hithirstyimdad

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it’s been over a year and i am happy :)

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imagine thinking nail polish is a gendered thing. unnecessary shiny adornment has no gender, if anything it’s more crow than human

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I love when my friends close their eyes and put their heads on my shoulder.. rest bitch

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Leon

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her (2013)

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You haven’t lost who you are, you’re just different now. and that’s okay

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Silvia Grav

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i fucking hate this. it’s literally how i live lmao

(500) Days of Summer

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kissing is good 4 the soul

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it was good

I know I’m not myself right now. I know I will wake up in the morning and I will breathe and I will brush my teeth and I will eat and drink and be okay. But right now I am not okay. Right now I am doing everything I can to remember all of the bad parts. I am trying so hard to forget the way she looked in the rain, the way she squeezed my hand when she smiled. I cannot allow myself to see once more the only body I have ever fallen in love with. I don’t know why I am doing this to myself. I need to keep walking forward, away. But I hear the whispers of the maybes and the why nots and I let Doubt build a home in my chest. I let myself remember because it was good. It was good.

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