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HELP PALESTINE

୨୧ • Demiboy girlflux, Demigirl boyflux

Flags for demiboy girlfluxes and demigirl boyfluxes.

PT. Demiboy girlflux, Demigirl boyflux. Flags for demiboy girlfluxes and demigirl boyfluxes. END OF PT.

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୨୧ • Abro bi , abrobisexual

Flag for people who are both abro and bi.

Other vers : (☆)(☆)

PT. Abro bi , abrobisexual. Flag for people who are both abro and bi. END OF PT.

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i am so so normal about ralsei and susie's development. so so so normal

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an overreaction to put it mildly

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THEY ALL LOV AND CAR EACHOTHER!!!! ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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you and your dancing & joyful little polycule

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testing out a new brush sniles

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“We need more weird queer people” Y’all can’t handle 90% of the ways multigenders label their sexualities

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Want to draw my favorite deltarune post

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i didnt just “watch TV Time” i sat my blue ass down and LISTENED

i have been playing an obscene amount of deltarune lately

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god of hyperdeath azzy and knight dess cuz ive been thinkin bout them since i played chapter 3.....

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JUST FOUND OUT RALSEI HAS A UNIQUE RESPONSE IF U CHECK AFTER USING UNLEASH ON THE TITAN??? LOL

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thank you, i appreciate it :') you don't have to worry about rambling, you didn't have to say anything in the first place! i'm grateful either way.

i can recognize it better as it was (bad!!), but the feelings do still linger sometimes.

my memories are also kinda just... not there??? for the most part (at least not the typical kind — it's usually just like. feelings??? i go off what feels the most correct to me.) but i know i wouldn't have held it against you, either. secret keepers stick together!!!

and yeah the absentee father in question is in fact Him. i can't even say for sure what i was trying to do, or accomplish, due to the (sort of?) canon compliant nature of my identity but. i get the inkling i was more clued into whatever He was doing? it was His prophecy, after all. even though said prophecy kind of. ruined both of our lives i think? but it wasn't all bad. i enjoyed going on adventures c:

i usually do have fun, i love existing as myself and getting to be me! experiencing things as i couldn't before, since i was just. kind of stuck in castle town? scratches at the closet walls... let me out...

but you know how it is. Sometimes.

you are right, though! if you and susie were in my place i'd want you to be kind to yourselves. i still do want that!!

it's more messed up the longer i think about it tbh. we WERE just kids. as for me, it's a little tricky because i was just kind of. made like that. it's true that i was waiting my whole life, but i can't even tell how long that life was, up to that point. i could have been born literally yesterday!

rambling. okay. point being. thank you for taking time out of your day c: you don't have to say anything else, i'm okay, but i wouldn't be against talking more, just generally.

rest well, though! have a good night!! ^w^

you know. usually i just sillypost but. hwoah

kind of deltarune spoilers?

ok so. chapter 4. the first time i played it i was kind of tired because i went straight through, so it didn't really hit me too hard. but re-experiencing it is so???

i'm suddenly hit with the feeling of just being bad. lying to kris and susie, withholding important information until the last minute, just because of some fleeting hope that it would change Something.

to guide them through the prophecy is my purpose. to be a disposable tool that can be put away when everything is done. something to become "obsolete."

and i felt. Bad??? for not being able to be that??? like.

as much as i giggle at the phrasing of "ralsei's absentee father theory" it's slightly less funny when it's just True for me. why did you make me like that. and where are you now?

anyway. ummm haha delta rune!

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i actually really like the lancer nicknames and think they're really funny. you're right. i am toothpaste boy. i'm like mint ice cream

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quietly stalking ur posts aughgh,,,,

toootally didn't stumble across u while scrolling thru the undertale kin tag nooo

howdy!! >:]

i might be deltamaxxing right now, but undertale is such an important part of my identity that i just can never escape from it!!

i don't mind though anon! always happy to talk to people c:< i could yap about undertale specifically for so so long

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so. i just picked the name roxy because it sounded cool. then i was like haha it kind of sounds like ralsei if you try hard enough! and then got hit by a strong deja vu feeling of "wait did i do that in media too??"

so basically i did the same thing twice. subtle foreshadowing. absolute cinema

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why do u use neopronouns?

same reason i use any of the labels i do! makes me feel happy and comfortable. :3 the words just scratch my brain the right way and it feels euphoric.

of course, i do use your standard he/she/they too. mostly just default to he, though!