mainly an es writer, but ruler of my heart is a banger (credit to that for pfp and bg) - she/her. - you can call me "cici!" if you need a name!"If I stop writing, this kid will have a happy and fulfilling life and we can't have that." - me, 2025
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me: what will help me understand linear transformations???
the ever so reliable stretched former president barack obama:
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why in the hell did i just write 1.5k words of fluff that's not foreshadowing for sth horrific/something imminently about to go wrong/overshadowed by paranoia. maybe it wont read like this after editing but it's like. heartwarming. oh dear.
#guys what's wrong with me#i think someone shot htd and replaced her with um . WHO AM I ANYWAYS#dont worry the horrors are still coming for f!es but#???? IT WAS TOO EASY??? ? hurt/comfort fluff#senior year of american high school broke me or something maybe#(it's been 3 days)
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20-year-olds latching onto kids and devoting themselves to their causes (but not really) and stealing lyrics and visual elements from their MVs...
"Under" and the MV references that don't actually exist in the original.
"UNDER" If you say INNOCENT you're complicit and weak "UNDER" My cord's being pulled and nothing's ever enough
"UNDER" Doltish, a codependency of the weak "UNDER" Obscene, pulling all cords to stay warm
Sitting cross-legged at the throne.
Okay, those are just the tenets displayed on the screen wholesale.
Paraphrasing the homework doesn't work if you distort the meaning.
Good morning, ladies and gentlemen! It’s the beginning of a most wonderful day However, there are blasphemers and silent by-standers, who would have it otherwise We must not give into them, they are the ones that should be judged With pure, unsullied body and soul, let us preach all that is true and right
LaDIEs and genTLEMen! we PREach thE trutH we arE tHE swoRDs THat SLaughteR blaSPHemErs anD fOolS WIth pURE, unSuLLIeD boDY ANd souL, we burN EVil to tHe GROund
They've got to stop it.
#20 year olds looking for people to latch their sense of self-worth on seeing their options#“hmm... should i get a healthy relationship with an adult who has some emotional baggage? ORR cult children!!”#hey it worked!! (for the adults!!)#idk i wonder if fuuta's taken a toll on amane or helped her. or both . hehe i love complexity
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Seven prisoners to interrogate.
Seven chapters visible in the Deltarune select menu.
I am imagining Es doing the SOUL removal for every interrogation
hrheh... Then the vd cuts out and it comes back at the bell tolling!! Bc it isn't our business!! :D (sorry my brain hasn't been working lately lol but very tasty thoughts!! :D tysm for the ask)
#es milgram#milgram es#deltarune spoilers#Kinda#I might rb later and add my thoughts when I'm more coherent
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i feel like pandora opening that box whenever i look at old chapters. like great!! now i know what happened and i can write more consistently. problems? OH MY GOD THATS A GRAMMAR MISTAKE THAT'S OOC THAT'S-
#WHO WOULD DO MY AU DIRTY LIKE THAT 😭#pointing at the mirror#instead of the plagues on humanity it's just slight cringe#writing
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I WAS TRYING TO WRITE THE FIRST FLUFF SCENE IN LIKE 15000 YEARS AND THEN ACCIDENTALLY POISONED THEM HELP
#I FORGOT YOU WERE ALLERGIC TO THAT SORRY SFDJLKDFSJKL#“they're miserable rn what if i gave them hot chocola- OH RIGHT”#NO GOOD DEED GOES UNPUNISHED??????????? NO ACT OF CHARITY GOES UNRESENTED /ref
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do you have hcs for what kind of musical instruments you think the milgram characters would play?? out of curiosity
I think muu would play piano?? I think she’d like having long nails and you can’t play instruments like guitar or violin without cutting your nails + it always seemed like a fancy instrument to me because they’re expensive. she’s a rich girl. I think harp could work too maybe.
idk about the other characters. I’d say es guitar but I have no proper reasoning for that other than it’s a very versatile instrument and I cant think of anything else??? I play guitar and they’re my fave so if I have to suffer blisters and hand cramps so do they /j
uhh shidou gets a string instrument. either cello or violin. I don’t think I have any sort of proper reasoning for this. amane drums but specifically marching band drums. I think kazui would play at least one instrument I just do not know what. I don’t think haruka ever learned to play any instruments tbh
Haruka - Piano (He would ask Muu to teach him)
Yuno - Flute
Fuuta - Electric guitar
Muu - Piano
Shidou - Violin
Mahiru - Harp
Kazui - Acoustic guitar (Just fits him + I have a headcanon he would play it for his younger siblings (If he had any))
Amane - Marching drums
Mikoto - Keyboard
Kotoko - Electric guitar or drums
Es - Acoustic guitar
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yall this ibuprofen be doing things to me why do i wanna write fluff 💀
#why did i just write 1k words of fluff for fugue au too 💀💀#help#they took my teeth#ffffhorse#ffffff is a certain combination of letters to indicate perfect white#sssssssssssshheupkkjfmmmm#yall should give me a random fluff idea and there's a 50/50 chance i'll either#write it or take a nap#gooo
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“i feel like i have multiple people inside of me.”
“oh, like amane?”
“yeah like amane”
#theyre gonna use a beam that makes everyones alters spawn irl n hes gonna have to fight off amanes amane army#< NO FORGET AMANE'S ARMY#IF ES' ALTERS ARE TECHNICALLY THE AUDIENCE (??)#...#and it's .... MIkoto.#....#he may be cooked.
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i lied i was completely fine. unless you could the mizisua romance i tried to write as soon as i woke up
Y'all if I start posting freaky shit tmrw it's because I'm on anaesthesia (wis tooth surgery) SO IF I START TALKING CRAZIER THAN USUAL ITS BC OF THAT 😀
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Y'all if I start posting freaky shit tmrw it's because I'm on anaesthesia (wis tooth surgery) SO IF I START TALKING CRAZIER THAN USUAL ITS BC OF THAT 😀
#Oh goodness I'm already crazy.#No I'm hyping this up so much what if I just end up falling asleep and waking up normal????#That'd be a shame I want to write something on drugs. Just to see what would happen
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Hello!
My friend wanted to draw some stuff for my blog and I was wondering if he could use the Kris fan art you made as reference for his Kris drawing.
It won't be an exact copy but he wanted to use some aspects of it for his own take. Kinda like taking inspiration.
It's ok if you don't want to, which is why I'm asking what your thoughts are on this. So I can tell him.
Have a good day/evening or night!
OH HELL UEAH!! And I'd really love to see it!! And I also have a dark world and a rough Susie design if he wants to see it :)) BUT YEAH FEEL FREE TO USE MY ART AND DESIFNS WHENEVER
#sorry Milgram fans who are confused#I am cheating on you with deltarune LMAO#id reccomend asking my other blog to avoid confusion!!! parts-not-included
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Vote Fuuta innocent or you'll make Es sad :(
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i drew this on whiteboard. this moment is precious to me hehe
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yall we could say. we could say (vd spoilers)
es has some friends inside them /ref
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vd spoilers
WHAT KILLS ME IS HOW JUST. STRONG. ES IS. picture this you are FIFTEEN-FUCKING-YEARS OLD. LIKE. SOPHMORE YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL. YOU ARE PUT INTO A MAGICAL DEATH PRISON. AND THEN YOU JSUT. YOU PUT ASIDE THE 150000 VOICES IN YOUR HEAD. YOU TAKE 3 DEATHS IN STRIDE AND ATTEMPT TO CARE FOR THE OTHER KINDA INSANE PEOPLE IN YOUR PRISON. YOU CARE. YOU CARE SO MUCH. YOU GET OUT OF A CULT-LIKE INFLUENCE THAT HAS DICTATED YOUR LIFE FOR SO LONG. ES WHAT THE FUCK. ES PLEASE IM SORRY ES .. .AF JAJFJKAHSAHFJHGEEHRGAFEIUBVS. YOU GROW AND LEARN AND YOU'RE JUST SO!_!_-__!_O - BRO YOU SHOULD BE WORRYING ABOUT WHERE TO PUT THEIR MINECRAFT BASE NOT TS...
this is kinda advanced friend group drama if you REALLY think about it. just now with deaths and verdicts.
#milgram#es milgram#milgram es#YALL ARENT TALKING ABOUT THEM ENOUGH#they're way stronger than the 20 year old man what???
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Is it cool symbolistic foreshadowing or is it literally being unecessary cruel to a teen character who's been thruogh so much already please creator make it stop
#in reference to shit im gonna do in fugue#i forgot to foreshadow it in the newest chapter and i texted moonlight like “FUCK. WE FORGOT TO [do the traumatizing thing]”#it's always something with this kid#they will NEVER get a break. They will NEVER be happy - spoken like a disney villain#ITS KINDA UNECESSARY TOO I DONT SEE WHY NARRATIVELY I SHOULD DO IT but Hey.#i do see why if i squint so :3
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