, he stepped in and closed the door. He didn’t start moving towards you until you looked up and wondered what his next move or words would be. He walked towards you, yet when he went to sit down on the bed, he sat far from you. You didn’t know how to feel at that moment, whether you wanted him out or you were too curious about what he was going to do to kick him out. Your mind was all fogged up and your stomach was growling like crazy so you drifted from the main focus and began to eat the soup Donghae brought you. It was good, super good. What even was it?

“I just want to talk to you Y/n...” Donghae said with the same quiet voice that you had to lean in a little to hear him, “just hang out with you for a while. Nothing sexual, no talking about money. Just hanging out and... getting to know each other more. We’ve gotten far with this relationship yet we don’t know a lot about each other.”

You looked at the side of his face, seeing that he was trying to avoid eye contact with you. For the first time ever, you were seeing Donghae being shy. Ever since you met him, he’s seemed like this boosting, sly, smirky guy that finds out how to get his way all the time. But right now, he seemed like a shy, guilty, reserved guy. He did seem truly apologetic with what he did, even if he wasn’t saying it. You felt a little bad yet you looked away to try and not give into his expression.

You swallowed some of the soup and wiped off the corners of your mouth before daring to respond to him, “that’s fine with me. What would you like to know?”

Donghae shifted on the bed, his eyes still not leaving the ground. He smashed his lips together, looking like he was considering what to say before he opened his mouth and spoke, “what do you think about me?”

“Uh...” you responded, staring at him with almost wide eyes. Usually, you would think in your mind how The Lee Donghae was asking you this type of question but now... it’s just Donghae to you. You’ve known him for a couple weeks now and ever since he invited you to that party, you’ve always thought of him as just another person, not some famous K-Pop star. You wanted to tell him that, yet you weren’t sure if he would get offended by you saying you didn’t see him as a star, aka, didn’t see his accomplishments and thinks he just an average joe.

“I think you’re a fun person to talk with. You’ve livened up my boring life, I guess,” you said, trying to not go with the ‘eh, you are just an average person to me’ saying, “I never expected someone like you would talk to me. I remember seeing you on the TV and enjoying all the variety shows Super Junior was on. I would see you and I never would’ve thought I would meet you in real life and be in this kind of situation.”

Donghae finally looked up from the ground and smiled, looking over his shoulder to you. His eyes were sparkling and his smile was wide enough to signal he was happy. He then spoke out with his smile still on his face, “you may not be a star, but I can relate to you. With how beautiful you are, I am shocked that you are talking to me and we are in this situation too. I thought you were scared of me when you left the fan signing, thought I blew it. But now we’re here, living in the same house together.”

You felt your cheeks becoming flustered, not believing that Donghae just complimented you like that. You never knew Donghae was also shocked when you talked to him. You thought that since you were a fan, he felt confident to talk to you as a star and knew he would get good reactions when he talked to you. You thanked him and looked down at your soup, seeing your reflection and studied your face. Did Donghae like you? You thought he just wanted you for sex, yet at that moment it seemed like... no. You couldn’t say it. You didn’t want to think something only for it to possibly let you down. You swallowed sharply and ate some more of the soup to try to distract your mind.

“Uh... Y/n. I want to apologize for my behavior earlier. I shouldn’t have acted like that in front of you. Sometimes when I really want something at the moment, I start to become very forceful. It’s something I’ve been dealing with for a while now and I’m trying to stop. I just hope you don’t hate me or anything,” Donghae said and started to fiddle with his fingers as he waited for your response.

“It’s ok. I shouldn’t have yelled like that. I guess I just wasn’t feeling it at the moment,” you said, stirring the soup slowly with your spoon.

“And that’s totally ok. I should’ve realized that stop means stop. You had every right to yell like that and tell me off. I had no right to act like that,” Donghae said with a sigh before looking up at you, “but... uh, I want to know more about you. What’s... what’s your favorite... color?”

You blinked at Donghae then let out a little chuckle. You were surprised by his sudden change in conversation. It seemed like he wanted to apologize but not go further into the topic.You shrugged and looked towards your TV that was playing the show ‘Happy Together’. “It’s fine, Donghae. I forgive you. But... my favorite color? Now that’s a hard question.”

Donghae laughed and put his two arms behind him to support his new sitting position. He tilted his head towards you and gave you a smile, “you have to answer it.”

“Darn,” you said jokingly which made him laugh again, “hm, I guess it would have to be [your favorite color].”

“Really? I like that color too,” Donghae said as if this was something that shocked him out of his socks, “how about, favorite animal?”

“Man,” you said with a little laugh, “you are asking some pretty hardcore questions right now.”

Donghae smiled back at you and shrugged, “I mean, I hope I don’t offend you by asking such a question.”

“I don’t know, this is really personal,” you responded, tssking your teeth together, “but I’ll answer it anyways, what do I have to lose? My favorite animal is [your favorite animal].”

“Oh my god,” Donghae said with a gasp, “how dare you disclose such information to me. Imagine if the cops were around and heard you say that. Such a bad girl.”

You pretended to look around all worried, going along with this sarcasm that seemed to make you both laugh, “yeah, thank god they aren’t around or else it would be jail time for me. But hey, since we’re on this topic and there are no cops around, what’s your favorite animal?”

You two went like that, asking simple questions and acted like it was a big deal to answer them. You two laughed and smiled with each other, both of your faces seeming to progressively get flustered as the other would ask another question. You forgot all about what happened that morning, not wanting to think about Donghae in that type of persona. You liked the Donghae that was here in your room. All giddy and cracking jokes with an adorable laugh every time you added more sarcasm to your response. You felt like the Donghae that was here about an hour ago was not even Donghae. You felt like this was the real Donghae... and you liked it. You liked this type of Donghae.

It was around an hour since you two started talking again and throughout the time, Donghae moved closer to you and you two eventually were covering your laps with the same blanket. It was getting cold in your room, compared to how hot it was yesterday. Donghae must’ve turned on the air conditioner or something. But as he got closer to you and would laugh next to you, you couldn’t help but smile. Your heart pounded as you remembered your thoughts after the first time you two had sex. How you said you liked him and how you said you wanted him. You didn’t want to think about it but you couldn’t help but to. When you’d look at his face, his eyes would be shining and a wide smile would be on his face. He would look adorable every time he cracked a joke and let out a laugh. It made your heart pound and your face turn even redder. You felt like you wanted to admit how you were feeling, yet at the same time, you didn’t.

It was around the time Donghae asked you what your dream occupation was when you two heard the door knob turning. You shrieked as you watched it twist, not having any idea as to who it would be. What if it was Heechul? Heechul would see you and Donghae sitting together and hate you even more, accusing you of being a Sasaeng as he would run away. You mentally prayed it wasn’t Heechul. The person on the other side wasn’t slow to open the door. They opened the door in a flash and soon enough, Dara was revealed to be opening the door. She stared at you two, especially Donghae and her face completely dropped. She let go of the door knob and locked her jaw, staring straight at Donghae.

“What the hell are you doing. Donghae? I thought she was your maid!” Dara yelled at both you and Donghae. Donghae quickly whipped the blanket off his lap and he walked towards Dara, grabbing both of her hands and looked deeply into her eyes.

“We were just talking about her schedule, nothing more... don’t worry.” Donghae said with the world’s sweetest voice, even sweeter than the one he was using throughout this hour. Dara wasn’t having it though, she just snapped her hands away and started to speed walk away from him. He shouted after her, closing the door behind him and left you all alone.

Yet, when he was chasing as her, you swear he kept calling her “baby.” Your heart stopped and all the blush that was once on your cheeks soon faded. You stared straight at the door, listening to hear more but it seemed like they both left the house.  

There was only one question that was floating in your mind; Was Dara Donghae’s girlfriend? 

To be continued

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic - pt. 8

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long

This part includes: Spending the morning with Donghae

Somehow you were able to fall asleep last night even though you spent most of the time staring at your door, wondering if Donghae was going to ask you to come downstairs. He never did, though. The whole night you heard Donghae, along with everyone else, talk and laugh at whatever jokes were being spread around. You sighed and turned on the TV to a random channel that was playing a show you’ve never seen before. You must’ve drifted off to that because the next thing you knew it, it was morning. You still had your makeup on (well, it was smeared on your face) and your skin felt all gross from the sweat you produced yesterday. You got up and opened your bedroom door slowly, trying to be sneaky just in case someone from last night stayed over.

You tiptoed down the hallway, looking over the ledge to see there was no one there. You heard someone in the kitchen though so you bolted straight to the bathroom where you got yelled at and heart broken by Heechul. It didn’t quite process in your mind as you hopped in the shower, but as you were pouring some of your conditioner you brought from home on your head, you realized that whoever was downstairs could probably hear the shower running. What if it wasn’t Donghae and rather was someone who was over yesterday? What if they opened the door and saw you in the shower? What if it was Heechul and he would only open the door to accuse you of being a saseang again? Your face started to fluster as you thought of it so you scrubbed the conditioner in your head and rinsed off before stepping out of the shower. Since Donghae never offered for you to go downstairs last night, you assumed he didn’t want them to see you so that’s why you want to be so secretive.

You changed into a sweatshirt and shorts that you luckily didn’t forget to bring to the bathroom, and then grabbed yesterday’s clothes. You never got a chance to ask Donghae about the laundry system so you just tiptoed back to your bedroom and threw them on your bed. What do you do next? You were scared to check who was downstairs, but then again, what if it was just Donghae? What if you were being secretive for no reason? You were curious and with that, curiosity won over fear so you began to walk back out into the hallway and tiptoed to the stairs. You put toe by toe on the first step, testing it out to see if it creaked or anything. Heck, Donghae seemed filthy rich so obviously his staircase would have to be perfect and not creak, right? 

Wrong. 

Once you stepped on the first step, a little creak filled the air and made you quickly take your foot off the step. But you heard whoever was in the kitchen, open the fridge and close it to then turn on the faucet. It seemed like they were distracted and must’ve not heard. You dared to put your foot back on the step and this time, there was no dumb sound. You walked down very slowly, wincing your eyes as you silently wished no sound would come out. It was your lucky day since when you reached the last step, no more sounds came out from those stairs. You slowly tiptoed your way to the wall that broke the staircase and the living room apart. You grabbed the edge and pulled your head over, sneaking a peek at whoever was in the kitchen. 

It was Donghae all along. He had a pot boiling with some... you don’t even know but it smelled good, and the countertop had some fresh looking vegetables cut up. To the edge of the countertops, there was two trays with a single white plate on them and a cup. He must be making breakfast for both you and him. You smiled, loving this little act of kindness he was doing. Even though you were here to please him basically, it seemed like he still cared and looked out for you. You then felt a little more comfortable and straightened up your back before starting to walk at a normal pace towards him. As you got closer, you quickly thought of how to approach him without being abrupt. His back was turned towards you and he was stirring whatever was in the pot so he couldn’t see you. You clenched your jaw, daring to walk closer up to him, and slowly placed your hand on his shoulder. 

“AH!” Donghae screamed as the spoon he was holding flung up and spilled some soup on the wall. He looked at you with wide eyes and an open mouth as if he was truly frightened. You apologized quickly and ran to grab a paper towel before he grabbed your wrist to stop you.

“No need to apologize,” Donghae chuckled, “you got me good.”

You smiled and looked down at his wrist, biting your lip as you considered what to say, “didn’t know you got scared that easily. I must look scary.”

“No,” Donghae said, “you don’t look scary. Maybe it was just how somebody suddenly grabbed my shoulder when I wasn’t expecting it.”

You smiled and looked down, feeling the need to apologize again, “sorry.”

Donghae just eyed you before releasing your wrist and started to stir the soup again, you looked around and saw that the soup was still on the wall so you grabbed a paper towel and went around Donghae to start wiping it off. He watched you as you scrubbed the wall. He gave a little smile before looking into your eyes, “there’s a present for you on the table by the way.”

You looked at him, wondering why he got you a present. Is this another shoe situation? If so, you were going to put down that paper towel and glare at him. He must’ve noticed since he sighed and stopped stirring, “don’t worry, it’s not something that you wanted and feels the need to pay me back. It’s really for me but it’s meant for you if that makes any sense. Just go and open it.”

You crinkled your eyebrows, wondering what he could’ve gotten for you that was for him. You kind of felt scared, wondering if it was something “kinky” that he wanted you to wear or use. He eyed you again which made you start moving towards the dining area, seeing that in fact there was a present box waiting for you on the table. You walked slowly over to it, eyeing the perfect wrapping that made you wonder if Donghae wrapped it himself. If so, you wanted him to help you out on Christmas. 

When you reached it, you started to tear the wrapping paper off a little bit, seeing if you could catch a glimpse of the gift before it was fully exposed. Yet, all you could see was a white box. You then sped up your pace and ripped off the wrapping paper, crunching it into a ball and placed it away before opening up the cover of the box. When you revealed what was inside, you were truly and utterly confused. 

It was a maid outfit. But it didn’t look like it was a maid outfit that was short and had belts that connected the stockings and the dress and there was nothing really revealing about it. It looked to be a maid outfit a real life maid would wear. Not a maid outfit made to show your ‘everything’ to him. Donghae moved away from the soup and walked over to you before stopping midway to put his hand on the kitchen countertop. You looked over your shoulder at him, curiosity spilling out of your eyes.

“It’s not for when we have sex, just so you know,” Donghae said blatantly, “it’s for you to wear when I have guests over.”

Why would you have to wear this when he had guests over? Was he expecting you to not only give him sexual favors but to also clean his house? What the hell?

“Uh...” you said, looking down at the outfit before gulping. He walked a little closer to you and touched your shoulder, not leaving his eyes off of yours.

“When I have guests over, I will refer to you as my maid. Heechul saw you walking across the hallway last night and wouldn’t stop asking me about who you were and why there was a girl wondering around my house. So, I told him you’re my maid and everyone now knows you as my maid. So do not, I repeat, do NOT tell anyone that you aren’t my maid or else you will get punished, do you understand?” Donghae yelled, seeming like he was getting angry as if you did something horrible. You looked at him feeling a bit frightened by his angry expression. You bowed your head and looked at the table, knowing all he wanted to hear and see was you nod and agree.

“I don’t remember agreeing to you being able to punish me,” you whispered, feeling the need to say that instead of subjecting to how he wanted you to react. Donghae expressed anger on his face, seeming as if he was about to snap at any second. He quickly released his grip on your shoulder and, in a blink, he pushed you down on the table, bending you over and started to tear down your shorts. You gasped and told him to stop, whipping your hands behind you to hit him but he didn’t listen. He tore down your shorts as fast as he could and reached for your panties but you quickly grabbed his hand. 

“I told you last night that you are under my command and you did agree to give me sexual favors whenever I wanted for me to give you money. So, that’s what I’m doing now, I want you right now and you need to let me because you agreed to this. Plus, I am able to punish you since you are under my command now. Do you not remember saying yes when I told you that? Did your lust overtake your thoughts?” Donghae growled behind you, his free hand grabbing your hair and tugged on it slightly.

“Donghae stop! I do not want to do this right now. Let my hair go!” You shouted at him, removing your hand away from his that was on your panties and reached up to grab his hair.

“Do you want to quit now? After one day of getting started, you want to be done? If so then say goodbye to the money you made yesterday and say hello to your debt that is going to continue to grow every single fucking day,” Donghae said, his hand that was on your panties started to trail down. You released his grip on your hair and tried to reach down to stop him but he was too far down. 

“STOP!” You shouted out as loud as you could, your throat feeling hoarse as soon as you said that. Suddenly, his hand stopped and his fingers released your panties slowly. He let out a loud gasp then fell back into the countertop and widened his eyes as he stared down at the ground. You quickly got up and pulled your underwear up before slipping on your shorts in a flash. You gave Donghae one last look, seeing that he looked truly out of it but you didn’t even care to ask him if he was ok. You ran upstairs, skipping steps and slammed your bedroom door as you grabbed your head in your hands and fell into your bed.

What just happened?

[**Oh look another additional note, so I apologize if this part seems a little confusing or anything (or maybe I’m just overthinking it). But basically, Y/N felt a little stunned by him saying he would “punish” her and felt a little... idk the word... distant? maybe, from Donghae. So with that being, Y/n was obviously not in the mood to get it on but since Donghae was so quick and forceful, that shocked Y/n. This was different from the past two times since Donghae usually asked for consent and he was very forceful this time so it stunned Y/N. No, she doesn’t hate him, she was just stunned and frightened. With Donghae’s shocked reaction, well that will be explained in a future part since there is a big reason to why he was so shocked.]

[**What, really? Another additional note? About my decline of posting these, I apologize that I’m posting every other day. But the reason why I’ve been doing that is because I have been busy and also I try to think of the whole plot of the next part thoroughly. When I created this story, I had several ideas in my mind of different parts but I can’t just jump to those since they are more “endish” parts so it takes me a while to figure out what the “in-between” parts are. So... that’s why there’s been a ‘decline.’ But I will try to post every day from now on]

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic - pt. 7

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long 

This part includes: Tour of the house/you move in with Donghae

That Saturday your mom did go through with the plans to see this house. Donghae had a schedule to finish up that day so he called one of his chauffeurs to pick you two up and bring you to the house. Your mom was very excited and impressed by what Donghae was providing, seeming instantly happy once she got inside the car. She chugged down a whole bottle of this water called ‘Veen’ (which you later found out was $23 water) and asked the driver to blast this trot song that came on the radio. You were embarrassed, looking at the driver with an apology in your eyes yet he never caught on to it. 

When you arrived, the driver opened the door for both your mother and you and then led you two to the front door. He said Donghae wanted you two to just wait for him to come. Your mom didn’t listen any longer, she just galloped over to the softest couch in this planet and swung herself on it. You looked around, looking up at the top floor to see if you could see any signs of anyone else, yet you didn’t. The house was quiet except for your mom’s constant movement on the couch. Maybe it was just Donghae who lived here.

Donghae arrived 10 minutes after you two arrived. When he came into the house your mom exclaimed about how beautiful the house was. Donghae chuckled and thanked her before offering to give you two a tour.

Basically, the run down of the house was when you entered, everything was open. The windows were wall size and tall, completely exposing the inside of the house if the curtains weren’t covering them. If you looked straight, you would see the living room. There was the large, white couch against the right wall (which was also filled with wall length windows) then two mini couches to each side. Then straight ahead of the long living room couch was a widescreen TV that was attached to a white wall that ran to the corner of the kitchen. There was also bookcases aligned against the white wall. Walking forward you would see the silver, black and white, urban looking kitchen. To the left of the kitchen is the dining area that had a long, glass table and 3 chairs to each of the sides. If you loop around the white wall, around the corner would be the spiral staircase that led up to the upstairs. 

When you three walked upstairs, you could all look down over the ledge at the whole first floor. To the right of the hallway was a door. Donghae led you to it and opened it up to reveal it was the room you stayed in that one night. You breathed in sharply as you remembered everything that happened that night, regretting every word and blush you had that night. He then led you to another door in the hallway that was the bathroom he directed you to that one terrible night. There was a doorway down at the far opposite end yet Donghae said that room was getting remodeled and reeked of paint. There was also another door that was by the opposite end, yet Donghae said that was just another study room.

By the first glance, your mom was sold. You were really surprised she was all for it since Donghae said you would be moving in then the next day (his excuse was ‘payment deals’) and you would think your mom would want you to stay a little longer before letting go. As soon as you got home, you packed the stuff you wanted to bring to the house and stuffed a couple suitcases with clothes. At first you never really got time to take in what was happening, but as you were packing up the last suitcase, you stared down at your folded clothes and sighed out. You were going to be living with Donghae for a couple months (he said it would be 4 months), having to deal with Donghae nagging and telling you what to do. Plus, these days he has been making you blush and making your heart race. You don’t know if you were ready to deal with all that for 4 months.

The next day, you hung out all morning with your parents and repeated over and over again that you would answer all their calls and visit weekly. Donghae had another schedule that day so he sent his chauffeur to pick you up again and bring you to your (and Donghae’s) new home. As you were getting into the car, you looked at your apartment building, feeling a little pain in your stomach as you were moving from that building you’ve lived in since childhood. Yeah, you may be with Donghae for only 4 months, but that’s still a long time and a drastic step with moving onto adulthood.

The drive to the house felt longer than usual, more then when Donghae drove you there and when you rode the car with your mom. Maybe it was the fact you were distracted by the other person or maybe it was just plainly traffic, but you didn’t know. You thought about your mom chugging that expensive water and singing along to the radio. You smiled to yourself and deep down inside you wished she was there with you. All your life you have counted on your mom and dad always being there with you, but now you were all by yourself. Obviously, you wouldn’t technically be once Donghae arrived at the house, but you’d probably still feel alone. 

You soon (or what felt like ‘later’) arrived at the house. The driver opened the car door for you once again and helped carry in some boxes and suitcases that were in the trunk. He brought everything to the room where you slept at that one night, signaling that this was the room Donghae has given you. It took a couple trips to the car and room to finally get everything you packed. Maybe you packed too much. You thanked the driver and he left with a bow. As you entered your new room, you put your hands on your hips and sighed as you eyed all the boxes you knew would take a couple hours to unpack. You tied up your hair, put on a loose t-shirt, played some Super Junior music on your phone for the heck of it, and began to unpack everything. 

Song after song went by until it felt like it was 2 hours since you started packing. You fanned yourself with your hand as sweat started to form on your face. It was super hot in your new room, almost unbearable. You wish you could’ve asked Donghae how to turn on the air conditioner. Speaking of Donghae, where even was he? Was he still at his meeting? You wanted to check if he was home so you stepped out of the room and looked around to see the lights weren’t on and it was starting to become dark outside. You walked over to go down the stairs, but before you reached the first step down, you heard a fan blowing to your right. You slowly turned your head, looking over to see it was coming from the room Donghae said was being remodeled. You don’t remember any fan sounds coming from that room before, plus the door was creaked open slightly suddenly. You felt a little scared, wondering if someone other then Donghae was home. Even though you knew you didn’t want to walk over and check it out, your feet moved by themselves. You started to walk over to the door slowly, getting closer to the crack to move your head forward and peer inside to see if there was any sign of life in there. It was dark except for a light that seemed to be coming from the left of the room. You grabbed the door handle, slowly pulling the door forward and dared to look around.

Even though it was dark in the room, there was still a little light outside that shined into the room. There was no one to be found in the room. You looked left and right again before clicking on the lights. You quickly backed up in case someone or something would jump at you, yet nothing happened. You started to move into the room, seeing that it wasn’t getting remodeled or anything. It seemed like it has always been the way it was for a while. The light was coming from the bathroom that you could see had no one in it. You looked to your right to see a huge king bed with navy bedsheets. Yet, what was on the bed made you gasp and back up a little bit. There was a bunch of playboy magazines sprawled around the bed with a gag laying on one of them and a whip could be seen coming out from under his bed. You covered your mouth and fell back into the hallway to only hit something solid. You screamed and turned around to lock eyes with someone familiar. It was Donghae who was peering down at you with raised eyebrows and an angry expression. He reached over you and slammed his door shut, not letting go of the door knob as his body hovered over you.

“If I didn’t show you a room, that should be a sign to stay out,” Donghae growled under his breath, looking you dead in the eyes.

You gulped and shook your head, getting a little scared by his expression, “I’m so sorry Donghae, I-I was just curious. I... I promise I-I-I’ll mind m-m-my own b-b-business for n-n-n-now on...”

“I’m assuming you saw all the kinky shit laying around my room,” Donghae said, still staring at you with the same expression.

“I...I-I did... but I can p-p-pretend I didn’t,” you said, trying to back up but your back hit the door and Donghae came closer to you. His minty breath hit your nose as he moved his face closer to yours, slowly biting his lip.

“I assumed we wouldn’t start there since you might not be ready. But if any of that looked interesting to you, then we can move right away to that base,” Donghae said in a whisper as if someone else was here and he didn’t want them to hear.

You looked into his eyes yet quickly looked away, not really knowing how to respond. Before you could say anything, he took his hand off the door knob and moved it over to your pants, placing his hand right on your stomach. You watched him cautiously, not knowing what move he would be making next. You didn’t feel worried even though you showed that clearly. You rather felt shy. Your cheeks burned and your heart pounded furiously. You knew the whole purpose of moving here was to get money and that Donghae was expecting you to do favors for him for that money, but you weren’t sure if you were ready to take it to that ‘kinky’ level.

You grabbed his hand that was placed on your stomach and looked him in the eyes, “I’m not ready for that yet... I’m sorry Donghae.”

Donghae smirked and moved his face to your neck, his breath tickling you, “it’s fine, we don’t have to get that far yet. But maybe you can give me what you gave me a couple days ago.”

You tried to turn your head towards Donghae but he placed his lips on your neck before you could move. His lips felt as soft as they did the first time, pressing up against your skin and sending you feelings that you wanted to last long. He then quickly lifted his lips off of your neck and looked at you, giving you the same smirk he had before going in. He licked his lips before looking down at your chest, “do you give consent?”

You eyed him, seeing that lust was growing in his eyes by the second. You knew he wanted you quickly and as soon as possible by his sudden change of expression and you knew he was mentally pleading for you to say yes. Something inside of you also wanted him at that moment, wanting to feel him close to you again and hear him moan as sensations ran inside of him. You didn’t really want to say it since you felt shy so you just nodded. As soon as you nodded, he dove his hands to your pants button. He ripped them open and pulled down your pants in a flash, revealing your underwear to him. You felt like covering yourself but you knew Donghae would just fling your arms away. He then took a condom out of his pocket and held it in his hand as his other hand unfastened his belt. It was off in a flash and then he proceeded to pull down his pants. His bulge was big. You knew that he was ready and you tried to say to yourself that you were too. 

He then pulled down his pants and revealed himself to you for the second time. He put on his condom in a nick of time yet before he pulled down your underwear, he eyed you with his lustful eyes. He kissed your lips deeply, holding in that kiss for a couple seconds before pulling back.

“Now that you live in my home with me, you are under my command. The first few times I’ll go easy on you but after a while, it will be harsh. I will do it how I like it and you’ll have to go with it, do you understand?”

You looked into his eyes, seeing that they seemed almost angry. Anger and lust did not match well together which made you feel a little frightened. When he said that, his voice rose and his facial expression showed determination. He seemed very serious about what he said and looked like he would snap if you denied. You swallowed harshly and whispered out a yes before he pulled away from you. He gave you one last smile before his hand pulled down your underwear and flung them off to the side. He then picked you up and looped your legs around his waist, both of your hips aligned together. You looped your arms around his neck and met his face with your noses touching. He backed your back up against the door before reaching his hand down and put his dick inside of you. You moaned out as the feeling of him inside of you surged up and down your body. It felt painful this time as if this was your first time instead of last time. He didn't even care to start slow, though, he just started moving in and out of you with speed. What ever happened to ‘going easy’? You moaned out a lot, feeling the sensations fill your body once again and the burst of feelings popping in your stomach. You cried his name as he pounded into you, the door rattling a little as he pulled into you sharper. You heard his breathing getting rapid and sweat starting to form on his shoulders. You felt your arms getting lighter, not knowing if you would be able to hold onto him any longer. He then sighed out your name, pulling his lips to yours as you two sloppily kissed. His tongue ran into your mouth, slipping in between your teeth as you let out another moan. He started to slide his tongue on top of yours, the feeling of your tongues touching sent even more sensations to your body, starting to feel unbearable to contain all these feelings.

As he pulled his lips away from yours and you moaned out his name as he continued to move in and out of you, you heard the front door open. It sounded like a couple of people were entering the house since several voices that moved inside. Donghae whispered ‘shit’ under his breath and put you down, quickly reaching down to the ground to pull back on his boxers. You also scrambled to put back on your clothes, feeling panicky as you couldn’t get your legs into your underwear.

“Donghae?” you two heard a voice call, followed by other voices that also said his name. His hand fidgeted as he pulled on his jeans and reached for his belt. 

“I’ll be down in a second,” Donghae shouted back to the voices, quickly putting his belt through the holes. 

You managed to quickly slip on the pants you were wearing and watched Donghae as he struggled to buckle his belt. You reached down and helped him out, feeling less fidgety than he was due to all your clothes being on. He watched you as you helped, starting to smile a little bit as you rushed to tighten the belt to his size. When you finished, he quickly thanked you and adjusted his t-shirt until walking out to the stairs. Luckily there was a wall that covered you two as you changed so the people downstairs didn’t see what you guys were doing. 

At that moment, you didn’t really know what to do. Were you suppose to join him downstairs or hide in your room? You panicked a little, beginning to feel fidgety again as you watched Donghae walk down the stairs. He said a hello and they all responded back to him. You knew there had to be around 5 people down there. Who were they? And what were they even doing here? You bit your lip and looked back at the stairs that Donghae went down. You felt the need to just hide in your room and wait until they all were gone. 

You nodded, knowing that that was the safe way out. You tiptoed down the hall, ducking in hopes they wouldn’t see you walking across the hall. You peeked over the ledge, seeing if you could spot any of them. You were able to and saw that they all were in the living room, some taking off their coats while others were making themselves comfortable on the couch. You scanned over them to see there was not only boys but also two girls there. Heechul was there, which made you want to fly to your room, then there was Eunhyuk and Kangin. Yet the two girls that were there was... Taeyeon from SNSD and Dara from 2ne1.

What the hell were they doing there?

To be continued

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic - pt. 6

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long

This part includes: Donghae tries to get you to move in with him

Donghae did, in fact, keep his promise. He asked you what your dad has always wanted to be and you responded with an editor. Donghae hooked him up with an editing job for SBS right away and the next day SBS called your dad to ask him if he was interested in the job. Your dad was super happy that he couldn’t even speak. Your mom had to grab the phone and tell the caller that he was. The next day, your dad got dressed up in the fanciest clothes he got and left to go to his interview. You couldn’t help but smile widely. You were so happy for your dad, loving seeing his bright face and the joy in his eyes. He was truly happy which made you also happy.

An hour after your dad left for the interview, you got a knock on the front door. Your mom went to open it and soon revealed Donghae who was wearing his disguise attire. He lifted down his mask and took off his sunglasses, quickly shooting you a look and a smile. You just looked at Donghae with confusion, wondering why he was here and how he found out your apartment number. But since it’s Donghae, why even bother to ask? He will just respond with ‘I have my ways.’

“Who are you?” Your mom asked, looking at him with crinkled eyebrows. He looked at her and gave a soft chuckle, a little taken aback that someone didn’t recognize him.

“I’m Lee Donghae, from the band Super Junior,” Donghae responded, tucking his hands in his pockets as he eyed you from the corner of his eyes.

“From what?” Your mom asked. You weren’t surprised she was giving this kind of reaction. Your mom hardly looked at the TV unless it was related to cooking. All she really did was read books or magazines or cooked. 

“Super Junior, a k-pop band. We’ve been around since 2005, I’m sure you’ve probably heard one of our songs before,” Donghae said confidently but his confidence faded as he saw no signs of your mom recognizing him, “uh.. I came here to talk to your daughter if that’s ok.”

You got up to walk and go besides your mom, standing in front of Donghae with a curious face, “what is it?”

Your mom looked at you and then at Donghae, smacking your shoulder with her hand before pointing at Donghae, “is this your boyfriend? I told you you can’t date until you are 21!”

“No, no I’m not her boyfriend. I’m the one guy who called the other day about her disappearance. Are you sure you don’t know me? You have never heard of me or anything?” Donghae asked curiously, seeming almost desperate to get her to know who he was.

“Oh, you are that one guy? It was my husband who answered the phone. He knows who you are, I don’t though.”

“Omma,” You whined, frustrated that she was trying to make Donghae feel like he’s unknown, “just let him inside, we’ll only talk for a couple minutes.”

Your mom suddenly gasped as it seemed like something popped in her head, “Oh, I think I know this Super Junior band you’re talking about. Y/n always talk about Hee.. Heechim? Heeyul? Heeyul. But this isn’t Heeyul? Did you get the wrong one?”

You gasped, embarrassed that your mom just disclosed something personal to Donghae and asked him a question like that. You looked at Donghae, seeing that he was trying to not laugh out loud by tucking his mouth into his mask. His eyes shined and the crinkles of his smile were noticeable. You couldn’t help but smile at how cute he looked then. 

“Ah,” Donghae said, a faint giggle in his voice as he tried to readjust himself, “you must be talking about Heechul. Yeah, I’ve heard she likes him. It’s a shame that I’m not him... I bet she wishes it was Heechul as her friend instead. But oh no, I’m her friend. Sorry Y/n... uh, Anyways, yeah I just need to talk to her for a second.”

You looked at him in shock, noticing that slight anger was forming on his face. You felt like responding to him yet something held you back. On the other hand, your mom didn’t care to respond. She just eyed him up and down again before stepping aside to let him in. He stepped in and sniffed the air, seeming as if he loved the aroma of your house. Your mom must’ve noticed since she scurried to the kitchen and shouted out, “sit down, I’ll get you guys both a bowl of Jjamppong.” 

You both looked at each other before heading over to the dining table, sitting side by side as you two waited for your mom to come back with the two servings. You cleared your throat and looked to the side, seeing that Donghae’s eyes were looking around the place, “so... what did you come here to talk to me about?”

Donghae looked over at you, seeming as if you caught him off guard. He cleared his throat and looked forward once again, watching your mom as she placed your bowls in front of you two. She then took a seat on the opposite end of the table, facing Donghae directly. He smiled at her before grabbing his spoon, “I was wondering if you would like your own house.”

Your mom gasped and looked at him with wide eyes, hitting the table with her hand, “you are giving Y/n her own house? Are you trying to take my daughter away from me?”

Donghae shook his head rapidly, seeming a little worried that he said the wrong thing, “no, it’s just she’s 18 and since I’ve got a job for her that requires her to move closer to the workplace I just wanted to ask if she was up for it. I’ll pay for it, including all its bills.”

“A job? Since when did you get a job Y/n?” Your mom shouted, her voice sounding a little hoarse.

“I have no idea...” You said, slowly looking over at Donghae to see he was looking at you with a side smile. What was this job he was talking about? He never mentioned anything about getting you a job before.

“Well since she’s entering her adulthood I thought that this would help her enter more into this stage of her life. She also told me about your debt and how your husband lost his job, so this could help out.” Donghae responded, looking over to your mom as your mom stared at you.

“Why are you telling this man our personal issues?” Your mom exclaimed, looking at you with flames in her eyes.

“I-I...” You began before Donghae interrupted you.

“Y/n and I have been close friends for a while now. She trusts me and I trust her. But, really, I could seriously help out. I just think she should move into this house I’m offering so she’ll be closer to her job. She’ll be back within a couple months, I promise. And I promise it will help pay off a ton of your debt,” Donghae said, finally digging into the food your mom served him.

“I don’t know,” your mom said, folding her arms and watched Donghae eat, “I need to see the house.”

Was your mom actually considering this? Even though your mom was a nice, fun parent that lets you be who you want to be, she is strict with certain things and one of those were boys. She hardly lets you talk to any boys and she wouldn’t let you date until you were 21. So the fact that she asked to see the house seems as if she was going to decide after she sees it. It was just weird to you.

“Sure thing, I’ll be able to show you the house today or this weekend. Whenever you two are free,” Donghae said after he swallowed a gulp of the food.

“This weekend is fine by me. But tell me, what is this job she is signing up for?” Your mom asked, leaning in more as her suspicion grew.

“It’s a modeling job for ESteem, a very elite, modeling agency that is a once in a lifetime opportunity. They really want her and she’s told me that she’s wanted to be a model ever since she was little so I thought this would be the job just for her. She just needs to be located close to the building, it’s a requirement,” Donghae responded, looking at you to see your face was filled with confusion and shock. You’ve never really dreamed of being a model so you had no idea where this thought came from. Maybe it was a cover-up? But if so, then what was the real job?

“I never knew Y/n wanted to be a model,” your mom said, looking at you with a surprised expression, “but I’ve seen ESteem models in some magazines and I’ve heard the company is very picky about who they want as models. That’s amazing they want you Y/n! I just need to see the house to tell you my decision.”

“That’s fine by me. This weekend?” Donghae asked your mom to confirm the plans.

Your mom nodded and Donghae smiled before looking at you. You knew he noticed you were confused since it was very visible by your raised eyebrows and your wondering eyes. Yet, he kept on eating and didn’t care to respond to your expression.

You three sat at the dining room table and ate while Donghae explained to your mom what Super Junior exactly did. Your mom seemed like she was slowly growing on Donghae since she would smile at him from time to time and joke around with some things he would say. Even though Donghae was a boy, that didn’t even seem like it phased her. She seemed like she accepted him as my friend and seemed more carefree than how she usually is. Maybe it’s just how handsome Donghae is and how good he is at speaking that made her suddenly adjust to him.

Afterward, you walked Donghae down to the apartment exit. Before he left, he looked around, seeing that no one was around and then quickly grabbed your chin, pulling your lips to his. He kissed you softly, his lips still feeling the same softness as they were a few days back. Your heart pounded and your cheeks grew pink quickly. You felt yourself getting to absorbed into the kiss, your body pulling in closer to his. He soon pulled back and looked into your eyes, seeming as if he noticed the confusion that was still planted on your face.

“I told you there would have to be more for me to give you money. If your mom lets you move into this house, then you’ll be living with me for a couple months. Once you move in, I’ll tell you to do something time to time and if you do it, the more money your family is getting from me.”

You looked at him and stepped back a little. Was he suggesting that you’ll pleasure him almost all the time in exchange for money? Were you even ready to do that? Live with him in the same household, same everything too? You swallowed sharply and looked down, not bothering to look into Donghae’s eyes as you responded, “so the whole ESteem thing was a lie?”

Donghae nodded and moved closer to you, grabbing onto both of your hands as he turned his head to the left, “but I think this job is a little more fun... don’t you agree?”

You looked down at the ground and shrugged, “what if I’m not ready to do it?”

Donghae laughed and let go of your hands, stepping back as he looked like he was ready to leave, “Oh you are, you’ve proved that by having sex with me that one day. Anyways, see you this weekend, it will be a blast if your mom lets you move in.”

Before you could say anything, Donghae exited your apartment building and walked fast to his car. You considered going out there and telling Donghae that you didn’t know if you wanted to do this job, yet something held you back. You knew Donghae wouldn’t accept no for an answer. Besides, your heart fluttered a little when you thought about living in the same house as Donghae...

To be continued

[*once again another additional side note, just to clear up any confusion, yes Y/n’s dad did get a new job but that job is practically only to provide for the family and keep their house. Extra money will help out more to pay off the debt Y/n’s family have been struggling with for a long time, so that’s why the whole “extra money” is a thing]

[haedonghae]

Submissive [Donghae x You] Fanfic - pt. 5

Type: Smut + Series

Rating: R [Contains swearing, sexual encounters/references, violence]

Characters: You, Donghae, rest of SuJu [*Other characters from other bands may be added]

Description of Story: At one SuJu fan signing, you thought you were going to be another fan that meets Super Junior. Yet, Donghae thinks differently. After weird encounters with this Kpop Star, he starts to spend crazy amounts of money on you. But it all doesn’t come for free. He starts to expect you will give him something in return.

Length: Long [**Seriously, this part is longg]

This part includes: Smut.

It wasn’t long until it hit you that Donghae was telling the truth about your dad. One afternoon, your dad came home with tears streaming down his face and he was filled with defeat. You and your mom hugged him and comforted him all night, telling him things would get better even though you all knew it wouldn’t. Without this job, your parents wouldn’t be able to pay the bills, thus losing your house and having to resort to the streets or at least a very, very small apartment. Your mom offered to start searching for a job and start working herself but your dad declined and said he would look for another. 

One night you woke up to get some water since your throat was weirdly very dry, but before you left your room, you peeked out and saw your dad at the kitchen table with his hands in his hair and tears dripping his cheeks. He whimpered under his breath and his hand gripped tighter onto his hair. You felt speechless, wishing that KBS wasn’t so cruel to let a worker that’s been with them for years to go and cause a family to lose everything. You wanted to do something and you knew you could, yet.. were you going to take it to those measures?

Donghae never went to the bank to get money to pay your parents to let you off the hook. You didn’t think of it at the moment, yet looking back at his promise he made, you felt mad. He promised your parents money but decided to not fall through with it. Your parents still didn’t get mad at you, but Donghae knows and has known about your family’s situation and if he promised money, wouldn’t he give it? That kind of made you suspicious and lay off on his “one-time” offer. Yet, seeing your dad in that state; pulling out his hair, tears filling his eyes every minute, whimpers being said more than conversation, praying that things will get better… it just pained you to see your dad like this and made you feel like maybe you should do the offer. Plus, your mom also seemed depressed. She hardly cooked anything, would get up and go to the table to comfort your dad late at night, started to sell her most prized possessions online for money and would secretly search for a job without your dad seeing. Your family was just in a state of desperation. In a couple days, you would have to leave your home where your family has lived for years, and live somewhere that is not ideal for anybody or anything. 

You were sitting on your bed one afternoon, looking down at your phone that showed Donghae’s number. Just one click of the green button and you would call him and accept his request. If he fell through with the plan, your family would be saved. Your dad wouldn’t be crying every minute and your mom wouldn’t have to keep sacrificing things that are important to her. But it just felt wrong. It felt wrong to basically give Donghae a good time, giving him your innocence, for money. It felt like he was using you and you were using him, and that’s obviously not how it’s supposed to be.

If you were to call him, he would be your first time. He would be the one to take away that innocence everyone begins with and should treasure until they feel like the time is right. Would you have to tell him it’s your first time? Will he laugh at you? Or do you just keep it a secret?

Are you even going to do this?

So many questions ran through your head to the point you got a headache. You placed your phone down on your bed and held your head in your hands, breathing out slow, deep breaths. Your parents would be horrified if they found out you took this measure to get them money and a job. You would be grounded for eternity. But then again, how would they know?

Is this even right?

All of a sudden, your phone rings and you look over to it to see it was Donghae. You quickly grabbed your phone, holding it up to your ear and waited to hear him speak first.

“Hey Y/n, you coming to our concert tonight?”

“Donghae,” you said, louder than you wanted. You then brought your voice to a whisper, hoping your parents wouldn’t hear you, “I… I need to talk to you.”

There was a slight pause until Donghae responded, “well, I’m listening now.”

“No, in person,” You said, looking at your bedroom door to make sure your parents don’t bust in.

“Is it an emergency?” Donghae asked, seeming a little rushed, “I’m performing tonight.”

“Are you busy right now?” You asked him, still eyeing the door.

“Uh… no, but the concert starts in 3 hours so I still have to get my makeup and hair done,” Donghae said in the same rushed tone, “is everything ok?”

You looked down at your legs, swallowing hard as you were set with your decision. If Donghae really helped out and gave your family money and a job just for this one night stand, then ok. You wanted to help out badly and knew if Donghae kept his word, everything would be solved. 

“Yeah I’m fine. I’m coming to where you are right now. Where’s your location? It’s urgent.”

After Donghae gave you the address to where he was, you flung out of your bedroom faster than the word fast, avoiding your mom’s curious eyes and responding with a quick answer when she asked where you were going. You got out of your apartment and started to run out of your building. Luckily, the place where Donghae was at was literally a block from your apartment building so you figured running there would be the fastest way to get there. You apologized to people you accidentally ran into and tried your best to dodge all the skaters and people riding their bikes. Supposedly someone at the park knew who you were since they called out to you, yet you didn’t have the chance to look back and see who it was that called your name. You just wanted to get to Donghae fast and get this over with.

You finally reached the location where Donghae directed you to. He told you to go the back way and he would meet you there. You walked around the building, probably looking like the most suspicious person ever. You moved your head left and right every second and would stare at anyone who came into sight. You slide more to the back of the building, keeping your eyes on the cars that zoomed by on the road in front of you to make sure no one would question you. Luckily, no one came walking by so you were able to make it to the back where employees or stars enter. It’s weird how easy that was. You expected 50 guards to be there but there was literally no one in the back. You ran up to a big door that seemed to be the only door in the back and you texted Donghae you were here. Right when the message sent, the door went flying open. You backed up quickly and looked straight into Donghae’s eyes, seeing tons of confusion was in them, with a tad of worry.

“Donghae,” you said as you were out of breath from running so fast over here, “I really need to talk to you.”

Donghae looked at you with crinkled eyebrows, seeming like the most confused person in the world, “uh, ok. Well, let’s get you settled, maybe get you something to drink and a fan to cool you down, then we can talk. Come in.”

“No, I can’t talk to you with people around. It needs to be only us,” you said, nearly begging Donghae to cooperate. He looked at you with a strange look, seeming like he was starting to get suspicious.

“It’s your lucky day, it’s a D&E concert so only Eunhyuk and I have the dressing room. He’s usually wandering around and talking to other people so we’d have the room to ourselves. Just get inside, you seem very tired and out of breath.”

You nodded, hoping that Donghae was right about having the room to yourselves since you definitely didn’t want Eunhyuk hearing you tell Donghae you accept his offer to have sex. Donghae held the door open for you and stepped aside so you could step into the air conditioned building, feeling the cool breeze hug your sweating face. You fanned yourself with your hand, breathing out sharply so you could catch your breath again. Donghae started to walk, looking at you with a smirk as you fanned yourself furiously. He then held his hands up and started to also fan you, trying to match your fast hand movements. You let out a soft laugh before thanking him.

Soon enough, you two approached D&E’s dressing room and sure enough, once Donghae opened the door, no one was there. There was makeup set neatly on a desk and different outfits scattered around. No windows and people were around so it was the perfect place to tell him what you wanted to say.

Donghae told you to sit down and went to get a cold water from the mini fridge in the corner of the room. When he came over to you, he sat next to you and handed you the water, the coolness of it feeling very good in your hands. You held the bottle up to your face and sighed out, Donghae letting out a laugh as he watched you. You smiled and looked away, feeling a little flustered as you slowly grew to your senses that you were going to tell Donghae you accept his request. Wow. Ok, this is really happening.

“So…? Why did you run all the way over here?” Donghae asked, not taking his eyes off of your face as you drank the cold water.

You swallow the water, some of it spilling from your mouth and started to drip down to your chin. You quickly wiped it with your finger and looked at him, bowing your head a little. Your cheeks started to feel hot and your heart started to pound furiously. You were actually doing this. You were going to tell Donghae to basically take away your innocence for help. You and Donghae were going to connect in a way you would’ve never imagined would happen. It’s weird how that one fan signing turned into this.

“Uh… I wanted to tell you that I…” You began, staring at the bottle of water that was in your hands. You swallowed all your nervousness and breathed out, trying to mentally tell yourself everything was going to be ok. You then looked at Donghae but quickly looked away, knowing you weren’t ready to tell him it face to face, “I…. uh… I accept your request…”

There was silence. Nothing came out Donghae’s mouth. You couldn’t even hear his breathing. Maybe it was the ringing in your ears that was making everything inaudible. Or maybe he was in shock. You knew there was only one way to find out. You breathed in, then out to release some nervousness and turned your head to look over at Donghae to see he was staring at you with his signature smirk. You knew he knew what you meant, but knowing Donghae, he is going to play games.

“What request are you talking about?” Donghae asked, signaling the start of his games.

You frowned at him, looking away to look down at your bottle cap, pushing your thumb against it. You bit your lip then dared to respond, “you know… when I was at your house you said if I did something for you you would help my dad get a job.”

Donghae started to come closer to you, his warm breath hitting your neck. His left hand was nearly on top of your right hand, and you knew his eyes were peering into the side of your head. He then moved his mouth closer to your ear, whispering his smooth voice to you, “can you define ‘something’?”

You turned your head to look at Donghae, seeing for yourself how close he was to you. Your noses nearly touched and his lips were inches from yours. Wow, he was fast to react. He looked down at your lips, seeming as if he was considering to go in for the kiss but looked a little hesitant. 

“Uh…” you began but before you could say more, his lips hit yours. He kissed you deeply, his body starting to push onto yours and made your back hit the back of the couch. He slid his hand behind you, gripping onto your back with his hands and continued to kiss your lips. His lips were so soft, like mini pillows on your lips. You almost didn’t want to stop kissing him, just wanting to keep this on instead of taking it further. Yet, It didn’t take long until you started to feel his tongue creep up on your lips and try to slither in between them. You never kissed anyone either so everything was new to you. But, Donghae didn’t seem to notice yet since he seemed a little rough with kissing. He pressed his lips hard on yours and hardly allowed time to breathe. He seemed like he wanted you… badly. You let his tongue slid between your lips and into your mouth, his tongue wiggling to meet yours. You decided to copy his movements and french kissed him back, seeming like it sent joy to him due to his faint smile on his face. You two continued to french kiss until Donghae pulled away and grabbed onto your t-shirt. But before he made any further movements, he looked into your eyes.

The lust was real in his eyes. It was pouring out in waterfalls, seeming like it would overflow and drip onto you. His mouth was still parted and the corners of his lips were up. Even though you knew Donghae was handsome from the beginning, just at that moment, he looked the most handsome you’ve ever seen him. At that moment, you forget Heechul was your bias in Super Junior and it felt like, in your heart, it was Donghae all along. 

“Y/n, are you positive you want to do this?” Donghae asked you, looking deeply into your eyes. Even though lust overthrew his eyes, you could see care in them. You could see that if it hurt, he would stop. You could see that if you told him to stop, he would. You could see that he wanted to take control but at that same time not be too rough. You felt more comfortable and happy he wasn’t in a whole ‘I don’t care about anybody or anything, I’m going to be as rough as I want.’ mood.

You nodded, seeing his smile growing slowly by each nod. He then gripped the end of your shirt and pulled it off you slowly, revealing your bra to him. You felt a little shy and embarrassed as he looked at you. He must’ve noticed since he kissed your cheek and whispered that everything would be ok. You then felt his hands move down to your shorts, his fingers unbuttoning them as fast as he could and then took his time to pull down the zipper. He then moved his hand down your thigh softly, gripping onto the hems of your shorts and started to tug them off. You lifted your bottom from the couch, helping him take them off of you. Soon enough your shorts were off and all you were left with was your bra and underwear. You felt your cheeks going hot once again and felt the need to cover yourself as Donghae looked you up and down. He then sucked on your neck, changing up his spots until you flinched from him finding the sweet spot. He sucked hard, and you mean hard, on this sweet spot, causing you to squirm in the couch and breath out hard. He continued to suck and his fingers slowly crept to your underwear. He pressed his finger on your underwear until going inside and sliding his finger into your hole. You moaned quietly as your mouth was closed, only allowing Donghae to hear you. He then started to thrust his finger into you, going slowly before gradually speeding up his pace. He would keep hitting a spot that sent sensations throughout your body and made your legs shake a little. It wasn’t long until his second finger went in and this time, he went fast right away. A little moan escaped your lips which made him stop sucking on your sweet spot and lift his head to place his lips on yours.

His thumb started to rub on your clit which sent your head back and you bit your lip harshly to the point it hurt. He moved his lips back to your neck, yet this time, he just kissed it continuously. He kept rubbing and pumping his fingers in and out until you couldn’t take it anymore and you let out a loud moan grabbing onto his hand and squeezed it hard. He lifted his head up and once again went to your ear.

“Does it feel good? Do you want more?” He whispered, his breathing beginning to grow heavier. You nodded and he gave one last pump of his fingers before pulling them out and started to pull down your panties. You helped him out and once he saw that, he started to unbuckle his pants. He slides down his pants to his knees and exposed his growing bulge. You looked at it in shock, seeing that he was getting very hard from what was happening. He grabbed the top of his boxers, and in one swift movement, he pulled them down and revealed himself to you. He didn’t look the least bit embarrassed, but rather looked more confident. You were kind of scared though since he was big and this was your first time so what if it really hurt? Would you tell him? Or just deal with the pain?

You couldn’t think anymore as Donghae grabbed you and made you lay on the couch with him on top of you. You looked to your right, seeing the makeup still sitting perfectly on the desk and eyed the outfits that were scattered all around the room. You then looked at your phone, seeing that someone was calling you yet you definitely weren’t going to answer now. Before you could think anymore, he got inside of you and pounded your walls in one quick movement. You let out a moan and grabbed onto the couch, trying to feel for a spot for you to hold yourself. He didn’t seem to notice this was your first time, just going straight to sliding his dick in and out of you roughly. You moaned loudly and continuously, the sensation of him inside of you and how fast he was going was all too much for your body to handle. You grabbed onto the couch continuously and closed your eyes as you took everything in. You heard his heavy breathing and his small moans that came out of his mouth once in a while as he started going faster. He pulled in and out of you, holding your hips and grinding into you while you moaned the loudest you could. People said that the first time hurts but nothing about what he was doing hurt. Everything felt good, very good to you and you didn’t want him to stop. You stop holding onto the couch and reached for his hips, gripping onto his sweaty skin as you pleaded for him to keep going.

He started going in and out of you really fast, your moans and his breathing getting faster and the sweat between you two was forming by the minute. The wetness from both you started to clash together and made a loud smacking noise from his constant grinding. He then said your name in a moan and grunted before he went as fast as it seemed like he could. He roughly pounded into that same spot that sent so many sensations throughout your body. You don’t think you were moaning anymore, you could hardly speak as the feelings overtook you and rose up and down your body. You felt your eyes becoming droopy and your mouth becoming dry. His hands gripped tighter onto your waist as he gave a few more humps before letting his body softly fall on top of yours. Your body then began to shake, the feelings just filling up inside of you and traveling around your nerves. He breathed heavily on you, his face planted right on your chest and his lips kissing you softly. You felt super wet down below, wondering if it was all you or if it was him combined. He lifted his face off of your chest and rose up to look into your eyes. He still had tons of lust in them, the waterfalls being added to every second. He kissed your lips softly, his breathing and your breathing harmonizing together as both were heavy. He lifted off of your lips and stared back into your eyes, his hand brushing your hair out of your face.

“I’ve never had someone that felt as good as you,” Donghae whispered, his breathing almost overthrowing his words, “I think I’m addicted.”

You looked at Donghae, into his eyes and saw that he did look sincere. He looked like he was telling the truth and that he did look slightly addicted. You smiled at him, the feeling of embarrassment not even fazing you. You felt comfortable with him at that moment… as if you guys didn’t meet recently but rather have known each other for years. You felt like he was your boyfriend that you decided to spend a romantic day with. You felt like you have always been with him. At that moment, you didn’t think of the money, you didn’t think of what you did this for. You just thought of Donghae and how hot Donghae looked right then. He was so handsome in your eyes and how badly you wanted to just stay the whole day with him. Something hit inside of you at that very moment that you never thought you would feel.

You knew you liked Donghae. You knew you were falling for him at that moment. Every second that went by from you two looking at each other, your heart beat grew faster. Your blush grew redder. Your eyes and his eyes grew shinier. At that moment… you wanted Donghae as your own.

“I have a job just for your dad, but as for money, I want more from you…” Donghae said, staring deeply into you as his breathing became slower.

[**Additional note: I apologize if I misspelled anything in this or I seem repetitive. I was so tired when I wrote this part so… that’s why haha. Sorry]