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Back to you (Jaehyun x Reader)

It’s finally here! It took me a while and I am sorry but school is taking all my time and I was (still am) sick so I am slow. But I loved writting this! Jeahyun bias wrecked me hard djzvavdhdv I am low key in love with him now lol. It was supposed to be a bad boy Au… I tried my best but it kinda become a Mafia Au… Hope you’ll enjoy it ! Thank you for requesting!

Warning: Angst, Violence, mention of blood, mention of guns, kinda unhealthy relation ship?, smut (yassss) and fluff

The first time you met Jaehyun you just entered 1rst grade. It was a beautiful day and you were playing during the break with other kids in the little spot where there was sand in the play yard. You were slowly but surely building your sand castle very proud of yourself. As you were finally finished and proud you turned around to show it to your friend next to you but the moment you turned back your sand castle wasn’t there anymore. It was just a weird wet heap of sand. You looked at your ruin of a castle, not understanding what just happened. You understood pretty soon, when a spurt of water hit your face. There was a boy, smirking at you, his water gun targeting your face. Did children were even allowed to have such toys ? You didn’t know but you were ready to cry from frustration. You spent so much time building this, why could not he destroyed someone else sand castle ! Why was he so mean ? You were ready to leave when another boy came out. You were pretty sure that you fell in love at this very moment. Your prince in shining armor coming to your rescue. You didn’t quite hear what he said to the other boy who just shrugged and ran off, probably ready to harass someone else with his water gun. He turned around to face you, smiling sweetly, giving you a hand to help you stand up. Jaehyun had always been the sweetest to you. He had always put upon himself to protect you, even after your first meeting. In middle school, you had become inseparable, spending your days together at school. He had become even sweeter and beautiful, and you were just falling deeper for him. You could not really imagine your life without him. Until high school. It has for sure been a complicated period for you as Jaehyun stopped talking to you. Not that you had an argument and that you were angry at each other. You just didn’t have the same priorities. Jaehyun had changed, you of course changed too, and you both soon had nothing to do with each other. You had made other friends with who you spent a lot of time, you even had your first boyfriend, a sweet boy named Jooheon. But you couldn’t help yourself thinking about Jaehyun. He was always in the back of your head, and when you happened to see him in high school, you were avoiding his look, and you were just running away. He for sure had changed a lot. Changing his flower boy look, to the total opposite. His jean jacket, the holes inside his jeans, his undercut, everything had changed. It’s not like he had replaced you or anything, in fact except from a few friends and a bunch of girls running after him as soon as he was here, he was pretty much alone all the time. But it wasn’t your business anymore. Or maybe it was and as a friend you should have asked what was happening ? Have you done something wrong ? But you stopped yourself every time you had those thought. It wasn't your fault, it was nobody’s fault. It was just life. You make friends and sometimes you lost them. You indeed lost every contact with Jaehyun until your second year of college. You had successfully graduated from high school and you were ready to take over the adult world. College was way more full filing than high school for you as you were following design studies and you were really happy with them. You had almost forgotten about Jaehyun, living your own life on your own, until one day. You had been invited to a party and as you arrived with your friends you saw him. You recognized him right away even if he had nothing to do with the Jaehyun from high school. You could only see his side profile but you could tell he was one of the most handsome person you’ve ever seen. But you had to leave right now, you really didn’t want to stay here and take the risk of him recognizing you, or worst, him not remembering you at all. But you were doomed and suddenly, the person he was talking with, Johnny a good friend of yours, saw you as you were already putting your coat back on, calling your name. And Jaehyun was looking at you, smiling sweetly, and you had the impression that you were in front of the sweet boy, back in first grade, who protected you from the monster with the water gun. You didn’t watch him for long, concentrating all your attention on Johnny. « Hey Y/n baby what’s up ? » You shrugged nodding your head as no sounds were coming out of your mouth. Yeah that was awkward. « Y/n this is Jaehyun, Jaehyun- -We know each other » Jaehyun had talk. When you raised your head to see him, he was looking into your eyes, his smile showing his dimple. He was breathtaking. His black hair parted in the middle as some strands were falling on his forehead was highlighting his beautiful eyes. « Me and Y/n, we know each other, right ? -Y-yeah we do » Johnny seemed surprised. « Really, since when ? -Since elementary school actually ! » Johnny looked at you, a puzzled expression on his face. « You’ve never told me you knew Jaehyun ? -Well I didn’t know you knew him either and it’s not like we are still in contact or whatever… » Johnny laughed but not Jaehyun. You finally succeded in leaving Johnny’s side to go outside. You needed some air. Far away from Jeahyun and all the confused feelings that were harassing you at the moment. The goal of those parties were to have fun, get yourself drunk and hooking out with a good-looking human being. Definitely not being confused, low key happy, about your ex best friend arrival. Sadly it wasn’t going to happen. « Y/n ! Wait ! » You were starting to feel overwhelmed and it wasn’t a good thing. You were not an anxious person, or maybe you were but you always did everything to put away any stressful situation. This, all this was going hard on your feelings. « What do you want ? » Okay maybe that was a bit harsh but you didn’t know how to act or what to say. « I just wanted to talk to you. Like what is my childhood friend doing ? Are you happy ? » You were expecting everything except this. « I am doing great thank you. And yes I am happy » You could do better than that. You just didn't want to. « What are you studying ? -Hum, I am a design student. -Do you like it ? » You nodded slowly, suddenly acknowledging something weird. « And you what are you studying ? » He seemed surprised about your question, as he was not expecting for you to start a conversation which was pretty much understandable if you thought about how you had replied to him before. « Hum, I am not a student. In fact, I am working » That was what you thought as you looked as the Rolex on his wrist that could probably pay your tuition and the very elegant and high quality fabric of his outfit. No student could afford that. « Oh, and what are you working in ? » He shrugged, as if he was used to peopling asking this. « You know, some business for a private company ». Used to answer and used to not tell the truth. You didn’t say anything else tho. It wasn’t your business and you didn’t want to know more about Jaehyun or anything he was involved in. « So, why did you come to this party ? » He seemed taken aback by the fact that you were now willing to keep the conversation going. You may not want to know more about Jaehyun but the reason of his presence here was quite intriguing. « Johnny asked me to come for a bit. And then, ha no let it go…. -What ? What were you going to say ? -Don’t take me for a creep please… -Too late. » He laughed, his laugh so clear and familiar, but also so far away in your memories. « I wanted to see you. What you had become you know. I was curious. We were best friend before. -Indeed we were. » There was more venom in that answer that you had wish for. Your pretty speech about being detached from the situation was far away. You sounded horribly salty. « I know… I wish I could tell you why… But I can’t. -Tell me what ? You don’t own me anything. » As you said this, you knew you were lying to yourself. Deep down you wanted him to explain why he had left you alone all those years ago. And why he was popping back in your life now… « I feel like I do. I left you alone. But I swear if I could explain to you why I had to stop seing you I would tell you everything. -I told you it wasn’t important. -It is for me. But you know now. I am back in town and everything… » You raised your brow. Back in town ? « What do you mean ? -We could catch up ? Like I want to learn to know you again, the person you’ve become. » You were expecting this. But at the same time it didn’t help loosening the shock a bit. « Why ? -Y/n, after all those years, I still have the same feeling as when we were kids. I like you, and I want to protect you. If I could scare of a bully that destroyed your sand castle I would do that again. » You laughed. « It was hard for me you know. I had to stop thinking about you at some point because it was to painful. In high school, when you were ignoring me, I felt like shit. Like suddenly I wasn’t worth being your friend anymore. You made me feel so bad about myself. » He didn’t say anything. You could see in his expression that he was shaken and sad. Shit, you just started your own pity party. « Don’t say anything. High school is pretty shitty anyway. Now I feel good. And I feel good because I finally got over you. So you coming back, to « catch up » is the worst thing you could do to me » His mouth was gaping stupidly. This is when you decided that it was your time to leave. Fuck the party and the make out session, you were going to crawl on your couch to watch « The bride of the water god » for the thousand time. « No wait, please. Y/n, fuck… -What do you want again… -Please at least let me apologize. I didn’t know it has been this hard -Of course, how would you know. We weren’t talking to each other anymore. -I still was making sure you were okay. I mean, at school and everything, you thought I wasn’t paying attention to you but it’s not true… -Well you did a shitty job then » Here you were being petty again. « I would have preferred anything really. You should have told me that I wasn't interesting anymore, that you wanted new friends, that time was just making his work. You make me think that you were caring about me this all time is cruel. -But it’s the truth. Sometimes I had wish I could have forgotten you. But it never happened. But now it’s different. I am different. I am not in the trouble I was before. Now I am stable. My life is stable. -We were in high school ! What could have make your life so unstable that you had to leave me behind ? » This is the moment he shut down on you. You knew he wasn’t going to say anything to you about this anymore. « You know what, forget it. We all have our secret. » He didn’t answer this either. « I am leaving, Jeahyun. It was cool to see you again, really. I hope that you are happy too. » And you left. You didn't hear of Jaehyun until one week later, when he came into the coffee shop you were working in. He didn’t seem surprised to see you, which was definitely your case. You really naively thought you were never going to see him again. H walked in your direction a smile splattered on his face. « Hello, what can I do for you ? » you asked with the most neutral voice you could. « I don’t know… What would you advise me to take ? » He was doing this on purpose… With his dumb smile, you wanted to slap him with the baguette you were about to cut when he entered. « The pastry are excellent. I would advise you the cinnamon roll, they are freshly baked. To drink, the best-seller is the caramel macchiato with whipped cream. » He seemed to think for a second before nodding. « I am going to take this, thank you. -Is it a take away ? -No, I am going to sit here. » Okay, how were you supposed to work when he was here ? « Very well I am going to bring everything to you. You can sit down. » You were almost done with his order when you heard, his phone ring. You turned around but stopped almost immediately. When you were talking about duality, it’s not exactly what you had in mind. The fact that he could look like the sweetheart he was when he entered the shop and now look so severe and hard now. You could not hear what was happening on the phone, you were too busy watching Jaehyun. « Okay, I’ll be there in a few. Yeah. » You didn’t say anything. You took the macchiato and put it in a take away cup, and wrapped the cinnamon roll. When he stood up you just give him his order. He seemed suddenly very tired. But he simply smiled. He took his order, his fingers lightly touching yours. « Thank you Y/n. It was good seing you again. » He put his hand in his vest pocket and took a little piece of paper out of it. « This is my phone number. If you are not to busy one day, you can call me, and we can hang out or something. Don’t feel forced to call me or anything. If you don’t I’ll understand ». And he left. You were left alone, that stupid card in your hands, not really knowing what to do. It was another week later that you had decided to text Jaehyun. Not call. Text were safer. So you simply told him it was your number, and asked him what he was doing. He didn’t answer until an hour later. He was apparently busy with work, whatsoever he was doing. He said he was surprised but happy that you had text him. You stopped here. You honestly didn’t know what to do. Were you supposed to initiate something ? Or just let the situation die. You were confused, a hint of disappointment in yourself for texting him, but the feeling of joy that it bring you made it almost insignificant. Were you happy to meet Jaehyun ? Yes. Were you happy about him showing interest in you again ? Yes. Were you confused about the situation ? Definitely. But in the end you were feeling weird. You know it is one of your biggest flaw was definitely to intellectualize too much. Never letting yourself be happy, because what if it’ll go wrong ? But damn it, it’s been a while since you’ve been that excited about something. Are you free tomorrow ? I want to take you somewhere. You accepted. And it has been awesome. Jaehyun was the sweetest person you’ve met. It didn't take long until you were again inseparable. It took time for you to accept what had happened and what was actually happening, but you were happy. So definitely happy and in love with Jaehyun. The day he asked you to be his girlfriend was definitely a great day for you. You had play it off, just answering « Aren’t we dating already haha » but you were ecstatic inside. After three months of dating you had finally had enough of hiding your feelings. Your desire for this man was too strong. He had always been a perfect gentleman, never making any physical contact that you had not given your consent before. But one day has nothing had happened yet you initiated the contact. You were expecting a bit more than a kiss. Jeahyun was ready to give you everything you wanted anyway. « Can I kiss every inch of your body? » He nipped at your thigh. You were feeling his hot breath against your skin so close from where you wanted him. « Can I be the reason you moan ? » You whimpered and nodded. Jaehyun smiled against your skin, nose trailed along your skin as he inhaled deeply « Can I » And he was so close from your clit, you could feel his deep exhale and it felt so good. You whined, struggling to breath and fighting to stay standing. You were praying that he ’ll have some mercy and let you lay down because if he decided to eat you out right there in his kitchen you might pass out. « Yes, please » He mumbled something you can’t understand before he buried his face between your thighs his hands palming your ass to get you closer. He took another deep breath and your legs began to shake badly when he exhaled. « Jaehyun » you repeated . He looks at you through his eyes half hidden over his long lashes : « Yes Love. » He held your gaze and slowly licked his lips. The sight of him on his knees, his white shirt open on his chest letting you his tattoos was something you wanted to engrave in your mind forever. « I can’t stand… », was barely audible. « Okay, » Jaehyun’s dimples appeared when he smiled. He stood up taking you in his arms. « But baby, in the meantime, do you want to know what I want more than anything? » You weren’t sure how much more of this you could take. All the way to the bed, Jaehyun kissed you, tasting his lips, his hands grabbing your butt with his strong hands. « Jaehyun… » and it was a whimper at best. « Yes Y/n. » Nothing came out of your mouth as he smirked.

« I was saying » He grabbed your legs lifting you in his arms. « I need to hear you beg Y/n. I need to feel you cum on my dick. I need you to be mine. » You were in his arms pressed against his body. Everything was so intense. That was it, you were jelly in his arms, your legs trembling around his waist. He lowered you onto his bed as his eyes never leave yours. Your skirt is all the way up to your hips letting him free from seing everything. He bent down licking his lips biting at the skin of your thighs. « What are you doing Jaehyun? » Your words sounded more like a plea than a question. « I am claiming you as mine. » He said it like you weren’t already completely his. « If you’ll have me, of course. » He kept sucking at you skin, and you feel yourself drift off more and more. You whispered his name again and again your eyes screwed shut as you struggled to breathe. « What do you want princess, use you word » « Don’t stop » you whined, clawing at the sheets beneath you. He smiles kissing the mark he just gave you. « I have no intention to stop » He caressed your thighs, appreciating the feeling of your skin. « I need to hear you. Tell me Y/n what do you want me to do? » « You! » you said before his teeth could latch on to your skin. « Me?» He grinned against your skin. « I want you to fuck me. » His deep chuckle forced a burst of hot air over your glistening folds. And fuck it felt good. You almost came like this, just Jaehyun looking at you sending you over the edge. « That’s not what I was asking baby. I mean, obviously, I’m going to fuck you. Fuck I’ve been waiting for this moment since forever. But before that. Before I bury myself deep into your needy little cunt. What should I do? » « I-I don’t know » « Give me a number, » Jaehyun said softly. « Why ? » you whispered to yourself. « Okay, hum, five ? ». « Five ? » he said a wolf like grin forming on his lips. « You are so greedy princess, fuck. » He bent over, his mouth joining your labia and you began to writhe beneath his touches. « What are you talking about ? » He laughed and shook his head, smiling that dumb smile of his that was giving you the want to slap him. « That’s how many times you are going to cum baby » He grabbed your ankles, dragging you until you are at the edge of the bed, your ass almost hanging out. « I can’t do this Jae, please I can’t » you mewled. He was already driving you crazy and you haven’t come once, what was going to happen after five. « You are going to Y/n, you are going to take it very well, I know you can do that » He spoke between peppered kisses. His flattened tongue parted your lips, and he groaned at the taste of you. A few laden licks later and you were already coming. It didn’t take long before you were greeted by your second orgasm, which came fast, leaving you breathless and dizzy and overly sensitive. Jaehyun lapped orgasm four from your trembling body. You were losing your mind. « You’re such a good girl, aren’t you princess » You could not answer. Your brain had transformed into putty. « You are baby, so good » He praised you over your moans, « You’re my good girl. I think I should reward you. Because I’ve been thinking about you all the time and now that you are here I want to please right » « Yes. Please. » You said breathless. A mischievous glint cloaked his eyes. « Edging, baby do you like this ? ». You groaned, slamming your head onto the mattress. No you hated it. You wanted him right now but you felt as if you were saying this he would just take even more time. You felt something other than his tongue at your entrance. He trusted his index finger into you. Your back lifted from the bed as you cried out, your palms landed on his tattooed forearms. « You’re soaked, » He added his middle finger. You felt the pressure of your orgasm building low in your core. « What do you feel baby ? -I’m going to cum. -No you’re not » Jaehyun’s voice was stern. He pulled his fingers from you and licked them. « You taste so good » You whined, being in this state was even worse than over stimulation. At least before he was giving you what you wanted. His lips brushed the skin above your knee with each word and his digit took back their previous rhythm. You were feeling it again, the knot forming inside your belly, ready to snap at any moment. His tongue was taking you to the edge only to let you down again. « I want to take you out again Y/n » He smirked, proudly « After I watch you cum again and again. I’ll take you out again.” You were so close. He just needed to push you slightly more and you were going to fall into the most intense orgasm you’ve ever had. But he stopped again. You almost scream in frustration. « Why are you do this? » Your words were rushed and slithly hurt. « Doing what ? I thought you liked it » You closed your eyes tightly, tears of frustration threatened to spill all over you cheeks. You shook your head. « Look at me baby. Y/n look at me », his voice hovered above you, his lips brushing your closed lids. « Look at me » he demanded. You opened your eyes, allowing the tears to escape. Jaehyun frowned. « Why are you crying? -Why won’t you let me cum? » Jaehyun, caress your cheek, whipping away your tears. « All you had to do was ask, baby » He kissed you, his toungue caressing yours. Your legs parted wider, allowing him to rest between them, and you gripped his black hair firmly. He yanked his white shirt away from his body, unbuckling his belt, finally getting naked with you as you had thrown away your skirt and shirt a long time ago now. Jaehyun, in all his glory. Something you’ll never forget. You traced the ink of his tattoos with your fingers, fascinate by the ink you were finally able to see clearly. His rigid dick jutted between your bodies, leaking precum on your stomach. Pulling his hair, you forced him to release your lips with a low groan. You wanted to touch him too , make him feel good too. You eased your hand between the two of you, finding his veined cock, you are letting your fingers toy with his sensitive tip. Your mouth traced up his neck, along his strong jawline and back to his lips. And you nibble his bottom lip between each one of your pecks. You collected the wetness from his dick and you used it to move along his shaft. A sweat moan come out of his mouth, the way his slightly longer canine were biting at his lips. « Jaehyun » You whispered against his lips, and he responded with a pained moan. « I need you, Y/n now » Jaehyun answered, his fist gripped the sheets on either side of your head. « Yes, please Jaehyun » You moved your hips and angled his dick to your entrance. You murmured into his tensed jaw how much you needed him, I much you loved him. His eyes snapped opened. « Jaehyun, fuck, I love y- » He swallowed your ‘you’ with a crashing kiss. He entwined your fingers with his and held your left arm above your head. And you saw it, there in his beautiful eyes. This was more than lust. This was everything you’ve ever shared together. During your childhood, now that he was back. This was everything that you mean to him. This was veneration and love. This is when you realized that you’ll never be able to come back to normal after that. Jaehyun didn't seem to care anyway. With a guttural groan, he entered you slowly, your breath hitching at the sensation. Sinking down inch by inch, his dark eyes carefully watched yours until he was fully seated. « Baby, you feel incredible » Lifting your thigh higher, he began to move slowly, deliberate strokes, in and out. With each new thrust, he powered his hips deeper, harder. A melody of smacking skin, ragged breaths and sweet moans echoed in the room. Your legs wrapped around his waist and your hips met his movements. His hips began to piston erratically while his stiff cock repeatedly dragged across your g-spot. You closed your eyes as your vision started to blur. « Look at me Y/n. Fuck, baby look at me » « Jaehyun, I can’t, it’s so good. Oh my god. -I want to see you, baby. » You moaned loudly, screaming Jaehyun name. « Yeah I am right here baby. Let it go. » Jaehyun knew you were close, he could feel your pussy tightening around him. You were a vision writhing beneath him, something he never wanted to forget, soft whimpers and incoherent sentences, everything was making you pure perfection. « You are beautiful. Oh my god, I’ll never get enough of you » You closed your eyes feeling it coming. « Show me that you are mine Y/n. I want to see you » « I-I am yours. -Yes you are baby. Say it again. -I’m yours. -Again. « I love you so much, I am yours only yours » Now it was his turn to plummet into ecstasy. He moaned your name, before he came. His pace slowed and he lowered your leg. His breaths washed over you as he studied you. « Baby, I hope you know we’re in deep » Since this day, you and Jaehyun were together. It has been almost two years since you’ve met again at this party and your relationship had taken another turn. You were leaving together now, in a cute and cozy apartment in a great area of the city near your university as you were in your last year just before graduation. You were living your best life, finishing your studies in the best conditions, and living with the man you love. The thing was that there was something wrong about this man. At the beginning it had not disturbed you that much, all the secret and the sudden departure because « work » was calling him. You knew since the beginning that something was wrong but, you really didn’t care. Now you cared a lot. You knew that there was something wrong. Jaehyun was good at playing it off, and you were usually doing the same laughing when he came back with bruises, or when he was leaving you for weeks. But you were scared now. And you had all the reason to be. If Jaehyun was doing something wrong, illegal, you needed to leave. One day you really prepared your bag ready to leave, ready return to your parents home, far away from him. The thing is that the moment you were going to leave, you just didn’t. You didn't want to. You wanted to stay with him forever if it was possible. And you were not really scared for yourself. You were scared for him. You know he was not stupid, he knew you would see them. The bruises that were appearing every week. The scars from his past, some looking strangely like bullet scars. His new tattoos. Everything was a ringing the bells in your brain. You didn't think about Mafia first. Maybe he had troubles with some of his coworker or something. But soon it was too obvious. He wasn’t hiding anymore, at least he was just hiding enough for you not to understand the entire situation. Until one day someone came to see you. You were getting out of one of your classes, walking toward your car to go home, when a man stopped you. You were ready to kick him in the face if you had not seen him before. It happened once, you had finished your job sooner and when you entered the apartment men were here. Jaehyun was standing in the middle of them talking about something you didn’t catch. He stopped as soon as he heard you. He walked toward you smiling sweetly, and just asked you to go see one of your friend the time he finished with his colleagues. You did as he told you, not wanting to be in the middle of unknown people anyway. But the man who had stopped you near your car that day was one of the men you saw in your apartment that day. If he had been with Jaehyun, he could not be that bad. But you know it wasn’t true. Jaehyun was surrounded with bad people. Dangerous people. Because he had been with Jaehyun that day, you should be careful. « Are you Jaehyun'wife ? » You were pretty sure you weren’t married yet but you simply nod not wanting to about this right now. « I just want to give him a message. He won’t answer me, and you understand it's a bit annoying for work. Could you just- -I know nothing about Jaehyun work, if he decided not to answer you I guess he as his reason. But it’s none of my business. I am sure you can find someone else. » He didn’t say anything but you could see his body tensing. Where you really going to have to use your self defense technics. You weren’t feeling that confident about them right now. « Yeah, I understand. You are Y/n right ? You are gorgeous, I understand why Jaehyun is trying to leave for you. Just tell him it is not as easy as he thinks ». And he left. That day you had been scared to the bones. You waited a bit sitting inside your car the time to calm your nerves. You finally drived back home. When you entered your apartment Jaehyun was here. « What happened ? I was worried as hell, why aren’t you answering your phone ? » He saw in what state you were, and he understood almost right away. He took you in his arms, his grip on you so strong that you had the feeling he was never letting you go. You really hope he wasn’t. « Tell me who it was, what he was looking like, what he told you. » You didn’t say anything. You simply stayed in his arm as long as you could. He finally understood that you were not going to say anything. « Let’s go to bed okay princess ? » After this day nothing ever happened to you. You could come back at any hour of the day, there was never another person here, just Jaehyun. Until everything went really wrong. You hated it. When he wasn’t answering his phone. He had left for a week now. Those time were already difficult for you when he was answering to the phone but now that he wasn’t answering. You were worried sick and you were right. In the middle of the night, you had passed out on the couch and you heard a violent knock on your door. You really weren’t going to answer until you heard someone telling your name. You ran toward the door, opening it violently. It was happening, right ? Were you going to lose everything tonight ? « Jaehyun… -Y/n we need to get him inside. » You had no idea how this man knew your name but you let him enter. Him and the other guy holding Jaehyun, almost ran into the bedroom. You followed them as fast as your panicked state was allowing you. You didn’t start crying right away, but when one of the man snatched open Jaehyun shirt open and you saw, all the blood you started sobbing. « Jaemin, get her out » you heard Jaehyun said with a weak voice, almost to quite to be heard from you. The man who as talked to you before turned around and open the door for you to leave. But you were not sure you could walk. What happened next was a big mess. You were staying in the corridor just behind the door of your room. The other man, who you still ignored the name, had come out once to take a big bag that he had left in the living room earlier. He gently smiled at you but you were unable to do anything but trying not to break down in tears. It only took an hour for them to do whatever they were doing, it had seemed an eternity to you. The man who took you out before, Jaemin ?, returned and gave you a hand to help you stand up from your spot. There was less blood than before. Jaehyun was looking like a mommy laying here with all bandage around his torso and left arm. He was sleeping peacefully. Tears started streaming down your face. « He is going to be fine now. He had broken ribs and a bullet in the biceps but it’s fine now. Y/n he is safe. » You looked at the man, the one you still didn’t know the name. « Thank you. » He smiled softly. « Jaehyun is our brother. We are never going to let him go. I am Ten by the way ». You smiled at Ten. He seemed like a nice person. You could tell the difference between him and the other guy you saw before. Him and Jaemin seemed to really care about Jaehyun. « Thank you for helping him really. I can't lost him. » He nodded softly. He put his hand behind your back, trying to make you leave the room. « He is not going anywhere. You are as exhausted as us, let’s drink some coffee. » You walked with Ten toward the kitchen where Jaemin was already making coffee. « It’s not the first you come here right ? » you asked to the men. Jaemin smile awkwardly. « It’s okay, it’s not bothering me. » The three of you sat down in silence. The sun was already rising in the sky, everything was slowly becoming that pretty orange color. « I understand why Jeahyun wants to leave. » You turned around Ten. « It is so peaceful. That type of life. I understand why he wants that. -I want that too. A lot of us want that », Jaemin answered. You watched both of them carefully. « We are going to stay here just the time he is able to stand up. And then Y/n, it’s better if you leave the both of you. -What happened ? Last night ? » They looked at each other, looking unsure. « He bought our ticket for freedom » Jaehyun had decided to leave the organization he was working for. Apparently he wasn’t the only one who wanted to leave. But it wasn’t that easy. Once you entered the family it was almost impossible to quite. But Jaehyun wanted nothing but to live with you, give you the life you deserved. And it meant quitting the organization. « He did it for himself, but for me and Jaemin too. If we leave soon, if we disappear, they are going to leave us alone ». You left the boys alone and came back to your room. You sat down in the mattress next to Jaehyun, trying not to wake him up. « Why didn’t you tell me everything ? I would not have left you… » You closed your eyes for a moment, exhaustion taking control of your body. « I love you Y/n ». His voice had startled you. « You are an idiot really. Coming back after a week to bloodied all my carpet. What is wrong with you ? » He tried to laugh but his body jerked in a painful movement. « Sorry, sorry, don’t move. Do you want me to call Ten ? -No it’s fine, just stay here okay -I am not going anywhere ». You leaned and kissed him on the forehead. « I was scared. » He looked in your eyes. « I know. I am sorry. I-I wish it could have been different ». You didn’t say anything, you just laid down next to him, exhausted the only thing you wanted was to sleep next to him. Exactly three days later, you decided that Jaehyun was feeling better, enough to leave the city at least. You, Ten and Jaemin had packed most of your belongings and had put them into a van you didn’t know about. You had arranged something with one of your professor for your remained classes. In theory everything was going to be fine. Ten was in the driver seat, Jeamin next to him. You looked into Jaehyun eyes as he was carefully sitting in the seat next to you. You buckled his seat belt, making sure he was secure. « I love you Y/n ». You smiled at him, taking his hand in yours. « I love you too ». Yeah everything was going to be okay.

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AirDrop that Smile

Genre: Idol x fan au

Character: NCT Jaehyun/ Reader

Warnings: None

Summary: After frustating over your seat for NCT Dream’s concert, you had an unexpected encounter with 127 members, especially Jaehyun.

You closed your eyes as you crossed your fingers after tons of hard work buying that lower box ticket online. You weren’t able to attend NCT 127’s concert last time so Dreams’ concert is a must, you were really determined to get a nice spot to film a fan cam of their performance. Ping! your body shivered hearing that sound. You slightly opened your eyes, slowly, slowly, …

Only to see that the tickets are sold out.

“Dang it!” you banged your head against your keyboard out of frustration until you heard another Ping

“Oh right” you remember that you booked another ticket for the Upper box section. You sat up straight and opened the other tab on your computer, luckily you got the ticket. Though you still feel down for not getting the lower box one.

You stretched your arms and hopped out of your comfy chair, “I need to get some rest” you thought. After some few stretches you threw your body on the bed beside you. Such a nice time to take a nap before you set-up your cameras, power banks and extra memory card for the concert.

Just as you closed your eyes, you heard a loud bang from the door, your sister barging in.

“Hey, y/n did you get my ticket?” asked your sister as she was intensely shaking you.

“Uhh, nope? Why would I. It’s already hard enough to get one for my own” you replied

“What?! Didn’t I ask you to get that upper box ticket for me?!”

“Ohhh… I thought you told me that so I can have a spot if ever I won’t get the lower box”

“Useless!” your sister kicked you as hard as she could out of her frustration

“W-wait stop stop! I’ll give you 127’s fanmeeting in return!” you had no choice but to utter this none sense

“You better keep that” then she was gone. Geez

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The day of the concert

“All right, all set” you thought as you settled down on your seat beside the aisle. You checked your phone and realized your AirDrop is not on. Fuck, what if Dreamies have AirDropped some photos already?! You quickly turned it on and waited.

As you were waiting for the photos and the concert itself, you realized that your section is empty. Why though? Usually, it will be so packed up and noisy. Just then a guy came then asked “Are you sure this is your seat?”

You were startled and replied “Huh? Uhh, yeah”

“Where’s your ticket?” the guy replied back, you could feel your blood rising with the thought that maybe he’d ask you to go

“Hyung cut it out, it’s fine there’s still a lot of seats for us. Plus, she’s one of our cizenies, we should be thankful” just then a manly voice spoke behind the man. You realized it was Jaehyun, he smiled so brightly that all your frustrations was washed away

Is this a dream?!?!

127’s members settled on their seats on your section and gave you fresh smiles and waves but the guy who talked to you sat beside you that became a barrier from you and the members. Luckily, Jaehyun sat beside him, that makes it one person apart. Jaehyun is one of your ultimate bias and it feels so dreamy thinking how close he is, you could literally hear your heart pound faster and faster every second.

As the concert went on, of course with your full effort you get the best shots and videos of Dreamies and you’ve noticed how much their hyungs enjoyed the performances. After some time Johnny went up and left, you saw him reach the exit then he was gone. “Where is he going?” the guy beside you whom you assume to be their manager asked. The members just lift their shoulders.

Like on cue, the manager took his phone and realized someone’s calling him. “Johnny? What?! Where?!” he stood up and made his way to the exit.

You saw the member’s giggling as if it was part of their plan, especially Jaehyun the way his dimples popped between those giggles gave you sparks across your spines up to your cheeks. Didn’t realize you were giggling with them.

You felt your phone vibrated and checked it after you have calmed yourself down. It was an AirDrop photo, from AirDropTheBeat. It was him widely smiling and you saw yourself barely seen at the back. You were shocked and looked at him with confusion. Jaehyun sat beside you, giving you that teasing smile “You looked cute their when you were laughing with us”

“B-but I can barely be seen” you tried your best to keep your cool, despite the nervousness of being beside your ultimate bias.

“Want me to snap a photo again?” he teased again, giving you that good and exciting feels

“Is that allowed?” you went along with him

“Of course not.” then you both laughed, his crescent eyes and popping dimple… really, you couldn’t ask for more.

“I better go, sorry for taking a photo without your permission.” then he waved and attempted to stand up.

“O-oppa! C-can we take a photo? Just for memories” lol that was awkward but it was your only chance

“Aigoo,” he replied then sat again and slightly leaned to your direction, you could smell his scent and it was the most wonderful scent causing your heart to pound more and more.

“Here I go” he said as he took the photo with his phone.

“Th-thank you o-oppa”

“No problem” he smiled “I’ll send it to you, later” he added and went back to his seat. Stared at his phone then smiled again.

“What was that?” Taeyoung asked him

“Oh, nothing. I accidentally snapped a photo with a cizinie without her permission so I apologized” he replied

“Oh really?” then they both bowed as a sign of apologizing.

It was so cute, you didn’t know how much well-mannered they are than you thought. Your heart was still pounding hard as you and Jaehyun kept on giving quick glances and shy smiles.

After the concert, you were so happy with the memories you made with the Dreamies and of course the experience you had with Jaehyun. Then you realized while walking towards your car, how would Jaehyun send you the pic? Nvm you thought then you reached out for your keys and opened your car. Just then you felt a vibration against your thighs, you took your phone unlocked it.

“AirDropTheBeat” would like to share a photo, popped into your screen. Your eyes widened as you saw your photo with Jaehyun on your screen. You looked around, maybe he was close then a loud horn from the car across you caught your attention. There he was. Slightly sticking out his head and waved his hand. The other members were also there, calling you out and asking you to come. You took some a couple of goofy pictures with them before you made your way into your car. You had to look back one last time, then you saw them getting in their car, one by one, chattering and… there was Jaehyun, stopped for a moment before getting in. He looked at you as if he knew you would be staring at them. Gave you the sweetest smile and mouthed “Go home straight” with a slight giggle, then he went in. You felt your face burn and heart melt. You made your way in your car too, couldn’t take the smile from your face and for a moment you looked at the photos you had with them… with him. It was definitely a day to remember.

#JaeHyun #nct 127 #nct #fanfics #idol x reader #jaehyun x reader

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