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She's   alone  because   the  last  man  she'd  stayed  with had left   after  slipping  a  weathered   Benjamin   into  the back pocket of her  ripped jeans.  All she has to her  name currently---- it's more than usual. She doesn't look up right away;   furrows  the  arch  of  her  brows  to  a  knit  as  she  thinks. Always thinking; clever mind behind  clouded  eyes. Finally,   she'll  paint  a  smile  that  tugs  on  the  corner  of petal lips, before craning jaw;   allowing eyes to fall on him.

                  ❝ How horribly kind of you. This place is a shithole.                                           -------...... I'm Effy. ❞

Peter frequents bars these days. He never gets quite drunk, at least nothing Uncle Vince would dare call drunk, but it’s a place to escape where he wouldn’t have to share a name or a story, just a drink. He sees a girl sitting at the bar, nothing like the old, overworked, underpaid, rag-baring patrons of the bar, and is curious. He takes a seat next to her and orders a beer.  "Doesn’t seem quite like your kind of place here."

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There's a flicker in the gaze  of  serpents;  something that   so  carefully  reads  'do not underestimate me,' and  there  she is----   painted up  pretty  and donning clothes that hang loose  and torn over her thin  frame; picture-perfect-baby on the run without a home. She'll find solace in dingy  little bars  where she'll  meet  yet another  man who  doesn't  know her  name---   she'll wear  the  loveliest  of  facades  and  make them  feel  alive  just  for  a  place  to  rest  her  head  tonight. 

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But they know now and they’re hungry. Really fucking hungry! Because, for as long as I know, they’ve been chasing me. And now they’re ready, now they’re strong enough to break through. And I can’t fight them. I used to be able to when I was strong but… you’ve made me weak. And now I can’t, I can’t!

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There are people on either side and they swarm in like the buzzing of flies through a thick sea of warm milk. Effy pushes through dancing bodies and avoids the push and pull of the motions that follow the ｈｕｍｍｉｎｇ of music surrounding them. She follows the current and where it may break--- allows it present her with her own space so that  she may raise arms above her head and let brightly colored hues roll back into the cradle of her skull behind painted lids. She's home; finds solace in the music-- and melt within the mold of so many others whose faces she doesn't know.

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From here on out, I'll be running Effy's blog independently--- branching her away from the RPG scene because it's been impossible to find a group that stays active and I've got too much muse to let her die out. If anyone would like to plot something, my ask is open!

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                     How very lonely. Yeah, yeah---- whatever.

You’re a big girl. Go out and party on your own. You’re only lonely at your flat because I’m not there.

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                     Maybe you just need some new faces. Y'know--- out with the old and in with the new; it's very good advice.

I got called a man-hater today.

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                     We all need to get away a bit, I think. Could do us some good.

                      A road trip? Sounds a lot more exciting than Bristol has been as of late.

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sjakdjslka we need to do some sort of crazy shit to get more members in here and to get things going because it's sooo quiet jeeze;;; i mean maybe I'll write up a shit ton of pre-made OCs? falls over a million times i hate writing bios but okay

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                     Good luck ever finding a decent 'man' here. I'm sure you                      can attest to the fact that most all of them are boys.

I got called a man-hater today.

Just to clarify. 

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We should all decide on some place for everyone to take a big trip together on. I remember forever ago in UYS when everyone went on a cruise and stuff; it was fun!!! 

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                     Flat is empty and quiet. Fuck knows where everyone's at.                      I need a road-trip. I can't even remember when I last went out,                      danced and had drinks. Boring.