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"How do you cope with your disorders?"

I don't.

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Oh what an unlovable thing I've become.

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Call me manipulative, but I want someone to reach their hand out to me when I start to walk away.

I want to feel like I'm worth running after. I want to feel like I'm wanted.

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sometimes i want to smash my head on concrete

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i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

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so i started to think about some stuff. never doing that again.

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“your trauma doesn’t define you” no actually it does. it dictates every aspect of my shitty life.

[hivnegative]

lottie matthews | macbeth, act 5, scene 1.

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i hate myself a little extra when i open up to someone.

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what the fuck did i do SO wrong that i have to feel like this for the rest of my life

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please don't be mean to me bc i can be meaner and i hate being mean

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Me when I realize I smoked all my weed

[hivnegative]

a girl whose love language is physical touch is also a girl who hates people touching her

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i feel so left out. like everyone around me knows how to be a human and i don’t.

[hivnegative]

when the "it is what it is" mentality wears off and every second of pain you've ever felt resurfaces on a random Tuesday