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sore throats might be the stupidest response to illness i've ever experienced. oh you want to eat? drink?? breathe air??? TEN THOUSAND KNIVES ATTACK

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Lose my shit whenever songs in an album have recurring motifs like yesss play those notes again boy

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reblogging my own post again to say I’ve actually been officially diagnosed with pots now! so like that’s fun this shit is not going anywhere

i hate you breathlessness i hate you brain fog i hate you dizziness i hate you tremors i hate you joint pain i hate you fatigue i hate you racing heart

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"describe your symptoms" brother i have felt like this since i was 12 unrelentingly

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pros of putting laundry away immediately after it is dry

less wrinkles

yayyyy organization

it is done

cons

right now you have to do it. Right fucking now. nightmare world hell on earth torture realm pain and suffering and carnage

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Heyo! I saw your post in the Cymbalta tag. I also have fibro and if your doctor is open to med suggestions, Ondansetron(Zofran) is what I take for the nausea side effects. It works near instantly and you don't have to swallow it, it just melts in 3 seconds. I don't know your specific health story, but figured I'd share what worked on me because nausea sucks!

Hey! Thank you, I will definitely look into this. I appreciate it 🫶

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too nauseous to eat, even more nauseous bc I don’t eat 😭 I am like that fucking guy with the boulder

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in tumblr culture the "unemployed" were reveared as a sort of poet/warrior class.

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friendship is so crazy they literally invented people who are niceys to you....and you get to love and care for them........

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so uh turns out starting cymbalta is not a fun experience… had to leave work bc i felt so out of it 🤪🫠

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having to ask people if you’re still hanging out is one of the worst things ever . like is our playdate still on? im gonna stab myself

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song of summer is the little birds singing their songs outside for the whole world to hear

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something else that made me personally change my ideas on syscourse was that my system didn’t function like a lot of anti-endos. i relate much more to things that people say are “faking.”

not everyone in my system is aware of themselves as a person. we dont know how many there are, but we have a lot of fragments. pieces will show up and front with specific memories and we can target where they’re from and they’ll never front again. my system kept going entirely dormant/unaware for months repeatedly. i got worse amnesia about my life and lived experiences. i felt like i was doing it all for attention. except its been happening for as long as i remember.

seeing people poke holes in others experience to say they’re “faking” was really bad for my denial. now im seeing a therapist and thats kinda helping.

so yeah, when you fakeclaim, you hurt people who experience whatever looks “fake” to you.

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everyone reblogging this with tags like #YEAH #SAME or #longcovid know i am handing you ibuprofen and kissing you on the mouth <3

i hate you breathlessness i hate you brain fog i hate you dizziness i hate you tremors i hate you joint pain i hate you fatigue i hate you racing heart

[helios-hawk]

anybody else’s bodies just crackle like a glowstick all day

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Cis people think trans people have this:

Deadname

Chosen name

But honestly we really have:

Name

Other name

Deadname

Business name

Old nickname only some people have rights to use

Online name

Extra special secret name you don’t get to know, unless… ;)

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I always am about to go to sleep at a beautiful 11pm and then something happens to me