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your name hums in my chest like a bell telling me to go home

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He sobs as a child who was never comforted when he needed

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The son of a mother that cares so little

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watching hannibal is not enough i need to get top surgery

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nbc hannibal is a trans allegory actually. smth abt abandoning the effort to remain mostly socially acceptable while repressed and unfulfilled as your agab and becoming the sexiest most unapologetic freak there is. representation for people who transition in order to Get Worse

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Hannibal would 100% make sure the trans person he was hunting and eating felt supported. He'd go out of his way to make sure he didn't misgender or deadname them. They'd be strapped to his table, and he'd be all like, "Before we begin, may I enquire about your pronouns? I have heard what others call you, but I would like to get the knowledge first hand." I also fully believe if he did misgender them or deadname them, he'd be so mortified that he'd let them go and probably send them a huge amount of money as an apology.

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what exactly does hannibal nbc do to you. many things . no cishet enjoys it. 3/4 of the fan base have had their gender transed. autism is rampant. truly the epitome of television

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all I feel when I look at you is guilt

maybe if I did things differently

told the truth

maybe things would be different

I wouldn’t stand in the house I grew up

the paint gone off the walls

not recognizing the only home I’ve ever known

scared to even be in there

when I look at you

all I feel is guilt

I wish i’d done things differently

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The hands around my throat suffocating me never started with me.

They have grown stronger and have aged as my family has.

They may have existed since the beginning.

All I know is the guilt I feel for letting them control me as they have controlled the others before me.