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Hi emma,my question is for 14 day manifesting challenge do i wait for the manifestation of that day to happen before going onto the next one or just keep going day to day no matter what the outcome

keep going keep going . “yes it’s next day, i still have x”

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hey just wondering have you deleted some of your ask responses? i’ve searched for posts where you’ve answered my questions and they don’t come up!

no that’s with all of em 😭 i cant access my dms or see my inbox except on my phone + cant comment and dont appear on search

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　　　　( since people liked the last manifesting challenge ) 　　　　　　　hrrtshape© is officially presenting you . . .　

　　　the 'ideally' 2 week 　　　　　de-reactivity to your 3d challenge !!!! 　　

　rules of the challenge ,

you are allowed to spiral, but you are not allowed to stay there.

nothing needs to change externally, this is about internal containment.

you can react emotionally, but you do not assume that emotion = truth.

you never declare something bad as permanent.

you do not speak lack out loud, you can feel it, you don't verbalise it.

no complaining posts. i mean. if you want, you can vent. but it also feeds the same loop you're trying to starve.

you remind yourself that the 3d is your former assumptions in shape, it's not a permanent position.

your priority is to hold the new stance of you no longer handing your power to what you see, to stay still when the world pokes you. no letting the 3d control your reactions.

　daily script (say it each morning . . . or whenever) ,

today, i'm not reacting to the 3d, i can notice it, i can observe it, but i'm not taking orders from it.

i already decided who i am and what's mine, the 3d will catch up when it's ready.

if it's not what i want, it's not real.

this reality is not the final word.

　daily checkpoints (check in with yourself 1-3x a day) ,

when things feel tense or spiral-y . . .

what am i assuming right now?

does this assumption serve me?

what would a non-reactive version of me assume instead?

can i just drop this thought and come back later?

　if you slip into self-deprecation (and that's normal) ,

that's the old script, i don't need that to run anymore.

i'm not that version of me now.

i'm allowed to feel bad and still keep my assumption.

this doesn't mean anything as it is just noise.

so, if you're feeling unwell about your circumstance, be it your physical appearance, grades, relationships, finances, or shifting journey, you just reroute your mind to the stance of:

this is temporary.

this is neutral until i decide what it means.

i'm still assuming what i want, and i'm not dropping my assumption because of this.

　if you have a good moment ,

don't over-celebrate. just note it, like, see? things move when i don't chase. this teaches your brain that calm = power.

　optional for the all-in-crowd : 　you don't emotionally narrate what you're not getting ,

no more why hasn't it happened yet, or ugh this is taking too long, or i guess this just isn't for me.

no more of you cementing the old version!!!!! you can still feel frustration, but you don't use language to stabilise it at ALL anymore. let it come, and let it go.

　closing statement ,

by the end of the 2 weeks (or whatever other time frame you choose to do this in), you'd have built the version of you who doesn't abandon themself when the world doesn't mirror them yet.

you're saturating, yes, but you're also not letting old versions of reality keep deciding how you feel and ending the habit of turning lack into identity.

being still and being rooted and being unmoved.

and when you can do that, even a little, then everything else has to catch up.

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she wont stop bothering me !!! she wants my butter chicken !!!!!

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i’d be a social butterfly in all the nine circles of hell

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i cant tell my curl pattern my god 💔why is my front 2a going 2b but my back 3b what is going awn 🙏lord get out humidity down dawg

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　　 　　 loa cheat sheet to keep in mind 25/8 <3

　assuming gently but constantly

this does not mean obsessively looping affirmations... instead every time your mind wants to lean toward worry or doubt, you gently tip it back toward the i already have it mindset. you don't have to do this forcefully nor do you have to yell at yourself. more like….. you're reminding a forgetful friend, more like ... we're fine, this is already ours. do it ten times a day or do it a hundred or do it once, just don't let the opposite story get more airtime.

　not checking if it's working

I KNOWWWWW that this one is hard, especially because we're soooo used to measuring progress. but manifesting isn't like school or baking. sadly you don't get a gold star for effort. if you're checking, has it shown up yet? did that mean something? was that a sign? you're not in the state of having, you're in the state of lack, in the state of waiting.

the version of you who has it wouldn't be checking, they'd just be living. so copy that energy, even if it feels fake at first. it doesn't have to feel real, you just keep doing it until it does.

　not tying it to your worth

you do not have to heal everything first, you don't have to deserve it and you don't have to earn it. that's not how any of this works. you don't have to be the best version of yourself and you don't have to love yourself perfectly. you just have to accept that you are allowed to have the thing, and then decide that you do.

　letting it be boring and letting it be simple

you don't get there by force, you get there by letting the assumption settle into you like a habit. you don't try to feel it every second, just let it become normal. even boring.

you tell yourself a new story until it becomes the only one you respond to. you assume and you persist and and you let it land.

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i dont think i ever talked about a marauders era newspaper (unless my marauders guide) but i did have a newspaper / newsletter IN my marauders dr ebrubwloef

yall please tell me I wasnt hallucinating a post from @hrrtshape about a marauders era newspaper???

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thank GOD i love u sm

iloveallofyousososomuchtoo ☹️💓

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EMAAAAA BISH SO YOU STAYING???? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH PLEASE SAY YES PLEASE SAY YES

dont have the balls to let go yet 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎😎🤨🤨🤨🤨anyway. if i taught everyone to ignore the results of the 3d i’ll also maybe practise what i preach and not let a person who doesnt exist (persistence) drive me out of my safest!!!!!!! place !!!!!!! i have so much love to give !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whiplash !!!! no but on a serious note i was this 🤏🤏🤏🤏🤏🤏🤏close enough to pulling that damned plug !!! then realised i couldnt do it to myself. yet. anyway . cause im god of my reality duh hello

(+i did mean everything+1000 that i wrote and the feedback was a large part on why i decided to stay💗)

anyway i hope people arent gonna be like ugh this liar 🙄 false promises🙄bluffing🙄

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It's your mind, you idiot. It's all in the mind. The problem is you think you're still real, that you're standin' on the floor, that you're wearin' those clothes. Bullshit! You don't even have a body anymore. It's all up here. You wanna move things, you gotta use your mind. You gotta focus! You hear what I'm saying? I don't know how you focus! You just focus! It's all in the anger. You gotta direct it. You gotta channel it.

Vincent Schiavelli as the Subway Ghost, Ghost (1990)

if that isn't shifting motivation then i don't know what is..........look up @hrrtshape 's assumption+shifting posts if you want to understand this better!!!!!!!

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i love my tiktok comment section because i get both "you're so amazing please go into politics" and "this is so fucking stupid are you all so dumb" back2back

bruh

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crash out over it's time to teach everyone

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thank you to the anon last month who said my self-concept must be crazy

you have no idea what kind of psychic rebar you installed in my spine with that. girl you could've charged me rent for that serotonin hit, actually feel like i could colonise venus now. anyway

yes you all caught me lacking and elbow-deep in the 3d like it was a clearance bin at boots. not proud of it

anyway that's over now. no more befuddling in the mud of circumstance as if i'm some extrasensory earthworm...... we're back to executive authority

if i keep everyone on their toes, maybe it's because i have twelve. maybe you don't know my next move because i don't either. it's jazz, baby. it's tactical. you think i'm out of pocket? the pocket was never real

anyway. transmission received and mental stability at an all-time high. self-concept fortified as if it's a medieval french monastery

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𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧: 𝟏𝟒 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞

before this challenge I was only focusing on shifting to my dr and neglected manifesting in my cr all together, I put shifting to my dr on a pedestal as the highest thing to achieve; manifesting a sign was child's play whilst shifting to my dr was a doctorate.

by framing shifting to my dr as something huge to achieve, I set myself up for failure and demoralisation because all this mindset did was push my intended reality further away from me, it created a gap between here and there, after all if I was here then I'd obviously 'failed' right? (maybe I was no good at this? maybe I'd just got lucky a few times?)

so this challenge reaffirmed how easy manifesting is that shifting to a dr is just as easy as manifesting a sign, the only reason it doesn't always feel that way is because of my belief system, which I can change, and is changing.

furthermore, in regards to the challenge itself, I loved the 'vagueness' of each day, getting to decide what I wanted to manifest within the theme made things more meaningful when it occurred.

so do I think this challenge is worth it? for me, yes.

now ofc you don't need to do any challenges, but I think sometimes you need to get out of a rut of your own making, and doing the same thing all the time expecting a different result is the definition of insanity.

< 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝟷𝟺 ⭒ (14 day manifesting challenge) ⭒ 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑠

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took the deepest inhale ever im in love with you

meet the child who beneath the blanket of stars had once wished to see the world from everyone's eyes. . .

a lover, a poet, a dream recurring . . .

hi hello hola bonjour namaste I am saadgi, my name means simplicity but it has always been a joke around school how my name fits me as a hat does a frog. I am seventeen and i brim with 3 am thoughts, ideas and wonders. I love spending all my time in my room doomscrolling and binge watching my favorite shows (tua, hi) until they do not ever feel the same again but i occasionally also love a good party with free alcohol. I vape like it's lifeline, a habit i must get rid of soon. My favorite colors are purple and pink. my birthday is on 28 December, i am a winter's daughter through and through, i can not stand summers, they drain my energy every time. I live in India (summers are lethal) i love our food, never hearing any criticism. I love the nighttime, i stay up the entire night just to sleep till 2 pm during the day, i love the stillness, the serenity, the soft humming of the moonlit stars in the background of my head. It remains all mine and i can not help but cherish it, i love how i can stare at the wall for an hour and no one would question me. I am an empath, i feel too much and it is a curse as well as a boon. I am the 'too woke' friend, I have had many of my close friendships broken because of the said wokeness. I am a capricorn sun, leo moon and aquarius rising, analyse me through that however you will. I am a sucker for numerology, i am a number 1, ruled by the sun, a leader, a winner. My hobbies include writing first and foremost, i am at my core when all the layers are peeled off, a writer, i sold my short stories to other kids for a sweet treat when i was 10, i wrote my first poem on my 8th mother's day.

she who wished, she who fulfilled . . .

My childhood was spend inside my head. My mind was always scattered in 10 different directions, i have lived different lives since forever, i was always in my palace, always in the beyblade arena, i was a vampire, i was a spy, i was dracula's mortal wife, i was a witch hunter...but i also was a student, i was slow at understand things of this reality, i used to daydream in class all the time, i remember my teacher yelling my ear off once but i couldn't hear her until she threw a chalk at my head because i was too busy being a pink haired vampire. I remember once asking my mom why i couldn't see the world from my best friend's pov....so yeah.

I was a witch and a master manifester even as a child. I remember bringing dirt from the garden and putting on it whatever leaves i could find and chanting a made up spell so rain would fall during hot summers....it always did....you are welcome, my neighbours. I got whatever i wished for, a thought of my favorite movie would pass my mind, it's being telecasted on the television. I think my english teacher is the coolest person on planet earth?? i am her favorite student. I want my favorite chocolate? dad has brought home a bag of it.

It is i believe in my veins to bend the thread of fate with a practiced swish of my fingertip, to whisper to the moon and have it return to me as an echo.

the multiverse left bare . . .

I had always known there was more to life, when i read 'earth is the only planet with life' in my grade 5 science book, i knew there was something unmistakably wrong with that sentence.

I found shifting at the worst time possible, summer 2022, 9th grade. I hated how i looked, i had an ugly haircut, i was in a trio (canon event). The sun blazed above my head everyday, everything was sticky smelly and clammy, i had a crush on a guy who had a crush on another girl, i doubted my competence, i was failing maths and science. I was losing my magic (or i believed i was). I had only recently found subliminals and decided i was not special enough for them to work for me.

Finding shifting then felt more of a burden then one lifted...i feared that i would try and fail, and when you think of failure it takes it's largest form and looms upon your silhouette like a victorian ghost unleashed mistakenly. I gave up on shifting, i decided it was not real, just an internet joke...after 2 years i found @hrrtshape's blog (forever grateful) and the lock on the door that i had been staring at for 2 years vanished, a flower bloomed inside of me, hope ignited like firework within my soul, i found shifting again and in a better place, i believed in it again, this time it felt like a sparkling wrapped present, like something given not taken.

characters across the multiverse who are but a reflection of me. . .౨ৎ

jo march, todd anderson, lexi howard, devi vishwakumar, loki laufeyson, klaus hargreeves, diego hargreeves, edmund pevensie, lucy pevensie, nadine (the edge of seventeen), lady bird, priscilla presley (not a character but...), lucy gray, cecelia lisbon, lux lisbon, celine (before trilogy), lisa swallows, miles teller, cassie ainsworth, tony stonem.....and many more i suppose, might edit later.

heavily heavily and i do mean heavily inspired by the amazing @kerryshifts