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I had a really hard time keeping up with multiple accounts, i am sorry my loves

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     anxiety  ,  something that jace herondale didn’t allow himself to feel  ,  something that he hadn’t experienced for a long time for he had always kept his cool  ,  always known how to react in situations  &  allowed his cocky demeanor to take over  .  but he kept having nightmares  ,  kept having the same nightmare that clary was drowning  ,  that she was in trouble to the point where he would wake up in a cold sweat  .  he had allowed himself a few minutes to calm down  ,  having brought himself to sit at a table  ,  examining the journals from Valentine as a way of ignoring the images that had circled his head  ,  immediately turning to face the sound of someone approaching him  .  he had allowed his defense to fall as he saw the familiar flash of red  ,  a warm smile on lips as he turns back to the pages  ,  as if seeing her brought back the flash of nightmares  .  ‘  sorry if i woke you  ,  couldn’t sleep  .  ‘

[  @claryy  ]

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                  &  all without any AUDIENCE  .

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warstopper:

        “  i never THANKED YOU, you saved my life.  i would’ve died if you and izzy hadn’t came and found me.  “    she awkwardly hugged herself, arms wrapped around her, as she stared at him, feeling horrible for ignoring him earlier.  “  i thought it was you who need to be save, not the other way around. “ 

@heavenfought  |  GETS AN EP STARTER.

  ‘  you don’t have to thank me  .  ‘  words soft as he looks up at the ginger who had walked into the room  ,  instantly being drawn to him as if when she entered the room she was the only thing that he could focus on  .  he watched her carefully as she hugged herself  ,  wanting them to be his own arms but he still wasn’t sure where they stood  ,  even after the events in Idris  .  ‘  trust me  ,  if anything happened to you i would need to be the one being saved  .  ‘

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       Herondale, on the other hand, is melodic. Dulcet , one might say.

[  independent Jace Wayland from Cassandra Clares The Mortal Instruments Series  —  penned by Kourtney  ]

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remembcr:

“ good luck with that you don’t think becky’s boyfriends have tried that.” he huffed out, though surely he could charm ANYONE even his middle aged mother and simon wasn’t quite certain if that was a good idea. He’s rather pleased with himself, shoving the box back into his backpack. “ it is not like I can eat much Jace, but if you want I can COOK for you, or I can sign us up for a mundane cooking class.That would be a cool date.” faint cough. “ I meant, daytime activity.” 

   ‘  i guess you haven’t experienced the charm that i am capable of having  .  your sisters boyfriends have nothing on this Herondale charm  .  ‘  a smirk coming to his lips as his hands move to rest on his boyfriends hips  ,  pulling him closer to him as he smiles down at him  ,  thumb rubbing circles into his hips  .  ‘  i think that;s be a great idea  ,  but i feel as if Izzy would benefit from those classes  .  ‘

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remembcr:

jace and his stupid perfect hair that always fell perfectly and effortless. he let out a huff. he wasn’t going to deny he had a WEAKNESS when it came to jace’s hair. or his everything and he’s too busy trying to figure out what he was aiming at to notice. until trying to make eye contact and his gaze dwindled downwards. frozen in his spot, “ well i should hope not, that’s really weird.” husband, oh so he want to play the sims. no that was not it. MARRIAGE. so it might have taking him FIVE MINUTES before simon began to comprehend what was going on. “ yes.. yes. YES I WILL.” 

he stood there waiting for it to click for him  ,  for him to realize that he had wanted more than just friendship with the male  ,  but also more than just that dating experience that they had been experiencing for the last few months  .  jace wasn’t one to marry  ,  hell he couldn’t even find it in himself to date regularly until he had met Simon  .  But that was the thing  ,  this was Simon  &  if he could find himself waking up with anyone every day it would be the Lewis Male  .  ‘  Herondale is quite the last name  ,  i think it’d suit you  .  ‘

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umbraevenatores:

“paradise is not meant for my kind, jace, you seem to forget that.” magnus pointed as he saw him taking the bottle. he didn’t make no complain, instead making another bottle appear and a few dollars disappear from the nephilim’s wallet which he’ll explain later. “nephilims aren’t horrible, no. good to look at, amazing lovers, but incredibly judgmental sometimes, and have hurt half of the downworlder population, so they won’t come at me as easily as before.” he points drinking from the glass with a fast swallow. “he was a jealous boyfriend, what makes you think he won’t be a jealous ex? i know he’s your parabatai and kind of brother, but people would fear him. much more than if you were the ex itself. at least, with you, people knows you let go. i have twenty calls from alec, and he was the one to dump me.”

   ‘  you sound like a bitter old man saying that  .  ‘  a cock of his head was adorned with a grin as he takes a large swig of his drink  ,  welcoming the burning sensation that overwhelmed his tongue  &  throat  .  ‘  paradise can be found in more ways than just love  ,  Magnus Bane  .  you’ve been alive long enough to know that for yourself  .  ‘  a smirk is present on his lips as he takes another sip  ,  alcohol sitting in his mouth for a minute as he contemplates  ,  finally swallowing  .  ‘  jealous boyfriend  ?  doesn’t sound like Alec  ,  but then again he was never mine to be able to experience that first hand  .  ‘  placing the glass on the table he filled it up once again  ,  turning to face the male  ,  smirk still lingering on alcohol touched lips  .  ‘  i’ve never been one to linger after a break up  ,  i’m not even sure if i’m a relationships type of guy  .  my longest fling was with Keelie  &  it wasn’t even serious  .  more  ...  entertaining  .  ‘

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     ‘  maybe you should learn how to knock  .  ‘  the blonde had tightened the towel around his waist as he moved to his dresser  ,  looking over his shoulder to watch his parabatai  .  ‘  is there another mission or are you just here to watch me get dressed   ?  ‘

          [  @warvived  /  alec  ]

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umbraevenatores:

while magnus has been about to reply, alec’s mention has him turning around towards his drink collection on the living room. there he pours himself some vodka and puts a nail of whiskey in the glass for jace. he rathers not think about alec, or the problems that erupts from his insecurity. “i’m the high warlock of brooklyn, used to have people at my door, yes, not anymore, tho. no time with being helping you all the damn time. not to mention having been dating a nephilim, however shortly, keeps new posibilities away.”

       ‘  trouble in paradise  ?  ‘  the blonde had moved over to the bar that Magnus had stationed himself at  ,  having taken the glass with the whiskey  &  threw it back without a second thought  .  calloused hands had found the whiskey bottle and poured himself more  ,  helping himself to more  &  placing a mental note to restock the warlocks alcohol later on  .  he leaned against the couch that was sat near them  ,  glass dancing between his fingers as he took in the warlock  ,  curiosity flooding through him momentarily before he is snapped back to reality  ,  a blush to his features that he would blame on the alcohol  .  ‘  i mean  ,  i can’t say that nephilim are horrible  .  i mean  ,  there’s me  .  ‘  he couldn’t help the smile that radiated from him as he brought the glass to his lips  ,  deciding that any mission would have to go without him  .  ‘  are they afraid that alec might be a jealous ex  ?  ‘

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"Will you stay with me till I'm gone?" (from Alec)

     ‘  don’t say that  .  ‘

   his voice couldn’t help but crack slightly as his grip tightened around his parabatai  ,  how he could sit there  &  tell Alec that he was going to survive but they both could feel it  .  Alec in the way that he lightly trembled in the blondes arms  &  Jace in the way that the parabatai rune started to burn  ,  how he could feel something stretching  &  pulling within him signalling that something was wrong  .  tears threatened to spill over  &  again jace had willed himself to stay strong  ,  not wanting his brother to see the pain that he was in watching him die  .  how nothing could save him  ,  how there was absolutely no way of restoring the life he was slowly losing  .  his battle was lost as tears slipped down porcelain cheeks  ,  botching alecs complexion as he hastily wiped away any evidence of crying from his features  .

               ‘  i’m sorry i can’t save you  .  i should have been able to save you  .  ‘

                                 [  @eloquated  ]

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“ i’ll sleep when i’m dead. “ so.. never again.

     ‘  last i checked  ,  you were already dead  .  ‘  eyebrows raise in a expression that showed his boyfriend that he needed to sleep  ,  that even though he was protesting the action of doing so that he would be happier if he had gotten some rest  .  ‘  you aren’t any good to yourself if you are tripping over yourself from sleep deprivation  .  ‘   //   @remembcr

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sexual encounters // nsfw .

slightly nsfw (soft)

“kiss me… there again —”

“mm… please… i love it when you do that…”

“i love the way you touch me…”

“you’re ~ making me so hard…”

“you’re ~ making me so wet…”

“come closer; i want to feel you”

“your hips feel so good in my hands”

“your butt is so cute… i could eat it up ~”

“your pussy is so cute… i could eat it up ~”

“a–ah… that ~ tickles…”

“you are already turned on ~?”

“i can’t wait until we’re alone…”

“is it alright if i touch you here?”

“ ~ that’s my baby…”

slightly more nsfw

“can i take it in?”

“i am going to put it in now…”

“please… ~ i need you”

“i’m dying to feel you inside me…”

“you’re so ~ wet”

“mm… that’s right; spread a little more for me”

“you look gorgeous…”

“you look so hot like this”

“i love the way you blow me…”

“i’ll go slow for now”

“faster, please…”

“m–more…~”

“wanna… sit on my lap?”

“bend over baby… i’ll do the rest”

“god… you look so delicious standing like this…”

“mm… i love the way your mouth feels around me”

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remembcr:

“ I .. thought you were OVER that kinda thing, you know with uh clary and all?” 

   a sigh slips between parted lips as the male looks around them  ,  fingers running through his hair for he wasn’t anticipating this happening here of all places  .  or now  .  he had expected it to happen at the perfect moment  ,  but for something like this there seemed to be no perfect moment  .  the male drops to one knee as he looks up at the daylighter  ,  a cheeky smile on porcelain features  .  ‘  marry me  ,  simon  .  i don’t want to be your sibling  ,  i was thinking a husband  ?  ‘

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   ‘  Simon Herondale  .  has a nice ring to it  .  why don’t you try it out  ?  ‘

                                [  @remembcr  ]

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cortanascars:

         a month had gone by. a painful and extremely difficult month without hearing from the one person she thought was her other half. things happened quickly between them when jace started visiting the institute often. long nights with no sleep but a full and deep understanding of each other. their most heartfelt conversations always took place late at night. either on the roof, the beach, or laying side by side in her bed. so many nights she had woken up screaming, reaching out for him, but being met with the empty space beside her. emma could barely eat or focus on anything that wasn’t jace. he was really gone, and the blonde couldn’t help but wonder if it was because of something she did. 

         emma cursed herself for being so weak over something as small as guy trouble. however, it was so much more than that. jace wasn’t just some guy — he was gentle, caring, smart, funny, adorable, and every perfect quality girls dreamed for their guy to have. it didn’t take long to break down his walls. getting passed the tough exterior, and vice versa. jace herondale had been the only person able to crack emma carstairs. she had fallen hard, but none of that mattered anymore because he was clearly over her. 

         she needed a distraction. something — or better yet, someone to get her mind off of him. cameron ashdown came to mind, even though he was a far comparison from jace. every time she’d think of the golden eyed shadowhunter, emma called cameron over to the instititue. their relationship was strictly physical. she never shared those heartfelt moments with him that she’d shared with jace. a part of her couldn’t even stand the sight of cameron, but he would do for now. sometimes she imagined that it was jace’s skin pressed up against her naked form rather than cam. it was wrong, but she didn’t care. 

         when news hit that jace was back in the la institute, so many feelings had gone through her. relief, anger, frustration, and a bunch of other emotions that she didn’t quite understand. emma wanted to track him down and ask him why — why he had left her, why he had ripped her beating heart right out of her chest? however, she hadn’t gotten the chance to because he was never around where she was. a part of her knew it was on purpose, that he had been trying to avoid her, and that hurt deep down to the bone. 

         that night she had done her usual routine to get her mind off of jace. she’d called cameron over, and let all of her pent up frustrations out on him. suddenly, their little rendezvous was cut short when the door, which emma could have sworn she had locked, flew open. she jumped off of cameron, and held the sheets up over her chest, while staring into the eyes of the one person who had hurt her beyond words. cameron looked confused before adding that he had better go. emma shot a dangerous glare in the ginger’s direction. ‘don’t you dare move a muscle.’ her attention then averted over towards jace, brown hues doing a great job of masking the pain, and replacing it with anger. ‘if i had known you were such a pussy who avoided his problems, i wouldn’t have wasted a second of my life hurting over you.’ she said bitterly.

   he had known that he hurt her  ,  he knew the second he had decided to leave the institute and avoid it for a month  ,  to completely cut off all ties to the place where he had found himself a second home for the fear of what could happen  .  he had found himself needing the girl  ,  ignoring diplomatic duties to sneak off with her  &  when he had found himself in trouble for that he knew that he had to stop but even though he had told himself it had to be over every fiber of his being had ached for the female  &  he felt weak for feeling that way  .  felt weak for allowing someone to completely rewire his sense of emotions, of what he deemed love to be  &  how it was dangerous to allow anyone inside  .

he had left for he had to re-evaluate himself  &  he had to somehow get the girl out of his head  &  no amount of training  ,  drinking or flirting with others had given him that type of solace  .  so when he returned to the LA institute  ,  much sooner than he had planned due to the pushing of the Lightwoods  ,  he still had this ache in his chest for her  &  he had heard the rumors  .  had heard about her new boyfriend  &  he had tried to avoid it  ,  avoid whatever pain would arise when the time came to see them with one another  .  but misery likes company  ,  so the blonde had taken the first chance to see them together  ,  not holding hands or kissing  ,  but in the way that he had wanted to be so desperately with her  .  flush against porcelain skin  &  making her utter those soft  ,  beautiful sounds  .

he had given the male a look when he had spoken about leaving  &  right as Emma shot the male a deathly glare he uttered the words ‘yeah you should’  &  couldn’t help but roll his eyes when the male remained rooted in his spot  ,  unmoving for his fear of his girlfriend seemed to pulsate through his veins  .  ‘  who said i was avoiding my problems  .  my responsibilities are within two institutes  ,  not just this one  .  ‘  he tried to keep his demeanor solid  ,  tried not to sound relieved to see the female for she looked just as gorgeous as he had left her  &  the crinkle on her nose was something he always found so cute when she was angry  .  but to swallow down emotions was hard when they were overwhelming  &  it felt like he was choking on water  ,  allowing it to flood his lungs  ,  wanting to cough it up  ,  to explain how he had felt  .  but the wall was back up  &  not because of her  ,  because of what he was afraid of  .

‘  some people don’t know how to handle emotions correctly  ,  some of us are damaged  &  break every pure thing in their life  .  but this was an act of betrayal for you  ?  me saving you from being hurt  ?  ‘  the words came up before he could stop them  ,  cursing himself for allowing a glimmer of his emotions to seep through him  ,  to allow his tongue to roll them off without any kind of warning  ,  but there had been a sort of weight lifted off of him  ,  an ability to breath a little better  .  ‘  but you have someone new  ,  so i guess you’re over me  &  i don’t have to worry about hurting you  .  ‘  golden hues dart over to the male  ,  an unhappiness in his gaze for Jace was terrified of ruining the girl but he didn’t want her to find happiness with anyone but him  .  he didn’t understand the feelings but he also didn’t understand half the things he went through  ,  how he was able to open up so easily with her  .

          ‘  i’ll let you continue with what you were doing  ,  have a good night Emma  .  ---oh  ,  &  just so you know  ,  i’m back for a while  &  i don’t give up so easily  .  ‘

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   so i was planning on getting more things done today because i didn’t start work until 2pm  ,  but i was called in for work at noon  &  now i have to get everything i was planning on doing that hour before work done now  .  so i will be around after work if exhaustion allows  &  i’ll try to be on tomorrow but it’s a long shift  &  there are no promises  .