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I get turned on every time youre jealous.

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i’m fixing myself because i undestand sometimes i am the problem too.

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i'm not joking by the way.

my psychologist and i finally made some therapy goals this last session.

i turned it into the ugliest wallpaper for my laptop.

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my psychologist and i finally made some therapy goals this last session.

i turned it into the ugliest wallpaper for my laptop.

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An apology isn't an apology if the behavior isn't changed

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are people aware i have serious abandonment issues or

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If the vibes r off I will assume you hate me and want me dead

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my husband is applying to med school which means I have to go to food sheds this week to eat.

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Me the morning after an emotional crash out:

maybe I overreacted

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I mean yeah I carry a sadness that exhausts my will to live like a leach on my heart but I’m basically fine

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“this reminded me of you” is the cutest thing. like i dont care if its a song or a photo or a youtube video i will be excited

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Mother. Father. Do I not deserve more than your failed attempts at parenthood? Did you ever truly try at all or were you too consumed by your own pain to notice that your trauma has traumatized me, too? Why bring me into this world when you weren't even done healing?

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Whoever is praying for my downfall has got to stop because shit is working