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I am too full of life to be half-loved.

Ijeoma Umebinyuo, Questions for Ada (via thelovejournals)

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dedicated to the “professional upscale couple” i got into a situationship with last year who+only wanted sex and used Love as a lure/guise to get soulful, sensually sexual pleasure from+me thathey couldn’t get from one another. GROSS. also dedicated to "that one" they attracted with a Craigslist ad into their home. likeness attracts likeness, and i knew something was off with all 3 of them from the start~ be more mindful why don't you. all of you are parents for crying out loud. geeezz.

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NOT SORRY. take your mirrored narcissistic abusive behavior in a relationship & shove it up your ass. 🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼

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• although i'm sensitive, i'm too strong of a person to attract someone that believes s.he can save me. naw boo, that's not how it works 🙅🏻

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you didn't give a fuck about what you did, so don't worry about what i did to get through it ~

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variation of an oldie

(code)

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Yin & Yang

(based on this code: https://bit101.github.io/lab/dailies/170329.html)

my code here: https://pastebin.com/dSLR3bbq

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Another example of soulmate connections that could be bad for you is when your soulmate is married to someone else. Your married soulmate may tell you (s)he will end (her)his marriage when in reality (s)he has no intention of divorce. Even though the connection is so intense between the two of you (again, especially sexually) (s)he may be too ingrained in (her)his life with (her)his wife/husband. It is not that (s)he does not love you nor see you as a soulmate partner, (s)he could just not be willing to create upheaval in (her)his life at the moment. Unless you are comfortable being someone’s mistress or willing to be considered ‘second’ in their life, this particular soulmate connection could be bad for you. Please see our blog When Your Soulmate is Married to Someone Else.

well shit. i told myself that within a week of spending time with you & your husband right? and then you guilt+tripped me & cried. 🤣🤣🤣 i’m not weak like that anymore. fucking crocodile tears.

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Many people experience soulmate connections, that if they dont get out of them, could end up really damaging them emotionally, or even physically. Its important to note when a soulmate connection is not to our higher good. 

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always offending & repelling weak minds & closed hearts ~ buh-bye!!!

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BEFORE YOU LET SOMEBODY TAKE YOU OUT OF YOUR CHARACTER, GET THEM OUT OF YOUR ATMOSPHERE

duh. DONE. buh-bai swingers & unfulfilled couple ~

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so delete the photos i took that are originally from+me when you've already deleted my name & changed "SouLove" to simply "Soul" ~

obviously+you want+to brainwash yourself into beLIEving we never happened so why am i still on your page? go ahead and+do to me what you did to MJ just because we both realized we don't wanto live our lives being sex toys to an unfulfilled married couple ~

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fuck you and your ignorant notion of gender+roles ~

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