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he just missed his boyfriend, what is he wrong?

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pining hours

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One thing that really floors me about the final arc is that we are told the entire show that House doesn’t tend to people. He’s not the guy who will be sitting by your bedside and holding your hand or wiping your brow. He doesn’t do that. We’re even explicitly shown that this (along with his Vicodin use) is one of the reasons that Cuddy breaks up with him when she has her cancer scare—House can’t handle caretaking; he can only be there for you if he’s high and even then, only kinda.

And yet with Wilson in The C-Word, here he is making Wilson food, wiping his brow, stroking his hair, wiping the vomit from his mouth, holding the basin while Wilson pukes, changing his diaper, walking with him, etc. He cares for Wilson despite going through withdrawal himself. He cares for Wilson despite Wilson lashing out at him. And he does it all seemingly without a second thought, because it’s Wilson.

Wilson truly was House’s exception.

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the funniest thing about Hilson is the fact that Hugh started it pretty much. that one interview when he calls Wilson House’s best friend and some shit about if a tree falls in the forest and Wilson wasn’t around to hear it, did it really make a sound. any time someone’s like “is House going to fuck Wilson” he’s just like “I dunno but he should”. Hugh Laurie ran so we could walk. everyone say thank you Mr Laurie

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i cant get over their brokeback outfits

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me: house md is my comfort show it makes me so happy

me while watching house:

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If my best friend sizes me up like this, I'm gonna die.

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‼️HOUSE MD SPOILERS AHEAD‼️

Hey so btw just putting this out there because I'm losing my MIND over this realization:

Every woman who came along in House's life was so willing to outwardly accept him as he was, but never in an unconditional sense like Wilson did. When Cameron went out on that date with him, she goes,"I don't expect you to be someone you're not." and proceeds to get upset when, obviously, House is an ass. He's very visibly self destructive. With Stacy, he says he's not going to change, and she goes,"Who's asking you to?" but again. He's self destructing. Even with Cuddy, she tells him,"I don't want you to change. You're the most incredible man I've ever met." But when he relapses on vicodin, she ends things with him.

Wilson, on the other hand, never truly expects him to change at all. Yes, they have their fights and arguments, but Wilson is the only person in the entire show who can ACTUALLY handle House not changing. Wilson knows who House is and he doesn't expect that caring for House will somehow nurture him into growing or changing. Even when Wilson leaves in s5 after Amber dies, he doesn't try to tell House that he needs to change. He knows full well that's not going to happen. So, he leaves. But when he's forced to bring House to his dad's funeral, he's reminded of how much fun he has with House, despite how much of a jackass the man is. Even though he was downright furious nearly the entire trip, he still admits it's the most fun he's had since Amber died.

Wilson was the only person who never really wanted House to change.

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"HOUSE M.D.": A summary

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Thinking about how House knew before anyone else how important it was to find out who's dying and why after the bus crash, how uncharacteristically frantic he was. How he tore himself apart to the point of dying multiple times to find his missing memories. How he submerged himself in water and darkness despite his past trauma. How he demanded he shoot electricity into his head on top of his traumatic brain injury to try and find what he was missing, even when he ostensibly had figured it out, his brain literally bleeding out of his ears.

I'm thinking of, "what's my necklace made of?" And his immediate response of "resin" despite already asking what bug was trapped in its depths, something that is well known to happen in amber.

I'm thinking of, a couple episodes before, "You'll tell her, she's your girlfriend. You should tell her."

"You're my friend."

[Sadly] "It's not the same."

"Don't sulk."

[Still sadly] "Where am I wrong?"

I'm thinking of, "You think I should risk my life...to save Amber's?" And Wilson's shaky nod. His scoff because he knows that if the situation was reversed he would never ask Amber to do that for House. Even if she insisted, he would stop her. Where was he wrong? Its not the same. Was House finding out how she got on that bus with him worth the risk? Looking for clues to see what was causing her decline? Or was it about whether House had fucked her? Was he already undeserving of Wilson's love, and therefore the electrical probe in his brain, his tears running down his face, eventually sliding into a coma - was what he deserved? An eye for an eye, a cruelty for a cruelty, in Wilson's eyes?

I'm thinking most of all, of how Amber and House, bare feet side by side on a liminal bus between life and death, are discussing how House would rather be dead than have Wilson hate him, and Amber's acknowledgment that he would hate him, but that he still should get off the bus.

And how when House opens his eyes, having chosen life, despite what he knew awaited him, Cuddy's hand in his, offering absolution even when asleep, absolution that is not hers to give, meets Wilson's eyes and sees the truth. That he too wishes House was dead rather than have to hate him, but he's left without a choice.

I'm thinking about what's left of a life when both you and the love of your life wishes you were dead instead of someone he loved more.

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good morning

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House MD + text posts pt. 26/?

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when yeah we're evil

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that fucking smile that house does just for wilson, only when hes around wilson, im sick i need to shove them in a box and blow that box up

my personal favourite...

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one of the wilson's best casual looks

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my text post collection vol. 1

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Wilson is so fucking nonsense in this shot like, who talks like this and stands like THIS when checking out whether the patient has leukaemia or not.

He serves cunt every breathing minute.