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could someone take me the fuck out

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religious frustration vent below

cw : christianity, abrahamic beliefs, general anxiety and more.

lately ive been feeling really conflicted. really guilty almost. before i delved into hellenismos, i was a jesus focused omnist. that changed when i began to feel distanced and almost abanonded by him, and god. i felt really hurt, really forlorn. i latched to the thing that made me feel more involved and gave me an outlet. and now, in a clearer mind, i feel deeply hurt by myself and the fact that by one instance i gave up on a deity who’s whole existence was to love and teach.

i find myself now at a crossroads, unable to understand if i can revere the greek pantheon and still have a place in my heart and practice for jesus.

this is a lot of rambling and so on, but it’s just causing me a lot of distress and i needed to vent.

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prometheus, give me the strength to overcome.

for my ability is meek, but yours is mighty.

khaire.

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lord poseidon, father of the fathomless sea.

help guide me through my darkest hours,

let me weather the storm

and bring calm seas in my time of need.

dredge with me through the calamitous water,

until the tide begins to recede.

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prometheus, give me the strength to overcome.

for my ability is meek, but yours is mighty.

khaire.

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⋆˚ ✿ blue ocean dividers by roseraris ♡ ˖°

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Listen. Abandoning the idea of what a proper pagan is was the most rewarding experience. Your intuition is stronger than you think.

This isn't a science. You don't have to treat it like one. Go with your heart, go with your intuition. It will help you grow more than you've ever dreamed of.

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digital offering for poseidon !!

📍fort walton beach/destin beach, fl.

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tonight is one of those nights that im missing the ocean.

the way the tide lapped at my fingers when i searched for shells, the way the palm trees sounded as the wind blew, the grains of sand that found their way into my hair, the call of the sea birds as they dived for their dinner.

i miss you every day.

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im a poseidon devotee, of course all of my jewelry is from tourist trap beach shops

im a poseidon devotee, of course i fall asleep to ocean sounds

im a poseidon devotee, of course i keep buying aqua colored stones and crystals

im a poseidon devotee, of course my favorite color is blue

im a poseidon devotee, of course my dream home is on the coast

im a poseidon devotee, of course i cry all the time

im a poseidon devotee, of course all i listen to is sufjan stevens

im a poseidon devotee, of course im a double pisces

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When you step into sunlight, you honor Apollo. When you admire the moon, you honor Artemis. When you admire cloud shapes, you honor Hera. When you smell petrichor, you honor Zeus. When you laugh at a joke, you honor Hermes. When your body twitches to dance at a particularly upbeat music, you honor Dinoysus. When you enjoy the first bite of your breakfast, you honor Demeter. When you choose your peace over any conflict, you honor Athena. When you warm yourself up by sheltering yourself in blanket, you honor Hestia. When you listen to Ocean sounds, you honor Poseidon. When you smell flowers, you honor Persephone. When you admire the coolness of first day of Autumn, you honor Hades. When you wear your favourite jewellery, you honor Hephaestus. When you smile, you honor Aphrodite. When you exercise, you honor Ares. When you light a torch in a dark room, you honor Hekate.

Your body is a shrine to Gods, your being an act of devotion for them. You, by yourself, are enough for them.

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— instagram ocean symbols🪼

🌊☆⋆｡🪼𖦹°‧★

˙✧˖° 🫧 ⋆｡˚꩜

˖°𓇼🌊⋆🐚

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌊🦈˚˖𓍢ִ✧˚.

𓇼 ⋆｡˚ 𓆝⋆｡˚ 𓇼

🌊☆⋆｡🪼𖦹°‧★🐚

𓇼🧉❀🐚𓆉︎ ࿔*:･ﾟ☾

𓆝 ⋆｡𖦹°‧🫧

🫧𓇼𓏲*ੈ✩‧₊˚🎐

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You don't need to have some kind of Divine Purpose™ for you to have value. You are worthy of a good future regardless of what any higher being or whatnot has in store for you. You matter simply by existing. There's nothing else you need to do to matter.

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- an e-offering for poseidon from my first time seeing the beach

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"Why should the gods care about us?" Why is there a video of a water buffalo rescuing a turtle stuck on it's back. Things love each other, next question.

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Poseidon

Learn About:

Earthquakes

Sea creatures

Sea monsters from different traditions

Horses

The ocean/sea

Sailor culture 

Your local coastal ecosystem

Pollution in bodies of water

Natural disasters and what causes them/how to help them

His Roman counterpart, Neptune

Water in general

Map-making/make your own map

Sailing knots

Sailor sayings 

Boats/sailing

His genealogy/Myths 

Water magick

Seagulls

Seas/Oceans/Bodies of Water

Collect ocean/sea/river/lake/pond water to offer Him/Use in spells

Go swimming

Take a lifeguard class/Swimming lessons

Sit by the water and meditate 

Meditate to water sounds

Dip your feet in the water if you can’t fully emerge yourself

Go surfing/parasailing/jetskiing

Go fishing (If you keep any, offer the first one caught to Him)

Boat rides

Walk by the water

Go to the beach/lake/river

Float on your back in the water and vibe

Go canoeing/kayaking

Splash in puddles

Water

Take a cleansing shower/bath

Drink water

Encourage others to drink water (I always carry water bottles and hand them out as needed)

Perform water magick

Learn to scry with water

Keep your pet’s water bowl(s) clean!

Earthquakes/Hurricanes

Learn proper storm precautions

Learn what causes them

Pray to Him for safety for yourself/others

Participate in storm relief clean up

Donate to natural disaster relief

Miscellaneous

Learn CPR

Pick up beach litter

Make sandcastles

Make paper boats

Wear deep/sea blues/greens

Recycle your water bottles/use a reusable one

Offerings

Dedicate your water bottle to Him

Toy boats/boat imagery

Fish/sea creature imagery

Fishing equipment 

Water

Bathing suits/swimming gear

Bull/horse/dolphin imagery

Wave/water representation

Rocks/sticks from by the water

Sand

Seagulls feathers (Collected and sanitized appropriately, of course)

Trident imagery

Blue/green crystals

Seaweed