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janinejaninejaninejanine i love u janine i love janine godbe so much i love u janine 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 im like her #1 fan i love u janine come home janine i love u janine 😭😭 Hallows’ eve doesn’t hit the same bring 90s janine back 😭😭😭😭 oh janine how i love you janine i need more janine love

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Huevember - Day 20

Hey, I know it's way past halloween, but then again, it is a new year, so it's actually counting down to it, soo....

Masks Galore with Hallow's Eve, everybody!

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janine godbe for women in comics month 2025!

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a whole buncha lyrics from my playlist, bc i can … sentence starters

“I can’t fight my fear.”

“But, you never go away.”

“Are you strange like me?”

“I’m sorry that I let you down.”

“I was left to my own devices.”

“No, I won’t let you ruin my life.”

“You never called it what it was.”

“I’m not your problem anymore.”

“Those eyes add insult to injury.”

“I wish that I could say I’m proud.”

“You. That’s what happened. You.”

“Its me, hi. I’m the problem, its me.”

“Here we go again, another nightmare.”

“You’d keep my head from going under.”

“Run away with me, it’ll all make sense.”

“You can’t wake up, this is not a dream.”

“I bet you hate me, but I hate you more.”

“You’d get your knuckles bloody for me.”

“My heart is gold and my hands are cold.”

“Laughing, but the joke’s not funny at all.”

“You are worth more than moon and sun.”

“I hope, some day, I’ll make it out of here.”

“Do you tear yourself to entertain like me?”

“Many days fell away with nothing to show.”

“That image you had of me… who was she?”

“How am I gonna be an optimist about this?”

“I’m bad behavior, but I do it in the best way.”

“Goddamn right, you should be scared of me.”

“So casually cruel in the name of being honest.”

“Another bad decision, why do I this to myself?”

“Need a place to hide, but I can’t find one near.”

“But something about it felt like home somehow.”

“I’ll be waiting here ‘til the stars fall out of the sky.”

“Oh, where do we begin? The rubble or our sins?”

“I let my guard down, and then you pulled the rug.”

“You left my heart in pieces on your bedroom floor.”

“You are the purest soul I’ve ever known in my life.”

“Thought I found a way… thought I found a way out.”

“The house was awake with shadows and monsters.”

“You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath.”

“You call me up again, just to break me like a promise.”

“I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain.”

“It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero.”

“I’m scared that you won’t be waiting on the other side.”

“I have this thing where I get older, but just never wiser.”

“They say we are what we are, but we don’t have to be.”

“Wind in my hair, I was there… I remember it all too well.”

“Should’ve had my back, but you put a knife in my hands.”

“I’d like to be my old self again, but I’m still trying to find it.”

“Did it all for you. I hope you know the lengths I’ve gone to.”

“Maybe this thing was a masterpiece before you tore it all up.”

“I think I’ve seen this film before… and I didn’t like the ending.”

“Doing everything I can, I don’t want to make you disappointed.”

“I’m going under and, this time, I feel there’s no one to save me.”

“You’re not my homeland anymore, so what am I defending, now?”

“You don’t want to make this work, you just want to make this worse.”

“What else can I offer you? There’s nothing left right now, I gave it all to you!”

“But, if you close your eyes, does it almost feel like nothing’s changed at all?”

“Every breath that I’ve been taking since you left seems like a waste one me.”

“Sometimes the only payoff for having any faith… is when its tested again, and again, every day.”

“I’m bigger than my body. I’m colder than this home. I’m meaner than my demons. I’m bigger than these bones.”

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questions … sentence starters

“Are you sad?”

“Are you okay?”

“Who hurt you?”

“Are you crying?”

“What about us?”

“What did you do?”

“Are you laughing?”

“Where did you go?”

“Did you hurt them?”

“Where will you go?”

“What do you need?”

“Are you mad at me?”

“Who did this to you?”

“Do you need a hug?”

“Would you be mine?”

“Are you happy here?”

“Do you forgive them?”

“How did you survive?”

“How could you leave?”

“Can I tell you a secret?”

“Where have you been?”

“How could you do this?”

“Have you eaten today?”

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Do you forgive yourself?”

“Why can’t you love me?”

“Why would you say that?”

“How could you lie to me?”

“Will you accept my heart?”

“Do you want to share this?”

“Why don’t you believe me?”

“Would you try this with me?”

“When did you stop believing?”

“What are you thinking about?”

“When did that happen to you?”

“How long can you keep going?”

“Do you think we have a chance?”

“Do you know how much I love you?”

“Do you think you’re a good person?”

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Chasm: Curse of Kaine #2 (2024)

written by Steve Foxe art by Andrea Broccardo & Brian Reber

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I like it when shes cool (often)

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Hallow's Eve (2023) #1-5 art by Michael Dowling 

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Hannah Marie as Hallow's Eve

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𝐒𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤, 𝐬𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤, 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝

𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝐇𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰'𝐬 𝐄𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐝 !

𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐞 / 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞 / 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐉𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄 𝐆𝐎𝐃𝐁𝐄 / 𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐒 𝐄𝐕𝐄 𝐨𝐟 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐯𝐞𝐥 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐬' 𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐑-𝐌𝐀𝐍 . 𝐖𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐆𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭 . 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐀𝐧𝐭𝐢-𝐙𝐞𝐛 𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐬. c

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+ " Guess it isn't TOTALLY obvious that I'm not from AROUND HERE, is it ? GOOD to know I can still BLEND in . " Janine countered with a none too SUBTLE dose of sarcasm wrapped around every word . It did her no good to have her SUSPICIONS confirmed that there WAS a Spider-Man here , and the SCOWL on her face seemed to embed itself a little FURTHER into her face as she heard the answer from Mary Jane .

There was ALWAYS a version of him . But never BEN . How many times did the two of them HAVE to be tossed aside like GARBAGE ?

" You don't have to keep up the ACT, Mary Jane . I KNOW who you are, and I know who HE is . " There was no DENYING the way that she seemed to SNARL every word , letting her own FRUSTRATIONS with every revelation here so far emerge through her TONE . " Where is PETER ? "

She'd wanted to hope for something else. For something different, this time, because so, so many times the people like this were after Peter and it was enough to be as frustrating as it was terrifying.

But it was not the first time, and chances were it wouldn't be the last she found herself involved in that part of their world.

"In this... verse?" She asked back, practice helping her keep her voice steady. Because of course, there was a chance it was nonsense, but it was definitely weird wording.

And moreover, they didn't have just one Spider-Man. Even if one was on a break.

"I wouldn't know where he is." She admitted. "But we have a Spider-Man, yes." She confirmed. And then, taking the risk but not really expecting it to pay off, "Why are you looking for him?"

She was no longer hoping for nice reasons, but running away felt like it would be an even worse idea.

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+ Considering the HALLOWEEN type nature of her COSTUMED ALTER-EGO , Janine felt like a bit of MORBID humor was almost entirely called for . Considering the amount of QUIPS she had heard from someone like PETER ( and all of them absolutely HORRID compared to Ben's , if she could say so herself ) , she was somewhat DREADING the idea of having to make up her own on the spot . Was her alter-ego MEANT to have quips ? Was that part of all this naturally ?

" I mean, I'm not gonna say NO to a large pizza right about now . But when's that DIFFERENT from any other night since we found each other again ? " She teased lightly , and all with an appropriately playful smile .

“ From experience? Yeah, way better than ending up dead. ” Was it in bad taste to laugh even a bit at their morbid joke? If they were going to lean into his fraught history in a comedic way rather than dwelling on it, he was all for it. Easier than trying to dance around it all the time.

“ More hungry than tired, honestly. Unless I'm running on low sleep or had to deal with one of those more fancy criminals. Y'know, the ones with powers or exclusive technology. ” To be fair, he'd been at this longer. Muscles had built up a tolerance. “ Your muscles will probably feel like jelly for the first few outings. ”

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+ God, she was reminded how much of a GRUDGE she held against the Mary Jane on her own world . How much it seemed that all the things that she and Ben had wanted, the very ones that had been DENIED to them time and time again, were the very same ones that Mary Jane and Peter ENJOYED . To know that it seemed to be a constant even in OTHER REALITIES made that GRUDGE boil with renewed energy and emotion .

Was there even a VERSION of herself or Ben in this world ? Were they even denied a chance to LIVE here ?

She wasn't sure that having the ANSWER would make her feel better .

" Clever girl . " She nodded , glowing orange eyes refusing to expose some of the EMOTION brewing behind her mask. " You have a SPIDER in this verse, right ? WHERE is he ? "

Mary Jane wished, and she wished it with all her heart, that she wasn't far too familiar with violence. And with how necessary it could be, sometimes: it was the reason she'd kept the stun gun she carried on her person when she expected problems, and one of the reasons she'd trained with Sable.

It was also the only way to fight back, sometimes, and she wouldn't begrudge Peter his ways. But if she could oppose some of the violence, if she could make it needless, she had to try. Especially when the mask and the clothes the other was wearing did sound like something more up Peter's alley.

"I know how much worse it can make things." She argued, steadily. Prepared to bolt, or prepared to stun, but still hoping it wouldn't be needed. "And I also know you're looking for something, or someone."

Or lost, or at least somewhat disoriented, and it was something of a gambit... but one she thought worth trying, if she could deescalate the situation or figure out what was going on.

At least this would net her material for at least one article, she thought.

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+ " Beats ending up DEAD , right ? " The joke was MORBID ; but considering the orange and black costume she still had on, it somehow seemed to be a PERFECT fit . Leaning into his touch, eager for SOMETHING to anchor herself against the wave of SELF-CONCIOUSNESS washing over her in increasingly stronger ways, Janine kept her eyes closed as she let out a SNORT of laughter . Whether it was at her own joke, or the idea that she'd done GOOD with her first outing remained a MYSTERY.

" ... are you always this TIRED when you come back ? " She asked, words emerging in a SOFTER tone as she opened her eyes to look up at him. " I feel like every bone in my body is sore. "

Leaning into his touch was a good sign. “ Honestly? Getting away with no injuries during your inaugural night is better than I got. ” Being able to laugh even softly about the first time he'd faced down against Venom was nothing he ever expected. But he was able to chuckle all the same. “ I'd been kinda foolhardy when I got going and the injuries I earned from that experience were well deserved. Next to that, you had one hell of a night. ”

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+ Without thinking, Janine LEANED back into his familiar touch ; her eyes closing as she nodded . She hadn't been EXPECTING it to be a perfect outing . Trying to figure out exactly WHAT the masks in her bag did EXACTLY had been a process defined by HIT OR MISS . Considering there hadn't been exactly an INSTRUCTION MANUAL by any means , she was happy , in some ways, that she hadn't managed to BURN the apartment building down by mistake . But somehow managing not to surpass the LOW BAR she'd set her for herself ... it was more than a bit DISEHEARTENING .

" At least I didn't come back with a BLACK EYE , right ? " She teased , trying her BEST to lighten the mood away from her own STEWING .

His hand ran from her shoulder down to the small of her back in an attempt to offer even an ounce of physical comfort. What could he say that would stop her from reliving the mistakes of tonight? That was the plight of a heroic path and the spiders were king of the hill as far as he was concerned.

“ First night out is never all it's cracked up to be. I mean my first night in tights after returning to New York I got pretty thrashed by Venom. ”

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+ @scrletwebs I Continued from here ( X )

+ Janine didn't HAVE to say it ; but repeating events over and over again in her mind was something she had MORE than enough experience with . As many NIGHTS as she had replayed the EVENTS of her life on an ENDLESS repeat , she had relieved them and PLAYED them out to EVERY POSSIBILITY . Old habits died ESPECIALLY hard . And for Janine Godbe, that was NO DIFFERENT .

" Guess my first OUTING as trying to be a HERO wasn't really all it was cracked up to be, wasn't it ? "

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Chasm: Curse of Kaine #2 (2024)

written by Steve Foxe art by Andrea Broccardo & Brian Reber