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me irl

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YOU and always YOU

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Doyoung as Peter Pan 💫 #HappyDoyoungDay 

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Casting Detective Pikachu .

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I Miss EXO, so much 엑소 EXO _ 기억을 걷는밤 Walk On Memories

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(real__pcy)

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At what point did you realize no one cares about you?

I thought everyone around me was with me only for who I was. But I was hit hard with the reality only at the end of my college life.

I always kept myself open to anybody and everybody. I try to help others with their problems.I thought people really liked being around me. Only later I found out that everyone used me and no one was ever real to me.

All the people you meet at the age between 18–25 are fake. Only those who are with you from the childhood will be always there for you.

In such a competitive and selfish environment, everyone will try hard to pull you down for their own well being. I learnt it the hard way.

No phone calls.There was no messages in the everbusy WhatsApp group,it was not even a week after the final exams of my college had ended. Everyone bid farewell and exchanged good byes. Everyone parted their own ways.

Things were entirely different back during the beginning. The groups were buzzing. No day will end without a phone call from the so called BFFs. During college days I was the go-to boy for everyone. Need notes?? contact me. Need new movies??contact me. Group studies?? Contact me. Need money?? Contact me. I always tried to help others within my capacity. I am like the clown who people enjoys during performance but later gives a damn. I have only faced betrayal from them.

Not even a single person has messaged me since then.

I thought they cared for me. But they really used me.

The friendship you think which will continue till the end of your lives will end along with your college life.

Everyone has their own life to look after. No one will be ready to spend time for you. Everyone will be busy when you need them.

No one ever checked on me about my well being. Only if they need anything, they will message me.

Only at this point,I learnt that no one really cared about me,but rather faked their feelings.

So never believe anybody other than parents in your life. Only they care for you truly from their heart. The rest are like passing clouds.

The worst thing in life is not ending up alone.But ending up with people who make you feel alone.

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Ini lagu mantap, tq winwin.

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it all makes sense now…

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