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[hakuluv]

𝐇𝐚𝐤𝐮 𝐛𝐮𝐛𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞!

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🐼💬 211222 (ENG. TRANSLATION)

hi luvies⚘

how are you?

I'm happy today 🥳

I hope you liked our show in kbs song festival

you did? ;-)

yea! i was so nervous, i missed reveluvs a lot too

I've been listening 멋

make me feel powerful

hehe Hongjoong my bestie~~

mingi best rap, yes !

I sent them a lot of food to the studio !! I miss them

Yeri painted my nails 🖤

maintain nails is so hard for me TT you're lucky

mine last like a few days and die...

Christmas is coming... I actually don't have any spirit at all x_x so boring

what are you going to do for Christmas?

that's so cool,, woaah

I miss my family too.. my sister barely call me this days -_-

bad sister bad bad👎

I looked so fashion today, I'm learning a lot about fashion this days

Joy is always buying me new clothes, she force me to wear them 😭 help me

the other thay she bought me a crop top.. i swear she just want to laugh at me -.-

I want a tattoo too -o-

I have to go now, goodnight reveluv 🖤

yea I'll post more ~

take care luvies

[hakuluv]

hii everyone, i've been super afk but now i'm more focus on what i want for haku's career <(￣︶￣)>

like always, ask and request are open. thanks for waiting !

[hakuluv]

is so difficult to keep going when you see numbers in your blog, so thanks for not being shy~ to me, seing new asks and support always make me so happy

but yeah, if you want to truly support please reblog and interact with us!

“reblogs aren’t important you’re just whiny”

yeah because when you see this

tell me you don’t get annoyed.

tumblr’s algorithm only cares about posts that are reblogged, it doesn’t count likes. posts don’t get promoted or circulated when they only have likes (the way instagram functions), only reblogs matter for increasing reach on tumblr as a platform.

support content creators.

[hakuluv]

𝐇𝐚𝐤𝐮 𝐛𝐮𝐛𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞!

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🐼💬 210609 (ENG. TRANSLATION)

hello luvies

holaa 🖤 (hello)

yes it's me I'm alive!

I'm so sleepy zzz

just saw this postㅋㅋㅋ [1] I promise to post more ~~

I've been sleeping bad too, try to drink something warm before going to bed

I saw Moonbin a few days ago, he's doing well... teasing as always

I already miss him

Reveluvs too!! please don't mad at me

sí, estoy aprendiendo español~ (yes, I'm learning spanish) me gusta la palabra cielo, cómo decir tú a mi en español? (I like the word sky, how do you say to me in spanish?)

my favourite is Je' T'aime

I found old photos... it's so embarrassing!! wanna look? [2] yes, too much makeupㅋㅋ do I look too bad now? I'll try to look good just for you

I want a dog too, look thisㅋㅋ cute [3] yes, Daegal cute too 🐾

I want to dye my hair black again... what color I have now? oh right, I'll post about my hair soon ~~

take care of you, remember to eat healthy. I'm watching youu !!

good luck in your exams ~

byee~~~

[hakuluv]

Could it possibly be WinWin?🤔

WinWin and Haku are... something else, I mean Yuta were so into him and Haku ended whipped too but you know that winwin was uninterested about it

so no, it's not him! but here is a hint: he's afraid of the sea like haku, it's so easy sorry 😔

[hakuluv]

☺️!

I think is this one?😊

What can make your OC smile even when they’re feeling down? What cheers them up and makes everything feel better for them? Is your OC genrally a happy person and do they enjoy making others smile? What about your OC makes others happy?

definitely his family and friends, especially Joy who is always cheering him. and thinking about how far he got with his dream really helps him to keep motivated

whenever Haku is having a hard season is when rv take care of him, they notice asap. He's more quiet and doesn't want to cook lol, so rv try to help in their own ways.

Haku is this kind of funny and savage person but only if he's really comfortable, otherwise he's is gonna be so serious that maybe the others are thinking about what they did wrong or if he hates them lol, but that isn't his intention at all:-( Haku really wants to see his friends happy, he's always asking about how they feel and if they already eat. And he has this cute aura that would calm anyone who is feeling bad, no one can deny that^^

[hakuluv]

hi!! small question hihi, is haku friends with any of the blackpink girls since majority of rv are close with them?  ´͈ ᵕ `͈ ♡°◌̊

i’m looking forward to your writing in the next update, stay safe!!!  ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡

hii, and yes! he and Jisoo are pretty close but u know, the rumors are wild (￣ヘ￣) they only interact publicly on stages whispering eachothers and laughing. However, Jisoo and Haku are regularly going out with the others girls from rv and bp♡

and tankiu so much for reading my stuff! stay safe too( •͈ᴗ•͈)♡ hope you're doing well

[hakuluv]

𝐂𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐒𝐌

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For Haku is kinda difficult get closer with any idol in general cause he's really solitarie and shy, everyone know him for having the same attitude as Irene but in fact if someone talk to him he'll be the sweetest thing ever🥺

Momo, Sana and Mina || TWICE

𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗆𝖾𝗍?

when a mysterious japanese boy debut this three was extremely curious and surprised

Sana called him cute and propose herself to meet this boi

“just trust me Momo”

“he's gonna run away from u, you know that”

“shut up!”

𝖿𝗂𝗋𝗌𝗍 𝗂𝗆𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌

Sana and Momo thought that Haku was much younger than them

misamo treat haku like a baby lol

almost one year later they realised that he's the same age as Mina

honestly nothing changed

𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗌𝗉𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾?

usually he watch anime with Momo but he forgets to continue

Momo gets madd

they hate have to restrict food cause of diet

Haku's food is the best,, it's like a torture

he just go to the dorms and become a cheerleader meanwhile Sana is dancing

random things

this girls loves to grab his cheeks

if they had time, Haku convince them to make obentos for practice days

i mean... how can they say no?

don't be surprised if Sana wear Haku's clothes

or if they talk a lot on stages

Haku consider Mina as a best friend

misamoha o misamoku?

Moonbin || Astro

𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗆𝖾𝗍?

Haku was next to Yeri, but she was talking with another idol

and the group at his side was being too loud, they almost hit him

so he slowly try to get away from them

eventually Haku lost Yeri and couldn't see a familiar face

he panicked so much...

Moonbin was actually behind him and vv bored so he started focus in the short boy with black hair

Bin remembered Eunwoo talking about Haku, he's a 97 liner after all

but he don't go out with this group so much

𝖿𝗂𝗋𝗌𝗍 𝗂𝗆𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌

Haku would definitely panic if someone he don't know talk to him

but he really knows how to hide it

from the outside he seemed really upset seeing at others with a staring look

he was internally screaming to Yeri

but Bin was very calm and sweet, so he started to feel less nervous

a fan took a video of the moment and it was a little too popular among aroha and reveluvs

𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗌𝗉𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾?

at first this two didn't go out at all

both sent messages like “yea we can hangout later”

but they forget about it

everything changes when Moonbin adopted a cat

he didn't know how to take care of Roa

so knowing that Haku loves animals a lot, he texted

they're close since then

thank u Roa ( ꈍᴗꈍ)

𝗋𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗆 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌

Moonbin likes to take care of him even if he's younger

another fan of chef Haku

likes to be around because Haku is always making him laugh and feel less stress

loves when Haku get angry so easily

Bin is the only who can tease him

Hongjoong || ATEEZ

𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗆𝖾𝗍?

no one thought that Haku enjoyed this kind of trainee programs

Yeri said “you're too old for that”

but she ended see it with him anyway

one day he saw that the trainees from KQ were doing their debut

so Haku upload to bubble a message about how he like this kind of programs and another supporting ateez debut saying he's a big fan of the group

Joy also said that pirate king was his alarm to wake up

reveluvs and other fandoms spread the notice and ateez saw it

Hongjoong almost passed away

he didn't know what to do

𝖿𝗂𝗋𝗌𝗍 𝗂𝗆𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌

a few months they interact because Haku was MC

all of them was so nervous and flustered when Haku sang Pirate King

at the end of the show Haku asked Hongjoong his number

he's living the yn life...

but their friendship is truly lovely

𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗌𝗉𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗂𝗆𝖾?

since Hongjoong is very busy they don't see eachother at all

but haku always send messages and sometimes a little call

all the members miss him secretly

when they are free, haku go to the dorms and cook something for them

usually go to shop or an art gallery with Hongjoong

𝗋𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗆 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌

their humor is so weird.. millions of intern jokes if you're asking

Hongjoong is always teasing him with hwa

he's atiny with his heart...

why? because he say that on a ig live lol

“ateez I miss you TT”

𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 ♡

𝖸𝗎𝗍𝗈 || PENTAGON

𝖸𝗏𝖾𝗌 || 𝖫𝖮𝖮𝖭𝖠

𝖴𝗆𝗃𝗂 || Gғʀɪᴇɴᴅ

𝖲𝖾𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗁𝗐𝖺 || ATEEZ

𝖲𝖺𝗇𝗁𝖺 || 𝖠𝖲𝖳𝖱𝖮

𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩:

𝖲𝗈𝗒𝖾𝗈𝗇 || (𝖦)𝖨-𝖣𝖫𝖤

Wheein || MAMAMOO

𝖩𝖾𝗈𝗇𝗀𝗁𝖺𝗇 || SEVENTEEN

𝖬𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗁𝖺𝗈 || 𝖲𝖤𝖵𝖤𝖭𝖳𝖤𝖤𝖭

𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵 𝘏𝘢𝘬𝘶:

𝖸𝖾𝗈𝗇𝗃𝗎𝗇 || TXT

𝖭𝗂𝗄𝗂 || 𝖤𝖭𝖧𝖸𝖯𝖤𝖭

𝖥𝖾𝗅𝗂𝗑 || SKZ

𝖲𝖺𝗄𝗎𝗋𝖺 || 𝖨𝗓*𝖮𝗇𝖾

𝖱𝗒𝗎𝗇𝗃𝗂𝗇 || 𝖨𝖳𝖹𝖸

[hakuluv]

so cool! send something to Haku(◠‿・)

Jumbo Ask Game

Relationships

💖 Has your OC ever been in love, be it romantic or platonic or otherwise? Who with and did they ever express their feelings or keep it private? How long did these feelings persist / do they still feel this way?

❌ What kind of things would end any relationship for them? Is there a history behind why these things bother them? Could they ever take someone back despite this? If so or if not, why?

💋 How affectionate are they with their friends? Their family? Their romantic partner(s) (if they have any)? Are they more physical or emotional when it comes to displaying their affection? Why?

🌹 How easy is it for them to connect with others and make friends? On the flip side how easy is it for them to make an enemy of someone? Are they the kind of person who hangs around the food table at a party and never talks to anyone or are they the type who can talk to anyone?

🍒 What kind of things do they expect from their relationships? Does this differ between platonic relationships and romantic ones? Is your OC “demanding” or a door mat? What kinds of things do people expect from them in a relationship?

Preferences

🔥 Give us a list of general likes and dislikes, such as colours, textures, music, weather and other stuff!

🍊 What is your OC’s favourite meal? Snack? Dessert? Drink? Any reasons behind this besides liking how it tastes?

What is your OC’s most hated food? Stuff they can’t stand to eat or drink?

🍑 Where is your OC’s favourite place to relax or calm down? Recount a story of their time spent in this place! What makes it so special to them?

Is there anywhere your OC hates to go to? Anywhere that stresses them out or have negative memories of?

🧡 Who is your OC’s favourite person? Why is this person the top of their list and have they actually met them (an idol or rolemodel or celeb can be someone’s favourite after all!).

Who does your OC absolutely hate, the one person who they’d sell to Satan for one corn chip? Why do they loathe this person so?

📙 What kind of subjects (of conversation, of discussion, in school or whatever) does your OC find interesting or engaging or that they can talk for hours about? What kind of stuff do they just find fun?

What things bore your OC to tears and they couldn’t care less about? Why?

Emotions

😊 What can make your OC smile even when they’re feeling down? What cheers them up and makes everything feel better for them? Is your OC genrally a happy person and do they enjoy making others smile? What about your OC makes others happy?

⭐ What is your OC afraid of? Any crippling phobias or some such? How do they act when scared and what helps them calm down? Does anyone ever find your OC scary? Why?

🍋 Does your OC act petty and jealous easily? What sort of things make them feel like this and do they experience guilt for getting so worked up? How do they deal with these emotions when they get them? If your OC doesn’t feel like this often, why not?

📀 How easy is it to shock your OC? To confuse them? To lie to them, to manipulate them? How are they with feelings of trust? Can your OC be trusted?

💛 In general, how in control of their emotions is your OC? Do they have a good hold on them or do their emotions control them, not the other way around? What do you think is the reason behind this and is your OC ever concerned about their lack of or good control?

Mental Health

🌳 Compare your OC to themself from 10 years ago. How has their mental state changed since then, how have they aged and grown up? Would they say they’re in a better place than they were back then or do they need help? What advice would they give their younger self? What advice would their younger self give to them now?

🍏 Does your OC have any triggers? What is the history behind these triggers and are they related to any disorders or mental illnesses? In what ways does your OC react to being triggered?

🥝 What does a bad mental health day look like for your OC? Walk us through it with them. What kind of things can help them out of this slump and what kinds of things comfort them when they start to feel like this?

🍐 What is your OC’s mentality? Are they overall positive? Negative? A bit of both? Describe their thought patterns and reasoning behind their choice making!

💚 Talk about some of the traumatic events in your OC’s life. These events can be ones that have happened to them or a loved one. These events can be minor or major.

History

💧 What is the earliest memory your OC can recall? Do they know what their first words were or remember where they took their first steps? Do they have any mementos of their childhood they’ve kept such as a stuffed toy or tiny baby clothes?

🌠 Who was your OC’s first friend? Do they remember them or are they still friends now? Talk about some of the people your OC has lost contact with over the years. Do they have any regrets about losing these people and would they revist them if they could?

💙 What did your OC want to be when they grew up and why? Did they have any lifelong dreams or ambitions they never got to work on or are they currently working to achieve this dream? Has their life taken a very unexpected turn and put all these plans on hold for a while or have they given up on any dreams?

🌀 Where is your OC from? Where were they born? Do they still live there, if not why did they move? If they still live in the area how has it changed since their childhood? How many places has your OC lived in and where has been their favourite?

💤 What was your OC like as a baby, a child and as a teen? (if your OC is a teen or a child, what will they be like as an adult?). How have they changed since then? What lessons have they learned and what things about their youth do they miss the most? Do they have any general regrets?

This or That

🍇 Day or Night? Sun or Rain? Summer or Winter?

🛍️ Function or Aesthetic? Skirts or Pants? Heels or Flats?

🔮 Star gazing or cloud watching? Hand-holding or snuggles? Early mornings or late nights?

💜 Music or Silence? Swords or Spells? Cities or Nature?

🍆 Tea or Coffee or Hot Chocolate? Sweet or Spicy? Fruits or Vegetables?

Features

🌸 What does your OC’s voice sound like? Their laugh? Are they good at singing? Do they have an accent?

🎀 Do they wear a specific accessory with a special meaning behind it? What is their usual fashion sense like? What do they wear when they want to be comfortable and what do they wear when they’re going to a fancy party? Or do they just not care?

💗 What would your OC say is their best feature? Why? What do their friends / family / lover(s) / people they know think is their best feature and why?

🌺 Does your OC have any tattoos or other body art? Does their body art have any specific meaning behind it? Do they have any scars? How did they get those scars? Any birthmarks?

🌷 In what ways would your OC alter their body if they could? How would they do it using mundane means (hair dye, surgery, make-up?). What is their ideal look for themself?

[hakuluv]

surprise! I'm not a boy┐(￣ヘ￣)┌ but yoo I love picrew and this kind of games are soo cute. tankiu so much for tagging me,,

lool I don't have mutual cause my english is kinda dumb TT but I'm tagging ocs that I personally like or had interactions with me in any way

♡ @bbrightlyy @lovely-kocs @nctseren @moondaii @vitalityofficial

Tag Game!

rules: create a picrew of yourself using this link and tag whoever you want to participate!

tagging: @thesongofdragons @jenoyed @xuxiletters @kindacrazyuwu @lyshoonn @yamyang @woowoo-kim @crackhead4kpop @crimsonchinxo @peachy-skz0325 @sillyda1sy @xcviimark @i-see-you-now-you-see-me @trishavolution21 @dolphin-chenle

tag me so I can see yours!👀🤍

[hakuluv]

𝐇𝐚𝐤𝐮 𝐝𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐁𝐚𝐝 𝐁𝐨𝐲 𝐞𝐫𝐚

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𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝐦𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬

center with Seulgi

Haku with a katana in the mv

so much ad-libs (we know that Red Velvet has a lot of male ad-libs so...)

he sleeping in the mv behind

the visuals and the outfits 10000/10, he's the bad boy actually

Haku teasing MC Doyoung

Yuta talking about Haku's crop top on vlive

𝐇𝐚𝐤𝐮'𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐬 [ 𝘢𝘭𝘣𝘶𝘮 - 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘗𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘙𝘦𝘥 𝘝𝘦𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘵 ]

Kingdom Come

About Love

Moonlight Melody

𝐇𝐚𝐤𝐮'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬

confident because he likes this style

but kinda nervous

extremely shy about the crop top, but the stylist really begged Haku to accept using it.

he nailed it anyway

just a few lines in Bad Boy, but he doesn't care

𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞: Haku doesn't have tattoos so please ignore them! the image bad quality makesmeʕ·ᴥ·ʔ, but u can click to see itmoreclearly!

[hakuluv]

bf WHEN😩😩

y'all so thirsty for this one ;;

[hakuluv]

𝐇𝐚𝐤𝐮 𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦 𝐮𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞!

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atinyy201 ice cream cake era is bakk🥺✨

𝗒0𝗎𝗇𝗀_𝗃𝗃 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔?^^

𝖾𝗆.𝗆𝗅𝗒 he really looks like yui omf😳😳

6 𝖬𝖺𝗋𝖼𝗁 2021

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Now this makes me curious about his family! I can't imagine what a 14 year old had to deal with by himself 😢

Haku has so much background history, being bored and having time makes you think!!

I can't either! imagine the boys who actually do this like Niki from Enhypen. He lived alone and he was like 13, how brave:-(

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NCT? 👀 idk who but what if✨✨

👀 ACTUALLY there's a little chinese guy crushing on the japanese boi👀

[hakuluv]

𝐆𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐩𝐭.1

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𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: an insecure little Haku loss his dream little by little, but someday mr. Lee introduce him to someone called Seulgi. And eventually, another four girls entered to his world.

𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞: 2011-2012

𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: kind of angst??

𝐭𝐰/𝐜𝐰: mentions of and bullying, self-insecurities, loneliness and physical criticism

𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: an epic room lol, i love writing dramatic stuff so I couldn't resist:-( and I decided to separate this into 3 parts cause it's messy, so it may be boring to read... sorry if this has grammar errors

𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤♡︎

Am I doing something wrong? I give a look in the mirrors again... It's been like one hour already and I cannot step away from them no matter what.

All is starting to be more difficult, they're so competitive here. The more I practice, the more I seems to be a failure, and some boys hating eachother doesn't help.

I miss my home, my sister Yui and... Rena, I really want to see her happy again. I always remember when she told me to follow my dream and always stand no matter how deep I fall, but... Am I doing the right thing? In the future, will I be someone?

“Haku, little shit! sunbaenim is calling you!”

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“Did you call me, sunbaenim?” Mr. Lee was with a girl at his side, I never saw her before, maybe cause I barely walk around the building and met people...

“Yes, I need to introduce someone to you. She's Seulgi, Kang Seulgi and he's Haku, Takeda Haku. And I want you two make a choreo for the next monthly presentations, you should coordinate your times to practice. I'll let you guys alone, if you have questions you know where to find me”

Is she nice? or she's gonna be like the others who critize everything I do since I'm here?

“Hi, I see you dance before, you're amazing!”

“R-really? I-i'm always in the back...”

“And that's not bad, I'm sure that if you're at the front, you'll kick everyone”

“Thanks...” Someone call her from the door, i bet she's friends with everyone...

“Oh! I have to go, tomorrow we can practice! find me at the girls trainees room at 5:30”

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The competition for being on the top always made me feel weird, they treat everyone bad and the monthly revision is a completely nightmare. I know this is important but the boys became blind, Minjae don't talk me anymore, I think he hate me and Daniel started to insult other just because of their looks.

“He need to lose more pounds” “And grow up” “Yes, and maybe take care of himself, he's so tanned and his eyes are so small, Japanese people are not like that” “Who is him anyway?” “The new trainee, he's coming from the japanese SM” “He shouldn't have come, he's a little ugly” “Japanese people aren't that boring to dress...” “And he's so quiet” “Maybe he's gay” “Do you think so? What a shame”

That's the kind of things I hear often, but why looks are so important? I look my reflect again, I know that I'm not tall and confident like them but I'm working hard to be better and proof all my passion for dance, beauty is not so important to me... right?

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“H-hello, it's Seulgi here?” I looked into the room. It's a way more big than the ours. And I hope someone listen me cause I don't want to...

“Mmm, maybe. For what do you want her?” A girl appears, she seems more older than Seulgi and so intimidating!

“Oh! Irene unnie, he's Haku!”

“H-hi, I'm...”

“I'm Irene, how old are you?”

“Fourteen...”

“Cute! I'm eighteen” Seulgi said

“And I'm twenty...” Irene was so old compared to us, but she's really stunning. I bet she is the girl who turned the guys so in love. “You guys are going to practice here?”

“No, Tifanny unnie said that her practice room is empty for today” Seulgi went to pickup her bag and things while Irene analyzed me with her eyes, maybe I look bad today too? “Come on, Haku!”

We started to walk where the seniors practice, what if tvxq! are here? It might be a dream if I know them.

“Do you like it? it's my favourite room here” Seulgi said. I looked at the wall and a sky was at the center, it's really pretty and makes the room very calm. Our practice room is so ugly and everyone make the atmosphere tense and uncomfortable cause Daniel wants to be the leader or something... “So what do you want to dance?” Seulgi asked

“I'm good with everything... I-i mean if y-you want to choose”

“What about a cover?”

“I like it, m-maybe we can change some part and make our version...”

“Cool! you're a genius Haku!” Seulgi lightly hit my shoulder and I felt the heat in my cheeks. Oh my god I'm so stupid...

At the end we made a choreography for Mirotic and now this is our last day before the presentation... I'm so nervous cause Seulgi is the best at dancing, even more than the boys and I thinks she's my only friend now, Irene actually talks to me but I think that it's just because of Seulgi.

I was leaving the room when someone grabbed my shoulder “Where the fuck have you been? The guys and I are so hungry, there” Minjae searched something in his pocket and threw at my feets. “Go and buy some ramen”

“But I have to prac...”

“I heard that you have been with this girl... Seulgi right? What a whore you're, I didn't expect that from you, specially from such an ugly boy” Why Minjae know that? I didn't tell anyone and...

“Then who's next? Irene? Oh boy! you like the best friends, that's so fucked up” Daniel know too? I'm so tired already, what did I do?

“Why won't you just shut up?” Irene? Why is she here?

“So you're defending the little guy? I didn't know you have that preferences... noona” Daniel seems to be mad but Irene gets closer to his ear.

“My preference is telling Mr. Lee who don't deserve to be here... I just imagine how much you're going cry to your daddy to paid him more to accept you being here with those little dogs behind you...”

What's happening?

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𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐇𝐚𝐤𝐮 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐚 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐞?

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Little Haku made an audition in Japan back in 2010 and ranked in the first 10 places

Everything was great except for Haku's parents, especially his mom, who was so afraid to let him go alone.

So an argument started between her and his sister Yui. Everything turns sentimental because she mentioned Rena, the older sister who has a mental illness

After negotiating the contract, he trained in Japan and a year later, at the age of 14, he went to Korea

Day by day, questioning decisions and actions, he realised that the only support was himself. It wasn't easy at all, he didn't have any friend doubt to his shy personality.

But someday he met Seulgi, and everything changes.