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30th April 2021

22:10PM - I am popping in to say I am alive, lol. It’s been a crazy month.  I started my new job three weeks ago, so it’s been work all day and then at night I go to the gym with the bestie. My body is getting stronger and I love it! But I am super tired these days, TOTM does that to ya. In a few weeks it’ll be my 5th year anniversary with my love. Been over a year since I’ve seen him and it sucks! I cannot wait for our special day, I see him everyday on video call but that day is extra special. I’ve got two weddings to go to in June and I cannot wait!!! The best friend is getting married. Ns friends are growing up too, one bought a house, the  other will propose to his gf soon. It’s crazy how everyone is growing up. I still cannot believe I will be 26 next year, it’s weird. I still think of myself as a child... My life in America won’t begin till three more years. N will graduate next year in August, I am assuming he will propose to me after. But I am not too sure. I mean, I want him to propose to me when I see him. But we do not even know when that will be because of the pandemic. We have discussed properly, I am definitely moving over in three years. So.. Within now and then I will be engaged one day. He wants to travel after he graduates, and rightly so. He deserves it. He works so hard! He works hard for our future together. We’re currently looking at houses, nothing is confirmed but we are looking. It’s an investment situation where he buys the house to rent out. Very grown up stuff! Ah.. But any who.. I am alive, I am happy. PGCE starts in September so I am keeping myself busy till then. Taking one day at a time! 

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[A white fortune cookie paper with black text on the front and an icon of a bee. It reads: Soon, a visitor shall delight you.]

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Awut Atak By Tom Blesch For Dazed Beauty April 2021

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https://www.instagram.com/p/BUqAKhuAt0d/

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you go girl! and don’t come back!

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[A white fortune cookie paper with black text on the front and an icon of a bee. It reads: Prepare for an exciting trip soon to come your way.]

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i actually cannot breathe

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I support crying culture

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I’ve survived until now. Might as well keep going.

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I know I say this a lot, but please listen to your body and what you need. Sometimes a to do list needs to be thrown out of the window, and the overall planning ahead must change a bit. You will be alright. If it is rest you need, then please rest. If it is going outside you need, please go for a walk. If you need company, then see someone, but if you cannot see anyone, call a friend or do a facetime hang (watching a movie like that is actually fun). Ask yourself what you truly need and listen for the answer, and go with the answer that feels right to you. It is hard to listen to ourselves, but I find it is too something that gets easier with practice. 🌸