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august 21............

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"Until death do us part...?"

"You're so naive, detective. Even after you die, I'll still keep on loving you."

#fic reading <- (for muting)

started reading another jp kaishin fic but it's so shinichi-centric so far and I cannot stop fucking crying cos it's got an "antidote has sideffects" plot point where shinichi's body is sort of a time bomb and any time he can just can collapse or die. and so shinichi started taking pictures of everything in his life, then there's this sonoshinran scene where they take pictures and FUUUUUCK I'm sobbing they love shinichi sm and everybody starts taking pictures with him and my god shinichi is so loved in this fic im actually fucking crying nonstop bro i can't 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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#fic reading <- (for muting)

started reading another jp kaishin fic but it's so shinichi-centric so far and I cannot stop fucking crying cos it's got an "antidote has sideffects" plot point where shinichi's body is sort of a time bomb and any time he can just can collapse or die. and so shinichi started taking pictures of everything in his life, then there's this sonoshinran scene where they take pictures and FUUUUUCK I'm sobbing they love shinichi sm and everybody starts taking pictures with him and my god shinichi is so loved in this fic im actually fucking crying nonstop bro i can't 😭😭😭😭😭😭

(x)

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they made out in front of jii's symbolic grave and then kaito asked shinichi to marry him, the end 😭😭😭😭

this is hilarious out of context but i was weeping during all that y'all 😭😭😭😭😭 and yes kaito was crying while shinichi was otokomae af hells yeaaaaah my kind of kaishin babeeeeyyyy

anyway here it is (x)

reading this kaishin fic and this is how i learn the kanji of ushinae 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

（これ以上、誰も失えねぇよ……）

oh kaito bby 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

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SHINICHI IS GON GET HIS MAN BACK LFG WE ARE SO BAAAAAACKKKKK

reading this kaishin fic and this is how i learn the kanji of ushinae 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

（これ以上、誰も失えねぇよ……）

oh kaito bby 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

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OH THIS MFER KAITO IS LEAVING HIS KUROBA KAITO LIFE BEHIND TO PURSUE PANDORA BUT THEN SAYS "I loved you" TO SHINICHI OH FUCKIGN HELL SAY IT AINT SO 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

reading this kaishin fic and this is how i learn the kanji of ushinae 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

（これ以上、誰も失えねぇよ……）

oh kaito bby 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

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それが愛しい者なら、尚更。

SHUT UP THIS WAS THE NEXT LINE OH MY GODDDD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

reading this kaishin fic and this is how i learn the kanji of ushinae 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

（これ以上、誰も失えねぇよ……）

oh kaito bby 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

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reading this kaishin fic and this is how i learn the kanji of ushinae 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

（これ以上、誰も失えねぇよ……）

oh kaito bby 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

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trying to slowly go through my drafts and post all the kaishin prattling i've been doing there lmao

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yknow that cute thing otps do when one is laughing happily while the other stares at them with so much love and fondness? yeah well that doesn't always work with kaishin cos when they stare a little too long, the other will most certainly sense them and look back with question in their eyes and a lingering smile on their lips and the one who was staring will be a little flustered and a little embarrassed at being caught because they should've known but nevertheless they pull the other closer to press a kiss on that smile so dizzyingly dazzling

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knight symbolism in chronic pain save me. armor metaphors for the unseen weight on your limbs. hidden wounds you must hide from your companions. the soft groans when you try to get to your feet. collapsing as soon as the door shuts behind them. knowing that you have to get up, you must get up — you have to be brave and strong for them but god does it hurt. craving the touch of the beloved on your forehead while you see them in dreams. wounded knight symbolism in chronic illness save me save me please

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kaishin with their reverse lollipop colors 😳

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Please forgive me for ranting, but...I am so tired of AI. Just so tired. I don't want Microsoft Copilot, or Google Gemini, or Meta AI, or whatever other energy-sucking, water-wasting, mediocrity-spewing LLM is currently being thrust upon me. I just want to be left alone to create in peace.

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love it when the detco staff give us an angsty kaishin doujin

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KUDOU SHINICHI ASS PERKY AND WAIST SNATCHED???!?!? STUPID SEXY KAITOU KID UNDRESSING AT THE KUDOU MANOR (delusion)????????! 😳🫣😏

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WORLD FUCKING STOP SAFETY NET CHAPTER 6 UPDATE BUT I NEED TO SLEEP EARLY FOR TOMORROW YOU'VE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING MEEEEEEEEEE IM GONNA FUCKING DIEEEEE RAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

anyone who's already read it.....what's it like to be favoured by god 😔