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med change

im finally back on my meds i couldnt take while i was pregnant and im starting to feel a little normal, does any woman who lost babies dream about babies a lot? its been happening more than normal for myself lately

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4:40 am

its early and my son will be up soon and i havent slept yet, my husband let me nap until 9 pm knowing i have to be up with my son. i couldnt go back to bed because today is the day i heard my sons heartbeat for the first time 5 years ago and all i can think about is how i wish i couldve heard my babies heart beat that i lost

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This is absolutely beautiful

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‘Twiddle at the Capitol Theatre, Port Chester NY’ by Chuck Sperry. 20.125" x 35" 7 colour screen print on cream paper, in a signed and numbered AP edition of 175. On sale at Tuesday November 30 between 9-10am PT on Chuck’s website. Follow Chuck on Twitter @yosquirt, Facebook and on Instagram @yosquirt for the on sale announcement.

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Child loss

I am already a mother to a loving four year old boy in a past relationship, and my now husband wanted to try for another so our son can have someone to grow up with. We got pregnant and we were overfilled with joy, only to go the doctors and you werent there, my second baby to be wasnt there. Now im scared to even try again, i want my little love bug to have a brother or sister and i am lucky i have my boy, i know its not my fault but i cant help to blame myself.

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the sword of kaigen

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hiatus since 2014 tumblr days

Ill most likely be talking to myself just after losing a baby a few weeks ago i decided to come back to be able to vent even if no one is reading and if you are thank you! this blog will be my journey about mental health and childloss so TW when reading my posts.