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Girl are you a giant eel or are you- Can you stop biting me please? I’m trying to t- Hey ow wait stop- STOP biting me HEY- YOU BUT ME WHILE BITING ME YOU TWO SETS OF JAWS HEY GIRL STOP BITING M

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Sysmate used like 70% of our battery playing a game she wasn’t even reading the story to.

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i miss him so much it makes me sick to my fucking stomach

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what even was that time of our lives. shit just happens

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also even though they hated women they clung to one of our alters until she stopped showing up as often and then changed focus to another and admitted to falling out of love with their current fiance and falling in love with our alter who stated multiple times that he didnt want to be in a relationship and confessed anyway

this person after every unblocking said they were gonna be different and were trying to be better and then would do the whole profile reset and remake only to do it all again

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this person after every unblocking said they were gonna be different and were trying to be better and then would do the whole profile reset and remake only to do it all again

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also remembering the time(s) i was apparently so mean that i got routinely blocked by someone (whoalways unblocked shortly after because fsr couldnt live without one of my sysmates) and everytime they blocked me they also blocked my twin because of [insert reason here]

remembering the time i was asked why im so mean when i thought ive actually calmed down a lot. used to be the #ProblemsAlter and sometimes (often) it comes back

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remembering the time i was asked why im so mean when i thought ive actually calmed down a lot. used to be the #ProblemsAlter and sometimes (often) it comes back

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said something like “can you stop identifying with the concept of being manmade rather than organic to deal with your disconnect of whatever youre scaring the hoes” and he looked at me like that one sad ant with a bindle

keep over hearing “shouldve been a test tube subject” from host. surely not a sign of something

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keep over hearing “shouldve been a test tube subject” from host. surely not a sign of something

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mama and her fuckass boys

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convo between two kids at my job just now

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checked the mail and the only things in there were my psych visit bill and my nendroid

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Shout out to people with Complex Dissociative Disorders (parents edition):

If your parents genuinely changed and improved overtime

If your parents were absent when you were a kid because they were sick / ill / working / otherwise indisposed

If your parents were not your abusers

If your parents would have acted differently if they knew you were being abused

If your parents didn't have the resources or knowledge to help / understand you

If your parents were loving and yet still neglectful

If your parents inadvertently invalidated / didn't believe you, but now do

If your parents weren't your primary caregivers when the abuse happend

If you weren't abused at all and your trauma was medical / environmental / etc

Had emotionally and physically present parents but you still had disorganized attachment with them as a kid because of your delusions / paranoia / etc.

If your parents regret how they treated you

If your parents loved and love you but acted the way they did because of substances / mental illness

If your parents are not completely bad people, or bad people at all

If you still get along with your parents regardless of what they did

If you ever invalidated your own traumatic childhood experiences because your parents were "too nice"

Your trauma is not less valid if you get along with your parents today. Sure, you needed disorganized attachment to your primary caregivers as a kid to develop a CDD. But that can take plenty of formes, and they don't all include your parents being monsters.

Edit: any other emotions regarding your parents are also valid and okay, and I couldn't mean that more. Childhood trauma survivors go through so many rough emotions, and self-invalidation is sadly way too common. Your feelings are a direct result of what happened and that makes them normal.

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Mydei🍷

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everyone point and laugh

Being bullied for playing fgo by someone who plays fgo