heirceleste

[heirceleste]

i am the face of beauty voice of rage and ruin

stories of beauty, rage, queerness, and surviving as told by peach and found @heirceleste

the earth is my mother, my home the wolfs’ den, and my past etched into my flesh; i am shaped by these truths and hold them in my heart

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Just started following but I absolutely love seeing you on the dash and seeing you hype up your characters. I've been poking around your blog and you are so immensely talented and the way you've woven so many different fandoms into your OCs is chef's kiss. I am in AWE of how you do that. And also I cannot wait to yell at you more about Stargate and Charmed because CHEF'S KISS!!

tysm this is so sweet and kind

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hoping some positivity and feedback will spark inspiration

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What's my reputation? What do you think when you see my URL?

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Send ✨ if you like my writing and feel free to tell me why !! the rpc is in serious need of some positivity.

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On anon (or not), write your honest opinion about me! I am not allowed to write anything in response, only to post it!

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my queue is mostly memes and headcanons, only one or two threads in there. and my drafts aren’t really appealing to me rn.

yall see that empty inbox tho?? what if it was filled with memes?? no plotting needed!

been v big on angst, hurt / comfort, and found family.

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cassidy + open

cassidy is still sore from the full moon when the snow storm hits. it starts with soft flurries but within two hours the snow is coming down harder and harder, and by midday the wind has kicked up enough that it’s officially being called a blizzard.

stretching in front of a floor length mirror, the ballerina allows her body to relax as she works out the soreness and stiffness, eyes on the storm outside all the while. sits only after stumbling and nearly crashing into the mirror that cassidy officially gives up on doing anything other than watching the storm and playing in the snow.

pulling on extra layers including her thickest socks and wool tights, cassidy can’t keep the smile off her face. snow is her absolute favorite, and even though her body aches, all she wants is to go make snow angels and dance in the cold and glittery substance. once her shoes are on she can’t help but run outside and lay back, letting the wind redden her cheeks as snow falls all around her. when a shadow falls over her face, cassidy turns her head to look at offers a small pout.

“come on, it’s just a little snow! stop standing there like that and make a snowman with me!”

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atlas + open starter

atlas has lived through much of history, and yet there’s so much still that they haven’t experienced. it’s what makes museums and art such an enjoyable experience. here she could learn what had been missed. only humans lost much to time and so much was misinterpreted, the events she had lived through were often woefully inaccurate. letting out a soft sigh, they shook their head with a soft frown.

“how can people get it so wrong? there’s so much left out of history here, so many voices silenced.”

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paint me like one of your french girls.

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the pros and cons of dating me are both my mouth honestly

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⋆｡‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧｡⋆   𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭   𝐢𝐟   𝐢   𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐫?

❝   i   know   i’m   too   much.   you   don’t   have   to   say   it.   ❞

❝   you’d   be   so   much   happier   without   me,   wouldn’t   you?   ❞

❝   i   don’t   know   why   you   stay.   i   wouldn’t.   ❞

❝   i   ruin   everything   i   touch.   ❞

❝   i’m   sorry   for   being   this   way.   i   really   do   try.   ❞

❝   i   can’t   stop   thinking   that   i’m   exhausting   you.   ❞

❝   you   deserve   someone   easier   to   love.   ❞

❝   i   wish   i   knew   how   to   need   less.   feel   less.   be   less.   ❞

❝   i   don’t   know   how   to   fix   myself.   ❞

❝   you   shouldn’t   have   to   hold   me   together   like   this.   ❞

❝   i   don’t   want   to   be   a   burden,   but   i   know   i   am.   ❞

❝   you   love   me   now,   but   what   about   when   i   fall   apart   again?   ❞

❝   i   don’t   want   to   be   the   reason   you’re   tired   all   the   time.   ❞

❝   maybe   i’m   just   too   loud.   too   sensitive.   too   complicated.   ❞

❝   i   think   i   make   everything   harder.   ❞

❝   i   don’t   know   how   to   be   okay.   and   that’s   not   fair   to   you.   ❞

❝   i’m   scared   i’m   gonna   push   you   away.   ❞

❝   i   hate   this   version   of   me.   and   i’m   scared   you   will   too.   ❞

❝   i   keep   waiting   for   the   moment   you   finally   get   tired   of   me.   ❞

❝   it’s   okay   if   you   want   to   leave.   i’d   understand.   ❞

❝   i   always   end   up   being   the   person   people   walk  ��away   from.   ❞

❝   i   can’t   keep   pretending   i’m   easy   to   love.   ❞

❝   i   see   it   in   your   eyes, how   tired   you   are   of   me.   ❞

❝   maybe   if   i   was   quieter,   softer,   easier…   maybe   then   you’d   stay.   ❞

❝   you   say   you   love   me,   but   how   long   until   you   don’t?   ❞

❝   i   feel   like   i’m   breaking   your   heart   just   by   being   who   i   am.   ❞

❝   i   don’t   think   i   know   how   to   exist   without   apologizing   for   it.   ❞

❝   i   keep   waiting   for   you   to   wake   up   and   realize   i’m   not   worth    this.   ❞

❝   i   talk   too   much.   i   cry   too   much.   i   feel   too   much.   ❞

❝   why   would   anyone   want   to   stay   with   someone   like   me?   ❞

❝   you   keep   saying   you’re   fine,   but   i   know   i’m   too   much.   ❞

❝   if   i   start   to   spiral   again,   will   you   still   be   here?   ❞

❝   i   don’t   know   how   to   be   anything   other   than   overwhelming.   ❞

❝   loving   me   looks   like   a   burden   on   you.   i   can   see   it.   ❞

❝   what   if   i   never   get   better?   what   if   this   is   all   i   am?   ❞

❝   i   hate   that   i   need   reassurance   just   to   feel   okay.   ❞

❝   you   shouldn’t   have   to   love   me   through   this.   ❞

❝   it’s   not   your   job   to   fix   me.   i   don’t   want   to   ruin   you   too.   ❞

❝   it   hurts   more   when   you   don’t   say   anything.   ❞

❝   i   wish   i   could   disappear   before   you   stop   loving   me.   ❞

❝   i’m   not   trying   to   push   you   away.   i   just…   don’t   want   you   to   regret   staying.   ❞

❝   i   think   i’m   just   too   complicated   to   keep.   ❞

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You are a villain, but you spend more time fighting other villains than fighting the heroes, since they are a bigger threat to you. Today someone has called you a hero and you are still processing that.

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appearance

she dresses pretty girly, she likes shorts and high heals. an equal amount of lace and leather. jackets are a plus. matching sets always. crop tops and bralettes.

she has light brown/honey colored eyes that turn a sparkling gold when she uses her powers

plump lips that she takes very good care of. typically uses gloss or oil instead of chapstick or lipstick

wears makeup almost daily but it is pretty light and often a nude look. will do full glam when going to the club or full a special occasion.

considers her best feature to be her ass, is never beating the bbl claims

firm b cup breasts that are very perky but she's insecure that they're too small

curvy with some muscle tone which is mostly from swimming and walking to and from work

five feet and six inches tall

a scar on her upper right thigh from a bullet wound

double piercings on each ear and a pierced belly button

scars of various thickness on her back from a belt

her hands are very slender and her nails often have acrylics, she keeps a nude polish or a french manicure on most of the time

her hair is most often worn in braids or twists and is kept relatively long but lokelani still uses human hair extensions for a fun color or added length

a silk press is never her first choice, she would rather just wear a wig

can be very vain and as a result takes extra care about her appearance, including spending a lot of time on her wardrobe

her scars are her biggest physical insecurity and she does her best to keep them covered

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there's a bad moon on the rise

the marston family became werewolves as part of a magical deal they made with the devil (verse dependent, may just be a demon or other powerful entity) and are different from other werewolves that exist as a result

the marston family has light blonde hair and as wolves have white fur as a result, they are the only pack with this feature.

"true" werewolves are either born or turned into werewolves by being pregnant with one (verse dependent, can change to adapt to specific fandoms). there is a lot of hostility between cassidy and true werewolves, as it is believed that her family is an abomination to both witches and werewolves.

aside from shifting into a wolf, there are no physical differences between cassidy and a human. she is not especially hairy and does not have wolf ears and a tail, but rather shifts into a full wolf. at times her nails and teeth may partially shift to fangs and claws, but this is rare and difficult to do.

due to the link between her dark magic / hellfire, cassidy became a werewolf when she killed for the first time. this completed the ritual that gave her access to the same deal her ancestors had made for increased power.

cassidy experiences significant blood lust and often kills to satiate it, both as a woman and a wolf. as a witch she will use a knife to kill but has been known to just rip a heart out with her hand. as a wolf she will tear them apart with her teeth and eat them. she doesn't count it as cannibalism because she isn't fully human.

her blood lust spike leading up to and on the full moon.

cassidy can turn into a wolf whenever she wants, and has mastered shifting so that it doesn't happen against her will on a full moon. the shift itself does hurt as her entire body is being ripped apart, muscles torn and bones broken when she turns into a wolf. the runes/sigils on her fingers help to minimize this pain, it hurts less leading up to a full moon and not at all on the day of the full moon.

her pain tolerance is pretty high but shifting frequently or quickly back to back causes extreme pain and can take her out for several days at a time. healing magic doesn't help much with this but she has found that cannibalism and keeping her bloodlust satiated helps a lot.

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my birthday is 6/24 and iron heart comes out! i will likely not be online or be online super minimally over the next two days as i celebrate and avoid spoilers.