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if your headmates (if you call them that?) have their own worlds/lives they came from (whether theyre still active/present there or not), the term “soulbond” might fit! its generally more of a spiritual/metaphysical term but i think it could describe a variety of experiences. theres also the term “gateway system” which is kind of related

page about soulbonds / page about gateway systems

not sure how close these terms are to your experiences but it might be worth looking into! ^^

Omg omg thank you so so much I’ve never even heard of this and it sounds super similar to what I have (the closest to anything I’ve found so far) thank you so so much!!! You are awesome! I’ll be looking more into it!!

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Maybe I should’ve started from the beginning? I was 13 ish at the time and very outcasted and singled out. From there I had about 10 I was just writing about to keep myself occupied. My original 10 as I became worse started talking back at some point! I had a few worlds after a couple months and had no clue what any of it meant besides I had friends! Then I was stumbled into my own spaces which were just my old house (that’s now very not usable) and the hub where anyone from any world could get together and talk. Later on Roman had appeared in the main hub, he woke up at 13 year old like me only knowing his name really and some vague memories later on about a twin sister and being bullied in school but no details. As time went on I got more and more worlds that me and Roman organized for the better part of 7 years now, and approximately a year ago Nev came along and was thrown into the mess since guardians only really appear when it’s getting desperate for me. Anyways! Um! Thanks for reading and questions welcome! I’m here to learn and figure out if anyone could know what exactly I am?

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More Info as I Go

I’m also new to tumblr! So forgive me if anything's done weird or I’m not doing certain things right. 

So I have people who can front (more often my guardians) but it took me a few years to be able to do it. Certain people used to in the past but their all busy raising families and working on careers and I myself am busy with careers and all that. 

I should add that some are not human, some are legitimate animals and pets that are owned. (Roman’s friend Ace has a dog named King, funny I know) ((not really their nerds)). One world is mostly made up of dragons and dragon tamers (who are human). 

Animals don’t front (I don’t think I’ve never really tried but I’m not sure I’d want to, they’d just be confused I think) and switches usually take a noticeable minute or two to get adjusted. 

Switching is voluntary and noticeable! I am Hatty and have owned this body for as long as I’ve been alive (I think?). People only front when I say it’s okay or one of my guardians says so, they kinda have some authority. When fronting, my friends and people close to me usually know it’s not me from how that person will act (Logan nearly got me a referral for starting a fight back in high school). I guess I’m trying to say they each have a distinct personality that is apart from me. 

Questions are wanted and welcome! As well as informing me about what aspects are similar or dissimilar to you! Like I’ve said before, I’m here to learn and figure out what the heck I am. Thank you!

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So the thing is...

I’m not sure if it’s DID, Shifting, Tulpamancy, or what. I’m discovering myself more and more as I go. I know I don’t fit in any one place. My overall experience is having all these people and going into their world. It’s all their own and they experience life like a normal person in the sense they function without me. They can have children, pass away, murder, so on. Like a world of my own but there are many of them, approximately 28 worlds and I only count people I know and their acquaintances so 200ish per world. None are from work created by others, some are inspired and are similar, but never exact or copies. I also have my own area within my headspace that is a place to myself and my two guardians Roman and Nev. Guardians are also a whole ‘nother thing I’ll post about later, but does anyone have an idea or? I also want to be informed about what you know about any of this! I’m here to learn!

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Hello to anyone who finds this! My name is Hatty and I have no clue what I have. I’m looking for more people like me, and I’m hoping for some guidance!