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'Untamed' White pastel, 6B pencil and ink pen on toned tan paper.

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I listen to the band IAMX and I attributed a lot of their songs to Fox, they fit him so much, but... But this one. Oh this one... If I ever decide to describe Lynn's struggles with Strade (and I probably will, because there is such a plan and there will be YKMET), this song will be the main theme.

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Sooo... "Gomenne Gomenne", BTD & BTD2 fangame!

Credits: @buwuloveu, @ladyhelsgallery, @deerwir, @pktsq

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can't stop simping help

(most characters i simp for are sunshine goodie two shoes 🔆 why am i simping for a snuff filmmaker emo furry of all the sudden 😭)

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I feel that Fox could easily perform this song and give an unforgettable performance in his fedora.

Ren belongs to Gato

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True.

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BSH !Villain Ray AU

My AU: Ray used to be the top hero... but when MC progressed from his side kick into their own independent hero, they eventually didn't need Ray anymore.... of course, this did NOT sit well with Ray.

Desperate to be #1 in MC's heart once again, Ray took on the role of the biggest and baddest villain, one that MC would strive to chase and attempt to catch for the rest of their lives. Seeing MC chase desperately after Ray, it filled him with a twisted sense of joy and endearment for the MC, he waits day in and out for MC to show up and attempt to stop whatever plot he has going that day

. He enjoys taunting them just enough to see their hero demeanor crack a little bit in annoyance. And of course, if MC was actually in any danger, Ray would swoop in to protect them still (even by his own plots).

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I have no idea what to do with the money!

So, I signed up for Gato's Patreon, and all I can say is that the events of the second night regarding Ren make me...

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How about growly semi-feral BTD2 Ren? >;3c he needs to feed and/or breed…l o l.

Ren: Hahah…What can I say? I'm beastkin…sometimes I have…instincts that I just can't help but give in to…AND IF YOU KNOW WHAT'S GOOD FOR YOU, YOU'LL GIVE IN TO MY INSTINCTS TOO. Now…feed? Or breed? Which one is it gonna be?

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Just a few miscellaneous voice lines for TPOF Fox from show #2. :D I wanted to experiment and give him a more smooth mid-ranged voice this time. I also messed around with sound FX editing for his mask.

audio transcription:

"Theeeere you go." "You passed out." "Can't say I blame you really. You did lose a lot of blood." "Mmmmm yes~ Bit of a shame. But you have a spare, hm?" "That's right! And you did very well~ :D <3" "[strange barking laugh.] Oh Sweetie. You're not going to be leaving. You have a job now! You need to keep…performing." "In fact, you better get some rest! You'll want to heal as best you can for our next show!" "Yeah…you might want to stay off that foot. Don't want to tear your stitches now!" "Goodnight~ sweetheart." "[annoyed sigh] We're on a schedule. You can get dressed, or I'll have them do it for you." "Ahhhh <3 Lovely~ Stand up straight and turn." "Purrfect >;3" "Hello my dear friends and welcome back! I see it's gotten a bit busier in here! How exciting! I bet I can guess why that is~ You've fallen in love with our dear sweet pretty boy here, haven't you~<3 [soft laugh] Well. I'm pleased to share him with you."

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My Fox headcanons, because why not.

He has an obsession with control. Perhaps due to his traumatic and unresolved experiences from his youth, Fox likes and needs to always keep his hand on the pulse in every situation. That's why living under the watchful eye of cameras, recording, and tracking his life has become entirely normal for him, to the point where he no longer pays attention to it. He often reviews this material to analyze it and draw conclusions. For this reason, Fox also enjoys meticulous planning. Making detailed notes, setting reminders on his phone, and gathering as much information as possible on topics that interest him are things that relax him and he enjoys doing. He also likes rituals and routines because they introduce a pleasant monotony into his life. He dislikes surprises and when things don't go according to plan. This makes him furious and he finds it difficult to control his anger. Through such outbursts, he tries to mask the fear that overwhelms him when he enters unknown territory.

He is narcissistic and egocentric. At one point, Fox delved deeply into social psychology. He strongly identified with Zimbardo's theory of wolves and sheep. He saw himself as a wolf - a superior being, much better than the rest. He willingly surrounds himself with people he perceives as inferior, weaker than himself. They have a mainly objectified role for him, they are tools he can use according to his preferences at any moment. For this purpose, he mastered the art of manipulation and spreading terror; he was excellent at managing fear and weakness in others. He is despotic because in his opinion, he is the most intelligent and practically infallible. When he makes a mistake, he blames others. He also believes that a sheep can transform into a wolf - he himself was once such a sheep - and he avoids such people the most.

His cheerfulness is just a facade. In reality, he is a very lonely and unhappy man who cynically views the world. His joy and cheerfulness are only a mask he puts on for his needs. He sometimes sits in the dark and thinks for long hours about how he has been wronged by the world. Then his sense of injustice and disappointment grows - why can't he have what others have? How are they better than him?

Bonus Why is he so obsessed with Lynn? Lynn is one of the three daughters of the Mother Goddess. She was created to be loved. For this purpose, she was endowed with certain traits that manifested when she encountered suitable individuals - lonely souls yearning for affection, those bruised by life, maniacs with twisted souls. Such individuals always saw in her what they most desired, which could be something different for everyone. Fox, being a great narcissist, saw his young self in her.

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I have my own head on my shoulder, I have my eyes to see things and I have brain to remember them and think. Moreover, I have nothing to lose.

I'm thankful to an artist, who gave me a second chance to live, to create, draw and progress, to meet new great people. In the worst times she was sent to me, took me by hand and showed way to go. She helped me to understand myself better, to accept myself, to forget about many shit that happened in my life. She inspired me day by day.

I believe, that I'm not the only one.

It's really hurts when you see your favourite person in pain or closing away because of misunderstanding or people's stupidity and desire for bread and circuses. And pretending that nothing happened is hypocrisy.

And I'm here to thank her and support. Sadly, this is the most I can do at the moment. It's not fair when innocent people like her suffer mentally or physically. It's not right.

Gato/Gurobob, your loyal viewers are always with you✊

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Awww, Foxy, did I hurt your feelings? I'm sooooo sorry. Uncuff me so I can hug you...

You know, Fox... spits some blood on the floor when I begged you in the auction to take me with you, I had more in mind your cozy home, not some studio in an underground bunker... And when you talked about "fun" I imagined something completely different... sigh That's what I meant when I said it was a MISUNDERSTANDING.

You should of known better then to ask to come home with me first of all, sweetheart. Did you think I was going to swoop you into a castle like a princess? Darling, this isn’t a fantasy world. This is reality. Cold, cruel, harsh reality. You should be thankful I didn’t sell you to an organ harvester. Also, so NOW you not a fan of MY fun? You seemed pretty eager to get fucking tortured back there last I remember it. Hmph. So ungrateful…

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a few drawings and sketches from her pillowfort :)

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Thanks. <3 I love his "Announcer" persona, he really hams it up for his "lovely patrons" doesn't he?

Title: The Announcerfinal1.mp3

audio transcription:

"Oh?"

"Yes. Of course." "I'm very flattered sweetheart and I would simply LOVE to take you home! But I'm afraid the show must go on~ These lovely and very patient patrons have spent good money to be here today. So, let's wrap up the bidding shall we?"

"Oh of course! We have a very diverse and exciting selection of products for you to peruse today~"

"I'm humbled and flattered!"

"Oh! Yes! I'm terribly sorry for the interruption!" "Well, hm. How about this; If you're willing to so graciously relinquish this delightful specimen to myself…I'll give you three a ten percent discount on your next purchase."

"So it's settled then! What an exciting turn of events! I suppose…I'm the one who won this bid!"

"Well, lets get them packed up and move on to our next product!"

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I made a Fox themed necklace/choker <3

Minors don’t interact✨

The goal was to create something that could be something he gives his property partner to wear!

I thought his logo would look cool as a pendant hanging from the loop!

I didn‘t want to leave the back empty so I engraved a quote from the Game onto it (this is where the poll I started months ago comes into play ^^‘)

I also added Strade‘s knife as a fun little detail in the back!

Thanks to the little chain the knife is attached to you can wear it in different lenghts!

This necklace/choker is made from 925/- Sterling Silver!

I also made a little video documenting my work

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