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Do you have a MaDD journal? if so tips on how to keep one?

I don’t have a MaDD journal per say, but I do sometimes organise my paras/wold building into charts, but I don’t do it consistently enough to be considered a journal. Sorry I couldn’t be anymore help.

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how do you reconnect to life after being disconnected for so long

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but if i don’t daydream so hard that i forget i’m real at least once a day i’ll die

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"i'm going to skip daydreaming and go to bed early!"

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Me talking to my friends: hey you're not ''crazy''. You have mental illnesses but you're an amazing caring person and I love you and they don't define you, okay?

Me talking to my paras: well that's an insane bitch if I ever saw one

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MaDD Situations (9/?)

Pacing so hard that you slip and now your whole body aches.

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A similar story to this post:

Apparently, one of my coworkers has the same name as one of my paras. Yep, my coworker. They have the same name as one of my paras… This is probably one of the most depressed paras I have, too… I hope they’re doing okay. 😅

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“It’s okay, I know they’re coming for me.”

Spoiler alert; they never came.

^ This except I wanna know the hardest line in your paracosm

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💭🔮✨ THE ULTIMATE DAYDREAMER’S GUIDE ✨🔮💭

💭 What is it?

This is a guide both for those in the Daydreaming Community, or want to learn more about it. It is meant to be an archive of all things relating to MaDD & ID, and is curated/run/owned by yours truly!

💭 Can I link this on my blog/post/etc?

Yes!! The whole reason this doc was made was so that it can be passed around as a general resource, so you are more than welcome to link it anywhere you want. The same goes for anything linked within the doc itself -- not that I own any of it anyway lol.

💭 Can we give suggestions?

Suggestions are highly encouraged & appreciated! I am only one person running this doc, after all, and will not be able to uncover/document everything without some help. You can send me stuff through DMs or my ask box.

💭 What happened to the original doc?

I wish I knew! It was brought to my attention that it had gotten flaged for review for...some reason. I've tried figuring out how to request a review for it, but it won't work. So I've resorted to just making a new doc. Sucks, but that's all I can do right now.

Because this is a whole new doc, I'm going to be tagging some people so the word gets spread a little bit. Sorry!

@blue-bubonic @writingmadd @thedaydreamdictionary @burningivy @chamomilemanor @dreaminpeaches @daydreaming-memories @scorpiolight-madd @whizzergoingmadd @fallingmaddlyinlove @blue-madd @skiaismadd @maddgicalgirl @heartofdaydreams

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no no. you don't get it. the reason I injure my blorbos until they can't walk is because that's the only way they'll ever let someone else carry them. the reason I curse them to be sick and feverish is so that they'll finally open up about their emotions while delirious. the reason I force them to overexert themselves to the point of exhaustion is so that when they pass out they can finally rest.

I'm doing this for their own good.

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always an angel, never a god

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Not weird at all! I call these passive daydreams where a lot of the time my paras just sort of hang around without any conceivable plot. Sometimes it might even correlate with what I’m doing at that moment, like baking, studying or gardening.

Is it weird that I have.. idle daydreams..?

I'm not sure how to explain this, but let's say I can't concentrate on anything too detailed and my mind is scrambling for events. My brain will default to a para like Reign who would be endlessly working away on his laptop, wandering around the city doing meaningless everyday tasks, or standing someplace on the phone saying mhm's and yeah's. For anyone else, it's usually sleep for whatever reason. It's so comforting in a way idk??

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Sometimes I cringe at myself having fictparas but then I remind myself that it’s basically just fanfic on steroids

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Anyone else have their paras be able to speak a language your learning for the motivation?

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Maladaptive Daydream Culture is almost breaking your ankle by tripping over the roomba that wasn't supposed to be there in a daydream

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someone please tell tiktok that maladaptive daydreaming isn’t some quirky hashtag fun thing to have and go through..

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More heavily A for me, but if it’s passive daydreaming it tends to be C.

For my fellow MADDers (or anyone, really), how do you picture your daydreams? This has always interested me, like that question of whether or not someone has an internal narrative (I do not).

I'm usually a combo of A and C in my maladaptive spaces and B in regular dreams. I write from a combination of all three.