mainly an es writer, but ruler of my heart is a banger (credit to that for pfp and bg) - she/her. - you can call me "cici!" if you need a name!"If I stop writing, this kid will have a happy and fulfilling life and we can't have that." - me, 2025
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oh no you weren’t supposed to like my post … is my cover blown
YEP!!! 😊
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hi .., I was considering not sending this until like it’s been a year because it’d be silly BUT I decided to send it cause why not
you may or may not know me .. I drew a lot before I suddenly left back in like august
(I’m officialesmilgram LOL)
but I uh came back awhile ago (less than a month) on a different blog
and I’ve been looking at your posts and fics every once in a while and you’ve improved so much !!!!! I’ll probably interact more … eventually probably lolol
idk when though .. I just thought I’d say hi lol 💜💜💜💜💜 ( anon cause I’m in art block and cannot draw rn so my account doesn’t look cool yet…)
OMG HI!!! I DO REMEMBER YOU!!! HEHEHEHE HIII HI HI HI!!! I remember when you beta read like . 3 chapters of fugue au LMAO... I mean, it's a little hard to see improvement sometimes bc my old work has a certain humor to it that I've been having trouble replicating but HII!! idk it's just rlly exciting to get a moot back?? I think you were one of my first ngl. I remember you very well hehe ^^!!
But also... As always... If you do... have specific things to say about my fics... you know how much of an attention hog I am about that... nothing has changed on that front!! :D but gl getting out of art block!!
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they may be aroace but this is a plant we're talking ofc they're getting married..
And, IREFY doesn't know what the keys mean. irefy is going to get a fun awakening.

All of this was @hectorthedoggo ‘s idea
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GAHHH JESUS CHRIST GET THEM AWAY FROM ME NO WONDER JACKALOPE NEGLECTED THEIR ASS I WOULD TOO IF THEY LOOKED LIKE THAT 😭😭😭

@hectorthedoggo
#WHY DO THEY HAVE 5 KEYS#probably from looking in the mirror /j#YOU WROTE IT IN MY NOTEBOOK IREFY ISTG IM GONNA#jokes aside this is beautiful#Their cape is much bigger JDHEHEH
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YALL IM GETTING DELTARUNE 3&4!! yip yip yooray!
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I know one VD isn't quite enough context, but do you think Es might be nice to Amane after that? Or will they go warden mode and turn on her?
uhhhh.... uhm. well. uh. she did. technically kill. two prisoners. that they vaulued a lot. idk if htye'll just blame themself, though. they'll probably be cold, but not aggressive. I think if pushed enough, though, they'll go onto a monologue about them either being just both kids and/ORRRR how they both killed two with their ideologies. (or, "thank you for saving fuuta").
rn im leaning on es having sm guilt and blaming tf out of themself. bc that's kinda what they act like in this vd. who knows, that can change!! :D
or es would be indoctrinated but that's more self-indulgent innit mate
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hellooo i really enjoy your fics! do you have any recs?
HIII!I!! SO SO SORRU FOR NOT ANSWERING EARLIER!! I FORGOTT!!
Timeless (incomplete) - https://archiveofourown.org/works/42946476/chapters/107898219
So this is the fic that got me into es' character. it basically follows a story where es is abruplty removed from milgram and placed into an environment w all the prisoners. shenanigans ensue. however, it is incomplete, so we will just suffer together. (most of these recs are incomplete </3)
Broken/Puppet Strings (ongoing) - https://archiveofourown.org/works/66103084/chapters/170353798
HOLY SHIT. The characterizaiton in this one is AMAZING. I love it so mcuh. basically, es wakes up too early, and gets injured, and they see some other sides to the prisoners that aren't so good. and also some sides of themself come out. it updates pretty frequently, too! the title changed... i think... or am i crazy?? lotsa details to this one
ok to be here (complete) - https://archiveofourown.org/works/41865972
ES SICKFIC WE ALL CHEERED. inspired my own. i really loved it. for a more fluffy journey, this is your gal!
Intertwined hands; one bloody, one gloved (incomplete) - https://archiveofourown.org/works/38474305/chapters/96157885
Incomplete, but was an es fic that got me into their character!! :D
merging reflection (complete) - https://archiveofourown.org/works/53257645
a small oneshot that made me love p0010!!
This isnt all (i love a lot of fics!!), but it's all i can think of rn!!
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yall know what would be sick???? If at the end of milgram, a video pops out of nowhere showing es doing idk. Sth. Maybe dying . Or it's an mv. AND THEN we get the whole backstory thing in narration PLEASE
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es confronted their feelings and abandoned their role before gta6 that's crazy
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HUG NUMBER 2. haha hahahaha AHHEJA NBE IM NOT OK. ES YOU SOUND ON THE VERGE OF TEARS. OH GOOD LORD I AM NOT SURVIVING THIS TRIAL. ES "it's ok to be sad" MILGRAM. ARE YO UABOU T TO CONFRONT YOUR ACTUAL FEELINGS??? BIGGEST TWIST OF THE CENTURY. ok but i wonder what's ognna happen in mu's vd i think they will def cry bc she will definitely insult them for playing their role
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HUG NUMBER 2. haha hahahaha AHHEJA NBE IM NOT OK. ES YOU SOUND ON THE VERGE OF TEARS. OH GOOD LORD I AM NOT SURVIVING THIS TRIAL. ES "it's ok to be sad" MILGRAM. ARE YO UABOU T TO CONFRONT YOUR ACTUAL FEELINGS??? BIGGEST TWIST OF THE CENTURY. ok but i wonder what's ognna happen in mu's vd i think they will def cry bc she will definitely insult them for playing their role
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real ones remember the hunda carriage key
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kazui's song should be called rock bottom. get it. botto- GETS SSHOT SFSJGEH SOTH OSTSH AUHE KIDASH HAHE HAHEA KILL ME
I was gonna make predictions about song of the prisoners but the only one I really have is that Kazui’s song is either called “Heart” (Half + Cat) or an even more obvious term for a submissive gay man
#and i really like the idea of es' song viewing the prisoners as animals...... es humanize people including themself challenge??#IMPOSSIBLE#and rock bottom would be rock genre#bc with kazui's age#rock and roll (i mean at least in us history) was considered demonic#and counterculture#but idk about japan. i aint no expert. please make kazui seem creepy though get him GUILTYY
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(Un)Happy Father’s Day!!
They shidous love for plants!! ❤️❤️ spoiler under cut
and his stare.
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how it feels whenever anyone implies that they have/will read fugue au
#fugue au#listen there's a bunch of angst but i'm ill about it#please stick your fingers between the bars of my enclosure
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hi
https://archiveofourown.org/works/66488611
i kicked them. check the tags for tws.
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