hellsmother

[hellsmother]

A finally made ooc rant because I am no longer really here and dgaf.

It has taken me years to write this. It as a formerly seasoned rper I am telling my tale.

I loved my time here on Tumblr, not that I won't ever come back, but im preferring discord now. Over the years, I've had rp friends come and go. Some good friends @therowenamacleod( -Love you Brynn)and some fakes. Some who broke my heart...Which brings me to this. Don't give your heart easily to people.

At,the end of the day you have to look after yourself. Don't put too much into other people. Don't do things you're not comfy with. I made that mistake too many times here. Also let people earn your trust. Don't give it away as easily as I did, and it ended up costing me multiple times.

Don't spread hate, like I did years ago to a person regret doing it to, merely bc we had the same idea. And merely bc a friend chose her over me. Which was hurtful but never her fault.

Don't let yourself become besties with people and let them in too much. Bc writing is supposed to be fun not too irl. Bc it costs friendships. And sometimes you put too much on those people.

Don't agree to be exclusives with someone when you know you cannot do it. I hurt a friend over this and he's I regret it. And dont force exclusivity on others. It just effs stuff up and potentially hurts a friendship. Just be honest with your writing partners. I MESSED this up once with a good friend and I have regrets.

And dont let people manipulate you. Rp was supposed to be fun and they ruined it.

Don't hate others who play your muse. Bc they're awesome people most of the time.

Don't date rp partners...it equals disaster

Do I regret stuff? Do I feel pain I loosing people? Yes I do. Do I wish I could have fixed sh*t a with people? Of course but thar is growing up and moving on.

Just have fun writing

Expect people to leave and new ones to come. And literallt enjoy writing.

With thay said im happily rping on discord and just got married. Just hoping this reaches one person who doesn't make mistakes.

Also I am sorry for anyone in the past I've caused issues for. Rp should be fun never the drama I dealt with and inadvertently made.

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[hellsmother]

[hellsmother]

My Muse is really sick and trying to hide it. Send, "Get in bed right now!" for My Muse's reaction to Your's finding out

[hellsmother]

Reposting this since I have been gone a good while. Message me as well of coursse.

Plotting Call

It’s been awhile loves. But I’m ready to plot a few things. So simply hit like and I’ll send you a message so we can get something going.

[hellsmother]

They're not waking up.

"Are you okay?"

"Answer me."

"Please answer me."

"Do I need to call for help?"

"Are you breathing?"

"They're not breathing."

"Help, someone, please."

"You need to get help."

"Can someone help me."

"I have you."

"Please wake up."

"Please, please, please."

"Promise me you're going to get better."

"I promised I'd keep you safe."

"I didn't meant to let you down."

"You need to wake up."

"Wake up for me."

"Please."

"Please hang on."

"Help's coming."

"No..."

[hellsmother]

↪     𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄 , 𝑰'𝑴 𝑨 𝑭𝑬𝑾 - ᶰᵒ ᶠᵃᵐᶤˡʸ ˒ ᵗᵒᵒ . 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑎𝑚 𝑖 ?    (  a  series  of  sentence  starters  from  season  1  of  “ orphan black ” .   adjust  phrasing  as  necessary . will be updated !  )

i wanna see [ name ] .

well , that's not fair , is it ?!

oh my god , you look like crap .

i didn't miss your birthday , did i ?

something really weird just happened at the train station .

what the hell is wrong with you ?

listen to me , [ name ] , i'm only gonna ask you this once .

oh , i'm fine by the way , thank you .

get in the car .

when you don't give a damn , i get pissed .

you'd better be ready . are you ready ?

you're sure as hell overdressed . what , were you out all night or something ?

this shit is as hard as it gets . but you've gotta stop making it worse .

i panicked , what do you want me to say ?

i'm kidding . where's your wit gone ?

you don't have to babysit me , dipshit .

i know this thing's got you all twisted up , but try to forgive yourself .

[ name ] , open the goddamn door !

yeah , the last thing i am is special .

[ name ] , where have you been ?

where have i been ? uh .. long story .

oh , jesus , are you alright ?

you have a few words , [ name ] ? anything you want to express ?

plead your mercy & your pity .

love is imperfection itself .

say it . go ahead , say it's my fault .

who the hell are you ?

of course not . you think we'd let that happen ?

i'm at home , you've got it all wrong .

you know what ? don't . i'm going to ignore that .

i'm worried you're losing the plot again .

sorry , i've got ... i've got a lot of work to do .

i mean , what am i supposed to do ?

you don't have to take this on .

i can't keep waking up every night , checking your breathing , worried you're mixing your meds , booze ... god knows what else .

i knew it was too good to be true .

why would you help such a stupid plan ?

i'm not going to play [ name ] in the middle .

i'm not dirty , i just freaked out .

if there is another version of this story ...

walk me through it again . so i know you won't crack under questioning .

you're making me nervous .

finally ! where have you been ?

who am i speaking to ?

how did you find me ?

idiot . do you even know who you're talking to ?

i don't care who you are .

nope , that is not my responsibility .

go , & wait for a call .

what i'm trying to do is move on .

we have known each other for awhile now , [ name ] .

i nailed it , man . every detail .

come on , [ name ] , give me a little love here !

you know , my skin just breaks out every time i leave downtown .

whoa , hey , [ name ] - you always do this to me !

i don't do backup , i don't even know what backup is !

i got stuck , i was running from my own shit .

i'm not giving you shit 'til you give me some answers .

don't ! do not shoot me , please !

seriously , it's life or death .

am i going insane ?

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[hellsmother]

Well I'm back...

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#CaptainAmerica @wotchertonks7 at #SqueeCon. Captain costume shield  and Asgard/Loki/Hela gear made by #ThePotionsMistress on #Etsy.

[hellsmother]

"I did not even think about demins. That does make a bit of sense." What if it was her son's away of testing her? He would clearly see that she has not flinched when he had been murdered. Of course if that was a dream, then he was quite alive and all was well. "Or are you manipulating my dream Lucifer?"

A moment later, she returned the kiss deepening it. However, when she heard him imitate Sam she felt odd. Of course she had thoughts of the younger Winchester. "I have met Sam. But I'm not here for Sam. I'm here for you, and since I find Nick quite handsome he'll do just fine dear."

She glanced around the room, still taking in her surroundings. "Shall we go upstairs? I think my room is there. Though then again I don't don't know this house as well as I thought."

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Until Lucifer had arrived, Rowena had been all but trapped in the worst nightmare of her life. Stuck with Fergus celebrating Christmas. Why would they torture her like this? Had she somehow come across Hell’s torture chambers. Was someone doing this to her on purpose? Rowena wanted nothing more then to get the hell out of this hell, that was until he showed up, her devil in a Santa suit.

After he’d swiftly stabbed her son, Rowena could not help but stare in wonder. Lucifer was very handsome after all, and alpha. These were things she quite liked in a man. She loved someone who could take charge, and someone with power. Someone who could help her get further in life, and was easier on the eyes. Sleeping with him well, that was something she wanted.

After she uttered these words and and came towards her, she almost protested getting the headband and nose off. They were stuck after all. “They don’t. ” A moment later the headband broke and the nose came off. “How did you get that?” She asked in shock.

When she heard him ask the question, she nodded. “Yes well I was saying how would you like to have a sexual encounter so intense it could conceivably change your political views? ” She asked as she moved closer. “I’ve been told I have the power to do just that.” She then pulled her nightgown over her head. “What do you say Lucifer.”

A trace of icy blue grace circuled Nick’s brown eyes. Lucifer said: “I’m an angel, Rowena. And a night terror like this - as ridiculous as it is - is child’s play for me.” He looked around the Christmas tree, the attire, the presents, the little toys. The devil pouted. He mused: “Is that how demons torture souls and disobedient people nowadays? You have to admit:” - he reached behind Rowena and suddenly yanked out a tiny Funko POP version of Crowley from behind her ear - “It is rather pitiful, if not downright embarassing.”

Lucifer turned the toy Crowley over in his hand. He frowned as he continued: “And Crowley’s supposed to be smart and cunning.” His lips pulled backwards like he had just eaten something sour and unappatising. “Please! He couldn’t lure a child into a lollipop van, if he tried.” His thumb’s fingernail prolonged into a claw, which Lucifer used to slice off the toy head, making it come off with a quiet Pop. Toy-Crowley’s head went flying and disappeared somewhere in the pile of presence. The rest of the body, Lucifer chucked over his shoulder like it was some crunched up paper, meant for the trash.

“You’re looking quite fetching… Rowena, wasn’t it?”, Lucifer said, lips pulled into a sly smile, “I’d very muck like to see what you mean by that.” Draping his Santa robe on the floor, exposing nothing, but a simple, white shirt, Lucifer continued: “And luckily for you, given how this is a dream, my body isn’t going to start decaying anytime soon. The disadvantages of a secondary vessel, I’m afraid.”

He stopped before her. Lucifer placed his hands on her hips, confidentally resting them there. “Of course”, Lucifer purred, “If Nick here isn’t to your liking, I can make myself look however you want. Someone, you might find more appealing maybe.” He leaned closer and breathed a deep, slow kiss upon Rowena’s lips, eyes shut. When he spoke, his voice sounded remarkably similiar to a certain hunter, whom had kept Rowena his hostage for a while. “I know you’ve encountered my dear Sam before.”

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Rowena ws nervous....The thought of anyone else possibly taking him, had been playing constantly through Rowena's mind. There could always be another demon or witch around the corner waiting to take her place. Though she'd been loyal it did not mean anything. Unless, she had proof she had his devotion.

"Is that a promise?" She asked one she was now situated in his lap. "Because words and actions are entirely a diff-ooh." She stopped mid-sentance, when she felt his touch.

It felt so good. She could notchelp but lean into his touch, almost arching her back slightly. "I do want you. Now."

@hellsmother​ has sent an ask:

 ❛   i want you. and the thought of anyone else having you is like a knife twist in my dark soul.   ❜  

NSFW Sentences||Accepting.

It was entertaining really. Keeping her around. One of the last survivors of this Apocalypse. Rowena truly was a survivalist. Lucifer liked that about her. He had always respected the dark triad more then any other aspect of humanity. But especially machiavallianism and cunning were traits, he valued and respected. Traits, Rowena was full of.

Though of course, even a naturally born witch was a human at the end. Flawed and a slave to the most basic desires. Rowena wasn’t even hiding hers. From the moment, they had met in the rose garden, she had practically showered him in adoration and love. Treating him like a God. It felt good. Was that why Dad had made the humans to begin with? So he had cockroaches to worship him? Weren’t angels already enough?

Lucifer smiled at her words. He was sitting on a smoothened out rock, which almost felt like velvet with how soft the weather had made him. He had pulled Rowena in his lap as she had spoken her words. One of his arms looped around her waist to keep her securily in his strong, comforting grip. The other hand had found its way into her hair, playing with the strands. He looked down at Rowena and purred: “You know that this fear is entirely unfounded, my dear. You’re one of the only people left. Don’t worry, Rowena. You can have me, if you so desire.” The hand holding her in his lap, placed itself on her thigh and the fingers began to caress her inside. “Or any other way, you may dream about.”

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 ❛   WE SHOULD FUCK. like right now , right here. hard , fast. pin me down , kiss me hard , look me in the eyes and fuck me like you’ve never fucked someone before.   ❜  

Of course Rowena knew Sam would never concede to so such things. After all, he was in all matters too much of a goody goody. Or so she'd thought. But oh had she been wrong. "Whoa."

She'd said the expression out of sheer boredom. After all she hated being trapped there, and she had partially hated the younger Winchester for holding her captive. It was inhumane. So when he had acted on it, she found herself in shock. A moment later, she was slammed against a wall being kissed roughly. Rough enough that it hurt. However, she liked it. After all she did enjoy things on the rough side sometimes.

"Well I didn't know you had this in you." She began with a sly smile. "You are just full of surprises aren't you Sam?"

@hellsmother​ has sent an ask:

 ❛   WE SHOULD FUCK. like right now , right here. hard , fast. pin me down , kiss me hard , look me in the eyes and fuck me like you’ve never fucked someone before.   ❜  

NSFW Sentences||Accepting.

Maybe it was good that Dean was currently too preoccupied with trying to keep his mind together, while the Mark of Cain was working its way through his body like a cancer. Because then he didn’t have to see what was about to happen next. After Charlie’s death, Sam had decided to not leave Rowena out of his sight! She was going to figure out what spell could remove the Mark; and she was going to explain to him exactly what it did and what consequences awaited them. Sam had dealt with too many deals, too many curses to not know that removing something like the Mark of Cain wouldn’t come at a great cost. And unlike with the deal, Dean had made for him all those years ago - honestly that time felt ages away -, he refused to let them go in blind.

“You what?” Sam stepped towards Rowena and leaned down to pry at the witch, which was currently his prisoner. The iron shackles kept Rowena as powerless as if she was a mere human. And Sam still had his revolver with the witch-killing bullets. “We’re on a schedule here; you realise that!” Ire balled inside of his chest at the mere suggestion. That ire suddenly flashed over into arousal. Maybe he should give Rowena what she asked for. A little, very heated break so to speak.

“Fine.” Sam’s smile was crude. His body temperature was beginning to heat up. Normally whenever the demon blood decided to intermingle in his decision making, especially when it came to his sex life, Sam shoved that aspect of himself down. Not this time though. This time, he was gonna let that side of his self take center stage.

Sam grabbed Rowena by her dress’s collar and manouevered her out of the chair. He thrust her against the nearest wall in the abandoned warehouse. His arm pressed itself across her collarbone. That pressure was soon joined by a pair of lips, clasping down upon her own mouth. There was a hunger in the whole movement. A hunger, which was inherently non-human. Demons, much like Leviathans, were never satisfied and always chased after that next thing, which scratched their itch. And thus Sam was assaulting Rowena’s lips with a kiss, that was going to bruise.

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Until Lucifer had arrived, Rowena had been all but trapped in the worst nightmare of her life. Stuck with Fergus celebrating Christmas. Why would they torture her like this? Had she somehow come across Hell's torture chambers. Was someone doing this to her on purpose? Rowena wanted nothing more then to get the hell out of this hell, that was until he showed up, her devil in a Santa suit.

After he'd swiftly stabbed her son, Rowena could not help but stare in wonder. Lucifer was very handsome after all, and alpha. These were things she quite liked in a man. She loved someone who could take charge, and someone with power. Someone who could help her get further in life, and was easier on the eyes. Sleeping with him well, that was something she wanted.

After she uttered these words and and came towards her, she almost protested getting the headband and nose off. They were stuck after all. "They don't. " A moment later the headband broke and the nose came off. "How did you get that?" She asked in shock.

When she heard him ask the question, she nodded. "Yes well I was saying how would you like to have a sexual encounter so intense it could conceivably change your political views? " She asked as she moved closer. "I've been told I have the power to do just that." She then pulled her nightgown over her head. "What do you say Lucifer."

@hellsmother​ has sent an ask:

 ❛   how would you like to have a sexual encounter so intense it could conceivably change your political views?   ❜   (for either lucifer)

NSFW Sentences||Accepting.

“Quite a daring statement, don’t you think, Rowena?”

Lucifer - still in his Santa Claus attire - placed a foot onto the dead Crowley and non-conspiciously manouevered him out of the way and underneath the Christmas tree. The corpse layed hidden behind a few presents. The candy cane stuck out of his chest like a bizarre tree. Lucifer was busy removing his white, faux beard. “Aaaahhh”, he gasped softly, “Couldn’t breathe under that thing.”

He stepped towards Rowena, pulling his Santa Clause hat off next. “Here”, he purred, “Lemme help with that.” Lucifer placed a gentle, almost soothing kiss onto her lips, like a father would with a child. One of his hands cradled through her rich, red curls. The other hand then grabbed a hold of the faux antlers, she was wearing. Lucifer twisted his wrist and snapped the headband in two, making it fall off Rowena’s head. He then removed the red glowing nose.

Lucifer took a step back, inspecting her face. He smiled wily. The devil whispered: “You are looking rapturing. Now what was that you said about changing someone’s political views?” Lucifer reached towards his own robes with one hand and began to slowly and smoothly shimmy out of them.

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𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.

feel free to change any pronouns that need to be changed.     these sentences have been taken from various books   /   movies   /   websites to   ,   so i will not take full credit of it.

  ❛   i believe in long , slow , deep , soft , wet kisses that last three days.   ❜   

  ❛   you must forgive my lips… they find pleasure in the most unusual places.   ❜  

  ❛   you’re really wearing that dress like you’re doing it a favour.   ❜  

  ❛   tell me… tell me you want me.   ❜  

  ❛   take me to bed or lose me forever.   ❜  

  ❛   i don’t bite, you know… unless it’s called for.   ❜  

  ❛   you should be kissed — and often — and by someone who knows how.   ❜  

  ❛   your pants , they bother me. take them off !   ❜  

  ❛   how would you like to have a sexual encounter so intense it could conceivably change your political views?   ❜  

  ❛   i want you. and the thought of anyone else having you is like a knife twist in my dark soul.   ❜  

  ❛   i want you , all of you. i want to feel you inside me , deep inside me. i want you to tell me when you’re going to cum , hear you moan my name and fuck me harder.   ❜  

  ❛   WE SHOULD FUCK. like right now , right here. hard , fast. pin me down , kiss me hard , look me in the eyes and fuck me like you’ve never fucked someone before.   ❜  

  ❛   your face would look better between my legs.   ❜  

  ❛   i swear to god i won’t stop until you’re shaking.   ❜  

  ❛   tease me until i’m begging for it.   ❜  

  ❛   i wanna do bad things to you.   ❜  

  ❛   go ahead. touch it.   ❜  

  ❛   i want you inside me.   ❜  

  ❛   spank me. it’s the only way i learn.   ❜  

  ❛   push me up against the wall and do dirty things to me.   ❜  

  ❛   i love the way you fuck me.   ❜  

  ❛   i want to taste me on your fingers.   ❜  

  ❛   fuck  me on this floor right now, _____.   ❜  

  ❛   tell me. in your mind , what are we doing in that bed ? are we fucking nice and slow or are you making me sweat for it ?    ❜  

  ❛   your lips are like wine and i want to get drunk.   ❜  

  ❛   excuse me for being too forward but your lips make me wonder what the rest of you would taste like.   ❜  

  ❛   now spread your legs and try to tell me all about your day.   ❜  

  ❛   i want you to strap me down , fuck me hard and show me who’s in charge.   ❜  

  ❛   i won’t say it twice. strip down and get on your knees. right now !   ❜  

  ❛   feel my hand tighten around your throat as my cock slips inside you.   ❜  

  ❛   i want you in my bed and between my legs.   ❜  

  ❛   i’m not going to deny that i want to fuck you.   ❜  

  ❛   i’ll fuck you so good , for so long that the only thing you’ll crave is my hands on your skin , my cock deep in your pussy.   ❜  

  ❛   now will you please sit on my face already ?   ❜  

  ❛   i want you splayed out on the table like my own personal feast.   ❜  

  ❛   did you touch yourself ?   ❜  

  ❛   i never knew you were such a dirty girl / boy.   ❜  

  ❛   don’t you dare touch yourself today. i want your orgasm and i plan on getting it later.   ❜  

  ❛   i’d like to lick your pussy / cock. i’d like to hear you scream my name.   ❜  

  ❛   oh god _____ , i can feel you doing it around my cock. i can feel you – that’s it , baby. fuck yourself on me.   ❜  

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"I did like Jack as a dog. But it was also a play to get into that office." She glanced down at the dog, who was eyeing her affectionately. "Provided he has no home, I don't see the harm in keeping him. Of course I could use the company. "

@hellsmother​ from x

“I came across him and thought it was cute.”  He said.  “I heard about how you turned Jack into a cute dog.”  And how she had thought that it was very adorable.  So he’d just happened to find a dog and brought it home.

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This time was not going to be like the last time. It would be better this time. She meant the words and it seemed he did as well. The words made her vulnerable, but perhaps it was a good thing.

"They're waiting for us outside." She began, biting her lip almost nervously. "If this spell fails I don't even want to think of what's going to happen."

@hellsmother​ from x

Gabriel wasn’t necessarily good at emotions.  Wasn’t like his dad had been good at them or even teaching them.  Might be why he and his siblings were quite so messed up, but being here on Earth had taught him a thing or two.  He could read the hesitation on her face though.  He moved to pick up her hand.  “Truth be told no one’s ever said them to me.”  He said.  He considered her.  “I love you too.”

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"Did you get me a dog?" She asked glancing at the animal in wonder. She hadn't exactly asked for a pet, but the thought of having one was nice. She moved to scoop up the small animal. "It's quite sweet."

"What is this?"

"I think it's a cat?" He asked. "Or is it a small dog?" He shrugged. "Hard to tell."