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Everything I feel returns to you somehow

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M. Morrissey, (b. 1996)

G*D MADE ME A TRANSSEXUAL, (2025)

Cotton thread, .5 mm crochet hook

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mrs. bluebeard & mrs bluebeard & mrs bluebeard &

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Broke: vampires are real, and they act just like in the stories

Woke: vampires are real, but the stories are inaccurate

Bespoke: vampires are real, the stories are inaccurate, and vampires made up those stories to keep humans ignorant

Baroque: vampires are real, and the stories are inaccurate, but vampires reacted to things like Dracula and Masquerade the same way the mafia reacted to The Godfather and now actively try to play out the tropes

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so there is a painted version of this photo that has a beautiful but obscure title to it y'all please help me find it its probably one of my favorite paintings ever

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ecological problems of colonialism also have more to do with the exploitative nature of colonialism than with foreigners lacking an elf-like connection to the land imo

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better pictures of my papier mache cat i made when i was 17 (its cat-sized)

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met a really racist person who was like all non-real british people should be deported and i said what makes someone real and he was like if both their families have been here since the 1700s and i said you know what. i can get behind deporting the king. and he didnt like that response.

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today a Chihuahua made direct eye contact

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No I don't think it's romantic that you painted me at all. You were obviously trying to trap and flatten my soul

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wgatever .

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mine, immaculate dream made breath and skin

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commission for mistersaturn123 of giegue from mother !!! this was so fun to draw :DDD

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8. Is there anyone you've met as a result of your interactions in the community who's very important to you now?

YOU

In seriousness, though, while most of my current friendships were established outside of alterhuman spaces, fictionkinity is by and large one of the most common connecting points between myself and other people. I'd really like to see if there are alterhuman meetups of any kind locally, to maybe give myself some hope in lieu of there being no local Esperantist meetups.

Additionally, even though I'm not super active in alterhuman spaces, I do feel a closer sense of connection between myself and other alterhumans, especially names who I recognize and see across multiple mediums (different servers in discord, tumblr, alterhuman archive posts, etc.). There's for sure a sense of belonging there that I don't have with many other communities.

41. Free space! Share anything about your identity/ies that you'd like to!

I'm too autistic for such an open ended question and spent way, way too long thinking about this (the better part of a day). I guess my funfact is that the specific defunct starman 'type that I have, Larice, due to being faulty and therefore sentient, has a Magicant (which is a world consisting of the thoughts, feelings, hopes, fears, dreams, and memories of the being in question, generally entered through a door under extraordinary circumstances, and forcing you to face your fears and insecurities).

Larice's Magicant involves him confronting his higher up, Giegue, who says: "Do you think you're above the others...? You're just a useless glitch. Another unstable creation that will be analyzed and improved upon to make sure nothing like you ever happens again."

Upon defeating him, Larice comes to his influence inhibitor, who says: "I am your ambition and loyalty to the Starmen. You cannot beat me. Because I am programmed into you." And then you beat it up and leave the Magicant.

Which ties into my recent musings on tool-ness in relationship to my alterhumanity pretty nicely. Larice, too, was made and produced from a colonized race of aliens, forcefully integrated into a robotic frame and made to serve as a soldier of Giegue's force. His story is one of transcending what he was made for; finding things worth fighting for outside of his given purpose; knowing that he is not simply "defective".

sometimes though I start to feel like they want me back in their alien hivemind of doom. but no one needs to know that

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