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[hesgoteyeslikefire]

A heart not so broken

Chapter 2

W: language, violence,smutt

You couldn’t breathe, all the breath had left your body after walking into your kitchen finding sweeny casually lent up your counter swigging a beer.

There is was, that pain again,all rushing back at once. It hit you like a baseball bat in the chest, tears swell in your eyes. sweeney just stares at you as calm as ever awaiting words to pass from your lips but nothing. There was so much you wanted to say so many questions but nothing would come out your mouth, he can’t really be here, its not him ur still dreaming you had hoped anyway. “Jesus lass say something “ all of a sudden anger rises in your body, it must of shown in your face “awww come on darlin don’t give me those mad eyes,didn’t ya miss me”. How the fuck dare he, how dare he stand in your kitchen acting like the last year hadn’t happened,like he hadn’t disappeared off the face of the earth . All of a sudden you cant control yourself launching the beer bottle you where still firmly gripping on to straight at Sweeneys face. You miss only by inches but the softness in his eyes was gone after your actions ,replaced with fire he flairs his nostrils at you “careful Mo grá lets not start a fight”

“DONT YOU DARE FUCKIN CALL ME THAT”

He looked shocked at your outburst, Hearing him call you his love brought back old memories you’d thought you had buried but the truth was it made your heart skip a beat but you weren’t going to let him back in that easily.

“HOW FUCKING DARE YOU WALTZ BACK IN HERE, MAKING YOURSELF AT HOME, YOU LEFT ME WATING FOR YOU AT A BUSS STOP, I WAS READY TO RUN AWAY WITH YOU. SPEND THE REST OF MY SHITTY LIFE WITH YOU BUT INSTEAD YOU BROKE MY HEART. GET THE FUCK OUT”

Sweeney was clearly now pissed you saw him flex his muscles his veins popping out his neck. He raised his arm aggressively pointing his finger at you”if you would just fuckin listen to me cunt i would explain...... its a good job i came back when i did cuz if I hadn’t of been keeping my eye in you last night darlin you’d probably be face down in a ditch some where, throat slashed, raped left for dead “ realisation hit you it was sweeny who had ripped the man away from you last night and brought you back to your apartment. “You where spying on me? “

“Aye good job too id say the amount of times ive had to step in and remove some scum from hitting on you” your eyes widen and he realises hes just dropped himself in it.

“HOW FUCKING LONG HAVE YOU BEEN WATCHING ME”

“You honestly didn’t think id just leave , ive always been there in the background, dont tell me ye haven’t felt it .Ive had Wednesdays ravens informing me of all your little antics too “

“WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK SWEENEY YOU HAVE NO RIGHT”

“Eye i do mo grá after all ya are mine”

He tries to explain but at this point all you could hear was your own heart beat in your ears.

Picking up a glass once again you throw it at him as hard as you could, this time it was a definite hit square into his big shoulder smashing on impact. Instantly you regretted your actions but it was too late the rather large leprechaun lunged at you picking you up with one hand by the throat slamming your back into the door frame ,fear setting in your try to pry his hand from your neck but no luck “you always knew how to push my fuckin buttons darlin didn’t ya, im not keening for a fight lass”

But you where so with your free hand you grab a photo frame and smash it across the top of his head sweeney lets you go. You make a dash for the bathroom not lingering around for the consequences of your actions. Frantically locking the door behind you but it was stupid you knew sweeney was more that capable of kicking in the door but you also knew sweeney could handle what you where dishing out, you had seen him fight so many times you knew he was strong and he was right you did know how to push his buttons but this time you weren’t going to give up so easily trying to make up for the emotional pain he’d caused you. Sweeney just as you had thought, kicked in your bathroom door with one kick . bending down to access the room his frame filled the bathroom you grabbed anything you could and continued to hurl objects towards the giant, each one he managed to avoid or hit out the way making his way towards you. He towers over you but what he did next you weren’t expecting.

Sweeney wrapped his arms around you lifting you to him drowning you with a kiss you granting him access to your mouth ,both of you still breathing heavily your anger fizzled away and all you could do was loose yourself in the gods face. He hadn’t changed nose still crooked, eyes still gleaming with gold , the same strong jaw line the same fiery mane he was still the same old sweeney. His eyes soften, the fire gone as he traces his thumb down your jaw like “fós taibhseach mar a bhí riamh” the Gaelic shoots straight to your core as your realise you still loved mad Sweeney you always had . You couldn’t believe he was back standing in your bathroom right in front of you but all you could think about was kissing him again so you did ,ignoring your head for your heart. His lips where soft and he tasted like southern comfort and honey you wanted more, you deepen the kiss pushing your tongue in his mouth. Sweeneys hands start to roam gliding down your back squeezing your arse in his massive palms “Ba mhaith liom tú leanbh” he coos in your ear, you want him to “then take me”. He lifts you up in one swift motion grabbing your thighs planting soft kisses on your neck as he carrys you to the bed, laying you down he plants himself between your legs grinding on your wetness pooling in between your thighs “do you want me to lass” you could feel his cock straining in his denim rubbing against your pants. He continues placing hot wet kisses down your neck as he lifts your tshirt over your head revealing the flesh underneath he begins kissing down to your nipples taking them in his mouth sucking and kneading as you gasp “yes” .His hand finds its way down to your clothed pussy as he rubs you, you let out a moan spurring him on “so wet for me already mo grá” he moves your lace to one side tracing a oversized finger up and down your folds he finds your clit flicking and tweaking making you cry out before he plunges his fingers deep inside you “fuck still so tight” he praises as he continues to play with you turning you into a quivering mess”say my name lass”. You knew exactly what to say to push him over the edge “im am yours Buile Suibhne.....take me” you saw something ignited in him as he tore at your underwear removing it from your body, he began to pull at his trousers freeing his rather impressive cock. Rubbing the tip along your slit he pushed himself in without warning bottoming out inside you “Sweeney” you scream trying to relieve some of the pressure but Sweeney holds you in place with his massive frame as he begins to work his thick shaft in and out of you, rubbing you in all the right places. He begins to build up the pace eventually slamming into your tight heat “fuck lass I’ve missed ya so much, i need to feel ya cum for me”. He felt so good every inch of him and you where close feeling that heat build up inside you “come for me mo grá” and so you did clenching your pussy around his shaft making him groan in your ear you feel him pulse inside you filling you up as he releases into you.

For a moment you both catch your breath still entwined in each others body’s. You wrap your arms around as much of him as you can under his clothes tracing your hands over the thick coil of muscle that resides there.

He looks at you with a mischievous look in his eyes “well lass im gunna go away more often if this is the welcome home ill be getting” you didn’t want to question him just yet you wanted to savour the moment it felt like no time has gone by at all like he hadn’t been gone for so long , you didn’t care at the moment you were just glad your leprechaun was back.

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The king returns

W:language,drugs mention

Chapter 1

It was bike night at the crocodile bar and Sarah had managed to talk you into going ,commenting that it was about time you found a guy since the ginger cunt had left you.

It had been a year now since mad Sweeney had walked out of your life, without even a word or goodbye. Your relationship was fucked up but he’d been in your life for 5 years. The day he left broke you, after all you had both been through together, but Sarah was there to pick up the pieces literally.

After months of crying pathetically she had finally smacked you out of your heartbreak and every night from then on you had spent with her going out enjoying yourself, smoking, drinking,taking drugs and music anything to numb the pain. Heartbreak had changed you before you were more a Netflix and duvet kinda girl but that was different now.

Pulling up your denim hot pants up over your fishnets you heard the door bell go.”COME IN IM GETTING CHANGED” and with that a dirty blonde volcano bounced in “hey bitch” she kicked the door shut behind her stomping over to you bottle of vodka already in one hand.”you ready yet, i wanna get going I’ve got some tattooed sweaty biker dudes to rub my pussy up waiting for me”. Sarah starts to dry hump the arm of your couch .Pulling your tight black sabbath tshirt over your head you stand in front of the mirror adjusting the choker around your neck “god your a tramp”.

“Don’t even tell me you weren’t thinking the same bet urs has closed up ,don’t you get urges n stuff ?how long has it been ?...... oh yea over a YEAR!!!! What u waiting for ? ur leprechaun dick to come back. Come on u need to get back on it literally” and with that Sarah started deep throating the vodka bottle. As u pulled on ur doc martens you display her a middle finger laughing. “Come on then dick head or all you will be getting is that vodka bottle”. You flung your arms around each others shoulders as you both bounded toward the bar swigging vodka and shouting shout at the devil by motley crue.

By the time you hit the crocodile it was packed and true to Sarah’s word it was full of tattooed biker dudes. You and Sarah push your way through the masses to get some drinks. At the bar jack notices you leaning over the bar she shouts over the music “hey girls how we doing tonight ,usual ?” “Yea please J “ even though she was your employer jack didn’t mind you letting your hair down ,she knew what you had been through and had even warned you off sweeney in the beginning if only you had listened to her. Her views were if you where at crocodile at least she could keep an eye on you.

You and Sarah slammed back 5 shots then grabbed a bottle of corona, rebel yell by billy idol started to play Sarah jumped up and down on the spot “i fucking love this song” and with that you both headed to the front of the stage jumping and shouting along to the music.

After a couple of hours of moshing and dancing you leave Sarah to it, as somehow she had managed to find exactly what she wanted and had been grinding up some dude with a beard sticking her tongue down his throat for the last 15 minuets.

You head to the bar where you perch on a stool shaped as a crocodile head and roll your forehead on the cold wood trying to get rid of the buzz that had already smashed your senses .

“here” you feel a cold glass bottle touch your forearm and as you look up theres some dean Ambrose look alike holding a bottle of corona on you “been watching you and saw thats what you’ve been drinking “. Before you even think you grab the bottle and down it banging the glass straight on the bar “impressive im dave” in your best manly voice you shake his hand and reply “hey dave thanks for the drink “as you stand up to leave something hits you and suddenly your vision is blurred and you cant seem to stand . Feeling a forearm grab you around your waist your moved through to the bathroom your heads spinning and there’s nothing you can do to stop the male from pushing you into a stall.he starts grabbing at your clothes unbuttoning your shorts , you try and hit out but for some reason you cant work your limbs. All of a sudden the mans hands are ripped away from you but before you can breathe a sigh of relief your eyes grow heavy, falling back you pass out.

Bolting upright you start to hyperventilate but soon calm yourself when you realise you in your bed alone back at your apartment. Looking around you try to collect your memory from the night before but nothing, all you could remember was downing a beer from some guy called dave. Sarah must of brought you home and undressed you, yep that must of been what happened as you had on your pants from the night before and an oversized sex pistols tee that you always slept in.

Swinging your legs over the edge of the bed you grab your head as a throbbing pain hits you “fuck” clambering to your feet you find a bottle of aspirin on the bedside cabinet and wash them down with the remnants of a beer left on the floor from the night before.

As you try and steady your head you hear clinking coming from the kitchen “mmm fuck SARAH! What happened last night” no answer. “Sarah” sauntering to the kitchen it takes you a moment but all of a sudden your hyperventilating again as you see a 6,5 flame haired denim wearing certain leprechaun stood at the fridge helping himself to a beer. All of a sudden you can’t breathe as you whisper under your breath “sweeny”, he turns round taking a huge swig from his beer “eye darlin the one and only”.

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Chapter 8

Ray merrimen fan fic

Warning:language and violence

you and ray become inseparable, ray had basically moved into your apartment . He trusted you with his work so much so that he started to teach you what he knew and soon enough you could match him at the gun range. you knew what you where doing was wrong but with him it felt right, You well and truly loved the mass of man hard but you didn’t care it felt so good.

Ray Pulled up at the gym “you want me to come in to “ you gave him a sassy look “no ray im sure ill be fine i don’t need you to hold my hand in the gym” he grunted not enjoying your sarcasm “ill pick you up in an hour” you saluted him still taking the piss “yes daddy” ray shook his head smiling as he did .You jumped out the car and wove goodbye as ray drove off.

You had decided it was time to get back into shape. Before ray you went to the gym regularly but these days all the exercise you where getting was riding ray even though it was good cardio you wanted to work on your kickboxing again feeling like you had neglected it with all that had been going on, plus you never knew when you might have to use to to kick someone’s arse .

Vic’s was the local boxing gym yes it was mainly full of guys but this is where your dad trained you for years so The locals knew who you where and they left you alone.

You sit in the changing rooms wrapping up your knuckles with tape.

‘Hey kid not seen you round here for a while “

‘Hey vic yea i been busy with the garage and stuff’

‘Stuff’

You raise your eyebrow at him and he knows to mind his own business

‘Ok kid ,well the bags are open just let me know if you wanna spar and ill find you a partner ‘

“Cheers”

Leaving the changing rooms you take in the old familiar smell of the bags and sweat and head over to the the bag in the furthest corner of the gym.

you notice donny standing on the outside of the boxing ring,smiling you turn making your way over but when donny spots you his face does not portray a welcoming look in-fact it stops you in your tracks ,as he motions his head from side to side you realise who is in the ring sparring, big nick and his band of assholes.

Dropping your smile you quickly turn around to make your way back to the changing room so you can get the fuck out of there, hoping nick hadn’t noticed but it was too late

“Hey........HEY!!!! You come here”

Taking a moment to composure yourself you spin round plaster a smile on your face and make your way back over to the ring.

“Can i help you?”

“Yea You can help me you work with merrimen right?”

He leans on the roped dead eyeing you awaiting your answer.

“Im afraid you have the wrong girl”

“Oh really, cuz my little birdy here tells me different” motioning his head to donny without even looking back at him.

Your heart sinks and anger rises within you

Grunting you fold your arms and stand there with attitude plastered on your face.

“Whats the matter gorgeous have i struck a nerve”

Then it hits you the realisation, the thick disgusting taste of betrayal, you cant help but notice donny shift uncomfortably.

“I want you to go back to your boyfriend and tell him i know exactly what he’s up to, i know everything sweet heart and this time he wont be going to prison im gunna make sure hes put in the ground”

Standing there tears brim on your eyelids and your heart beats that fast it hurts.

Nick just continues to stare you down relishing the fact that he’s just ruined your day.

Something snaps and you make your way over to donny gritting your teeth in one swift motion you pull him off the apron of the ring causing him to face plant the floor, straddling him you start punching the back of his head.

Nick and his squad watch the fight they have just caused until they realise you where actually doing some damage as blood was pouring out of donny face.

Jumping out the ring guss pulls donny out of your reach escorting him out of the gym as nick entraps his arms around your waist trying to remove you from the situation.

“GET THE FUCK OFF ME”

You struggle lashing out trying to lunge yourself back at donny filled with anger,

“LET ME GO”

“Come on now darling lets not over react”

And with that you throw a punch straight to nicks nose he lets go of your body giving you time to try and follow donny. Nick doesn’t let you get far before he comes up behind you and places a hand on your shoulder you grab it and repeat the same move you did in the club, as nick lands he kicks your legs from under you, with a thud you land on your back. Before you can process what has just happened nick stand up and reaches out his hand you ,You push his hand away and go to get up yourself but not before he clothes lines you straight back on your arse again. By this time most of the people in the gym had stopped what they where doing to watch what was happening . Nicks crew jump out of the ring and make there way over to you both .

Nick pulls you up spins you round and places his arm around your neck “im not playing today little girl”.

Struggling to break from his grip he wispers in your ear “not so tough now are ya”

Fuck this shit you saw red Slamming your head back into his, he lets go. Before hes able to stop holding his nose you throw a right then left punch into his torso nick bends over holding his chest and as he does you land an uppercut straight to his face landing him on the floor once again. You go to place a foot straight in his stomach but you feel someone grab around your waist and spin you round. All of a sudden your met with rays massive frame which blocks your way the red mist clears as your met with rays big brown eyes. How the hell he did it you didn’t know but just looking at him made you calm you lost yourself in him for a moment until you realise the expression on rays face was not an impressed one.

“Get in the car”

“NO! Get out of my way”

“GET. IN .THE CAR”

With the tone that ray used you knew he wasn’t playing, Looking around you all of a sudden feel embarrassed a slight red tinge appears on your cheeks accepting your fate you walk away to the front door hearing nick shout “go on little girl do what daddy says”

You look over your shoulder to see what can only be described as two male lions standing off , both men puff up as much as they can ,both trying to match up to each other so much testosterone in one room. If you weren’t in trouble you’d be turned on. Ray lifts one side of his mouth giving nick a smile. Nick backs down like a lost puppy knowing this is not the time or place to start anything but throws in one last cheap shot .

“You need to keep that bitch in check”

Ray snorts and makes his way to the door.

The ride to your apartment is only 20 minuets away but the silence is making it feel like hours.not even knowing where to start you keep opening your mouth trying to smooth over the situation but nothing comes out.

Ray keeps his eyes on the road the whole time but you keep seeing the muscles in his neck twitch.fumbling with your hands,the car window,the radio just anything trying to distract yourself from the 6 foot 5 man sat next to you flexing his neck muscles.

As he pulls up to your apartment he breaks the silence still not looking at you “you stay away from him you understand “

“That mother fucker started it said he was going to put you in the ground and as for donny....”

“Donny?”

“Yea the guy you hired without consulting me is actually a fucking snitch, call off the federal Reserve ray, call it off its to risky now”

“Nothing is called off”

“He said he was going to put you in the ground ray, fuck it we have enough to live comfortably call it off”

Ray repeats himself ignoring you “you stay away from him do you understand me “

He leans over to you wiping blood away from your nose you didn’t realise but nick must of got a cheep shot in at some point.

As ray continues to wipe the pain becomes present you grab his bearded chin making him look at you not your nose and reply “yes daddy” you sit there smiling ray doesn’t break until you stick your bottom lip out making sad eyes at him “im sorry” thats when he finally smiles and shakes his head “you’ll be the death of me you know that”. Planting a passionate kiss on those beautiful lips you wrap your arms round his thick neck “keeps you on your toes though don’t it” he pushes a wisp of hair behind your ear “promise me you’ll stay away from him “ seeing the seriousness creep back you nod your head “ok.... what about donny”

“We are gonna deal with it. We sill have the upper hand he doesn’t know that i know”

“Whats the plan”

“Go get changed ill get bosco to come get you go to the wear house ,enson and i will pick up donny”

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Chapter 7

Ray merrimen fan fic

(I deleted the other chapter because i felt i rushed it hopefully this one is better)

Warning:18+ swearing and smutt

Pulling up to the club you could already hear the music outside, a little flutter of excitement grew within your belly, you hadn’t been on a night out in ages and this was your first time at a club with ray.

Ray got out the car and opened the passenger door for you reaching out his big hand for yours, taking it you jumped out the SUV.

You loved that about ray no matter how much of a hard man he was portrayed to be he always was a gentleman with you. Opening doors for you making sure you where comfortable in every situation.

Ray guided you to the front of the club with his large arm wrapped round your waist, even the smallest touch of rays would send you into a quivering mess,His touch was magic.

The bouncer nodded at ray and opened the red velvet rope to let you both in, the bass in the club instantly hit you vibrating through your core as that little flutter of excitement came back. You couldn’t wait to hit the dance floor and grind up your very own wall of muscle the thought made you tingle.

turning to look at ray you smile biting your tongue in excitement, he raises his eyebrows and side smiles back at you relishing the exited look on your face.

The 6,5 man didn’t have any trouble moving you both through the packed dance floor past the bar into another room where there were cream leather booths and tables.

You notice enson and bosco sitting in one with another guy and a woman who you assumed was enson wife, ray greeted everyone then proceeded to push you in front on him “this is donny” he pointed to the guy sat next to bosco he looked like a younger version of ice cube.

Donny tipped the peek of his flat cap at You obviously his own way of saying hello smiling politely you shrugged it off.

“And this is enson better looking half malia”

The woman stood up out of her seat making her way over to you, she was beautiful with brown shiny hair and minimal makeup she looked like she’d stepped out of a magazine. All of a sudden you felt self conscious with your shitty vans on your feet, “oh my god ray she’s gorgeous how the hell do you bag this one, shes way to good for you” teasing ray she waked him on the shoulder he just rolled his eyes in response and sat down at the table.

Malia grabbed your hands studying you “enson you never told me she looked like this you said she was a tomboy that worked in a garage”

Looking at enson you just laughed as he tried to hide his expression from his wife.

“Its so nice to meet you angel ive heard so much about you.” She came at you and embraced you in a hug witch you accepted she instantly made you feel like you had known her for years “its nice to finally meet you to maila”

“Well honey lets leave these men to it and go get a drink” before you could protest malia had grabbed your hand and lead you to the bar.

Whilst malia tried to get the bar mans attention you decided to quiz her a bit about donny.

“Malia whos the new guy”

“Oh donny he’s not new honey been with the guys a few weeks now. Enson and bosco met him at that german bar down the street. He’s sweet but you can go talk to him later but right now I’m going to buy the girl that tamed ray merrimen a drink”

You just snort thinking to yourself that ray is not the tameable type.

the fact that ray hadn’t mentioned donny to you got your back up a bit, the fact that he’d bought him in without telling you definitely pissed you off, but he must of trusted him as ray was overprotective about the jobs so you pushed your worry to the back of your mind and made a mental note to grill ray later.

Malia touched your arm bringing you back to the room

“Tequila?”

“No no coke for me please”

Malia shot you a look of disapproval then proceeded to push a glass of tequila in your hand

“you are having a tequila shots with me. Ive been waiting so long for one of the guys to get a girl so i didn’t have to sit at the table and listen to them like I’m interested. We’re getting drunk and dancing don’t you dare let me down” You just laughed at her, appreciating her forwardness and instantly you felt at ease.

So as the bartender lined up the drinks you and malia Slammed them back. She laughed at you as after every glass you slammed back you made a noise and stuck your tongue out as the repellent drink hit the back of your throat.

“Right come on lets go dance” with that malia moved you both the the middle of the dance floor, it wasn’t long before the alcohol started to make its way into your system as you hit the dance floor hard. Letting your inhibitions go you and malia were soon dancing on each other flipping your hair arms in the air letting the music take over, it felt so good.

Soon you had lost track of what the time was and when you opened your eyes malia was no where to be seen, closing your eyes again you raised your hands and continued to move to the bass. Feeling a muscled forearm move around your chest you lent back into the embrace not even bothering to open your eyes you knew it was ray by the way he smelt. His odour was like ecstasy to you he smelt earthy just like that fresh scent you get after a thunderstorm mixed with dirt and bonfire smoke.

Continuing to dance up the wall of man behind you he traced his fingers across your neck slowly moving your hair behind you shoulder, tilting your head to one side you granted him access to your neck,the gesture worked and soon you felt his beard scratch your nape and hot kisses followed.

Grabbing your jaw he traced his thumb over your lips “haven’t been able to take my eyes of you”ray rasped in your ear and abruptly you felt your lady parts start to throb listening to his deep rugged voice.

Raising your arm up behind you grabbing his stocky neck you pulled his mouth back down to your neck,ray obeyed and continued kissing and stroking you with his tongue. Trying to control yourself was becoming difficult with your brute stood behind you grinding his semi into your lower back, ray traced his hands down your body making an effort to squeeze your arse when he finally reached it.

You grabbed a fistful of his white t shirt and lead him to the bathroom before you straddled him right there on the dance floor.

Pushing him in the ladies you checked for feet under the stalls before locking the door. Ray let out a throaty laugh realising what effect he’d had on you “you want me that bad babe that your gunna fuck me in the bathroom”

But you where to far gone to make a snarky comment back instead you pushed him against the wall and pushed your lips against his instantly pressing your tongue onto his biting his bottom lip devouring his mouth.

He clasped his mitts around your arse lifting you up easily,rapping your legs around his waist he walked you over to the sink where he perched you.

Leaning back onto the mirror you hoped it would put out some of the fire in you but it had no effect,you traced your fingers across his broad shoulders under his t shirt and at the last minute dug your nails into his back whilst biting your own lip. Ray noticed the animalistic look in your eye and ran his tongue along his bottom lip, “fuck me ray. I wanna feel every inch of you in my wet pussy” spurring him on worked and you watched him look at you like a predator stalking his pray “take me ray” that was it, he was at you,hands everywhere brutally connecting with your body, trying to keep up with the attack you sink your teeth into his neck hoping you’d leave marks of your own.

Ray reached in between your thighs grabbing your sodden scrap of lace covering your pussy and in one swift motion ripped it off your body leaving a burning sensation where the lace had been on your body.

Tugging at his jeans you pushed them down as far as you needed to free his erection and without warning or easing you in ray pushed his impressive length straight into your dripping folds in one swift motion leaving you breathless and trembling at his onslaught. He didn’t give you time to adjust to the gruelling pace but the pain matched with the pleasure as he continued to pound his thick cock in and out of you.

soon the feeling you craved made its presence and you felt the heat from your pussy rise up in you stomach “ray I’m gunna come” ray continued to work every inch of himself against the walls of your throbbing cunt bringing that wave of pleasure over you as you see starts.

ray places his hand over your mouth trying to stop you screaming as he slows down releasing his own cum into your clenching pussy.

You both stay in the same position for a minute trying to catch your breaths, still feeling each other pulse. With lust still heavy in you you say something that you thought you’d always keep a secret “i fucking love you ray” when the words fall from your mouth you wince awaiting a response hoping he hadn’t heard you.

Ray placed his hands on your face and tilted your head up meeting his pools of brown with your pools of blue.

it took a moment after he kept looking at you but he replied “i love you to baby”. You couldn’t contain your smile as it spread across your face making ray smile back “told you earlier was just round one” slapping his chest you giggled.

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Chapter 6

Warning: smutt and bad language

Ray merrimen fan fic

You scratched the back of your calf with your other foot as you stood in front of your wardrobe once again trying to figure out what to wear. Realising that no matter how hard you wished the perfect outfit was not just going to jump out the wardrobe.

so you grabbed ye old faithful body-con black dress and pulled it on, carefully trying not to rub your makeup off or fuck up your hair that you’d spent about an hour on.

Normally you wouldn’t be bothered but tonight you where meeting ensons wife and a new crew member so you wanted to make a good impression.

You stood on your tiptoes in the mirror trying to look at yourself at every angle. Ray thudded behind you in the mirror pressing his chest on your back resting his face in the crook of your neck.

Ray had basically moved in with you and made himself at home. It was nice having him about it almost felt normal even though the line of work you were doing was not, but along as no one got hurt why not steal from the rich and give to the poor. thats what you told yourself anyway.

Waking up with him next to you every morning was bliss. You hadn’t let on or said anything but you had fallen for ray hard and you did in-fact love him, everything felt right.

“Well what do you think. Will it do?”

Ray raises one eyebrow grinning at you in the mirror,in one swift movement he pops the dress up over your ass. He lets out a growl in the pit of his chest revealing the black Lacey thong just barely giving you enough coverage, he immediately starts pawing at your body.

“HEY! Big guy were gunna be late” you tease pushing his hands away pulling your dress back down.

You turn to face ray tiptoeing to rest your arms on his shoulders “you’ll have to wait till later, they’ll all be at the club by now and i want to make a good impression not turn up all in a sex mess.” “I dunno if i can wait till later with you looking like that i just wanna rip that dress off you”

You tap his face with your hand “FOCUS!! lets go”

Ray smirks and with one fluid motion he flips you onto his shoulder and makes his way to the front door. you cant help but giggle “RAY PUT ME DOWN THE NEIGHBOURS WILL SEE EVERYTHING.”

“Trust me love they’ve heard everything your not exactly quiet” ray chuckles to himself.

You had to admit it something animalistic grew in you when ray would throw you about he was always picking you up with ease, it made your nether regions tingle every time.

Ray placed you in the passenger seat of the SUV closed your door and make his way round to the drivers side.

On the way to the club it wasn’t long before rays hands started to roam, touching you.

Running his hand through your hair, squeezing your neck, placing his hand on your knee rubbing your thigh. You must of batted his hand away about 5 times but he knew it was working and was a persistent bastard.

You melted under the pressure of his finger tips every time his hand would find your body again you’d leave it just a little longer until you removed it. But ray knew exactly what he was doing. He knew there was a wetness pooling in your knickers every time he touched you. So you finally you gave in and pushed his hand up your dress.

Ray instantly ribbed his index finger along the lace covering your pussy, rubbing the wet that was seeping through them he pulls his hand out and places his finger in his mouth sucking your essence off it.

That was it you couldn’t take it anymore you wanted him and you wanted him now “you need to pull over.”

“Oh no cant I’m afraid were gunna be late” he said mimicking you earlier.

“If you don’t pull over I’m gunna jump your bones whilst you’re driving.”

With one arm ray pulls over the SUV in a lay-by, before the car even stops your on his lap, grinding on him kissing the fuck out of his face like your life depends on it. His hand traces down your body until it finds the same spot from earlier, he tears the lace to one side and runs his finger along your slit finding your clit circling it with his long appendage, the sudden contact makes your body shudder on his. You hear the growling coming from ray and it only makes you hotter for him “fuck me ray “

He obeys and you hear him at his buckle belt with his other hand. your heart thuds in your chest with anticipation just as you feel his head at your entrance, you slide yourself down along his shaft slowly until he’s bottomed out in you. You both let out a groan and your mouth finds his again as you rub yourself up and down his throbbing cock. Ray moans in your mouth “fuck baby ride it out” his hand are digging into your ass guiding you up and down.

You bite his lip and its not long before you feel that deep burning sensation rise up in you. You dig your fingernails into his shoulders as the wave of ecstasy hits you.”oh fuck” ray mumbles into your neck as you feel him pulse inside you coming for you.

You both stay in the same position for a few minuets trying to catch your breaths until you slide off back into your seat and rearrange yourself. Ray sorts himself out and looks over at you grinning “knew id get what I wanted”

“Your a cheeky fucker” you snap back at him trying to put yourself back to a normal state.

He leans over to your ear and you feel his beard grace your cheek giving you butterflies “that was just round one baby”

You shoot him a playful look “oh yea”

“Yea”

You roll your eyes giggling “come on you horny fuck we’re definitely late now”

Ray chuckles as he starts the car and drives off to your location.

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Chapter 5

Ray merrimen fan fic

“Got anything on merrimen yet ”

Nick scratches his stubble turning to gus

“the guys have been keeping a close eye on him the last month since the night that armoured truck was stolen”

nick takes a wad of photos off gus examines each one till he flips to the last plastering a cocky smile on his face turning the photo to gus “thats the chick from the srip club id remember her face anywhere“

“Yea shes been round merrimen quite a bit lately, in-fact they have been seen together 24/7”.

Gus pulls out another handful of photos and throws them over to nick.

“merrimens been seen leaving her apartment 6 out of 7 days a week”

Nick grunts “not like merrimen to have a chick on his crew but saying that she is a feisty little thing maybe he likes being beaten up. ”

Nick lets out a little chuckle seemingly pleased with himself after the last comment.

“I dunno boss, but we do know she aint no average chick after the way she chucked you over her sholder”

Nick shoots gus a dirty look but guss just keep his normal composure generally intrigued by the black haired girl in the photos.

“there must be something, everyone else on his crew has a background with him bosco enson merrimen all ex military why would he bring someone in on whatever he’s up to with nothing to bring to the table”

Nick keeps staring at the picture of you both rubbing his thumb over your face “there must be something were just missing it.”

“not unless el jeffe has actually just fallen for the broad”

Nick shakes his head “no he wouldn’t get that involved with someone unless they had something he wanted hes to tactical for all that bullshit”

“Well boss every photo she’s smiling they look happy “

Nick felt slightly agitated by the fact that you did look so happy. he was going to find out who you where after that night but with his divorce in progress you’d had slipped his mind. yes you had pissed him off but he was slightly impressed.

Nick breathes in deep remembering the smell of your hair, he’d managed to rest his head in your hair when he had his forearm around your neck that night it smelt of honey.

Jealousy rose in the pit of his stomach realising that ray would have smelt the same smell by now.

He sat just staring at the picture for a moment before he cut your face out and went over the board with the rest of the crews faces and proceeded to sick your face above merrimens mugshot.

“He must not of shown his true colours yet but when he does i bet she comes running. Bet she doesn’t realise her boyfriend is a cop killer. What we got on her so far “

Gus starts tapping away on his computer and its not long before he has your life history up on screen.

“28 years of age, mother and father deceased. owns Tonys auto shop down south street was handed over to her after her father was shot in action when she was 16. father was in the marines, her mother died whilst giving birth to her she was raised by her father”

“That explains the tough as nails attitude bet daddy always wanted a boy”

“Got a few trophies in high school for kickboxing grade A student. After school seems like she went down hill hung around with the wrong people, got in fights ended up having run ins with the police”

“Let me guess her father was shot when she left school “

“Yep murdered on july 25 2006. first run in with the law September 4 2006 slap on the wrists for defacing a shop wall. gets gradually worse from there, spent numerous nights in cells for brawling with men and women”

“Daddy died so little girl went off the rails”

Nick walks over and leans down to the computer screen and sees your mug shot “shame.....such a pretty thing even in her god damn mugshot “

gus continues to read “ done for speeding an excess of 9 times,theft of a motor vehicle ended up cuffed to a hospital bed. traffic crew had to spike the tires to catch her resulting in her crashing the vehicle. she suffered multiple injuries but she managed to stay out of prison and ended up paying restitution to the owner, took a loan out on the garage to pay it off. Went quiet for a few years then in 2010 was arrested again for grand theft auto but ended up in-prisoned for 2 years released for good behaviour after that nothing she seemed to behave after that”

Nick smiles like hes won the lottery suddenly he’s able to fit all the puzzle together “merrimens using her to drive. Get me the speeds up”

nick grabs the mouse and flicks through the information “fastest speed recorded 175mph.”

“But how would merrimen know that”

“I dont know ive not worked that bit out yet”

“Could just be coincidence there’s millions of other felons with speeding tickets”

“Yea but not that fast”

Both men take a moment of silence to try and figure it out but have no luck.

“Do you want us to pick her up bring her in”

“Nahhh to obvious i wanna go see her I think with a bit of pressure rays little girl will crack, when she realises who ray really is shes sing like a canary and i wanna be there to listen”

“Gunna be hard to get her alone boss”

“Then lets make this interesting lets pay them both a visit. Make merrimen squirm”

“What about donny”

“Well leave donny for now let him start to feel comfortable, I’m more interested in her but if she wont spill we have him as canary number two”

Leaning with both hands over the computer desk nick stares into the eyes of your picture “got you now merrimen “

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Chapter 4

Ray merrimen fan fic

Warning: contains smutt and rude language

Ray knew he needed a driver for the job but until now he hadn’t tried to include you in his work even though he knew you could out drive anybody that he had hired before. He made a choice and picked up his phone dialling your number.

“Hey”

Ray instantly had a smile on his face when he heard your voice.

“Hey..... i have a job for you. I need a driver. but if you don’t want to get involved thats fine I understand”

He just listens to your breathing down the phone for a few seconds.

“Ill do it ray but only because its you”

“Ill text you the details, the location and where to pick up the untraceable car. You’ll be safe I promise”

“Ok ray ill wait for the message”

Ray hangs up the phone and wonders if he’s made a mistake involving you.but it was to late now, all ray knew was that you was one of a kind and someone he’d grown to trust.

He wanted to introduce you to his world that night you took him for a drive, but he also felt the need to protect you from those things as well.

Ray wanted to move your relationship forward but he was also scared to loose you and in his current career choice only a few survive.

Ray then suddenly feels sick what if he couldn’t keep that promise he had just made to you. It would kill him inside. He’d not known you for long but when he was with you he was happy and you felt like home. He didn’t want to loose that feeling for anything. But there was nothing he could do now the decision had been made.

Your phone buzzed and lit up in the dark, you leaned over in bed and grabbed the phone. With blurry eyes you read the txt. It was a date time a postcode and an address to a garage where you’d pick up the car. You shut your phone off and jumped out of bed to get dressed.

Day of drive

You pull up outside the destination that was given to you by text and realise its a bank . Tapping the wheel of a mustang you had been instructed to use by ray you wait ...... 10 mins go by 15 ....... 20 . Then you hear it . the banks alarm, this was it your revved the engine ready to go door open you see 3 men run out of the bank ,bags in hand full black army gear on holding hand guns they all clamber in . You notice the one in the front has a skull on his ski mask .something animalistic grew inside you as you didn’t wait for any instruction you slammed your foot on the gas and wheel-spun out of there . It didn’t take you long to outsmart the cops especially driving at over 100mph around the area you lost them down a few back streets and hid the car down a cleverly concealed ally way where you all switched into a range rover with blacked out windows you drove them to where the man in the skull ski mask directed you and you must admit you loved every second of that drive the speed. The thrill. Yep it definitely got you going .

The front Passenger points you to a wear house on the docks

You do as he says and Drive in to the wear house. the passengers get out one by one.the one with the skull mask stands in front of the car and removes . its ray ! your heart skips a beat realising it was him sat next to you the whole time . he smiles at you walking backwards he motions his finger for you to get out of the car you hesitate knowing theres no going back if you get out ,yet u know its right and u don’t want to admit it but you would crawl over broken glass for that man.

You make the choice and get out of the car following them all over to a bunch lockers .You stand leaning onto the wall as you watch the guys you had drove to safety pull off there ski masks and all change into there every day clothes . they introduce themselves to you as enson and bosco. “damn ray where did you find this shorty she can drive man “bosco shouted to ray as he cracked open a beer trying his best to compliment you . You just stand there with an unimpressed look on ur face with your arms folded “ careful bosco that one bites” enson replied “you remember that night in the strip club where that woman flipped that agent, well your looking at her” enson smiled at you and you smiled back impressed that he remembered you and that you must of made a lasting impression. Boscos jaw dropped “no way man i remember that night. Damn you like an angel you fight good and you drive good . You got a man “ bosco made his way over to you placing on arm on the wall next to your face . Ray immediately strode over and stood infront of you facing bosco nostrils flaring like some silverback . Bosco lifted both his hands up in the air “whoa whoa dude “ backing off back to the lockers . Your heart couldn’t help but skip a beat did this mean you where rays . if so you kind of liked that idea the time you has spent with him before the job you had wanted him so bad but held back as ray was quite difficult to read . he was the strong silent type for sure. Enson let out a laugh “ looks like she’s already made an impression on someone “ you blushed “welcome to the crew angel and can i just say with you behind the wheel i feel safer already “ enson halved bowed his head to you in acceptance handing you a beer “thanks” you bowed back .

The guys sit chatting around in a circle for a while about the heist that had just taken place . You sit mostly quiet giving the odd smile and nod when you are addressed but you sit and try to fade into the background .thinking about everything that had happened that day . Thinking about the way ray had acted to bosco .

You notice ray hasn’t keep his eyes off you all night even tho you keep trying not to look him you just cant help but keep locking on to them big beautiful pools of brown feeling a burning sensation deep within you every time you do.

Enson and bosco finish the crate of beers off and chat starts to dwindle they both call it a night,leaving You and ray alone in the wear house . after what seems an eternity but only a minute ray stands up goes over to his desk and hands you a wad of cash “will £3,000 do “ you reach out for the cash brushing your finger against his hand as you take the money his touch feels electric. You dont bother to count it just bite ur lip and start walking to the door as ray goes and sits at his computer behind his desk .

As you get to the door something stops you from opening the handle. Theres a burning desire in you to taste him, you turn around he doesn’t notice as you make ur way up behind him sitting in his leather hair . You push you body flush against his back running your hands down his huge chest inside his wifebeater . You start kissing his thick neck . His smell and taste are like a drug . He just relaxes into you embrace ,he lets out a primal growl before he grabs you buy both thighs and places you into his lap . He looks deep into your eyes with that look he has ,the one that consumes you . His hands slide up to ur waist digging his fingers into ur hips . He slides your body back and forth onto the growing hardness in his trousers. You feel the wetness pooling in your clothed pussy as he rubs up against you giving you that look the whole time . You cant take it any longer you’re lips crash into his and he accepts them kissing you back. Grabbing the nape of your neck fingers in your hair pulling you into his mouth ,lips and tongs crashing into each others taking your breath away. You take a moment resting your foreheads together.both of you breathing deeply holding onto each other taking it all in.”ray” but before you could say anything else he picks you up with one arm around your waist . Pushing everything off the desk with the other hand he lays you on the desk placing his hand around ur neck gently but firmly u cant take it anymore you want him and you want him now “ray pleaseee “ he runs his had from ur neck down to ur breasts grabbing and kneading one at a time all the while rubbing his hardness in his jeans agains you. “Fuck me Ray “ . He places a evil smile on his face ,loving teasing you but he wants you to and in one sweeping motion he rips your black vest off revealing your breasts .pulling at your leggings and thong he yanks them off you to leaving you fully naked lying on his desk and at his mercy, your soaking pussy spread out for him . He takes a step back taking all of you in “your fuckin gorgeous ” your cheeks redden as he grabs you and in one quick fluid motion spins you round hips banging on the table “fuck i want you “ he says whilst pressing himself against you one hand in your hair, pulling you up to him arching your back. He grabs your arse with one gigantic palm bringing it back to slap it. The pain makes you gasp . your pussys throbbing now needing him to fill you “oh fuck ” you hear his belt buckle being opened and you moan in anticipation. You feel his head at your entrance as he brings his hand round the front of you finally finding your clit circling his huge finger around your nub “your soaking ....dirty girl “ he whispers in your ear . You literally are panting now just wanting him ,every inch of him . With his other hand he lines himself up with your dripping cunt slowly spreading you inch by inch and as you had expected a man that big was not lacking in the trouser department .he was bigger that you had ever had before stretching you out as he bottoms out in you .

god it felt so good your pussy clenching onto every inch of him . Fuck this man was gorgeous .like a drug you needed more. He started slow letting you adjust to his side then he got faster and faster pumping his thick cock in and out of your throbbing cunt. You feel that slow heat start to build and build in the pit of your stomach rising as ray is hitting all the right spots. Fucking you hard and fast growling and groaning into your ear as your screaming with every thrust.

”fuck im gunna come “ you feel the pressure build and build and then sweet relief as he fucks you through your orgasm screaming his name you feel him release inside you filling you with his cum your pussy pulsing around his shaft . both of your breathing slows as he pulls out of you that full feeling gone as he puts himself away. You slide onto the floor off the table a wet sweaty mess shaking with pleasure . Ray lets out a loud throaty laugh and sweeps you up off the floor holding you against him face to face arms wrapped round your waist . your legs dangling off the floor “ive been wanting to do that the first night we met” ray said making you blush .smiling up at him you would never admit you had felt the same way . As he placed a sweet kiss on your lips he placed you down on your feet “ here “ pulling his wife beater over his head “have this . I don’t think yours survived “ you lift your arms up as he pulls his vest over your head and down your body covering you ,it was so big it was like a dress on you but you loved that fact . As ray went to get another shirt from his locker you put your thong and leggings on trying to tidy yourself up a bit running your fingers through your sex mess hair . As ray came back in the room he just stood there looking at you taking all of you in biting his bottom lip like he wanted to eat you . Your heart started racing again god if he kept looking at you like that you’d have to have him again . He nodded down to your breasts “looks 100 times better on you especially without a bra “ looking down you realise it was see through and due to the chill of the wear house your nipples were as hard as bullets . You fold your arms over them trying to keep what bit of modesty you had left even tho ray had just ripped ur clothes off minuets before. He gave out a throaty chuckle and wrapped his arms around you “ come on ill take you home “ he placed an uncharacteristically gentle kiss on your forehead as you wonder how he would act with you after this night .after all ray wasn’t one for being gentle and loving. But you couldn’t help but melt in this moment with him enjoying every sweet gentle second as you lost yourself in the big alfa male stood with his arms around you hugging you close. He must of realised he was letting his guard down to much when he finally pulled away and started walking to the car “ come on angel lets get you home “.

From that night on ray and the crew called you angel.

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Chapter 3

Ray merrimen fanfic

Ray pulls up to a gun range

“Well this is definitely not what I expected for a date, very different mr merrimen.I’m impressed “

You smirk as you take in all of the building.

“Well your a different type of girl didn’t think taking you to a restaurant would be your kind of thing”

Slightly relieved inside as no it wasn’t your kind of thing .

You hated sitting opposite someone in a restaurant awkwardly trying to make small talk whilst watching there dinner roll round there mouth. You’d rather stay in and watch Netflix.

But this definitely impressed you and you where truthfully a little exited as you had always wanted to learn how to shoot but your father wasn’t keen on the idea.

“Ray How do you know how to shoot”

You didn’t even thing about the question before it escaped your mouth.

Ray just Stares into distance. Like he’d gone back to a bad time in his mind playing it over in his head. You reach over and place you hand on his thigh about to apologise but before you do he answers

“i was a marine”

You didn’t question any further realising you had hit a sore spot

“So was my dad”

You squeeze his thigh in your hand trying to comfort him a little.

He doesn’t say anything just exits the car so you follow.

The minute you walk in you notice the smell. Smoke from the guns being fired and take it all in.

You stand behind him at the desk as he signs you up he seems friendly with the owner and you make a mental note that he’s obviously a regular.

The man behind the desk runs you through the rules :

Universal safety rules

• All firearms are considered loaded at all times

• Always point firearms in a safe direction (downrange, the ground, etc.), until on target and ready to fire

• Always keep your trigger finger straight along the frame until on target and ready to fire

• Always know your target and what is behind it

You just nod at him clarifying that you understood.

Ray hands you some ear protection and plastic glasses,

Putting them on you follow him around the back into the range . The lanes are empty and you follow him down to the last lane he hands you a semi-automatic pistol and you just look at him like you don’t have a clue because you don’t actually have a clue .Ray let out a throaty laugh and moved you in-front of him with one mitt on your back he stood over you from behind his thick arms around your body. He took the gun in one hand and with the other he pulled your ear muff off one ear.

“This is the trigger you take the safety off pull back the slide and release it to load it ,point at your target move into the correct stance” as he said that he moved your feet with his as you mimicked his stance perfectly against him “then you squeeze the trigger and fire” he spoke softly in your ear as he showed you what to do. he put the ear muff back and gave you back the gun. still standing behind you he lifts your arms up readying you.

You take a long deep breath in, pushing your back into his chest a bit more and as you exhale you squeeze the trigger firing a number of rounds into the paper man 25 yards in-front of you .your heart beats out of your chest as you feel the adrenaline rushing through your veins.

you place the gun down and realise ray is still looming behind you one thick arm around your waist face buried in your neck. you feel him smile against your skin as he reaches over you and pushes a big red button bringing the paper man rushing straight towards you . Removing himself from you body he goes to retrieve the bit of paper holding it up as you take your ear protection off “ damn is there anything you cant do “ he shows you where the bullets had landed and they were mostly head shots “not bad for your first time”

You bite you bottom lip holding in a smile”right my turn to impress you” you grab his hand and lead him off out of the range back to the car instructing him to drive back to the garage.

You lift up the shutters to the garage to reveal a 1967 Shelby Mustang GT500. You get that feeling again in your chest the same one that you had at the range.

Ray raises his eyebrows taking the car in “yep to be fair that is impressive”

“Get in, you ain’t seen nothing yet”

You nod your head to the passenger seat and ray doesn’t argue as you slide in the drivers seat.

You couldn’t help but chuckle to yourself when you notice the huge man struggle to fold himself into the car, once he’s in he fills the space, knees up against the dash. You start the car and drive off to the docks you went there because you knew you wouldn’t be bothered and you could let loose. the cops didn’t bother anybody there and with what you where planning to do it was perfect.

Ray just sat there is silence not ready for what was about to happen. You slam your foot down on the gas making the car spin on the spot until it lunges off the line at grate speed.you race around the docks, drifting around the corners at high speeds avoiding trucks and other cars parked up. As you drift round the last corner you notice a lorry reversing into one of the wear houses in front of you but instead of slamming the breaks on you speed up. You notice the panic in rays face he slams his hands down onto the dash heart in his throat thinking your going to crash but instead you slam the car to the right and slide underneath the lorry coming out the other side.you make your way back to the beginning of the course you had made out for yourself and stop the car. You look at ray who is still hyperventilating and shoot him a big cocky smile knowing you had just scared one of the biggest men you ever met.

“Impressed” he doesn’t reply just grabs your collar of your denim jacket and pulls you over to him crashing his lips onto yours, you kiss him back moaning into his mouth, god he tasted so good. You take your mouth off his and slip back into your seat “ i take that as a yes”

He lets out the loudest growl of a laugh “come on ken block drive me back to my car”you drop him off at his car outside the garage and ray whispers to himself “what a woman”as he gets out and makes his way back to the range rover.

You cant help but grin from ear to ear as you watch him drive off.

After that night ray visits you at the garage nearly every day for the next few weeks. You get to know a bit more about him like the fact he’s done time for robbery but it didn’t bother you not everyone was perfect and your past wasn’t all roses either. Plus Ronnie liked him to.

commenting to you it’s about time you got a decent man. You would just shake your head at him as ray hadn’t actually put a label on what you where yet but he hadn’t kissed you again since that night. But you where sure he liked you why else would he be hanging around. You where definitely smitten with him and couldn’t stop thinking about that kiss yearning for him to repeat it.

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Chapter 2

Ray merrimen fan fic

Continues......

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Chapter 2

It had been 2 weeks since you quit the club after that night. You didn’t want to put yourself in that situation again so you handed in your notice and put all your focus into the garage.

Although you couldn’t get ray merrimen out of your head, you hadn’t got the courage to ring him yet you just took your phone out of your pocket and stared at his number at least 100 times a day.

“Whoever his is why don’t you just ring him, ask him out instead of not working and staring at your phone every 5 minuets” ronnie shouted at you from over the workshop. You quickly put you phone back on the tool box pretending like you didn’t have it in your hand at all and carried on fixing the engine of a costumers vw mk2 golf gti. Ronnie made his way over to your ramp and next to where you where working “come on lass spill the beans who is he. Ive never seen you stare at your phone like that before. He must be something special to keep you daydreaming. usually your nose in under a car hood not peering down at one of those mobile devices.” You just shook your head and laughed carrying on with what you where doing not even looking up at him. Ronnie made his way back over to his work station “okay okay ill leave it” .

Ronnie had worked at the garage for longer that you remember. Your dad had hired him when you where just a kid to work beside him in the garage after he had left the marines. Ronnie and your dad taught you everything and after your dad passed Ronnie sort of took the role on as your guardian.ronnie had even taught you how to race and you were pretty confident you where good at driving.

working beside you in the garage for 5 years he had grown old but hadn’t lost his talent for fixing cars although he hated modern technology and would often rant about the youth now days. All you could do was sit and laugh when he went on. But you wouldn’t of had him any other way.

The clock read 5.00pm, you placed your tools on the tool box and wiped your oily hands on your overalls, you make your way to the door shouting to Ronnie “im done for the day, don’t forget to lock up old man” you heard him mutter something under his breath but you carry on stepping through the metal door of the workshop smiling to yourself, before you could realise what had happened you had slammed into someone “what the hell” you look up at eyes you have been thinking about for the last 2 weeks “ray” you whisper under your breath. He just gives you that look the one that makes you week at the knees every time you think about him.”hey”he says still holding onto your shoulders steadying you after bumping straight into him. You hear Ronnie shout from back in the garage “you ok out there”he must of heard the commotion “yea don’t worry I’m fine just walked into a brick wall” you reply as you step back slightly, out of rays grip. he raises his eyebrow at you “charming”.

“What you doing here?. You got a car need fixing? I can get you booked in....” but before you could carry on he interrupts you “nope was hoping you’d call and when you didn’t I did some digging,found out you work here so I thought i come and find out the reason why you haven’t”.

You don’t have a clue what to say apart from “oh”. He just continues to stare at you awaiting an answer. You didn’t wanna tell him actually yea ive been staring at your number all week i couldn’t stop thinking about you and the way i want to climb you like a tree so “ermmm sorry ive been busy”comes out your mouth.

“you free tonight “ and before you open your mouth to answer Ronnie shouts from inside the garage “YEA SHES FREE”. You shoot a look back at him to shut up he just raises his moustache in a smile. “Ill pick you up outside here at 8” you shook your head yes and you watched the gorilla of a man get into a car and drive off. You keep on walking home you’ll deal with Ronnie tomorrow.

Your apartment isn’t far from the garage only 10 minuets walk. You had sold the house your dad owned and brought this place putting the rest of the money into the garage. It was small but it was yours, you had paid for it outright so at least you’d always have a roof over your head.

You let yourself in throwing the keys on the sofa kicking off your boots and wiggling out of your overalls hanging them up just inside the front door before you wiped oil all over your house. Making your way for a shower you replay what had just happen in your head and cant help but think its a bit stalker of ray doing some digging on you,but he just had this charm about him. so you let it slip out of your mind as you slip out of your tank top and knickers and get in the shower letting the water run down your body cleaning away all the dirt and oil from the day.

Frantically flicking through your wardrobe you picked up a bodycon short black dress. This is gunna have to do you though to yourself as you wished you had owned nicer clothes and not just leggings and t shirts but fuck it you’d have to worry about that another night as it was 7.45 and you still had to walk to the garage to meet ray. Grabbing your denim jacket and slipping on your vans you locked up and almost skipped down to the garage with excitement.

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Ray merrimen fanfic ..... my first time so please be kind.

You pulled the last section of your long black hair through the straighteners giving you that beach curl that you always wore . Flipping your head upside down to give your hair a bit of volume. You was ready for your shift at the strip club. Even though the manager had tried to convince you to be a dancer you had politely declined and applied for the waitress job at weekends. You just needed that extra bit of money to pay your rent and keep your day job open(a garage that you had inherited from your father before he got shot ) round here it was more difficult to keep a independent garage open than you had realised but you didn’t want to give it up as it had meant so much to your father.looking in the mirror of the dressing rooms you knew this was as good at it got applying your red lipstick just to make some sort for effort . The boss knew you where a different kind of girl when he hired you but that didn’t stop him from trying to get you to wear the usual slutty outfit. But tonight the red lipstick would have to be enough as you had on your black leggings that where high waisted and a cut off guns and roses tshirt that had seen better days .your favourite pair of scuffed vans graced your feet they where just so comfortable. You shrugged as you left the girls dressing room.

It was a busy night . But no more than you where use to you had been working here about 2 months now and had got into the swing of things .

As the music blared and the flow of alcohol steadied the bar man handed you a tray with 3 beers on and 3 jack Daniels and motioned a table number to you . You nodded and made your way over to the table at the far end of the club in one of the booths . Where you noticed 3 fairly big guys sitting chatting to themselves not even paying attention to the dancers. As you put the tray down on the table your eyes looked up and where met with the bigger guy out of the 3 . He must of been over 6 foot, thick with muscle. You could see tattoos peaking out of his vest . you looked up into his eyes and all you could think was Jesus christ feeling a slight tingling sensation down stairs and with all the distraction you accidentally knocked over one of the jacks into his lap “OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY “ and without thinking you start wiping at his crotch with your towel until it dawns on you what your actually doing and you stop “fuck ” you go bright red . But the silverback just sits there. you look up into his eyes. “Usually you have to pay extra for that kind if treatment around here “ you frown at him and stand up pulling your hand back ready to go in for a slap but at the same time he rises to and your head just about comes up to his chest . Unable to reach his face now you thinks twice as the mass of man looms over you. Just staring at you he smiles and raises his eyebrows at you, leaning down to your ear he whispers “id rather see you up there any day ” nodding to the stage .you cant think of a comeback you just melt feeling his breath against your ear and his beard on your cheek . You let out an unexpected “oh god ” and instantly die inside after you realise what you have said. The man lets out a laugh and replies “im afraid not im just ray. ray merrimen an” you cant help but smirk looking at him you hold out your hand “ mellisa” and with that he grabs your hand in his massive mit and brings it up to his mouth placing a kiss on the back of it “nice to meet you”. The moment is quickly ruined when another waitress comes over with a replacement drink and grabs your wrist pulling you away “come on mellisa . You have work to do remember” nodding you follow her still staring at ray.

After a lecture from your college you are placed on behind the bar duty. You guess so that you have no opportunities to tip drinks over the customers again. But every chance you get you look over to that table and keep saying his name in your head smiling to yourself. You notice ray keeps looking over at you to smiling everytime your eyes meet which turns you into a giggling mess . How the hell did he have this much power over you . You had only just met for god sake .

But your gushing was interrupted by screaming and people ducking down as “POLICE,THIS IS A RAID ,GET ON THE GROUND” was shouted and police rammed there way into the club. In all the commotion and distractions you forgot to drop to the ground causing one of the members of the police to notice you . “Hey sweet cheeks”he shouted. SHIT you thought as you noticed his name badge (nick o brien) you knew you was in trouble big nick as he was know wasn’t an officer to fuck about with. Him and his crew had made a name for themselves for not doing things by the book and it was common knowledge that if you crossed paths with this crew you ended up mysteriously going missing . It wasn’t unusual for the cops to raid the club infact it happened most weekends but there was a code especially if it was nicks crew you ducked and let them do what they had to do if you didn’t want to draw attention to yourself. They mostly just found the odd dealer and drugs for personal use but you couldn’t understand why they raided so regularly like they were expecting something to happen at the club.

Before you knew it nick made his was over to you and had grabbed you by the arm pinning it up your back placing his other arm around your neck. You noticed ray stand up but before he came any closer you used everything in you to flip the big cop up over your shoulder slamming him onto his back on the floor infront of you . Instantly you raised both hands as your legs where kicked from under you and you where cuffed by 2 members of the force.yes you where a girl and you where small but your dad had taught you to fight as he has always wanted a boy . Even putting you through kickboxing classes through high school but you realised this time even though it was just your instinct kicking in it was a mistake.nick got up to his feet angry and embarrassed he made a joke trying not to make it obvious his pride was hurt “jesus lads shes a fisty one” kneeling down to your face on the floor he spits in your face “you’ll regret that “ you glare at him. Before he could act the manager of the club cuts in “nick come on man,your disturbing my business “ nick snorts “come on lads back to the station that’s enough fun for one night “ your lifted to your feet and uncuffed nick gets right in your face nose to nose giving you an evil look pointing his finger in your face “ ill be paying close attention to you feisty” and with that the cops leave the club . You rub your wrists where the cuffs had been watching them exit then running to the bathroom so you can hide the tears streaming down your face as your realise you got away with that lightly. You turn the tap on running your wrists under the cool water letting it take off that sting . You didn’t notice someone slip in behind you until you look in the mirror. You jump out of your skin as ray stands at the back of you. You wipe away your tears trying to keep some dignity. Ray just stares at you in the mirror. You turn round to face him and he grabs your hands examining your red wrists “they hurt “ he says nodding at them . You just shake your head yes. For a moment you both just stand in that shitty bathroom with him gently rubbing your wrists then he breaks the silence “worth it to watch you drop him “ you look up at him and just smile and with that he lets his grip go “you got a phone” you hand him ur phone he presses some buttons hands it back and makes his way to the door he pauses for just a moment and you wish for him to turn around but he doesn’t. When hes gone you look down to your phone ray 07953462195 a small smile creeps on your face a you stare at your phone .

(This is my first time ever writing something like this i apologise if its shit but i had to give it a go . If you like please comment. I have more ideas for this story and if you all like i will post them. Please be nice )