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merry yearly redraw from our clowns to yours

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Merry Christmas! From our circus to yours! this is a sort-of redraw from about two years ago! i took out the lil mini doodles of everyone bc frankly i didnt want to draw them. but please take this funny benny as a christms gift from me to you.

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@bisexualbenrey @hlvrc hey *draws this gay little clown*

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[Spoilers for hlvrc]

I absolutely hate this guy, and hate my failure to execute this pose properly, but god damn it I love his face, which makes up for literally everything in my book. "Ah, you're an unlikable villain? Well, you have a nice face so screw that."

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Let me put myself in your shoes As a puppet loosely strung

(Click for higher quality!)

Character & HLVRC belongs to @voidsickness !

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OPTICFIEND COMMISSIONS ARE NOW OPEN !!

As always, all commissions are taken in USD through paypal, venmo, or cashapp. If you’re interested, my dms are open on all social media!

optic.fiend (instagram) opticfiend (tumblr) opticfiend (twitter)

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aaaa Im so proud of this drawing!!

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A little downtime at the circus.

frenrey enjoyers how are we feeling

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Watch this *thinks about hlvrc for years*

@hlvrc by @jestrdoll is soooo good oh my god lives in my head rent free forever. This au makes me so happy go flappy hands and its just so so epic cool!! It was an amazing story from start to finish Im really glad it exists!!

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final message from the mod of hlvrc

THANK YOU ALL, FOR VISITING THE BLACK MESA CIRCUS. i cant begin to explain how much this blog and all the support yall have given it means to me. at the start of this blog i was a nervous wreck, flying off the seat of my pants as i tried to bring to life the story that was clawing at my mind. i made all the original sprites in one night, propelled by a maniacal daze and raw excitement at the ideas bouncing around in my head. it was really stressful at times, and i thought i wasn't going to finish it for a long time, but through the help of my friends and all of you, HLVRC has finally reached it's true end. so i want to say thank you to you, the followers of the blog, for following me for this journey. through the stressful snatching periods and the votes, and all the months-long hiatuses in between. this is the biggest project i have ever completed, and it's all thanks to yall. so thank you, for reading hlvrc. thank you for reminding me everyday what i was working for, why i was stressing myself out drawing 90 panels per performance. thank you, for making my life wonderful for a full year. I hope you continue to enjoy the things i make, and i hope to continue enjoy making them.  thank you - eye

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Can all the dolls be considered as Non Binary pals or have they chosen genders/pronouns:00

[ didn't get a chance to answer this ic whoops but no! the dolls each have their own chosen genders and pronouns. flower // trans woman // she/they sunny // genderfluid // any pronouns gabriel // transmasc // he/they darling // genderqueer // he/they bee // trans woman // she/xe/no pronouns hall // trans man // he/him gary // genderfluid // he/they/🍬 reel // demiboy // he/him if you're interested in the dolls, i have a 'bad end' au blog that's doll centric at @hlvrd ]

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I'm gonna miss you guys so much. i'm sure i can speak for everyone here when i say you've had such a positive impact on us, all of us. but, it's not a goodbye forever, right? it's just... a see you later

[COOMER CLOSES THE LAPTOP, PATTING THE TOP OF IT ONCE, BEFORE WALKING AWAY.]

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Is this it?

Is this goodbye?

We all have had so much fun tho :(

And it was a pleasure to entertain you all, as well!

I understand that our world is... unlike many others... yet still similar, and shockingly so. I could have just as easily turned out to be a ‘computer program’ or a cartoonish fellow. Yet in this world, here with you, I get to be a clown. Isn’t it wonderful how that turned out? 

I’m lucky, to have gotten to spend this time with you all, as stressful as it may have been. To get to tell our story, the epic tale of the Black Mesa Circus. I hope it was as riveting for you as it was for me.

I know I’ll miss it. And I hope you will too.

Thank you all, for visiting. And I hope you come again.

Goodbye, Patrons.

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Oh, hey, Coomer. How's it going?

It is going ‘pretty well’ as the kids might say. I wanted to take this chance to talk to you, our viewers, before we ‘pull the plug’ so to speak.

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Guess that's it, huh? Nothing left to say

Certainly seems that way, doesn’t it?

[COOMER SITS DOWN AT THE COMPUTER, SMILING AT THE SCREEN.]

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POGS IN THE CHAT FOR GAY PEOPLE

[BENREY STANDS UP, OFFERING GORDON HIS HAND. GORDON TAKES IT, STEPPING CLOSE TO THE DOLL.]

you mean it? you mean what you said?

That I’m in love with you? Yeah. And I’ll say it as many times as you can stand to hear it.

[GORDON BENDS DOWN, PRESSING A KISS TO BENREY’S CHEEK]’

I love you.

[HE LEANS DOWN AGAIN, KISSING BENREY’S OPPOSITE CHEEK]

I love you.

[HE LEANS DOWN AGAIN, AND IS BLOCKED BY BENREY.]

how about we find somewhere more private for this conversation, huh?

[GORDON FLUSHES, THEN NODS. BENREY TAKES HIM BY THE HAND, LEAVING THE COMPUTER UNATTENDED.]