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you know there's just a couple of things that i like

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he's so cute when he's not happy in the slightest

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its still priDEMONth right heres hcs idk. explaination below

i think jamie aromantic could be really cool and interesting... feeding into that whole thing of he doesnt understand 'Normal' relationships between people and might be part of the reason he hooks up, because it offers a modicum of the physical intimacy a relationship is supposed to provide yknow? i can see him confusing strong sexual/platonic feelings for romantic ones, because he Literally Lacks romatic feelings and equates the closest things he can feel to them.. i also think 'heteroflexible' would fit him because i think he'd consider himself straight but not be totally against trying summat with a guy/nb person under the right circumstances (not a Relationship ofc).. hes sorta lackadaisical in that way. i dont think any of it would be like 'intentional'/concious ie he doesnt actually use these labels and probably would just call himself straight.

and santiago i think repressed bisexuality is both funny in a torture nexus way and fits his character as someone who suppresses and denies himself based on what he thinks is 'proper' in societys's eyes (albeit probably subconciously). i might say gay but 1. for all we know he Did have girlfriend and maybe it was even a good relationship at first 2. its funnier if hes bi and still cant get a partner and 3. dear god it would be so so funny if the person he cheated (if he did cheat) with was a man

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ok rethink becose

thinking about my relationship to media i like and something something realised i tend to like things as a way of lookig for approval and forgiveness because i think the worst fate a creator could recieve is Me liking their thing so i just constantly go im so sorrryyyyy im so sorryyyy ahhh ill shut uppp im sorryyy ... but hey guys what if im not the devil and its cool for me to see myself in things and care about something that isnt my own? also something something society puts so much emphasis on being the Creator/Owner of a thing (probably has to do with IP obsession [profitability] etc) vs a 'fan' -- i.e. the Creator is smart and the Fan is the mindless content eater. so i would be like ah liking someone else's thing makes me stupid because i have no control over how it pans out. ignoring or missing the fact that half of what makes art meaningful is what the person experiencing the art takes away from it/how it affects them, even if its in ways that weren't intended by the person/people making it.

also thinking about Other Media helps act as like a 'warmup' for me to think about my own stuffs too !! :-D everybody wins

TLDR yes i will continue to TOLpost however i like because i do not owe anyone anything [except basic human respect] + it means something to me :-)

Whats Up i am an busyman with much to do andso i haven't the time nor energy to put 2wards An External Media asteur... love TOL, is AWESOME, but i get really uncomfortable being associated with a 'fandom' for a media as that's not really how i like interacting with things i like (i normally just stay in a little corner and barf out thoughts/art for 2-3 months before getting better). in restrospect most of my theories & artz were more projection than anything else LOL so i feel kinda bads about that (hence 'privating' blogue) but i also know some ppl mite likes them going foreward (hence 'keep as archive'). brilliant peopke of the world wide web aid me in my hour of indescision...

^just as i foretold....

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hey guys whats up. the cycle continues

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you make it look so easy.

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do u think jamie and santiago ever hooked up

not at all. but if they did it would be really, really fucking funny and just another fun and creative way to torture santiago specifically (which is a favoured hobby of many people, myself included) so for the sake of The Bit i indulge you

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also. before i poof into the ether, umn. am opening commishuns for about a week so feel free ta dm me if ur inch rested okayy yayy ♥️♥️ (ill delete this post later when they close Ok! have a good day)

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Whats Up i am an busyman with much to do andso i haven't the time nor energy to put 2wards An External Media asteur... love TOL, is AWESOME, but i get really uncomfortable being associated with a 'fandom' for a media as that's not really how i like interacting with things i like (i normally just stay in a little corner and barf out thoughts/art for 2-3 months before getting better). in restrospect most of my theories & artz were more projection than anything else LOL so i feel kinda bads about that (hence 'privating' blogue) but i also know some ppl mite likes them going foreward (hence 'keep as archive'). brilliant peopke of the world wide web aid me in my hour of indescision...

^just as i foretold....

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jamie pride flag

hmmmm on one hand i wanna have a prideful icon... on the other hand i wanna keep santiago.... agghhhhh...

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sorry not sorry

Beautiful world

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i would honestly rather die than post my writing publicly because its lame and i dont know if itll hold up in the long run of the comic but i must admit i do like some of it 💯 can i get a yahoo for people with violent intrusive tjoughts and impulses 👈 😀

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ok fuck it this is my blog i do what i want heres sum shit weirdfrench translation test thingys for TOL. yes that is the scott pilgrim font i dont have the og TOL one. mostly just an excuse to make jamie talk like me oké. using french canadianisms but as well a bit of franceisms (mostly québécois/acadjonne/joual/'parisien'/[not here but i would use verlan] etc). imagine he does the french canadian thing with 'a's (fais -> 'fa').santiago is kinda more 'average' (chose to use 'hein' and 'non' instead of 'han' and 'nan' for him)but still kinda weird, kinda like how he tries to suppress himself personalitywise. i could literally write a whole thing abt how i would handle a tol french translation (imposing my chewpid dialecte onto it) (please god at very least it would not be in frigging Academie ass french. ill settle for average québécois even).

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you don't know how it feels

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bro last night was totally redacted! last night was fully expunged from the record. bro, do you... can you remember last night? what did we do...? what did... did we hurt someone? bro? why won't you look at me? what did I do...? whose blood is this...? bro...?

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bargain bin jamie

made a TOLsona but let the record show i did NOT ☝️do it to self ship with jamie

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thus was the other 'animation' i finisbed for it (you can see the intended colours better hier) but it was way too faux-fixe-y and inconsistent and the easing felt weird so i kimd of hate it 😀 still posting because idk maybe someone could get a kick out of it. again the intention was to mask the red and put some kind of scribbled texture in it and imply more depth. i hate how boiled the lines on the 'ribs' look 💀 but i dint and donthave the energy to clean them up MDR and by accident i used a slightley thicker brish for the keys so thats kind of distracting and i hate it! ☹️

also im so sure i drew jamies body type off model here hes built like a literal twig canonically

IT'S PROBABLY FINE,