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being a system and also being autistic is super funny because like you can so clearly tell what a system's special interest is by looking at how many fictives from that source they have

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Is it a headmate? Is it a fragment? Is it a facet? Is it a persona? Am I subconsciously masking? Am I subconsciously/involuntarily otherlinking/copinglinking? Is it a kinshift? Is it a ’flicker? Is it age regression? Is it a mood? Is it impulsivity? Is it an intrusive thought that I’m reacting to? Is it genderfluidity? Is it pronoun/namefluidity?

Who knows! Who cares! I don’t need to stress about this, it doesn’t matter! It’s a mode that the “I” is in, the way I feel in that moment! And I will make a pluralkit/tupperbox for it so I can express myself and decide the rest later! Or never! These labels are a construct! Personhood itself is a construct! I don’t need to box myselves! I can just live!

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"endos (+pro) dni" no. idgaf. if i like the fucking template, imma use it. cry about it i fear? not trying to cause drama but it's literally a fucking template anybody could piece together if they gave that much of a fuck. stop!! gatekeeping!! tools!!

jax. he/him.

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unfriendly reminder.

No, splits are not *only* caused by severe/extreme trauma. After the disorder is formed your brain will split as it feels is needed. Someone's for stress, sometimes to lessen the load of another trauma holder ect. If you are hyperfixating or watching a show and have strong feelings about a character it's possible that new split or fragment will attach to that characters identity. Stop Fakeclaiming and bring assholes to people who split easily, often, or are fictive heavy. You are only causing harm. Stop fucking Fakeclaiming in general. YOU ARE ONLY CAUSING HARM.

-Yugi

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youre singlet? um. sorry i just dont think thats natural. i personally dont agree with you being singlet. god said its adam and eve not just adam

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being a system is so funny like. oh something really shitty happened. well time to not know who i am for like a week lol!!!!!!

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Mac n cheese…- Rumble

We have a Mac all we need is cheese/j - Esmae

“Headmates need to be miserable all the time 24/7!!!” actually headmates need delicious homemade Mac-n-cheese

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when the fictive's source is super murderous and dangerous and evil and stuff and the fictive is just

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Just passing by to let everyone know that this blog is pro endo and safe for endogenic systems. I do not support anti endogenic views nor do I have the energy to engage in that.

I don't care if you believe that endogenic systems existing is against medicine/reality.

I don't care if you had traumatic experiences with endogenic systems.

I don't care if you think endogenic systems are making DID/OSDD look like a joke (let's be honest, you could be diagnosed and still be accused of faking being a system).

I don't care if you think every single system must suffer forever for existing unless they aim towards becoming a singlet.

I don't care if you believe that anti-endos should be allowed to voice their opinions and debate the existence of endogenic systems because that's their "right". You want to listen to their words? Then do so FAR AWAY FROM ME.

I also don't care if you're a double/sourcemate feeling uncomfortable by my views on the matter either. Block me if that bothers you so much.

Basically, I won't allow you to have any argument or excuse to have anti-endo views. I do not support that and don't even want to discuss the topic. A person's existence is never a topic for debate.

I hope that you are mature enough to know when to scroll down or block instead of, you know, arguing with someone who does not consent to that.

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in a similar sense fictive culture is not being uncomfortable with doubles in the normal sense but instead being terrified that if you’re near a double for too long everyone will realize you’re the far inferior version of yourself and leave you for the double. and if i’m not even good at being me then what am i

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[IMAGE ID: A digital sketch of a Wukong fictive and Sonic fictive speaking. Sonic is on the right, leaning against a round table as Wukong, on the left, is laying backwards on his Nimbus Cloud above him. They're speaking enthusiastically and both their respective wedding bands are on showcase on their fingers. In the background, a Macaque and Shadow fictive are seated on their knees. Macaque is speaking and Shadow is listening. /END ID]

We and the @howlingstrays did a little collab regarding our two sys couples! Wukong and Sonic are gushing about their husbands as usual while Shadow and Mac talk about...something in the back/aff

Either way, we love them sm, gotta love the Hedgehog-Monkey fam

Bonus Sys Sonadow sketch below the cut

[IMAGE ID: Shadow is sitting cross-legged on the floor playing Minecraft as Sonic is leaned up against him, asleep./END ID]

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Collab with @the-orange-solace !! We doodled our cutest sappiest sys couples because they are the best and cutest ever <33

Plus more shadowpeach <3333

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This is a public announcement: mpreg/silly

Close ups of favorites :3

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Pillar ( system role )

Pillar - a member who is integral to a system’s function, but does not front frequently. based on the idea of an internal pillar holding up a large structure :]

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Exo memories go brrrrrr (MK is in @the-orange-solace ‘s system)

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When the

When they reunite after centuries

This is an introduction to our new headmate Lìliàng and his beloved Clover is from @rhythmicwavesys and they make us very sick/pos