helplessbitchh - Tumblr blog

[helplessbitchh]

It's hard to write down your feelings when you don't feel anything at all. My chest is empty. It's like an ugly dump filled with trash and sickening smell. I can't breath. The air around me is full of false hopes and promises. I can't see. My eyes always search for something new to ruin me. And most definitely I can't eat. Cuz every bite will make me even more ugly and unworthy of love. I'm a failure.

[helplessbitchh]

I don't want to deal with reality anymore let me chill in my own tiny bubble.

[helplessbitchh]

I feel so confuseeed like fuck I don't even know what I want. And I'm angry I wish I could scream as loud as possible and tell everyone to go fuck themselves. What is the point of living I just don't get it.

[helplessbitchh]

I have no friends cuz nobody likes me. It's okay I don't like me either. So I'm alone. Forever alone it's okay.

[helplessbitchh]

So probably no one will ever care about this blog and that's okay. I'm doing this to motivate myself. I can't be this fat and ugly disappointment anymore. I really need to change. I want to be someone who is worthy of love.