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If you haven’t changed your url in years tell me why as someone in your same boat it’s for science

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this blog is actually me dissecting my own corpse in an anatomical theater and you are all standing up on the rows looking down at me cheering and booing 

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the only thing that sates her desire for human flesh is licking my fingers when I’m in bed

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2005

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Pour syrup in my wounds i am your pancake

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that last post i reblogged put so much into perspective for me and i think im actually starting to feel better about everything. good thing too because the anniversary is coming up and its been fucking with me. thank you

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it's so wild when your parent changes when you become an adult. my dad is very cordial and non confrontational - he regularly helps me with adult stuff like changing the oil or providing insurance tips. he's always smiling when i call him on video and providing jokes when i complain about college

when i was a kid, i would have to tiptoe around his anger issues often, sometimes running quietly past his work table until he got his own place completely separate from our family, locked away for days. every so often he would start screaming in the car and trying to hit me or my brother for talking too loud while my mom attempted to calm him down as he swerved on the road. and now he, smiling, helps me with car insurance.

like oh, this is just who you are when you have power over someone, and this is who you are when you dont have power over someone. no wonder you can have a normal life, friends, work while scaring the shit out of your kids and wife. i see it now. i see why no one would have believed me. that, i think, is one of the core fears of trauma - seeing the outside of it from the perspective of other adults that brushed you aside, and understanding. of course, that understanding gives the opposite of solace; it just gives you more grief with nowhere for it to go

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No, app on my phone, I don't want to edit it with AI. I don't want to generate with AI. I don't want to ask the AI. I don't want to make AI wallpapers. I don't want to rewrite with AI. I don't want t-

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what animal does everyone see themselves as?

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Really digging these negative scans

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THIS SONG IS FUCKING AWESOMEEEEE🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

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maybe the single funniest twitter comment I've ever seen

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does anyone know if we have joy and whimsy tomorrow

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If you're a cop you should quit. Quitting is easy and fun. Anyone can do it.

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& this is probably my favorite public statement ever released by any notable figure ever