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🎲🚀 CONTRIBUTOR SPOTLIGHTS 🌟🏁

We wouldn't be an Oumota zine worth our salt if our writers weren't the best of the best... Like Salt! Her writing is always the perfect mix of poignant emotion and candid narration.

Twitter: @/annahayna Tumblr: @hayanna AO3: AnnaHay

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🎲🚀 CONTRIBUTOR REVEAL 🌟🏁

It's time for you all to get a peek at our amazing lineup of contributors! We were overwhelmed by the amount of talent we saw from the applications... Please join us in giving these wonderful people a round of applause!

Contributors are tagged below the cut~!

PAGE ARTISTS:

Cael: @caeboa Dr. Chalk: @dr-chalk Elle: @numbuh424 Erachiiii: @erachiiii Esmee: @esmeebeek Kom1tose: @komatose Lovepoints: @love2point0 Lucitrius: @lucitrius Mayday: @satellite-mayday Miden: @/miden808 (twitter) MrNowhere: @mr0where Nattyngale: @nattyngale Noodle: @doodles-by-noodles Pluto: @g0nta-g0kuhara Quinn: @quinns-art-box Redactedhaunt: @redactedhaunt Shinina: @xshinina Spectralreplica: @spectralreplica Squiddy T: @/t_squiddy (twitter) Strawskai: @strawskaiart Super Paper: @galacticcertainty training-trio-irl: @training-trio-irl Vi: @alexvidraws Villain: @villainartist Vital: @vitalgutzz

MERCH ARTISTS:

Beans: @shegananigans Catríona: @suntails cl0wnfiish: @cl0wnfiish Samisey: @/samisey (twitter) Valentine: @valentineseraph WRAETH: @wraether Zeph: @/sushi_haras (twitter)

COSPLAYERS:

Alyn: @/adorathea (instagram) Bees: @beehivian Cora: @lakesandquarries Jay: @/That_Vocaloid_Chick (instagram)

WRITERS:

AnnaHay: @hayanna Arsons: @arsons Dev: @/devicing (twitter) Ella: @kaitolovebot Glownary: @glownary Izfaish: @izfaish purlieu: @helpingyacchi whattheskyknows: @whattheskyknows

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Another “book cover-esque” piece… Is what happens when I finish drawing the people before thinking about what to do for the background (whoops)

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fashion ronpa

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survivor’s guilt

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hillcrest park

(aka the only thing i remember how to play on the bass)

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dang romp print

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matching hair

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Post the summerhouse secrets

summer house phil canonically manages a bath and body works

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Hey, I'm just here to inform you that your fic makes me fucking cry on the regular. Like holy shit. You keep going for the throat with the flashbacks and I'm never ready for it. Amazing work.

I took my sweet time responding to this and it’s because I just started college so APOLOGIES but here I am!!

ladycatland you’re so kind. I hope you didn’t cry too hard but hard enough that it still was like. a nice cry. I love crying so much man

this made my day thank you <33

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hey hey btw i keep forgetting to tell u this so im doing it rn. that scene in ur fic where phil read where the wild things are genuinely made me cry like. that was. something. it was REALLY well written n very soft and sad and man. good

REN

ren you are so good and kind <3 that scene was one of the reasons I decided to turn the story from an au in my brain into an actual fic. I was like "phil reads a children's book to tommy from outside his bedroom door :( even though tommy is not listening :( and then he CRIES ABOUT IT okay we're doing this"

gosh I'm glad it actually worked out well

this made my night <3 thank you my friend <33

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Hiiii, i really loved the last chapter of summer house, i was so happy for some fluff after chapter 2,,,

I also wanted to ask how do you like,,, like summer house feels extremely realistic. It feels like watching an actual victim and his family recover from something horrific and it's gut wrenchingly painful, i actually almost puked (twice) after reading the ending of chap 2 bc it was so realistic it was triggering (which is not on you! I'm the one who failed to protect myself so dw! I'm all good now!).

So like,,, i was wondering how you deal with it? Is it hard to write those scenes? To think about the plot? How do you deal with it?

Idk man sorry if this is a weird ask but summer house kinda threw me off my feet for a solid month or so and I'm trying to find ways to cope jfjejfj bc i really wanna finish the fic but not at the expense of my own mental health ya know?

ANYWAY to end this in a good note i just wanna say that DUDE. YOU ARE SUCH A SKILLED WRITER. LIKE HOLY FUCK spare an ounce of talent for the poor 😭😂

hello! I’m so glad you reached out!! I’m gonna put most of this under the cut if that’s okay because it’s kind of a long answer

well, okay, let me first off say that I’m sorry you went through that and I’m glad you’re okay. I’m gonna start taking more precautions and maybe offer like? a google doc that people can view anonymously for every chapter, with the more difficult scenes cut down and summarized rather than played out in detail. honestly if you’re up for it, dm me and we could talk about what might be best in terms of that? I really want people to be able to be able to read summer house safely!! no pressure if you’d rather just stay anon though.

aaand in terms of how I deal with it. see this ask has made me question myself all morning lmao; I guess all I can say is that? I think I somewhat project onto c!tommy (don’t we all) and writing him into this really bad, really difficult situation— having him go through so much— and having him still then come out stable and happy at the end of it? is just. super cathartic for me.

everyone in this story is going to heal!! all of them! but I think trauma recovery irl can be kind of a grueling process, and I want to prove that going through something like that doesn’t mean that happiness won’t come. even if it feels like it should be here by now, we might still have a little ways to go and that’s okay, yknow??

gosh I hope that makes sense. apologies if it doesn’t. for real dm me if you’re comfortable with that, because I super want this story to be safe for other people who can relate more personally to read.

ALSO I think I want to make a separate post about how I handle getting triggered by stuff in fanfics because it happens to me too and. I don't want to make this response too long but I do want to share a couple things that can be helpful for me so look out for that if you are interested.

really truly thank you for this ask, I hope I? helped?? you are so kind and I appreciate it so much, thank you <33

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inconsistent drawings about niki and hair dye

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he comin’

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