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Sorry about the lack of activity on this blog. I've got some poems I've been meaning to post, but haven't had the energy to get on my laptop to post them. Posts will return eventually.

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Strange Bird

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parasitism

poem by @growrotten

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Didn't realize my scheduled queue finally ran out. I thought I had enough stuff scheduled to last through to the end of the year.

Since it's finals/holiday time, it may be a couple of weeks before I can queue original works again.

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"this too is a metaphor for being trans" (2023)

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"I'm glad I never met the you who would have voted for him" (2023)

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"Isn't it ironic?" (2023)

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anxiety

knowing how to enjoy oneself came hard to me because I couldn’t get out of my head so i’d always ask myself “is this fun?” “why is this fun?” “how long will it be fun for?” and then, before I could answer, it stopped being fun.

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— Wanting to Die, by Anne Sexton

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sweaters

i never noticed she had a smell

until i put on her sweater

and suddenly she was all around me

all the time

exactly how i wanted her to be

and then the realization struck me

that the more i wear her sweater

it smells like me

like us

and eventually it becomes our sweater

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October 26th

we all have a city who bounces us gently as she shows us our first stars; the playground is dark, there are rats, maybe in the sacred park, where you learn to be still I don't want to show you my cheap dreams - only to pass you down, to ask about your nurse made from these minutes.

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"Prized Possessions" (2023)

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I’ll be your muse.

I’ll be quiet and still so you can draw me how you want me;

So you can create me how you want me.

I’ll rip out my heart so you can my blood as paint.

I’ll rip out any organ you want so you can turn this broken body into art.

And when I run out of soul,

When I become too hollow to be born anew,

I’ll thank you for doing to me what I never had the courage to do to my self.

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🎶Scintillate scintillate minuscule celestial body

In what manner this entity of mine cogitates on what this individual of yours is

At the apex, on a superior level in comparison to this planet, tremendously elevated

Analogous to a rhinestone within the confines of the vault of heaven 🎶

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Time is all we have, my love,

and all this time you spend feeling nothing

you'll remember none of it

and all will be lost.

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