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Idk all I’m saying is Kenny Ortega didn’t work that hard to hide a deeply developed and complicated yet prominent gay subtext between Davey and Jack in newsies (1992) just for y’all to ship j*ckcrutchy. 

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no one touch me, i’m in my newsies feeling again

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A Santa Fe moment

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THIS IS SO SO REAL I was just rewatching the doctor’s wife a few days ago and at the end of the episode he’s on his swing and I was like “OMG ITS A WAY OF STIMMING!!”

11 has plenty of different ways of stimming:

-the swing under the TARDIS

-he does this motion as if he’s washing his hands when he’s nervous

-he’ll also straighten his bow tie

-he literally stims when River kisses him LIKE

I love seeing my own ways of stimming that he does too, it’s often just my hands not being able to sit still (because neither can his!) and it’s just another thing that I can go “HE’S SO ME FR”

One day I may make a longer post about this because I am SUCH an Autistic Doctor/Autistic 11th Doctor truther…

The 11th Doctor’s ‘maintenance swing’ was also a stim toy.

Working on the TARDIS was one way the Doctor kept his hands and mind busy. The TARDIS had a lot of redundant dangly things he could fiddle with to disguise his stimming. He was very much a sensory seeker. A lack of proprioception and pronounced dyspraxia forced him to use external means to keep track of his own body in space. Stimulating his vestibular sense was one way of ‘feeling’ himself. The swing was perfect, especially while traveling through the time vortex. He loved swings of any sort and couldn’t resist playing on one if he passed a playground.

The Doctor liked bright, colorful, noisy things with bells, whistles, movement and anything stimulating, so all the busy wiring, colorful lights and the motion of the swing gave him the stimulation he didn’t get in everyday situations. The more annoying something was, the more attractive he found it as a stim toy. He was more at ease in a Las Vegas casino than in a silent room. He absolutely needed some kind of background noise to be able to think straight. Luckily, the TARDIS provided a lot of sounds and would adjust them to be louder or quieter depending on his levels of agitation.

That’s not to say he was incapable of being overstimulated from external sources. High pitched frequencies were exceedingly painful to him. He heard dog whistles easily and nobody wanted to be in the same room as him if there was a mosquito buzzing around becuase it made him grumpy.

Chronic understimulation was more likely to cause the Doctor meltdowns than overstimulation. Internal understimulation was also a dangerous issue. The Doctor didn’t feel his bathroom signals at all, so he needed bathroom prompts to avoid potentially embarrassing situations. All of his incarnations dealt with painful kidney stones because he had crappy kidneys– and in this incarnation he only felt pain when actually passing the stones. (He had hundreds in this lifetime!) He was lucky he never had a stone too big to pass, or he would’ve thought he simply didn’t have to pee and gone on about his business until he got sick.

External stimuli rarely put the Doctor into overload, however intense emotions were a different story. There was a reason he tried to experience them as simply as possible. Emotions created mixed internal stimuli that overwhelmed him until he didn’t know what to do with them. He liked sensory input from outside– feeling it from inside was often confusing and scary. Even simple sensations such as hunger and thirst could overwhelm him if he didn’t eat or drink ASAP. 

Sometimes the Doctor sought out the maintenance swing to calm down when he was overstimulated by his emotions or understimulated by his environment. It was great for disguising his rocking back and forth because his movements looked like they were keeping the swing moving. 

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Callum Crown dialtown at the UN

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@softchonk called me a blue gumball son of a bitch because they’re a hot topic wannabe AND IM WEARING A BLUE SWEATER

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got bored and turned norm into a toon

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Phoenix

A speedpaint video of this will be available at my Patreon soon 😊

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Previous week was harsh with amount of work and I couldn't draw the next Doctor, BUT!

Fourteen rolls in! The Doctor × Posing

The idea of long-haired Fourteen belongs to @nipuni, I just couldn't pass by ^^

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hiiii *trying not to sound desperate for human connection*

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Alright think I've cracked it

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Yaoi jumpscare.

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Leap of faith 👠

A speedpaint video of this will be available at my Patreon soon!

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snow :-)

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I finally updated this piece! I extended it a bit and fixed the Tardis doors 😆 you can get prints of the new version at my store too if you are interested 😊

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no context doctor who 'wild blue yonder' spoilers