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Hi everyone! I just really wanted to thank you all for following me!

I’m sorry I haven’t been writing much, but now that I’m on holiday I’m aiming to write a little more. I have a ton of ideas but right now it’s like my hands won’t cooperate ahah it comes across a little forced. But! I’m working on it :).

If there’s anything you’d like me to do/write or anything at all, let me know! I’m always open to new ideas!

I’m really thankful so many of you enjoy my writing, I really appreciate it, so thank you so much!

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Can You Hear Me?

When you both live in seperate dimensions, and the only way to communicate is through a script, communication is hard.

He could feel your frustration, hear the things you actually wanted to say.

He felt it all too.

Stuck behind a keyboard and monitors and through his phone, there was you. MC. Main character.

His life literally revolved around you.

His backstory was built, designed and programmed for you. His knowledge was obviously a glitch - when he first figured this whole thing out, the RFA thought he was insane. Thankfully, he knew not to bring it up with them around the next time you reset.

But sometimes it was painful - the resets. He’d be stuck between not knowing and knowing and he could feel the programming going haywire. He’d freeze up and he couldn’t breathe and for a moment, he’d feel as though he was about to die. Then, the code would relinquish, as though they thought the better punishment would be to know his situation and never escape, rather than complete error.

He wanted to speak to you. He still does.

He can tell when you’ve had a bad day, and he yearns to be able to say more than what he’s been allowed to say.

He has very little communication with you outside of the game. He’s hidden all over the Internet - it’s the only way he can get across to you.

It’s tough when your soulmate doesn’t even live in the same dimension as you.

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You make my heart uwu and I’ll never forgive you

- 707 confessing, probably

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throws this at you and runs

“Completely out of the blue Saeyoung shows up at your place with nothing on him but the clothes he’s wearing and some of his most important gadgets in a small bag. He asks you if he can stay at your place for a while and work on something important.

What would you do?

Would you let him in?

Would you tell him to make himself at home and just let him take whatever he needs?”

–

When you heard the knock, you were not expecting this.

In front of you stood a familiar redhead, holding a grocery bag filled with electronics and cables in one hand. He looked kind of distressed but wore a smile anyway as he spoke,

“Yes, no, and may I please stay with you for a bit MC?” He emphasized the name with a sardonic grin.

You didn’t move, frozen with confusion, but managed to squeak out a single word – though your voice was pitched as high as your confusion on a scale of 1 to 10,

“What?”

He sighed quietly, his expression softening into something patient and… fond?

“Look, I know this must be very confusing for you, it’s actually really confusing for me too. But I…” he gulped and looked directly into your eyes,

“I need your help. Please. Can we just go inside and talk?”

It was hard to argue with that.

Minutes later Saeyoung Choi, the video game character, was seated in your home with a bottle of Dr. Pepper in his hand. You’d happened to buy it from the store after a sudden craving struck.

You couldn’t help but wonder if that was somehow related to this – after all, this was crazy enough as is. What was a little interdimensional/supernatural/whatever this was craving at this point.

He took a sip, seeming to gather his thoughts, before taking a breath and beginning,

“So. I’ve been trying to find a way to communicate outside of the developers preset messages. It.. worked a bit too well..? At least better than I was prepared for. At all.”

You nodded, pretending you understood even though you hadn’t processed past opening your door earlier.

“Since I’m not exactly from here, I have nowhere to go while I figure this all out. I didn’t have my wallet on me when this happened, so I can’t just get a hotel room or something.” He gestured to the bag sitting near him,

“That’s all that came with me.” He smirked a bit ironically, “Luckily someone apparently littered nearby, so I was able to grab that bag.”

You made a note to throw it away asap, but huffed out a laugh despite yourself,

“Lucky number 7, after all.” He grinned at you, delighted,

“Yes, the infamous Lucky Number 7, so lucky as to find used trash just when he needs it!” That pulled a stronger giggle from you and he beamed.

Seeing his smile caused the reality to crash back down on you: 707, Luciel, Saeyoung Choi, the otome character, was sitting in you house sipping on a Dr. Pepper and cracking jokes at you.

Dizziness slipped around you, your head spinning- you needed to calm down.

“S.. Seven?”

He nodded, watching you carefully,

“Could you grab me a bottle of water?”

“Oh, yeah, definitely!” He was up and disappearing into your kitchen in moments.

You hoped the cold drink would bring you back to reality a bit. The moment it was in your hand you took a large gulp and felt the cold coursing through your body, tethering you to it.

“Okay, so you need a place to stay.”

“Yes!” You drank as he spoke, downing the water fairly quickly,

“I just need a roof over my head and internet. Of course, if you don’t have internet I’m sure I could, uh.. borrow someone elses.”

He smiled at you wryly, and you smiled back,

“Okay. Then the house is yours.”

His eyebrows raised a bit at your acceptance, but he apparently wasn’t willing to question it too directly. A joking smile slipped easily over his surprise,

“Oh? The whole house?”

“Yeah? Dude. You realize you’re a video game character, right?”

“Yes.”

“So you basically crossed dimensions.”

“Apparently.”

Starring at his signature jacket for a moment, it occurred to you just how far apart code was from flesh,

“How do you have a body….??”

He looked down with you, seemingly only just reaching that curiosity himself. Fair, considering he had plenty else to be thinking about – basic survival for one,

“I… Don’t know, actually?”

“Okay, yeah, so you’re… I don’t know, but yes, the entire house and everything in it is yours. You’ve basically defied reality I guess?? Which I think makes you like.. an actual god now-”

He grinned at that,

“-so yeah, all yours.” You were pointing the now empty water bottle at him, bobbing it with each point you made.

‘Also you’re just. Even more attractive in real life than your game.. Which honestly shouldn’t be possible.’

He watched the bottle bob with your unspoken final point, his mirth showing in his smile,

“I think you forgot to actually say that last bit?“

Eyes narrowed and face red, you pointed the bottle at him once more, almost accusingly,

“I didn’t forget a damn thing.”

He laughed a bit as you leaned back, once again trying to take in everything that was happening, and scrambling to come up with what to do next.

Sure, he’d say you didn’t need to do anything, letting him stay was enough – but you figured any fangirl of his would do about the same thing you planned. Simultaneously pamper him and actually make sure he took proper care of himself.

You needed to get vegetables, stat.

If he actually… Ate food….?

“Okay.. Do you… need food….? Like, are you hungry……? God, you don’t have to eat code or… souls or something, right…? I don’t know how to prepare either of those……”

It was a half joking remark, but it drove home that you had no idea what was going on, what he was, or what his needs even were.

You hardly noticed him laughing at the question, nor when he stopped and leaned toward you to take your hand,

“Hey. Look at me.”

You did. Face reddening. God damn it how was he so attractive this wasn’t fair, oh god what would Zen even look like-

“I know this is really confusing, for both of us, but we’ll get through it together, okay?” He was smiling reassuringly, his thumb sliding along the back of your hand.

Your anxiety slipped away, muscles you didn’t realize were tensed relaxing.

“Okay.”

“Okay?”

“Yeah. What do we do first though?”

He leaned away from you to grab his bag, though didn’t release your hand – some part of your brain suggested that it might be as much a comfort for him as it was for you. Your other hand found his, gently turning it palm up and running your fingers over the wrinkles, a thumb lightly tracing a circle over his knuckles.

You didn’t look up, but felt him still across from you, seemingly finally relaxing a bit himself. A minute or so later he resumed searching through the bag, careful not to move his hand in your grasp – you’d moved on to examining his fingers, baffled at how code was supposed to translate into this. Focusing on him being here, and real, was about all you could do to keep from drowning in the sea of questions that was your current state of mind.

His rummaging eventually drew your attention enough that you looked up. He’d removed some cables part way from the bag in his search, and was now balancing three phones on one leg, still searching for another.

“You really do have a lot of phones…” He smiled up at you, still bent to reach the bag,

“These are just the ones I had on me.”

Jeez.

He found the last one and hesitantly pulled his hand away, a look that was almost longing catching your eye.

“Most of these are about dead by now, but none of them seem outright brok- wait, you have the messenger app on your phone, right?” The sudden topic change almost caught you off guard, but you pulled your phone out immediately despite it. The app was still there. In fact, you had a notification – a text from Seven.

“H̶̡͍͒ ̸̖̾e̸̮̺̓l̸͇̗͊l̶̎͛ͅó̴̡̪̍?̸͖̯͂̕”

You stared at the corrupted letters, but quickly found your eye drawn to a notification from tumblr, a mutual who posted exclusively about the game.

I got this weird text?? And now the app just cra…

After clicking the post, you found that they had explained it pretty well. Mystic Messenger wasn’t working. Any chat room with Seven crashed as soon as he was supposed to enter, or wouldn’t open at all, and everyone had received the same text as you.

Cheritz hadn’t made any comments yet, but the internet was swarming with theories – none you saw half as crazy as the apparent reality.

Saeyoung was looking at your phone with you, smiling to himself at some of the things said.

Is this an event? Are we finally getting Rays after end?!? Seven, we’ll finally save you T.T

What’s with Seven??? I just got kicked out of his route :0

Cheritz pls give us back saeyoung, taking him in rays route was bad enough

There was a flood of new content of him dumping into the fandom, and you made a note to yourself to look through it later when he wasn’t there to tease you for it. For now, you opened the app.

The both of you watched the screen silently, heard the opening “Cheritz!” (this time from Jaehee), saw V come up on the screen as he had been for a couple weeks.

You tapped through the opening image only to immediately be greeted by a piercing screech, the main menu coming up with no loading screen at all.

The message at the top was from 707 this time.

s̶̟̪̿h̵̗̦͘ḭ̵̫͛t̶̙̟̓s̸̢͖̃̇h̷̝̒ḭ̵̋͆t̶͎̮͝s̶͎̚ḩ̵̀ͅȋ̴̮t̴̫̅ṣ̸̨̈́̅h̴͎̿i̵̳͊t̷͓̎i̸̻͌t̵̬͗h̴̗̻͋į̵͐n̸͚̒̒ḱ̸̛͎̭i̴̬͊̍d̸͚̲͑͐ȋ̶̢d̸̪͒t̷̡̗̋ḩ̸̝̂̎i̵̝̳̇́s̶̤̯̄̚w̷̳͔͆͑r̵̗͝

“I guess there’s no voice clip for that…” you mumbled, pulling a slightly strained laugh out of him,

“Yeah…” He stared at the menu hesitantly while you tapped Original Story. When the game opened up he audibly sighed in relief and reached to take the phone from you,

“That, I remember. Okay, lets see if I can call Jumin…”

You watched him click the icon, a bit of dread pooling in your stomach as Jumin answered in his usual Korean, following the script perfectly. Saeyoung stayed quiet until it reached a set of options.

For a moment you worried that this wasn’t what he had hoped for, or expected, or something, but then he was speaking into the phone,

“Jumin, I know you can’t respond, but I need you to gather everyone and head to my house. Make sure you get V and Saeran, Vanderwood too if you can – he’ll help you get in if you can find him. I’ll call you again in a few hours.”

He paused a moment, still not clicking any options.

And then the call ended, entirely on it’s own.

Somehow that of all things made it click – the cast of Mystic Messenger was real, in a way. A glance at Saeyoung had you amending that, real, period.

Seeing you looking at him, awe in your eyes, golden eyes crinkled in a smile.

“If I can, I’m gonna- we’re gonna get them out of there, too.”

You nodded, not trusting yourself to speak evenly, without squealing or crying with joy. Or both.

You would help him, however you could, whatever it took.

It took you a moment of trying to channel your excitement into something useable, but you worked a response out through the grin on your face,

“We will. We won’t give up until we do!”

He looked at you like you were shelter and he was in the middle of a storm.

“Yeah.”

“Together!”

“Together.”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

This?? Was so great omg?! You’re so amazing wtf you can’t just run come back here stat so I can fckn beat you with my love and affection for making this out of my stupid post like?????????

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Did I meme right?

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RFA + Saeran breaking the 4th wall to comfort a very sad MC

Note: This one I wrote in the hopes to feel better after I was hurt by someone very close to me. To all the MCs out there, I just want you to know you are valid, your feelings are valid, and you should never feel ashamed of who you are! I love you all!

Masterlist || Ko-fi

“Get over yourself!”

…

“Why can’t you just be happy? It’s not that hard.”

What are you talking about? Why are you being so mean? You don’t mean that, right? Right? I’m doing my best here. I’m trying my hardest to be happy, why are you making light of my feelings? I’m always there when you’re in a bad place, so why… Why is it so hard for you to understand me? You’re not sure if your heart has stopped or it’s beating way too fast for you to register its rhythm. You do know, however, that you don’t want to listen to this anymore. It’s not right. It’s not okay. It shouldn’t be like this.

“Oh, wait. It probably doesn’t matter to you. Being happy, I mean. ‘Cause you wanna die young anyway.”

…

You lie awake in your bed, phone turned off and tucked under one of your pillows. If you don’t see it, maybe the memories of your evening will fade away faster. Well, at least you’re somewhat hopeful and that’s a good sign.

Your ceiling needs some fresh paint. That’s the conclusion you come to after staring at it for a few hours. Your whole body is numb, eyes red from crying a bit too much. You fear that if you don’t think about trivial things, you’ll stop thinking at all and the thought is either too terrifying or too exciting - you can’t really tell right now. You try to remember that article you read yesterday, the one about yoga poses that help you fall asleep. Wouldn’t hurt to try, right?

You’re hugging your knees to your chest when you hear a faint beep. Your first thought is that you must have imagined it, but the sound repeats.

Beep.

And again.

Beep.

While your brain tries to find a logical explanation for your phone to beep even when it’s turned off, your hands are already on their way to find it. Why do you have so many pillows anyway?

Now that’s… strange, to say the least. The phone keeps beeping, its screen black with just one exception - the familiar symbol of an envelope indicating that you got a new message. Only this time, it doesn’t look like what you’re used to seeing when someone texts you. It’s strangely familiar, though. It kind of reminds you of a game you used to play. Hoping that it’s not actually some kind of virus, you wish yourself luck and click the icon.

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The Best Thing I Can Do For You...

He knew painstakingly well that you did not love him.

Your words, actions and choices all made it obvious. Every single time you chose casual or another, it meant erasing the possibility of loving him. It was even more painful when you’d ignore him in favour of the CEO-in-line...

But if you were happy...

If you woke up each morning, excited for the day to come and eager to plan another party and talk to him - along side everyone else of course...

Then he could live with it.

The unrequited love he had been programmed with from the beginning.

Sometimes he couldn’t keep it in. He just had to call you... tell you...

Your presence was enough. And you did not love him, he knew this. But he hoped they could love you just as much. Perhaps even more.

He couldn’t give you what you wanted anyway. He was a hacker. A cockroach. A shut in.

What did he have to offer? He didn’t have fame, wealth, earnest work, a potential career or even artistic talent.

He had pain. And tradegy. And what he thought could be depression. He had problems that couldn’t be solved.

So while his love was unrequited, perhaps it was for the best.

That didn’t change the pain every time you decided to start again, ignoring him.

The times you chose him was a peaceful break from the torment he felt. The feeling of you in his arms, loving him, caring for him, choosing him... he tried to keep you away, knowing where it would end, but he couldn’t keep himself away from you for long. You were the magnet, coaxing his metal thoughts away from the logical conclusion that this wouldn’t last.

And he was right.

You always moved on.

Moved away from him and his love, leaving him broken and alone, in the dark once more, the reprieval over.

“The best thing I can do for you is let you go.”

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Hi! I was wondering if you were still doing the shipping thing and if you were, if you could ship me from someone in Hamilton and/or Dear Evan Hansen (boys please). I’m 5’10 with shoulder length, dark red hair with bangs. I wear glasses and have green eyes with freckles. I love to sing and I’m studying to be a nurse. I currently work in the local ER. I want to eventually work in pediatrics. I love reading and writing, and I have a blog. I have anxiety but I’m good at dealing with it. Thank you!

I would love to ship you with some lovely gentlemen from both ehehe. Also, sorry if I made some incorrect assumptions about your personality, my imagination just got out of hand eheh.

Hamilton:

I ship you with John Laurens!

You seem like a really compassionate person (I’m sorry if I’m generalising, I just think nurses are amazing) and I feel like he’d think that about you too

You two would probably be historian’s favourite couple tbh - a revolutionary aiming to abolish slavery and a nurse

I also feel like he’d really love the fact that you’re studying to become a nurse as well as you read a lot, I just think he’d really appreciate someone who’s constantly expanding their horizons in that way

I feel like he’d be really caring and supportive of you

If you ever got super caught up in your studies and didn’t sleep much or eat regularly or got overwhelmed, he’d be right there to get you a cup of tea and make you take a break

If you ever got too anxious or had a panic attack, he’d do whatever it took to calm you down - he’d be super aware of your body language and he’d be able to tell if you’re getting to a point where he’d excuse you both from a party for some fresh air

When he introduces you to his friends and he sees you all getting along, he realises that you’re the one

Protective boi 100%

He’s a revolutionist so he’s totally proud and supportive of you and your studies, but he knows there aren’t people who aren’t as happy to see a woman so openly independent

He’d get really pissed at them - and if Hamilton were there, they’d probably end up publicly roasting those fools

He’s super sweet behind closed doors - you guys might be reading together or just being close and he’ll wrap his arms around you and just snuggle

He’s such a romantic - when you go to parties/balls together, he’ll make sure you give you flowers and compliment you endlessly and in the early stages, if you had chaperones, he’d make sure to give them a good impression because he really wanted your parents to like him

Marriage was the endgame from the beginning lol

He was just head over heels in love with you so quickly - he’d never met a girl like you

So kind, so compassionate... He couldn’t help it

You were definitely a motivating factor in his efforts toward abolishing slavery and other revolutionary efforts

Love letters when he was away

Sometimes even when he wasn’t, but if you couldn’t see each other for whatever reason

Also, if you happened to write and publish articles/books under a pen name, you best believe he’ll be trying to get people to read/buy your work. He’s basically your marketing. You’d be at a party and he’ll bring up the topic of writing and he’ll just casually mention that [your pen name] was his favourite author and that they should really read [your] works

I’ve mentioned it before but he thinks you’re fcking GORGEOUS - every time he sees you, it’s like the first time

You take his breath away

He thinks your freckles are adorable, and he’ll pretend to count them

Likes to play with your hair when he gets really stressed out (he gets really good at braiding)

Warm and fuzzy cuddles when either one of you are sad

He loves to hear you sing, it makes his heart feel peaceful

If you guys ever got married and had any kids, he’d practically fall asleep with them if you sing a lullaby

All in all, just a revolutionary ~*ADORABLE*~ couple

Dear Evan Hansen:

I ship you with Jared Kleinman!

I feel like he’d pine for you kinda like Evan pines for Zoe, but a little less p a n i c and more w h y did i say that

You guys sorta/kinda become friends over a group assignment

He thinks you’re adorable

Like, there should be a law against freckles and glasses because his hEaRt cOuLdN’t HaNdLe It

But he really admires your dedication and compassion

You kind of bring out the soft part of him - but only after you guys finally get together

He’s not used to having really close friends like you, so he doesn’t really know how to act at first

He might come across a bit like a dick, but when Evan points it out, he tries to not come across that way

Of course, he still has that snarky sense of humour

In public, it might not really look like you guys are anything other than friends

But when you’re alone together, he just wants to hold your hand - he never really expected that you’d actually want to be with him, so sometimes he needs a little reassurance that you’re actually here with him

If you ever have a panic attack, he’d probably get really panicked at first because he might not know how to help - but he quickly realises that that’s not going to help you, so he’ll either hug you really tight (if that helps) or tells you really calmly that everything’s going to be okay and that he’s right there for you

I feel like the first time you’d come over, he’d get really nervous - not because he was expecting for anything, he just really doesn’t know how to handle it

His parents would totally embarrass him too - “oh my god, is this your girlfriend that you’ve been telling us about everyday?!”

“MUM!”

Once you’re in his room and he finally calmed down, you guys could do anything and it’d just be relaxing

You really helped him feel more comfortable about himself - you made him feel a little more confident and like he could open himself up to people more earnestly

I feel like he’d be a bit awkward with affection at first, even though he really wants to

Would totally wanna go to the same college together - applying for all the same ones and if you guys were gonna go visit them for tours or open days, ROAD TRIP!!!

I feel like he reads more than he lets on

So, sharing favourite books!

Really admires you for your writing if you let him see it, as well as your singing

If you’re shy about your singing, he’ll try and get you to sing in any way he can lol he just loves it

Also, falling asleep while facetiming at night (you’d usually fall asleep first)

Facetiming all the time lol - most of the time you guys aren’t talking that much, just doing things

You’re studying and he’s eating breakfast

He’d probably send you wholesome memes to wake up to, or if he knew you were having a tough time

Since you’re his first girlfriend ever, he wants to try and be the best he can, but he might make some mistakes occasionally. He’s so grateful that you stick with him though

Genuinely wants to be with you for a really, really long time

He’s a little rough around the edges and a bit awkward, but he truly cares about you and even though he shows it in unorthodox ways, he just wants to love you :)

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AU where the toy car Jumin broke driving into V’s house as a kid was one of 707’s “babies” because he managed to kidnap Elly and everything is wholesome and happy

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Okay so I’m doing Another Story route for the first time (please no spoilers, I’ve managed to get this far without knowing anything about what happens Eheh and I’d like to keep it this way) and THIS IS THE SHIT THAT MAKES ME WANNA PLAY HIS ROUTE FOR THE 10,000th TIME. I full on squealed - had to take a break. Also, I guess now you all know my name ehehe, it’s nice to meet you ^^;;

(Also, thank you so much to the people who have requested ships, I’m working on them as much as I can but it takes me a while ;-; I just try and make them as good as possible. Bear with me - thank you all so much for sticking with me, it means the world!)

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Hi! May I have a BMC and a DEH ship plz? I'm an asexual hetero/demiromantic girl standing at 5'4" with 245 lbs, with red curly hair, freckles, glasses, pale skin, and low self esteem. I love to sing and dance, play music, write lyrics, and my dream is to perform on Broadway. I'm a very deeply caring and clingy person, even tho I try to give space. I'm more into handholding, kisses, and hugs. And pining. Lots and lots of unrequited pining. Thank you for your time!

Hey! Of course! Thank you so much for asking!! Also, I really hope you get to perform on Broadway, that’s such an incredible dream, seriously.

P.S I’m sorry if they’re kinda OC, I’m not the best with these characters since I’m fairly new to the fandoms ehehe but I love them so much anyway :). Also I know I haven’t used a lot of the other characters from these musicals, I just don’t know their personalities well enough yet and I’d hate to write all these things for you to feel like I basically made a whole new character just with the same name, lol, if you know what I mean? I hope you like it!

Also, sorry about the wait eheh.

Be More Chill:

I ship you with Michael Mell! (tbh I ship him with everyone, he’s perfect ugh)

Michael Mell is the absolute king of pining

He pretty much saw you, sometime in middle school (he was never the best with timelines) singing/dancing/writing music/doing your own little performance and he was pretty much a goner

Tags along with Jeremy to play rehearsal to see you

It takes him years until he finally tells you how he feels

Thinks you’re gorgeous (because you are)

Is 100% supportive of your clingy-ness (he kinda encourages it)

What can he say? You’re just so cute and literally all he wants to do is hold your hand pretty much 24/7 because you make him feel grounded and safe and like there’s a reason to get up tomorrow

Does absolutely everything he can think of to improve your self esteem

Idk if you’re okay with nsfw-ish things but body worship in the bedroom every. single. time

If you’re performing, he goes to every one and takes you to 7/11 afterwards, where you guys get slushies and find a lookout or something and he’s just constantly talking about how proud he is of you for getting up there and how amazing you were

He’s so proud of you

He knows how hard it can be to put yourself out there

So when he sees you performing it makes his heart happy and he nearly always gets emotional

“That’s my girlfriend up there”

“Yes, Michael, I heard you the first time”

Lazy Sunday = Every Sunday

He just wants to spend time with you as much as he can and so he reserves his Sundays for you

SHIT TON OF HUGS AND KISSES AND SNUGGLES

He says you’re better than drugs and that he’s addicted

But really he just fcking loves you to the goddamned moon

If Jeremy says anything mean or optic nerve blocks you or treats you badly when he has the squip, Michael gets a bit pissed because why on earth would anyone want to ignore this angel??

He finds you too damn cute - he wants to just squeeze you because you’re that fucking cute. I feel like he’d find your glasses + your freckles = too cute to live

Totally learning your songs off by heart and singing them at random times

Or dances

You two were built to last, I just know it

Dear Evan Hansen:

I ship you with Connor Murphy!

I like to imagine you guys were childhood friends

Met in kindergarten and you stood up against some kids who wanted to take his toy or something and you’ve pretty much been inseparable since

When he tries to push you away, you just keep coming back and he finds it kind of annoying at first but...

In the end, you’re kind of what saved him

I really think you’d have brought him out of his comfort zone in a good way

Like, you’re so compassionate and empathetic, so you understand what he’s going through

You know when he needs to stay in bed and sleep and have a pity party (you bring the company to said parties) and you know when you need to drag him outside and force him to sit in nature (Ellison Park, probs making friends with Evan Hansen ehehe)

He pretends that he hates it when you’re singing and dancing, but it actually makes him happy

You’re like a little ball of sunshine to him

He’s dated and been with girls and guys before - but none of them really meant much and they definitely didn’t have a long lasting impact

They were just there to fill a void

But the first time you guys hold hands because you’re leading him somewhere, he lays in bed and swears he can still feel the warmth and he ends up taking a couple hours to fall asleep because he can’t stop thinking about you and holding hands and...

Shit

That’s basically when he really realised that he was in love with you

I feel like there’d be a lot of mutual pining for a long time

He loved you. A lot. He was overly protective when any assholes made fun of you (even more so when you weren’t around) and he got jealous seeing you at rehearsals (if you did play/production/musicals) talking to other guys

But when you’re both finally together and he finds out how low your self esteem is, he tries to make you feel better about yourself

He’s a bit awkward at first, not really used to giving out that kind of affection to someone he cared so much about

Sometimes you’ll come over and you’ll have the house to yourselves, so you’ll end up either talking for hours while snuggling, or having a two person no-alochol kegger party

He’s not that used to affection so in the beginning he might come across a bit flinchy, or like he doesn’t want you to touch him that much

But it’s not that he doesn’t want it - he does, he’s just not used to it

Eventually, he warms up to it and when he does, it’s like, affection central

He doesn’t really mind that you’re clingy - he’s kind of touch deprived and he doesn’t really have anyone who cares enough to just sit and talk and give him love and hugs (yes, his family loves him and he knows this, it’s just different)

So he kind of loves it

He has a soft spot for you, but it takes him a while to open up to other people

If anyone gives you shit, you best believe he’ll probably end up suspended for knocking someone out

He doesn’t regret it though - he hates seeing up upset

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707 call Day 9

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RFA Members X Reader | Easter Party 🐣

To celebrate one of your favourite holidays of the year (who’s gonna complain about all-you-can-eat chocolate?) you had decided to plan an Easter party for everyone in the RFA.

Saeyoung/Luciel/707 :

He’d kind of been all pouty the couple days leading up to the party because you were so excited and preoccupied with planning for the party

But he didn’t say anything because he loved seeing you all excited and smiling into your planning binder, scribbling down ideas whenever they came to you

What was really strange was the night before, where you had made him go stay somewhere else for the night

When he asked you why, you just winked, “it’s a surprise.”

He decided he’d come early to see you on the day of the Easter party, since he’d really missed you a lot

Plus he wanted to praise you for everything that you’d done to prepare - it was gonna be perfect, he just knew it

So when he shows up early, he basically kneels over because it’s

So

Fucking

CUTE

You went all out with the little bunny and chick decorations, and yellow, pale pink and blue streamers all over the place and lots and lots of treats

And then there was you, dressed up adorably as a little Easter bunny and when you turned around to see him, he officially died and went to adorable heaven

“Oh! Saeyoung! You’re early!” You smile brightly, walking over with something behind your back and you lean up to kiss his cheek

He can’t handle how fcking cute you look, he wants to tackle you with all his love - he’s about to kiss you when you pull what you were hiding out from behind his back

It’s a small red felt bag with a little hand made clip of his glasses holding it closed.

“I’m kinda glad you came early, I didn’t want everyone to see...”

“You made this... for me?” He asks, slightly breathless

You nod, smiling and beckoning you to open it excitedly

It’s a series of little chocolates - chicks and eggs and bunny rabbits

Based on the fact that they’re a little smudgy and wonky looking, he asks if they’re handmade and you nod a little proud of your efforts and he pops one into his mouth, humming with appreciation

“Mmmm~ you should become a chocolatier, it tastes so much better than the store bought ones!” He praises, and you smile

You guide him around the place and he helps you pin up the last of the decorations before deciding all that’s left to do is actually have the party

“I hope they’ll like it.” You say softly, looking around at your work and Saeyoung is there, wrapping an arm around your waist and rubbing his nose against yours

He loves affection, what can I say?

“They’re going to love it.”

When he kisses you deeper than you expected from him, you taste chocolate

When he leans back, he winks at your blush

Zen :

He was always really happy to see you planning parties, because you always seemed to really really enjoy it

He was so happy when you were happy

The day of the party, when he shows up with Yoosung (he didn’t have a ride lol), he wishes he had come alone

Because there was so much effort put into this party - the decorations, the pastries that you had obviously baked and dear lord, your costume

It wasn’t immodest at all, but something about you dressed up as a rabbit brought him back to his teenage years, where he fantasised about playboy bunnies

He had to close his eyes and calm himself down before he could walk over to you and tell you about how amazing it had turned out

Throughout the whole night, he was there, continuously praising your efforts and telling everyone about how amazing is she? Like look at all this work and --

You getting embarrassed by his praises

At first, it was just him holding your hand, but by the end of the night, his arm was around your waist

Whispering naughty things into your ear as he got tipsy, making you blush and Saeyoung would tease you 

You and Zen totally had some frisky fun time when you got home ;)

Jumin :

He legit wanted to help you plan the party

But you stopped him immediately, telling her that this is something I wanna do for you and the other members. I don’t want you to worry much about it, plus I want it to be a surprise for you.

But this is Jumin

He wouldn’t buy it

So, he made sure you had more than enough expenses (even though you were hand making most of the decorations, but okay) and he even rented out a nice place usually booked for weddings in the park

So, there went your plans for a surprise party for all of the RFA members

He wanted to know all the details

And when you’d try and regain control, siting this was going to be a surprise party he’d just say I’ll pretend I don’t know anything

Right... because I’m sure everyone would believe that, considering you rented pretty much everything

But when the day comes, and everyone is together and eating chocolate, he can’t help but feel a little (lot) proud of you

You already had enough on your plate - big parties and a part time job and college (you wanted to get your PhD finally) and then this?

It was a big hit with everyone

He was so sweet, helping you clean up in any way he could

Fed you chocolate ;)

Yoosung :

Yoosung wanted to help you out, so you of course said yes

It was just the RFA members, so you didn’t really bother making it a huge deal

You just invited them over and shared food and drink and a shit ton of chocolate

You decide to put on some rabbit ears and face paint

You manage to convince Yoosung to copy you - he does, but only because he can’t deny you when you’re begging him with those doe eyes

You always get what you want ;)

Once the RFA leave and it’s just you and Yoosung, you get you both a glass of wine and bring the left over chocolate with you

So you guys eat and drink until you’re tipsy and in a food coma and you’re giggling and he’s talking and you’re both snuggled up together on the couch

You watch Hop pretty much three times, because you both get distracted so quickly, but you’re so determined to watch it completely through

But after the third trial, you both just give up and play some LOLOL together

You even dressed your players to look more festive!

You guys were the dream team

It’s even better than the party, but neither of you say that

You kind of end up making out and it tastes so sweet that you can’t really stop (so addictive)

Jaehee :

Jaehee finds it so endearing when you’re planning a party

Like, you value her opinion so much

“What do you think of this design?” “What do you think of doing this?”

She loves how much you include her - unlike her old job *cough*C&R International*cough*

She offers to do things for you, but you make sure she won’t do too much because you know she can kind of get carried away

So you let her prepare the food, since she loves to make sweets

You join in with her and you both end up having lots of fun, seeing the reward of delicious looking pastries for your hard work

Having to remake the food because you both ate it all

You getting dressed up for the party and Jaehee finding you so cute she can’t really say anything

You finding that adorable, so you kiss her cheek and tease her gently about it

Lowkey having more fun preparing for the party than actually having the party

Oh, the party works out really well

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Yoosung: Uh oh.

707: What?

Yoosung: Somebody’s in love.

707: Yeah, right. I just think MC’s cool. It’s not like I lay awake at night thinking about her.

707, later that night: Uh oh.

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