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human93875 · 1 year
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y’all…. last night i woke up feeling sick and thought i was gonna throw up so i went to the bathroom and threw up the tiniest bit of stomach acid but then i like couldn’t breathe. i could inhale but only exhale by hiccuping i was so fucking scared. does anyone know why that happened???? (i ended up eat like 2/3 of a small apple after)
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human93875 · 1 year
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anyone know why i feel like i’m gonna barf??? so i’ve barely eaten for 3 days (only an apple on day 1) and i kinda just physically can’t eat. my stomach hurts so much and when i drink water i feel like i’m gonna barf and idk why please tell me why (possibly important on day 2 i spent 10mins straight smelling hand sanitizer)
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human93875 · 1 year
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hey! sry i’ve been gone rn i’m doing pretty well burning lots of cals and eating little for the past two days today i haven’t eaten anything but two coffees w/ creamer and 0 cal sweetener and a cup of tea. i’ve got this!
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human93875 · 1 year
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OMG JUST FIGURED OUT THAT RING POPS ONLY HAVE 80 CALS!!!!! YES!!!!
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human93875 · 1 year
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um well i’m a f@t pig now i’m 116lbs!!!!! i was once 10 pounds lighter…. i will be though!!!!!!!!
guys….. little vent about my life rn trigger warning for eating disorders
so when laila gets home from school in like 5 weeks my mom wants to magically heal her and so my mom seeds her to gain 10 pounds in 6 weeks or smth and we are gonna eat dinner together every night and a lot more dinner plus dessert. that basically means that i’m gonna be eating the amount of dinner that would make me gain 2lbs per week. I HATE THE FACT LAILS HAS AN EATING DISORDER TALKING SBOUT HEF HEALING IS MSKING ME NOT WANT TO HEAL IM GONNA BE HEARING ABOUT POUNDS ALL THE FUCKING TIME I DINT ALSO WANNA GAIN I WANNA BE A TIM BERTIN CHARACTER I WANNA LOOK LIKE IM DEAD I DONT WANNA GAIN TEN POUNDS AND BE FUCKING FAT. the worst part is i’m helping my mom do more research because i want laila to get better just not me. i can’t get better i don’t want to bc to get better i need professional help but then my parents need to know and i can’t put my mom through even more of this, she can’t know she has two rexi kids. she’s already broken and ik she’s not that great of a mom but she is still my mom and she’s still trying her best and i still love her i just i dunno
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human93875 · 1 year
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okay it’s november. i’m gonna try to fast today the one thing i’m letting myself have is candy but if i eat any candy i do 50 sit ups and i’ll add 5 per piece of candy and if its a big piece of candy i’ll add 10. im not gonna weigh myself for a few days bc i’m too scared to see how high it is cus i’ve been eating like a pig.
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human93875 · 1 year
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okay so ik i’ve been gone… i started my halloween cheat days and i got soooo fat i’m prob like 120lbs but i’m not gonna check bc i’m too scared so i’ve got tmo to eat like a pig then november 1st i’m gonna start a fast for as long as i can go. then i’ll just continue restricting and fasting. but it’s gonna be harder bc my parents finally figured out my older sister has an eating disorder so my moms all like “you can talk to me” so if she notices me not eating imma be in deep sh!t. and i cant do most exercises bc i pulled my f*ing calfs like both of them, so annoying. my older sister is gone now tho (she’s at school so goes to this boarding type travel school) so i don’t have to see her for 6weeks hopefully i’ll be skinnier then her by then. she’s always been my biggest th1nsp0
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human93875 · 1 year
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omg so i was purging last night and my dad heard me so he thought i had covid and i was like “no i don’t have covid” so i had to stick a few swabs up my nose and i clearly don’t have covid. good thing i’m lactose intolerant i can just say it was dairy. also i exercised the cals that i didn’t get out already and so it’s now under my limit. i mean yes technically the exercises were done today but it was just midnight.
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human93875 · 1 year
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i feel like shit. i binged. like a lot like 1,900cals. my limit’s 600. i purged it all. i first had some pulled pork(75) and some fries(20) i purged immediately after that then i had multiple snickerdoodle cookies(798) then these sour cream and onion things (560) then some rice(68) with tofu(18) then a string cheese(80) then goldfish(80) and hot cocoa(121) then i purged all of that but that was spread out from 3:30 to 6:45 anyone know how many cals stayed in my body? i’m gonna fast for at least 2 days
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human93875 · 1 year
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last night i was baking cookies for a school thing and not a single piece of sugar or flour or anything entered my mouth! i didn’t even taste the dough! i’m now 109 but i think i’m gonna try and fast again today so that i can go down more
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human93875 · 1 year
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i’m such a pig i keep saying i’m not gonna eat then i eat like 700cals. tomorrow istg i’m actually ⭐️arving myself. if i don’t idk give me ideas of what to do
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human93875 · 1 year
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okay so i failed my fast yesterday…. i “binged” i had some pumpkin seeds (54) hot chocolate(193) 3 caramel rice cakes(150) i purged but i think it was only the hot chocolate. after that i worked out for like 20 mins tho
today i’m actually gonna fast and i istg if i fail it’s gonna be bad for me
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human93875 · 1 year
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SPOILER WARNING FOR THE WHALE
i just watched this movie called the whale it was about this person struggling with obesity and at the end he died. i don’t wanna end up like that. dying bc i’m too fat. idc if metabolism days are necessary im not doing them anymore tmo and the next day im gonna fast maybe the day after that too. i just wanna be skinny. i’m 112lbs now but by the end of the week i’ll be 105 and if i’m not then i won’t eat for 2 days or as many days as it takes to be 105.
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human93875 · 1 year
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hey. i’m back today is my last metabolism day and i realized that i usually ding even eat that many cals. today i are like normal and it was only 675cals and yesterday i went to a festival and only ate like 1,100 or smth but dw tmo i’m fasting and prob the next day as well. can someone tell me if metabolism days are really necessary bc i don’t like this feeling of being full. at the end of friday (a day where i fasted) i felt fine but the. the next morning i woke up and felt like sh*t i thought i was gonna pass out i quickly ate some skittles and that helped a little but damn that was actually so motivating bc i also got down to 107
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human93875 · 1 year
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so far i’m all good on my water and tea fast! i went out with my friend for coffee and he got so much food but i didn’t eat anything! then we ordered mexican and instead of eating it i chewed a few bites and spit them out sm better then binging and purging!!!!
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human93875 · 1 year
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human93875 · 1 year
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nvm i looked up how much you burn from baking for 3 hours and damn i gotta bake more often my net is actually -410
omg my net today is only 220! that’s better then what i’ve been having! tmo i’m fasting tho prob a liquid fast cause i’m getting coffee with a friend.
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