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Something about this cutscene from Black Ops 2 makes me so sad. Frank is just old and sweet and wants to play his drums. And seeing him and Raul Menendez be friendly is so weird but funny. HE CALLS HIM DEZZY, is so sweet 😭🙏

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self-destruction

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I'm HIWAGA!!!!!!!

updated version of my introduction even if I don't even use tumblr anymore

Hi, I'm Hiwaga! I am also known as Sardonyx but I'd really prefer it if I was called Hiwaga.

To start things off, I'd like to introduce myself as a very energetic and emotional person. I go by any pronouns you'd like to use, just imagine me as a big fat glob overshadowing your dreams and whispering how you should try a dokito burger for only a few bucks.

My interests:

Music and videogames. I'd consider them as my comfort zone whenever I'm going through a tough day. YouTube videos as well, literally anything. It could be CoryxKenshin playing horror games, documentaries on murder cases and creepy social media personalities, anything.

Besides music and videogames, I also like trinkets, any form of art, anything that's considered to be horror and all.

My music taste:

Ever asked anyone you just met what their music taste is and noticed how all of them say they listen to anything? I listen to anything too, but I mostly listen to metal, rock, gothic rock, a bit of punk too! But right now I just listen to character playlists 8⁠-⁠)

Fandoms:

Oh, I dig any shit at this point. I'm not active in any right now either. But I've been into Happy Tree Friends, Black Ops 2, Junji Ito, Freaks and Geeks, Rick and Morty, Inside Job, Class of 09, Mouthwashing, Puppet Combo games and Chilla's art games and a thousand more! But it doesn't really matter now that I'm not active in any right now.

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^^^^^^ this

this is probably the first ever post I'll ever make on tumblr after months. And I'm SOOO DISAPPOINTED THAT ITS ABOUT HOW I HAVENT EVEN WATCHED 2 HOURS OF THE GAMEPLAY OF THE FLIP SIDE AND I COULD ALREADY TELL THAT THEY RAN OUT OF IDEAS.

I could tell that when we watched the first 40 minutes of the gameplay provided... It's errr.... You know!!! If you squint your eyes hard enough, the flip side looks good.

I don’t even know if buying Flipside is worth it (me btw)

Anyway, I like Jeffery from the first two games, not Flipside. I’ve been told he gotten more of a creep. Also suddenly everyone has a foot fetish too? It feels like the creator is just making a fetish game or either running out of ideas.

Anyway, Is flipside really worth the money of getting it? I was looking through the comments on Steam and they were saying everyones a pedophile, like yeah I get it. Everyone kind of was in the first 2 games but it had a comedic effect. Is this game just plain edgy and disturbing to watch? I don’t know, I want to get it in able to have all games but I have no idea if buying it is really worth is in the end.

anyway thanks. Tell me if it is worth the money.

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Was looking through my camera roll and forgot I made this

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does he always sleep like that

no blood (below)

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When a content creator you like is outed as someone who's done harm/something bad, it sucks!

Your first reaction is usually thinking "Is it true?" or blatantly deny it because you like what the creator put out, especially when they're mentally ill and make something you find relatable to your own experiences.

When TWO people come out about it, and more provide eye witnesses to the account, with evidence, and you decide to not even look into it? Then stay out of the conversation. This place isn't for you.

If you decide to become a part of the conversation, be sure you examine EVERYTHING properly with a critical mindset for both sides. Who has more evidence? Who has counter evidence? Who is just talking out of his ass to make you hear what you want to hear?

With the case of Andreas and Sani, if this were fake, Sani would have been bored of this by now. I've made a post saying something along the lines of "Be careful around Andreas, minors, because he could groom you next" and I got a minor saying "I sure hope so!" and that is the very attitude Andreas fans have that I've personally witnessed.

Sani and Yulia are trying to warn people about what Andreas does with his reputation. He needs to take accountability for his actions. He needs to apologize.

Andreas has tried saying Sani admitted to lying, which was itself a lie. Then he said he's not accountable for his actions because he was under the influence, which is an admittance of guilt, and still should be held accountable.

And now he's copypasting a string of useless words to let everyone hear what they want to hear "Sani is just trying to ruin my reputation." FOR WHAT PURPOSE?? He's saying he's not transphobic despite him telling me he will only use someone's correct pronouns if he respects them, which is still transphobic. He says he's not homophobic but drew Purnell raping Simon as a respinse to people wanting gay characters in the game, which is homophobic. I could go on, but the evidence is there already, look at it.

And if you don't want to look at the evidence, and stay in your special little bubble where everything is right with the world and people who have an ounce of power don't abuse it? Then stay out of the conversation. This topic isn't for you.

You all complain about "everyone being outed as abusers" till your dying day but this is the harsh reality we live in. There's more shitty people as your neighbors than you'd think. EVERYONE IS CAPABLE OF DOING SHITTY THINGS. Even me, even you.

Fuck man, he released Sanis nudes, ssn, and other personal data to his discord. That's revenge porn, and shitty in of itself.

Sani WANTS to go to court, and has reported Andreas for stalking and harassing multiple times, but they've given up on it ever coming to pass, which is why there's so much evidence out there.

If you're new to the conversation, brush up on your history, you're in for a ride.

Yulias story

Sanis story part 1

Sanis story part 2

*edit: I'm not saying you can't interract with cry of fear content. Just think critically of the creator.

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I hope you reach your goal. God bless you and your father.

IMPORTANT: help disability father 🦽get insulin.

. Now over 6 months my unemployment still pending because of bad accident that caused me being disability .This has been the worst couple of years of my life. My house was destroyed in a storm . Now  I am desperately in need for help. I need my insulin to bring my blood sugar back down. It’s $300 That’s all I need. I’m not asking for a windfall, just a little help, please.

DONATE AND SHARE IF YOU'RE ABLE 🙏

Each contribution is a step forward, an opportunity to find the light in the midst of the darkness that surrounds me.

Received: $195/$300

Thanks y’all ❤️

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Hey guys, I was reached out to by my friend Siraj @siraj2024 to share his story and shed some light on his situation

Please listen, do not scroll away.

Siraj used to live in Northern Gaza with his family of five, including his wife and three children. He had painstakingly built the family house over ten years, going into debt so that he could provide a beautiful home for his family. But when the occupational forces declared war on Gaza, the area where he had built this home was one of the first areas to get invaded and destroyed by the tanks and bomb shells.

This is the state of their family's beloved home now:

Since large portions of their home was destroyed and they were forced to flee from the violence, Siraj's family has been displaced six times in the months that followed.

Siraj has described to me that living out of these tents has been like living in a convection oven under the current heat wave, and full of disease ridden pests.

His children, who should have been in school and playing with other kids their age, instead have to worry about if they'll have enough water for the day and how they will carry it over long distances. They have to stand long queues just to fill their buckets and even then, the water is so polluted that they have to risk serious illnesses like hepatitis when they drink it anyway, for the sake of their survival.

They have lost an entire year, along with a lot of hopes and dreams, to this genocide that they will never get back.

The gravity of their situation cannot be understated. They do not have access to clean water. They do not have access to basic medical care and hygiene products.

There is no safe place left in Gaza. They are constantly living under the threat of violence from the IOF, illness and starvation.

The funds collected from this gfm will go into reconstruction of their home, as well as providing for the family's basic needs during this troubling time.

Please support Siraj and his family to rebuild his home, educate their children, and meet their needs.

This gfm was vetted by @/nabulsi and appears on their list of vetted fundraisers (#219)

July 1st: $1,789 CAD raised of $82,000

They have a long way to go, so please dont hesitate to donate anything you can! No amount is too little!

And if you can't, please spread the word so that someone else can. Please make sure to follow Siraj's blog @siraj2024 so you can hear updates on the situation from him directly!

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┊I had free time to draw finallyy┊ ⋆˚ 

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JOOST, SKI AGGU, AND POPEE THE PERFORMER!?

👻👻shouldn't have come to you

crossover of Popee the performer and Joost with Ski Aggu!!

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Joy...? Sadness....? Anger.....? Disgust....? What are those ..... Anyway these are my real emotions

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✮ ⋆ ˚｡ Billy 𖦹 ⋆｡°✩

(feed me Billy)

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There's a flood here. Who wanna go for a swim w me in the mud water

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Eiki Shiki fanart I made for my friend from.. last year I think.

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Old tagbot fanart.. cause I have no art to post right now.

I had a crush on this robot when I was younger.

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I am from Gaza, I did this fundraising campaign and so far I cannot get many donors, so we cannot reach our goal in any way.

Please help us spread the word so we can survive. We are slowly dying here in Gaza and no one knows 💔

Donation link 🇵🇸👇