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Imagine this,

Mew is eager to celebrate the 100th day since he and Top started dating. Top doesn’t seem to be the type of person who enjoys celebrating every little milestone in a relationship but this is Mew’s first time to be in love and he wants to be as happy and as stupid as he can.

When Boston called him two nights before the special day to say that Top will be in Pattaya for the a week, Mew thought that the stars were aligning to help him execute the perfect surprise for his boyfriend.

He immediately booked a table at a fancy beachfront restaurant and traveled for more than two hours to follow his boyfriend.

Upon arriving at the address that Boston gave him, he did not have to look for a long time before spotting his boyfriend and his best friend sitting on the uncrowded beach.

Mew is standing underneath the beautiful orange sky, unmoving. He is transfixed by sight in front of him, by the familiarity in the way that Boston’s fingers skim through Top’s hair, by the urgency of Top’s mouth as it chases Boston’s lips, by the protruding veins on Top’s hands as he pulls Boston closer to his chest.

Someone shouts in the distance and wakes Mew from the nightmare. He takes one step back, and then another, and when his body realizes that his heart is no longer held by the curse of the moment, his footsteps become more determined and he is able to leave the scene discreetly.

When Top finds him later outside his hotel room, Mew is wearing his sweetest smile and in his sweetest voice he shyly whispers, “Happy 100th day”

The next day, Mew accompanies Top to the beach as Boston watches them from the sidelines, a faint smirk on his face. Boston takes out his camera and aims it at them.

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The air in Japan must be different because the best friends are back serving us with the lowest necklines possible😌

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And then what happens when Top turns out to be a tortured soul who’s only looking for someone to accept and love his battered self? What happens when Top pours out his heart to Mew and gets rejected then cries his extra hot self after?

The members of the #TopApologists will rise, that’s what will happen😌

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Mr. You-gave-me-an-opportunity-so-I-will-grab-it-shamelessly Force Jiratchapong Srisang

This account has a lot of glorious photos from ForceBook’s first fanmeeting in Japan:

https://twitter.com/kidna_ksn?s=11&t=drEqzMAeGEGWtowuesfAEw

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Because I love forcebook and angst…

“So, do you love me?”

“Are you now consumed, head over heels, madly in love with me, Mew?”

Top was drunk.

He could barely lift his head from the grimy counter of that dingy bar he and his friends found themselves at two in the morning. His heartbeat that, only a few hours ago had been racing due to the loud music, the overflowing cheers, and the heat from other people’s skins, had slowed down abnormally, his vision had blurred, and his head felt like it had been detached from his body and is now palpitating on the crook of his left arm.

“How are you not drunk?”

The shadowy version of Mew in front of him moved his head a tiny bit to the side, perhaps inspecting his drunken stupor. That thought made the back of his neck burn with shame which was unusual for he had been in worse states than this one.

“It’s because I’m angry” The voice trembled a bit but it had an air of determination that startled him. Scared him a little.

“Are you angry because I don’t love you back?” It was a stupid line, really.

A drunk Top can be more stupid than usual which is why he had long ago taught himself to keep silent once the alcohol kicks in. But his plan was to not shut up. He needs to be his most stupid self at that very moment.

“I’m angry because you are a coward, you are arrogant, and you are a horrible liar”

“Is that the best you can do?” Another stupid line. Ah, you are bound to regret this.

“You are a disgusting piece of shit”

It’s probably just his drunkenness but Mew’s glasses had turned blurry enough to hide his eyes. Maybe the poor lamb is crying.

“So, will you stop seeing me now, Mew?”

“Can you handle that?”

Mew leaned in closer bringing with him that familiar scent and warmth that had been his solace over the past weeks. Up close he realized that the poor lamb was definitely not crying. The lower lids of Top’s eyes started to feel heavy.

“You know why people like me are attracted to bad boys like you? Because we have this delusion that we can be that special person who can make you fall in love and change you”

Mew reached out and brushed a couple of stray hairs away from his face. His fingertips softly caressed his sweaty forehead. It was Top’s heart’s turn to feel heavy.

“So you will stop seeing me now, right?” He managed to croak.

“No. I will make you fall in love with me” Mew smiled gently.

“I will make you my little revenge project and when you are perfectly in love with me, I will leave you”

“You don’t even know how that works. You will fail and hurt yourself even more” He barely succeeded in making the words sound less like a plea. His plan is breaking.

His plan was to drive the other one away even if every cell in his body screams for him to hold on and never let go.

Mew’s index finger swiped gently on his left cheek. “I think my chances are high”

His finger was slightly damp.

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An information that is safe for the heart: The wardrobe staff made them wear similar tank tops.

An information that is dangerous to the heart: They own a couple tank tops.

An information that will end my heart: They’re wearing the same tank top.

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“Did someone hurt you?”

A pause. A realization.

“Did I hurt you?”

When I think about the Book who was wary of being cared for and the Force who was adamant that he will not remain as a simple colleague, I think only of how angsty these two were behind the cameras.

That they chose the hard route to friendship makes me feel confident in their relationship because that means that they’ve already seen a lot of each other’s worst parts and still decided to remain as one another’s comfort zones.

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Imagine this,

Two characters from a movie called, “I THINK OF YOU AS MORE THAN A FRIEND” find themselves transported from the four corners of the projector screen to the real world.

There they meet two actors who reject the idea that reel can be real. The characters soon realize that they need to prove those idiots otherwise in order to get back to their universe.

They provide the “on-screen lovers, off-screen strangers” an itemized list of why Force and Book are each other’s better half in all universes.

And this is how the plot is currently developing inside my head😆

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When you think that this is just a simple photo until you zoom in…

Always a silly little boy at heart😆❤️

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Top and Mew. We just know that their attraction for each other will be so fiery and destructive that we will be left wondering if they have a chance for love or will it be best that they stay as fcking apart from each other as possible. I am so excited for this drama!

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Force and Book, two acquaintances whose existence in each other’s lives could’ve ended up just being someone from a distant memory, a person not any different from the many other people they’ve met and said goodbye to across the years.

It would’ve been really simple for strangers who met but never really got close to say goodbye and become strangers again for the rest of their lives.

But fate brought them back together. (Actually, it was someone from gmmtv but that’s not romantic)

And they were hit with the realization that all those years they’ve been walking on opposite sides of the same road without ever daring to cross.

Force and Book may have known each other for years but they’ve only just started to really get to know each other after a persistent effort to breach the years of polite friendship.

Today they’re no longer just acquaintances but friends in the real sense of the word and it’s beautiful to watch them build and grow their friendship in a way that only Force and Book can.